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Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough.

First 24 hrs is in the books.
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/24/21
5 years is just getting started
swashbuckling boltzmann
  06/12/25
won't work
Stubborn Vigorous Cuckold Faggotry
  07/24/21
begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have c...
Heady public bath blood rage
  07/24/21
Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tr...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/24/21
He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend
fiercely-loyal ticket booth
  07/25/21
Thanks, man
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/25/21
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  07/24/21
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free-loading floppy fanboi useless brakes
  07/24/21
how much have you been drinking
Laughsome school
  07/24/21
cq
deranged boistinker
  07/24/21
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Rose mind-boggling hell milk
  07/24/21
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contagious obsidian temple
  07/24/21
Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a d...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/24/21
5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers?
razzle piazza national security agency
  07/24/21
a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts...
naked ivory fat ankles heaven
  07/24/21
Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times whe...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/24/21
Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's ...
razzle piazza national security agency
  07/25/21
Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on m...
pungent station reading party
  07/24/21
This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all d...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/24/21
When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the w...
pungent station reading party
  07/25/21
I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed ...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/25/21
we have a sickness of the soul brother
pungent station reading party
  07/25/21
You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol muc...
harsh house
  07/24/21
Crrrrrrr
deranged boistinker
  07/24/21
That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the n...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/24/21
set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go fro...
naked ivory fat ankles heaven
  07/24/21
how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day?
Puce Bateful Mad Cow Disease
  07/24/21
6'2" 245
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/24/21
no muscle or jacked?
Puce Bateful Mad Cow Disease
  07/24/21
I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/24/21
Ungh
cordovan kink-friendly space
  07/24/21
u wanna bang him, dont u?
naked ivory fat ankles heaven
  07/24/21
I am with you, brother.
Wonderful offensive prole
  07/25/21
You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink l...
federal corn cake dilemma
  07/25/21
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titillating twisted digit ratio
  03/13/22
Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based o...
Aromatic Partner Dingle Berry
  08/16/22
stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravin...
Claret Stirring Quadroon Organic Girlfriend
  07/24/21
Cr you could easily trade them for booze
red yapping whorehouse
  07/24/21
so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities?
Spectacular Fluffy Nursing Home
  07/24/21
go back to guangzhong
Maroon indirect expression idea he suggested
  07/31/21
Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 d...
Smoky location
  07/24/21
the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise ...
french liquid oxygen forum
  07/24/21
gl gl
tan boyish orchestra pit jap
  07/24/21
Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to...
startling death wish mood
  07/24/21
Alcohol is poison
Vengeful incel half-breed
  07/24/21
...
irradiated background story mad-dog skullcap
  07/25/21
Not going to be much sleep tonight
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/25/21
Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me g...
beady-eyed effete trailer park
  07/25/21
6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bend...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/25/21
have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigge...
Spectacular Fluffy Nursing Home
  07/25/21
Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/25/21
Just threw up in the shower. Good times.
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/25/21
Go to a meeting
startling death wish mood
  07/25/21
Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. T...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/25/21
Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay so...
startling death wish mood
  07/25/21
what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drin...
Spectacular Fluffy Nursing Home
  07/26/21
It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a l...
startling death wish mood
  07/28/21
I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best...
Blue keepsake machete plaza
  07/25/21
I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/25/21
...
crystalline passionate halford
  07/25/21
Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year ...
crystalline passionate halford
  07/25/21
I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just tot...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/25/21
Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to...
crystalline passionate halford
  07/25/21
48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink si...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/25/21
Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going th...
aqua vibrant place of business
  07/25/21
From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, ...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/25/21
Go to a meeting
startling death wish mood
  07/25/21
Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/26/21
big mistake bro
gaped abode
  07/25/21
3 days down
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/26/21
Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In...
azure senate new version
  07/26/21
I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a...
flushed bat-shit-crazy headpube doctorate
  07/26/21
No, these were all educated white people. There are many mor...
azure senate new version
  07/26/21
That's horrible man. Sorry to hear.
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/26/21
Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm ...
self-absorbed provocative deer antler point
  11/04/21
Go to a meeting.
startling death wish mood
  07/26/21
can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it diff...
comical stag film
  07/26/21
That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will...
azure senate new version
  07/26/21
...
Autistic base nibblets
  07/26/21
Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely nee...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/26/21
In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's n...
startling death wish mood
  07/26/21
Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or t...
orange indian lodge
  07/26/21
Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence bu...
federal corn cake dilemma
  07/27/21
The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you d...
startling death wish mood
  07/28/21
no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't ...
Maroon indirect expression idea he suggested
  07/31/21
https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs
crystalline passionate halford
  07/26/21
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crystalline passionate halford
  07/26/21
...
crystalline passionate halford
  07/27/21
I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for...
Smoky location
  07/26/21
Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks...
Smoky location
  07/26/21
Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and ...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/26/21
Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through th...
Smoky location
  07/26/21
4 days down
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/27/21
nice man.
Arousing White Water Buffalo
  07/27/21
180. This is when it starts getting way better.
Smoky location
  07/27/21
Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets.
Amethyst market cumskin
  07/27/21
Day 5 no drink
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/28/21
180 bro
crystalline passionate halford
  07/28/21
8957657365
azure senate new version
  07/28/21
good job
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  07/28/21
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  07/28/21
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Jet Dead Gaping Goyim
  07/28/21
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180 fishy spot messiness
  07/28/21
also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspirat...
tan boyish orchestra pit jap
  07/28/21
good job. do doing any sports?
comical stag film
  07/28/21
I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half....
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/28/21
180
flesh thriller area masturbator
  07/28/21
...
Lavender old irish cottage tanning salon
  07/28/21
Eat some bananas
Marvelous fortuitous meteor
  07/28/21
I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/28/21
Go to a meeting
startling death wish mood
  07/28/21
Went to five meetings today. Sober for once.
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/29/21
who the fuck has time for that shit?
dun range
  07/29/21
They were work meetings
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/29/21
Those won't keep you sober.
startling death wish mood
  07/29/21
That's for sure! *rimshot*
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/29/21
180
fiercely-loyal ticket booth
  07/28/21
Day 6 nodrink
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/29/21
...
Claret Stirring Quadroon Organic Girlfriend
  07/29/21
...
Smoky location
  07/29/21
Good job bro. One day down one day to go.
Chocolate sinister ratface
  07/29/21
That's how I'm looking at it.
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/29/21
One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 yea...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/30/21
Keep it up brother!
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  07/30/21
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iridescent sex offender den
  07/30/21
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Smoky location
  07/30/21
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Blue keepsake machete plaza
  07/31/21
...
Amethyst market cumskin
  07/31/21
...
flesh thriller area masturbator
  07/31/21
You're a camel at this point. Keep going!
azure senate new version
  07/31/21
keep it going my man.
bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe
  07/31/21
8 days down
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/31/21
Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're trul...
iridescent sex offender den
  07/31/21
Inspiring.
flushed bat-shit-crazy headpube doctorate
  07/31/21
Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a mill...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/31/21
i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started fe...
Smoky location
  07/31/21
A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gon...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/01/21
thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days...
Smoky location
  08/01/21
I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've nev...
glassy razzle-dazzle native lettuce
  08/01/21
For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependen...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/01/21
This is the plot of Another Round.
iridescent sex offender den
  08/03/21
Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical.
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/03/21
Just crossed the 9 day mark
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/01/21
...
Smoky location
  08/01/21
180
fiercely-loyal ticket booth
  08/02/21
10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eatin...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/02/21
180
Smoky location
  08/02/21
11 days down a lifetime to go.
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/03/21
Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can ...
gold toaster state
  08/03/21
I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drink...
azure senate new version
  08/03/21
It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold tu...
gold toaster state
  08/03/21
nah bro only one day at a time to go
dashing site
  08/03/21
exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps
180 fishy spot messiness
  08/03/21
In reality, that's how I am looking at it.
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/03/21
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Bright Exciting Toilet Seat Lodge
  08/03/21
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Smoky location
  08/03/21
...
saffron histrionic center
  08/03/21
happy for you man
domesticated razzmatazz round eye
  08/03/21
180 but take it a day at a time
fiercely-loyal ticket booth
  08/03/21
Keep it up
flesh thriller area masturbator
  08/03/21
Nice job bro!!
navy business firm haunted graveyard
  08/03/21
BAM! Day 12.
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/04/21
...
flesh thriller area masturbator
  08/04/21
180 Day two here
crystalline passionate halford
  08/04/21
Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years.
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/04/21
I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me...
crystalline passionate halford
  08/05/21
Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drin...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/05/21
Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy...
crystalline passionate halford
  08/09/21
...
iridescent sex offender den
  08/04/21
Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks.
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/05/21
Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother.
azure senate new version
  08/05/21
One day at a time. Go to a meeting.
startling death wish mood
  08/05/21
Two weeks nodrink in the can
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/06/21
YES
iridescent sex offender den
  08/06/21
15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/07/21
Day 16 done
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/08/21
Gj!
Lavender old irish cottage tanning salon
  08/08/21
17
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/09/21
180 brother
crystalline passionate halford
  08/09/21
This is some 180 shit right here
Bright Exciting Toilet Seat Lodge
  08/09/21
Keep it up, brother!
flushed bat-shit-crazy headpube doctorate
  08/09/21
180
fiercely-loyal ticket booth
  08/09/21
Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since ...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/10/21
Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in ...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/10/21
Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work
Buff rambunctious brunch
  08/10/21
Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your we...
crystalline passionate halford
  08/10/21
Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/10/21
Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit an...
crystalline passionate halford
  08/10/21
They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They ...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/10/21
Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immun...
crystalline passionate halford
  08/10/21
The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies so...
galvanic clear internal respiration sanctuary
  08/10/21
Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to ...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/10/21
Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go.
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/10/21
Alcohol prevents covid
Wine odious church
  08/13/21
Day 19 done
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/11/21
180 congrats
fuchsia chapel sneaky criminal
  08/11/21
Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal ri...
Smoky location
  08/11/21
No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drink...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/11/21
ty
Smoky location
  08/11/21
CR- every day is a victory
Cerise stimulating library degenerate
  08/12/21
hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't me...
Big meetinghouse hominid
  08/11/21
Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today th...
Smoky location
  08/12/21
After how long? You did great!
dashing site
  08/11/21
Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of ...
Smoky location
  08/12/21
I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Noth...
fiercely-loyal ticket booth
  08/12/21
...
Smoky location
  08/12/21
...
Adventurous gay locale tank
  08/12/21
I had four beers tonight.
crystalline passionate halford
  08/12/21
Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon.
Bright Exciting Toilet Seat Lodge
  08/12/21
...
Smoky location
  08/12/21
...
180 fishy spot messiness
  08/12/21
You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. ...
Sepia Hideous Theater Stage
  08/12/21
Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior ...
Smoky location
  08/12/21
Nice re today
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/12/21
Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives...
Walnut electric furnace
  08/12/21
...
Cerise stimulating library degenerate
  08/12/21
...
Smoky location
  08/12/21
180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I d...
razzle piazza national security agency
  08/12/21
Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cram...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/12/21
Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw te...
Smoky location
  08/12/21
Day 20 in the books.
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/12/21
180
Smoky location
  08/12/21
good job man
supple athletic conference striped hyena
  08/12/21
...
Cerise stimulating library degenerate
  08/13/21
Three weeks down! Still a sobermo!
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/13/21
180
Adventurous gay locale tank
  08/13/21
18000000
Smoky location
  08/13/21
How you feeling?
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/13/21
Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a lon...
Smoky location
  08/13/21
Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return ...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/13/21
Ty
Smoky location
  08/13/21
180
fiercely-loyal ticket booth
  08/13/21
...
fuchsia chapel sneaky criminal
  08/13/21
stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, fa...
pale thirsty ladyboy
  08/13/21
You seem mentally stable, friend.
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/13/21
...
greedy coffee pot french chef
  08/14/21
...
Laughsome school
  08/14/21
Day 22 and still on the wagon
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/14/21
...
Smoky location
  08/14/21
Day 23 done
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/15/21
Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any w...
Autistic base nibblets
  08/15/21
Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic an...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/15/21
Good job dude. Summarize changes for us
navy business firm haunted graveyard
  08/15/21
Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier ...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/15/21
180
Smoky location
  08/15/21
Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal t...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/15/21
An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what ...
Smoky location
  08/16/21
Just keep going a day at a time.
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/16/21
Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is...
startling death wish mood
  08/18/21
You should celebrate by having a beer.
startling death wish mood
  08/18/21
sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress ...
apoplectic filthpig pisswyrm
  08/18/21
I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/18/21
are you still in biglaw
apoplectic filthpig pisswyrm
  08/18/21
Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe.
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/18/21
...
fuchsia chapel sneaky criminal
  08/15/21
I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics...
chartreuse know-it-all cruise ship generalized bond
  08/16/21
180. What finally worked for you?
Smoky location
  08/16/21
Nice. Congrats.
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/16/21
Stabby?
galvanic clear internal respiration sanctuary
  08/19/21
Day 24
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/16/21
...
Balding copper locus jewess
  08/16/21
180
fiercely-loyal ticket booth
  08/16/21
180
azure senate new version
  08/16/21
...
Smoky location
  08/16/21
...
Autistic base nibblets
  08/16/21
Day 25
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/17/21
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Smoky location
  08/17/21
Day 26
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/18/21
do you have the desire to drink
Autistic base nibblets
  08/18/21
Not really after the first week. There have been moments tho...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/18/21
Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much....
Autistic base nibblets
  08/18/21
I was totally out of control.
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/18/21
Gj brudda
Jet Dead Gaping Goyim
  08/18/21
Focus every day on how grateful you are for this.
azure senate new version
  08/18/21
Trust me I am
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/18/21
Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one
racy hilarious philosopher-king
  08/18/21
Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/18/21
that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn'...
180 fishy spot messiness
  08/18/21
...
azure senate new version
  08/19/21
180
Smoky location
  08/18/21
Day 27 in the books
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/19/21
180. I’m at around a week.
Smoky location
  08/19/21
Nice. Keep it up.
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/19/21
Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't thi...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/20/21
Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker.
Lavender old irish cottage tanning salon
  08/20/21
Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good ...
Smoky location
  08/20/21
Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a dail...
startling death wish mood
  08/20/21
Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pi...
Smoky location
  08/20/21
I don't plan to
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/20/21
Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on...
azure senate new version
  08/20/21
180
fiercely-loyal ticket booth
  08/21/21
Boom: five weeks sober
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/27/21
180
fiercely-loyal ticket booth
  08/28/21
...
Maize marketing idea
  08/28/21
180 brother
navy business firm haunted graveyard
  09/06/21
Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the b...
Blue keepsake machete plaza
  08/28/21
That's amazing
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  09/03/21
...
bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe
  09/06/21
Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone w...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  09/03/21
...
crystalline passionate halford
  09/06/21
this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months
bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe
  09/06/21
Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about p...
free-loading floppy fanboi useless brakes
  09/06/21
...
bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe
  09/06/21
Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well.
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  09/06/21
...
bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe
  09/06/21
Take up golf, or cycling
cobalt step-uncle's house sound barrier
  09/06/21
I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of ...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  09/06/21
Done with week 7.
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  09/10/21
...
bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe
  09/12/21
8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too.
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  09/17/21
Fuck yeah
iridescent sex offender den
  09/17/21
That's fucking great.
azure senate new version
  09/17/21
9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you ca...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  09/24/21
don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone ...
anal kitchen depressive
  09/24/21
...
harsh house
  09/24/21
The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the th...
azure senate new version
  09/24/21
I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Dow...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  09/24/21
10 weeks no drink
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  10/01/21
Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently ...
self-absorbed provocative deer antler point
  10/01/21
Nice. I really havent felt this good in years.
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  10/01/21
well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison
bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe
  10/06/21
Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off ...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  10/30/21
Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https...
grizzly dopamine stead
  10/30/21
I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any ...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  10/30/21
I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes s...
grizzly dopamine stead
  10/30/21
Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is...
Smoky location
  10/30/21
Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impos...
startling death wish mood
  12/01/21
this sounds right
dashing site
  12/01/21
1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as t...
Dull famous landscape painting home
  10/30/21
Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can ha...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  10/30/21
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4
Impressive really tough guy
  12/01/21
I haven't listened to them in two decades
startling death wish mood
  12/01/21
keep going brother
Learning disabled lay wagecucks
  12/01/21
30 days sober today
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  12/16/21
180
Amethyst market cumskin
  12/16/21
6 months dry
bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe
  01/04/22
180
dun range
  01/04/22
Two months sober now
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  01/16/22
117 days of nodrink today
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  03/13/22
180 Day six here.
crystalline passionate halford
  03/13/22
One day at a time brother
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  03/13/22
Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drin...
fuchsia chapel sneaky criminal
  03/13/22
By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if ...
Mint resort
  04/09/22
4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing
dun range
  04/09/22
144 days
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  04/09/22
Good work
dun range
  04/09/22
Thanks brother
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  04/09/22
180 brother and congratulations!!!
Heady public bath blood rage
  04/09/22
...
cerebral poppy pozpig puppy
  05/04/22
168 days and still on the wagon
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  05/03/22
Way to go, man.
Henna pea-brained kitty cat
  05/04/22
Thanks dude
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  05/04/22
33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wa...
180 fishy spot messiness
  05/03/22
Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuc...
dun range
  05/03/22
I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drink...
180 fishy spot messiness
  05/04/22
then shut the fuck up already
dun range
  05/04/22
cr
180 fishy spot messiness
  05/04/22
lol
Maniacal rigor
  05/04/22
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg
Impressive really tough guy
  05/04/22
18 months sober
Magenta Rehab
  05/04/22
180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier.
glittery ungodly theatre
  05/04/22
...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  05/04/22
180 I've done one drink a night for the past week.
crystalline passionate halford
  05/04/22
188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  05/23/22
222 days today. Life has never been better.
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  06/26/22
...
crystalline passionate halford
  06/26/22
...
Trip Chest-beating Garrison Legend
  06/26/22
good for you bro, good on you, keep it up
Maniacal rigor
  06/26/22
...
Vivacious lime hairy legs
  06/26/22
...
Maize marketing idea
  06/26/22
Eight months sober yesterday
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  07/17/22
Nine moths today!
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/16/22
180
Smoky location
  08/16/22
How's your sobriety?
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/16/22
i was sober from the end of last september through mid-febru...
Smoky location
  08/16/22
Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just ca...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/16/22
thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to...
Smoky location
  08/16/22
congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself.
Garnet stage
  08/16/22
180
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/16/22
...
Smoky location
  08/16/22
congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go ...
Heady public bath blood rage
  08/16/22
...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/16/22
...
Smoky location
  08/16/22
I'll hit day 300 tomorrow!
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  09/11/22
348 days in the books
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  10/30/22
180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife re...
Autistic base nibblets
  10/30/22
65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  10/30/22
180 billion
Smoky location
  10/30/22
How are you doing?
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  10/30/22
haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering.
Smoky location
  10/30/22
180. Stay strong
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  10/30/22
ty brother.
Smoky location
  10/30/22
I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an is...
Motley sandwich hospital
  10/30/22
Life is so much better if you can stick to it
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  10/30/22
Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night...
Garnet stage
  10/30/22
180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew.
startling death wish mood
  10/30/22
...
Smoky location
  10/30/22
1800000
Garnet stage
  10/30/22
180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting
Black Roommate Property
  10/30/22
...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  10/30/22
proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of disciplin...
concupiscible mental disorder
  10/30/22
...
flesh thriller area masturbator
  12/18/22
One year and two days of sobriety today.
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  11/18/22
180 brother. Never go back.
glittery ungodly theatre
  11/18/22
397 days and counting
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  12/18/22
180
flesh thriller area masturbator
  12/18/22
18 months
bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe
  01/04/23
congrats man
Rose mind-boggling hell milk
  01/04/23
ty
bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe
  01/04/23
Biggest health change?
Lascivious parlor
  01/04/23
I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area:...
bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe
  01/04/23
35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that?
Rose mind-boggling hell milk
  01/04/23
~15%
bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe
  01/04/23
Awesome.
startling death wish mood
  01/29/23
Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted ...
Green volcanic crater
  01/04/23
180
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  01/07/23
...
fragrant regret
  01/09/23
poison free in 23
bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe
  01/09/23
...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  01/10/23
180
charcoal multi-colored parlour
  01/10/23
My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfac...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  01/12/23
Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get ba...
Smoky location
  01/29/23
Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday.
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  01/30/23
180. Glad to hear it
Smoky location
  01/30/23
There’s a lot of relapse going around.
startling death wish mood
  01/30/23
475 days of nodrink
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  03/06/23
What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened t...
Autistic base nibblets
  03/06/23
Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  03/06/23
180
Excitant bonkers church building party of the first part
  03/06/23
180
dashing site
  03/06/23
Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how yo...
Autistic base nibblets
  03/06/23
In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores a...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  03/06/23
Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts?
cracking hall son of senegal
  03/06/23
Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no prob...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  03/06/23
I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard...
cracking hall son of senegal
  03/06/23
Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whi...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  03/06/23
Day 507 in the books
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  04/07/23
Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and compla...
fiercely-loyal ticket booth
  04/07/23
Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop.
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  04/07/23
Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and start...
fiercely-loyal ticket booth
  04/07/23
For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  04/07/23
I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thund...
Smoky location
  04/07/23
Good to hear you are back on track.
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  04/07/23
ty
Smoky location
  04/07/23
18 months tomorrow.
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  05/16/23
180
Buff rambunctious brunch
  05/16/23
2 years dry
bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe
  06/24/23
Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there.
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  06/24/23
Did you work the steps?
startling death wish mood
  07/01/23
Wow
irradiated background story mad-dog skullcap
  06/24/23
Day 640 today bros
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  08/18/23
Day 700 in the books
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  10/17/23
congrats
Rose mind-boggling hell milk
  10/17/23
...
bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe
  11/27/23
2 years and 7 days
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  11/24/23
...
bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe
  11/24/23
...
Smoky location
  11/24/23
Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23?
bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe
  11/25/23
1919 days free. I will never go back.
Heady public bath blood rage
  11/25/23
180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober
Submissive carmine office
  11/25/23
...
bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe
  11/25/23
good job
godawful elite field
  11/25/23
I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luc...
godawful elite field
  11/25/23
Nice. Congrats.
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  11/26/23
I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a m...
bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe
  11/27/23
956 days
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  06/29/24
Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much ...
carnelian brethren
  06/29/24
I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  06/29/24
Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own
Buff rambunctious brunch
  06/29/24
...
irradiated background story mad-dog skullcap
  06/29/24
...
flesh thriller area masturbator
  06/30/24
180, teenage pussy tp
flesh thriller area masturbator
  06/29/24
...
Underhanded Stage
  06/30/24
...
flesh thriller area masturbator
  10/09/24
180 thread
unhinged gas station dragon
  06/29/24
3 years now
bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe
  07/05/24
MFCR. 1488 my nigga
Excitant bonkers church building party of the first part
  07/05/24
way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did ha...
Garnet stage
  07/05/24
1058 days
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  10/09/24
180 man
flesh thriller area masturbator
  10/09/24
Do you not drink at all now?
Amber feces address
  10/09/24
None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it does...
diverse candlestick maker shitlib
  10/14/24
...
soul-stirring olive crackhouse
  10/09/24
...
Jet Dead Gaping Goyim
  10/14/24
Nice
startling death wish mood
  10/19/24
...
bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe
  11/24/24
...
Autistic base nibblets
  06/12/25
I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit
Swollen bawdyhouse
  06/12/25
...
Rose mind-boggling hell milk
  06/12/25
...
AZNgirl telling 5'4 White Guy He's Tall Enough
  08/02/25
4 years
.........\'.........\'\'.......\'\'\'
  08/02/25
how has your life changed?
Terry Bollea Did Nothing Wrong
  08/02/25
180
jock itch
  08/02/25
Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12
WNBA dildo
  08/02/25
180 good going man
Master Purchase Agreement
  08/02/25


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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

First 24 hrs is in the books.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42834919)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM
Author: swashbuckling boltzmann

5 years is just getting started

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49007570)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM
Author: Stubborn Vigorous Cuckold Faggotry

won't work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42834922)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM
Author: Heady public bath blood rage

begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42834931)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42834935)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM
Author: fiercely-loyal ticket booth

He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42837724)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Thanks, man

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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM
Author: free-loading floppy fanboi useless brakes



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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM
Author: free-loading floppy fanboi useless brakes



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM
Author: Laughsome school

how much have you been drinking

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM
Author: deranged boistinker

cq

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM
Author: Rose mind-boggling hell milk



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM
Author: contagious obsidian temple



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit.

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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM
Author: razzle piazza national security agency

5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers?

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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: naked ivory fat ankles heaven

a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836171)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836207)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM
Author: razzle piazza national security agency

Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838299)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM
Author: pungent station reading party

Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835041)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835778)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM
Author: pungent station reading party

When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week

With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838455)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838698)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM
Author: pungent station reading party

we have a sickness of the soul brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838767)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM
Author: harsh house

You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835053)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM
Author: deranged boistinker

Crrrrrrr

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835058)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835770)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: naked ivory fat ankles heaven

set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835774)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: Puce Bateful Mad Cow Disease

how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835776)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

6'2" 245

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835780)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM
Author: Puce Bateful Mad Cow Disease

no muscle or jacked?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835788)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835797)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM
Author: cordovan kink-friendly space

Ungh

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835833)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: naked ivory fat ankles heaven

u wanna bang him, dont u?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836177)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: Wonderful offensive prole

I am with you, brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42840076)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM
Author: federal corn cake dilemma

You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42837772)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM
Author: titillating twisted digit ratio



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44142345)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM
Author: Aromatic Partner Dingle Berry

Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023251)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM
Author: Claret Stirring Quadroon Organic Girlfriend

stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835799)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM
Author: red yapping whorehouse

Cr you could easily trade them for booze

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836164)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM
Author: Spectacular Fluffy Nursing Home

so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836215)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM
Author: Maroon indirect expression idea he suggested

go back to guangzhong

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42874198)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM
Author: Smoky location

Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835880)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM
Author: french liquid oxygen forum

the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835888)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM
Author: tan boyish orchestra pit jap

gl gl

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835919)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM
Author: startling death wish mood

Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836147)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM
Author: Vengeful incel half-breed

Alcohol is poison

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836871)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM
Author: irradiated background story mad-dog skullcap



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838673)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Not going to be much sleep tonight

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42837356)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM
Author: beady-eyed effete trailer park

Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42837437)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42837444)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM
Author: Spectacular Fluffy Nursing Home

have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42837728)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838091)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Just threw up in the shower. Good times.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838121)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM
Author: startling death wish mood

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838122)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838159)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM
Author: startling death wish mood

Real talk, fuck your wife.

If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else.

I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose.

There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838926)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: Spectacular Fluffy Nursing Home

what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845962)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM
Author: startling death wish mood

It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42860363)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM
Author: Blue keepsake machete plaza

I've got well over 5 years not drinking.

It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838386)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838564)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM
Author: crystalline passionate halford



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838567)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM
Author: crystalline passionate halford

Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838434)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838576)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM
Author: crystalline passionate halford

Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life.

That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838591)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838903)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM
Author: aqua vibrant place of business

Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42839678)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42840018)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM
Author: startling death wish mood

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42840276)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Just started having these too:

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk

Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42842600)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM
Author: gaped abode

big mistake bro

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42840041)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

3 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845047)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM
Author: azure senate new version

Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845056)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM
Author: flushed bat-shit-crazy headpube doctorate

I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845744)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM
Author: azure senate new version

No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42846125)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

That's horrible man. Sorry to hear.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845956)



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Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM
Author: self-absorbed provocative deer antler point

Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one?

I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43389150)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM
Author: startling death wish mood

Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845724)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM
Author: comical stag film

can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845075)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM
Author: azure senate new version

That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before.

Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845090)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM
Author: Autistic base nibblets



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845207)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845978)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: startling death wish mood

In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more.

By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845719)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM
Author: orange indian lodge

Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845764)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM
Author: federal corn cake dilemma

Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42848190)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM
Author: startling death wish mood

The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42860370)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM
Author: Maroon indirect expression idea he suggested

no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42874201)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM
Author: crystalline passionate halford

https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845746)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM
Author: crystalline passionate halford



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845789)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM
Author: crystalline passionate halford



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42849768)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM
Author: Smoky location

I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845845)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM
Author: Smoky location

Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845874)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845942)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM
Author: Smoky location

Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845970)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

4 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42852338)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM
Author: Arousing White Water Buffalo

nice man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42852399)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM
Author: Smoky location

180. This is when it starts getting way better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42852420)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM
Author: Amethyst market cumskin

Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42852612)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Day 5 no drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42858846)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM
Author: crystalline passionate halford

180 bro

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859297)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM
Author: azure senate new version

8957657365

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859450)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM
Author: saffron histrionic center

good job

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859470)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM
Author: irradiated background story mad-dog skullcap



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859511)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM
Author: Jet Dead Gaping Goyim



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859514)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM
Author: 180 fishy spot messiness



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859526)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: tan boyish orchestra pit jap

also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration

nice work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859545)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: comical stag film

good job. do doing any sports?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859549)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859655)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM
Author: flesh thriller area masturbator

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859550)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM
Author: Lavender old irish cottage tanning salon



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42860070)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM
Author: Marvelous fortuitous meteor

Eat some bananas

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42860105)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42860335)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM
Author: startling death wish mood

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42860346)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Went to five meetings today. Sober for once.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42860497)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM
Author: dun range

who the fuck has time for that shit?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42863796)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

They were work meetings

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42863989)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM
Author: startling death wish mood

Those won't keep you sober.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42865277)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

That's for sure! *rimshot*

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42865366)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM
Author: fiercely-loyal ticket booth

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42860409)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Day 6 nodrink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42863597)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM
Author: Claret Stirring Quadroon Organic Girlfriend



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42863766)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM
Author: Smoky location



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42865319)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM
Author: Chocolate sinister ratface

Good job bro. One day down one day to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42865938)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

That's how I'm looking at it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42866324)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42870704)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM
Author: navy business firm haunted graveyard

Keep it up brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42870974)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM
Author: iridescent sex offender den



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42870981)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM
Author: Smoky location



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42873190)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM
Author: Blue keepsake machete plaza

9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42873668)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM
Author: Amethyst market cumskin



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42873670)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM
Author: flesh thriller area masturbator



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42874144)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM
Author: azure senate new version

You're a camel at this point. Keep going!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42874239)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM
Author: bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe

keep it going my man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42874194)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

8 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42875692)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM
Author: iridescent sex offender den

Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42875707)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM
Author: flushed bat-shit-crazy headpube doctorate

Inspiring.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42875943)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42876669)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM
Author: Smoky location

i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4.

trying to rebuild it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42877610)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42878360)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM
Author: Smoky location

thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again.

today is day 4 of my latest effort.

the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line.

great work by you. i'm rooting for ya.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42879074)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM
Author: glassy razzle-dazzle native lettuce

I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42879090)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42879120)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM
Author: iridescent sex offender den

This is the plot of Another Round.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42890353)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42890435)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Just crossed the 9 day mark

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42879747)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM
Author: Smoky location



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42882033)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM
Author: fiercely-loyal ticket booth

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42883157)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42884686)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM
Author: Smoky location

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42886121)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

11 days down a lifetime to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42890318)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM
Author: gold toaster state

Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better.

Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42890475)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM
Author: azure senate new version

I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42890943)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM
Author: gold toaster state

It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42891015)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM
Author: dashing site

nah bro only one day at a time to go

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42890982)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM
Author: 180 fishy spot messiness

exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42891069)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

In reality, that's how I am looking at it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42892104)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM
Author: Bright Exciting Toilet Seat Lodge

5445776444554

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42891123)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM
Author: Smoky location



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42891187)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM
Author: saffron histrionic center



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42891530)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM
Author: domesticated razzmatazz round eye

happy for you man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42891572)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM
Author: fiercely-loyal ticket booth

180 but take it a day at a time

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42891580)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM
Author: flesh thriller area masturbator

Keep it up

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42892021)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM
Author: navy business firm haunted graveyard

Nice job bro!!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42892210)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

BAM! Day 12.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42896602)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM
Author: flesh thriller area masturbator



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42896607)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM
Author: crystalline passionate halford

180

Day two here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42896725)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42897749)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM
Author: crystalline passionate halford

I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42901455)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42903233)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM
Author: crystalline passionate halford

Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42921955)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM
Author: iridescent sex offender den



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42896749)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42901809)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM
Author: azure senate new version

Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42901842)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM
Author: startling death wish mood

One day at a time. Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42902003)



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Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Two weeks nodrink in the can

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42907773)



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Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM
Author: iridescent sex offender den

YES

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42907934)



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Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42912772)



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Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Day 16 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42916307)



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Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM
Author: Lavender old irish cottage tanning salon

Gj!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42916795)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

17

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42921352)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM
Author: crystalline passionate halford

180 brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42921377)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM
Author: Bright Exciting Toilet Seat Lodge

This is some 180 shit right here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42921682)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM
Author: flushed bat-shit-crazy headpube doctorate

Keep it up, brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42921984)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM
Author: fiercely-loyal ticket booth

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42922699)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42926547)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927507)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM
Author: Buff rambunctious brunch

Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927525)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM
Author: crystalline passionate halford

Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse.

Day 1 here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927539)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927585)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM
Author: crystalline passionate halford

Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927589)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927607)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM
Author: crystalline passionate halford

Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927611)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM
Author: galvanic clear internal respiration sanctuary

The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42928105)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42928176)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42928181)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM
Author: Wine odious church

Alcohol prevents covid

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42939457)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Day 19 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42932389)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM
Author: fuchsia chapel sneaky criminal

180 congrats

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42932395)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: Smoky location

Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42932433)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42932477)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM
Author: Smoky location

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42932783)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM
Author: Cerise stimulating library degenerate

CR- every day is a victory

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935166)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM
Author: Big meetinghouse hominid

hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42933626)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM
Author: Smoky location

Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42934976)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM
Author: dashing site

After how long? You did great!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42933636)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM
Author: Smoky location

Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42934991)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM
Author: fiercely-loyal ticket booth

I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42933814)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM
Author: Smoky location



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935105)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM
Author: Adventurous gay locale tank



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935607)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM
Author: crystalline passionate halford

I had four beers tonight.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42934150)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM
Author: Bright Exciting Toilet Seat Lodge

Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935001)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM
Author: Smoky location



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935109)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM
Author: 180 fishy spot messiness



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935153)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM
Author: Sepia Hideous Theater Stage

You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me.

Keep at it man!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935252)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM
Author: Smoky location

Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935534)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Nice re today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42937223)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM
Author: Walnut electric furnace

Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives.

Keep on keeping on

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935161)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM
Author: Cerise stimulating library degenerate



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935167)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM
Author: Smoky location



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935538)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM
Author: razzle piazza national security agency

180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up!

How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935601)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42937225)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM
Author: Smoky location

Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week.

I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda.

I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back.

So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42937815)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Day 20 in the books.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42937220)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM
Author: Smoky location

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42937764)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM
Author: supple athletic conference striped hyena

good job man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42937931)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM
Author: Cerise stimulating library degenerate



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42939379)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Three weeks down! Still a sobermo!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42941083)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: Adventurous gay locale tank

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42942011)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: Smoky location

18000000

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42942548)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

How you feeling?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42942671)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM
Author: Smoky location

Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943106)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943118)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM
Author: Smoky location

Ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943162)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM
Author: fiercely-loyal ticket booth

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943009)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM
Author: fuchsia chapel sneaky criminal



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943016)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM
Author: pale thirsty ladyboy

stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot.

PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend?

you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943023)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

You seem mentally stable, friend.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943068)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM
Author: greedy coffee pot french chef



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943810)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM
Author: Laughsome school



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42944568)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Day 22 and still on the wagon

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42945651)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM
Author: Smoky location



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42946048)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Day 23 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42951958)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM
Author: Autistic base nibblets

Has your wife said anything about it?

Have you lost any weight?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42951967)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive.

I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42952045)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM
Author: navy business firm haunted graveyard

Good job dude. Summarize changes for us

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42951979)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Losing weight

Sleep has improved a ton

Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly)

Motivated to work

Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42952080)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM
Author: Smoky location

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42952093)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42952239)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM
Author: Smoky location

An underrated benefit, for certain.

Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957384)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Just keep going a day at a time.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957597)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM
Author: startling death wish mood

Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970847)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM
Author: startling death wish mood

You should celebrate by having a beer.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42966916)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM
Author: apoplectic filthpig pisswyrm

sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning.

how long did it take to notice weight loss?

how much were you drinking each day?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970597)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common.

Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970882)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM
Author: apoplectic filthpig pisswyrm

are you still in biglaw

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42971427)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42971755)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: fuchsia chapel sneaky criminal



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42952048)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM
Author: chartreuse know-it-all cruise ship generalized bond

I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957405)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM
Author: Smoky location

180. What finally worked for you?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957590)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Nice. Congrats.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957593)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM
Author: galvanic clear internal respiration sanctuary

Stabby?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42977185)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Day 24

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957591)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM
Author: Balding copper locus jewess



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957616)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM
Author: fiercely-loyal ticket booth

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957892)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM
Author: azure senate new version

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957897)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM
Author: Smoky location



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957898)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM
Author: Autistic base nibblets



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42960457)



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Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Day 25

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42964349)



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Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM
Author: Smoky location



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42965115)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Day 26

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970508)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: Autistic base nibblets

do you have the desire to drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970525)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970539)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM
Author: Autistic base nibblets

Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970631)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

I was totally out of control.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970770)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: Jet Dead Gaping Goyim

Gj brudda

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970526)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM
Author: azure senate new version

Focus every day on how grateful you are for this.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970531)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Trust me I am

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970774)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: racy hilarious philosopher-king

Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970787)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970803)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM
Author: 180 fishy spot messiness

that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42971445)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM
Author: azure senate new version



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42977063)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM
Author: Smoky location

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42971233)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Day 27 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42975999)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM
Author: Smoky location

180. I’m at around a week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42976271)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Nice. Keep it up.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42977080)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years.

Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42982646)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM
Author: Lavender old irish cottage tanning salon

Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42982663)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM
Author: Smoky location

Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42982670)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM
Author: startling death wish mood

Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42982814)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM
Author: Smoky location

Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42982845)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

I don't plan to

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42983811)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM
Author: azure senate new version

Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42984102)



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Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM
Author: fiercely-loyal ticket booth

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42987301)



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Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Boom: five weeks sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43021326)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM
Author: fiercely-loyal ticket booth

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43022035)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM
Author: Maize marketing idea



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43022329)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM
Author: navy business firm haunted graveyard

180 brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43070201)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM
Author: Blue keepsake machete plaza

Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43022078)



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Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

That's amazing

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43057794)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM
Author: bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43069408)



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Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43057793)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM
Author: crystalline passionate halford



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43070107)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM
Author: bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe

this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43069385)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM
Author: free-loading floppy fanboi useless brakes

Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43069390)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM
Author: bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43069391)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43070100)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM
Author: bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43070120)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM
Author: cobalt step-uncle's house sound barrier

Take up golf, or cycling

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43070175)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43070712)



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Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Done with week 7.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43094188)



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Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM
Author: bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43102180)



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43132489)



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM
Author: iridescent sex offender den

Fuck yeah

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43132505)



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM
Author: azure senate new version

That's fucking great.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43132510)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43172089)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM
Author: anal kitchen depressive

don't!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43172102)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: harsh house



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43172104)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM
Author: azure senate new version

The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43172190)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43172657)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

10 weeks no drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43208306)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM
Author: self-absorbed provocative deer antler point

Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43208368)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Nice. I really havent felt this good in years.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43208386)



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Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM
Author: bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe

well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43229848)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43356245)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM
Author: grizzly dopamine stead

Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot.

https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43356257)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43356284)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM
Author: grizzly dopamine stead

I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43356399)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM
Author: Smoky location

Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle.

I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings.

Keep up the fight brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43356457)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM
Author: startling death wish mood

Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted.

Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober.

I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43542100)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM
Author: dashing site

this sounds right

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43542123)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM
Author: Dull famous landscape painting home

1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43356299)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43356413)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM
Author: Impressive really tough guy

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43542485)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: startling death wish mood

I haven't listened to them in two decades

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43542581)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: Learning disabled lay wagecucks

keep going brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43542583)



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Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

30 days sober today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43620761)



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Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM
Author: Amethyst market cumskin

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43620769)



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Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM
Author: bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe

6 months dry

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43725839)



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Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM
Author: dun range

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43725878)



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Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Two months sober now

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43793309)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

117 days of nodrink today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44142273)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM
Author: crystalline passionate halford

180

Day six here.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44142302)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

One day at a time brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44142613)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM
Author: fuchsia chapel sneaky criminal

Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44142662)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM
Author: Mint resort

By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44307089)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM
Author: dun range

4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44307097)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

144 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44307035)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM
Author: dun range

Good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44307101)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Thanks brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44307314)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM
Author: Heady public bath blood rage

180 brother and congratulations!!!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44307324)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM
Author: cerebral poppy pozpig puppy



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453495)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

168 days and still on the wagon

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44450356)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM
Author: Henna pea-brained kitty cat

Way to go, man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453559)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Thanks dude

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453855)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM
Author: 180 fishy spot messiness

33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44450380)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM
Author: dun range

Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44450408)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM
Author: 180 fishy spot messiness

I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44452270)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM
Author: dun range

then shut the fuck up already

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453444)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM
Author: 180 fishy spot messiness

cr

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453454)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM
Author: Maniacal rigor

lol

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453513)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM
Author: Impressive really tough guy

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453508)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM
Author: Magenta Rehab

18 months sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453863)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM
Author: glittery ungodly theatre

180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453871)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44454805)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM
Author: crystalline passionate halford

180

I've done one drink a night for the past week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44454837)



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Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44562497)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

222 days today. Life has never been better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44748020)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM
Author: crystalline passionate halford



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44748030)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM
Author: Trip Chest-beating Garrison Legend



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44748040)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM
Author: Maniacal rigor

good for you bro, good on you, keep it up

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44748042)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM
Author: Vivacious lime hairy legs



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44748055)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM
Author: Maize marketing idea



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44749202)



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Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Eight months sober yesterday

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44865945)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Nine moths today!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023094)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM
Author: Smoky location

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023126)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

How's your sobriety?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023153)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM
Author: Smoky location

i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february.

i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may.

i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat.

i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally.

haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023232)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023423)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: Smoky location

thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight.

it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023653)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM
Author: Garnet stage

congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023157)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023424)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: Smoky location



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023655)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM
Author: Heady public bath blood rage

congrats brother!

i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol.

peace.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023248)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023425)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: Smoky location



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023657)



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Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

I'll hit day 300 tomorrow!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45155156)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

348 days in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411580)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM
Author: Autistic base nibblets

180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411587)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411710)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM
Author: Smoky location

180 billion

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411595)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

How are you doing?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411711)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM
Author: Smoky location

haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411931)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

180. Stay strong

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45412087)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM
Author: Smoky location

ty brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45412123)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM
Author: Motley sandwich hospital

I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411805)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Life is so much better if you can stick to it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45412258)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM
Author: Garnet stage

Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411898)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM
Author: startling death wish mood

180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411942)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM
Author: Smoky location



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411945)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM
Author: Garnet stage

1800000

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411951)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM
Author: Black Roommate Property

180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411963)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45412247)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM
Author: concupiscible mental disorder

proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave

you’re gonna maek it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45412285)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM
Author: flesh thriller area masturbator



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45651879)



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Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

One year and two days of sobriety today.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45511221)



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Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM
Author: glittery ungodly theatre

180 brother. Never go back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45511222)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

397 days and counting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45651822)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM
Author: flesh thriller area masturbator

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45651862)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM
Author: bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe

18 months

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45738970)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM
Author: Rose mind-boggling hell milk

congrats man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45738973)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM
Author: bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45738981)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM
Author: Lascivious parlor

Biggest health change?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45738992)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM
Author: bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe

I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45738997)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM
Author: Rose mind-boggling hell milk

35lbs, damn

what % of your body weight was that?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45739000)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM
Author: bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe

~15%

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45739049)



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Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM
Author: startling death wish mood

Awesome.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45858131)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM
Author: Green volcanic crater

Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas.

You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45739061)



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Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45754434)



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Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM
Author: fragrant regret



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45765765)



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Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM
Author: bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe

poison free in 23

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45765724)



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Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45771738)



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Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM
Author: charcoal multi-colored parlour

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45771895)



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Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45779724)



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Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM
Author: Smoky location

Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45858158)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45862492)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM
Author: Smoky location

180. Glad to hear it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45863147)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM
Author: startling death wish mood

There’s a lot of relapse going around.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45862965)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

475 days of nodrink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018088)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM
Author: Autistic base nibblets

What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018101)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018254)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM
Author: Excitant bonkers church building party of the first part

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018105)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM
Author: dashing site

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018292)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM
Author: Autistic base nibblets

Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018110)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018266)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM
Author: cracking hall son of senegal

Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018258)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018272)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM
Author: cracking hall son of senegal

I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018282)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018418)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Day 507 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158627)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM
Author: fiercely-loyal ticket booth

Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158633)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158678)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM
Author: fiercely-loyal ticket booth

Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158687)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158703)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM
Author: Smoky location

I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day.

So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?”

(I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.)

So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer.

This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again.

I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158708)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Good to hear you are back on track.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158725)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM
Author: Smoky location

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158845)



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Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

18 months tomorrow.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46317617)



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Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM
Author: Buff rambunctious brunch

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46317624)



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Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM
Author: bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe

2 years dry

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46468557)



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Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46469502)



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Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM
Author: startling death wish mood

Did you work the steps?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46499489)



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Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM
Author: irradiated background story mad-dog skullcap

Wow

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46469522)



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Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Day 640 today bros

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46687165)



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Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Day 700 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46948402)



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Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM
Author: Rose mind-boggling hell milk

congrats

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46948423)



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Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM
Author: bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47103664)



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

2 years and 7 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47094191)



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM
Author: bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47094194)



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM
Author: Smoky location



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47094225)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM
Author: bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe

Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47098706)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM
Author: Heady public bath blood rage

1919 days free.

I will never go back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47098738)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM
Author: Submissive carmine office

180

I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47098746)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM
Author: bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47099290)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM
Author: godawful elite field

good job

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47099298)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM
Author: godawful elite field

I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47099296)



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Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

Nice. Congrats.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47100639)



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Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM
Author: bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe

I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47103662)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

956 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47793191)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM
Author: carnelian brethren

Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47793213)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47793231)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 9:41 PM
Author: Buff rambunctious brunch

Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47793386)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 10:21 PM
Author: irradiated background story mad-dog skullcap



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47793452)



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Date: June 30th, 2024 8:54 PM
Author: flesh thriller area masturbator



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47796042)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM
Author: flesh thriller area masturbator

180, teenage pussy tp

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47793229)



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Date: June 30th, 2024 4:33 AM
Author: Underhanded Stage



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47793970)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:31 PM
Author: flesh thriller area masturbator



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48182547)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:34 PM
Author: unhinged gas station dragon

180 thread

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47793226)



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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:18 PM
Author: bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe

3 years now

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47812580)



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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:31 PM
Author: Excitant bonkers church building party of the first part

MFCR. 1488 my nigga

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47812622)



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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:45 PM
Author: Garnet stage

way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in.

i did have one relapse, which happened back in the beginning of may. my wife and i were not having sex and i am terrible at communicating so i withdrew into self and developed a huge crush on an associate (no diddy). went to jazz fest to see the stones with my siblings and got shitfaced. wife went nuts on me when i got back to the room and i told her to fuck off and i wanted a divorce.

long story short, i told her that the sex has been garbage, and that i was disgusted that she'd quit shaving her box back when we split up in 2020 and didn't really do it anymore.

since then, she's been SHAVED, we've been FUCKING 2-3x/week and i am NODRINK forever.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47812654)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

1058 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48182543)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM
Author: flesh thriller area masturbator

180 man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48182545)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM
Author: Amber feces address

Do you not drink at all now?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48182570)



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Date: October 14th, 2024 2:46 PM
Author: diverse candlestick maker shitlib

None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it doesn't work for me. I'm a total degenerate alchie. I can't touch the stuff.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48196855)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:38 PM
Author: soul-stirring olive crackhouse



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48182573)



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Date: October 14th, 2024 2:50 PM
Author: Jet Dead Gaping Goyim



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48196866)



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Date: October 19th, 2024 10:29 AM
Author: startling death wish mood

Nice

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48214820)



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Date: November 24th, 2024 5:07 AM
Author: bistre principal's office sweet tailpipe



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48374719)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 12:03 AM
Author: Autistic base nibblets



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49007400)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:13 AM
Author: Swollen bawdyhouse

I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49007544)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:17 AM
Author: Rose mind-boggling hell milk



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49007547)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:55 AM
Author: AZNgirl telling 5'4 White Guy He's Tall Enough



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49150725)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 4:59 AM
Author: .........\'.........\'\'.......\'\'\' (Dotski Carlisle, You Old Shrew!)


4 years

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49150627)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 5:05 AM
Author: Terry Bollea Did Nothing Wrong (TDNW)

how has your life changed?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49150630)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 7:56 AM
Author: jock itch

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49150668)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:14 AM
Author: WNBA dildo ((zurich is stained))

Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49150685)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:16 AM
Author: Master Purchase Agreement (No Future)

180 good going man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49150688)