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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: Amber death wish 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: Green Electric Pit won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: insecure godawful theater stage regret begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: irradiated kitty He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Excitant walnut partner site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Excitant walnut partner site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: flushed charismatic electric furnace how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: Medicated Seedy Lodge cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Flickering irate messiness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: confused fishy laser beams (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Carmine curious church building trump supporter 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: chestnut contagious home marketing idea a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: Carmine curious church building trump supporter Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: costumed spot athletic conference Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: costumed spot athletic conference When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: costumed spot athletic conference we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: dull queen of the night keepsake machete You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Medicated Seedy Lodge Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: chestnut contagious home marketing idea set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: White hominid halford how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: White hominid halford no muscle or jacked? 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835880) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM Author: pungent den the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835888) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: Razzle haunted graveyard gl gl (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835919) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM Author: drab roommate Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: Ebony coffee pot Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: racy locale (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: orchid depressive boistinker Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: yellow nursing home have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig Just threw up in the shower. Good times. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: drab roommate Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: drab roommate Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: yellow nursing home what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: drab roommate It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: vengeful supple tanning salon faggotry I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: useless stead place of business (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: useless stead place of business Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: useless stead place of business Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: laughsome red center Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: drab roommate Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: avocado knife private investor big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: Cerebral naked area Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: Citrine Hospital I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Cerebral naked area No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Cracking chrome piazza therapy Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: drab roommate Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: Abnormal harsh institution can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: Cerebral naked area That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: slap-happy 180 foreskin (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: drab roommate In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: Crystalline Wrinkle Becky Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: useless stead place of business Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: useless stead place of business Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: useless stead place of business Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: coral french chef garrison The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: vigorous legend ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Carnelian alpha CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Balding exhilarant field hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: vigorous legend Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: mahogany impertinent parlor After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: vigorous legend Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: irradiated kitty I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: vigorous legend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: Cyan resort (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: useless stead place of business I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: topaz kitty cat library Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: Splenetic Liquid Oxygen Theater Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: Carnelian alpha (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: vigorous legend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: Carmine curious church building trump supporter 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: vigorous legend Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: vigorous legend 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: big internet-worthy cuckold gay wizard good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: Carnelian alpha (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! 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Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: vigorous legend Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: irradiated kitty 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: lemon stirring elastic band international law enforcement agency (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: Startling Candlestick Maker stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Fiercely-loyal Crackhouse Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: vigorous legend 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: vigorous legend An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: drab roommate Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: drab roommate You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: bateful sanctuary sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: bateful sanctuary are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: vigorous legend 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: vigorous legend i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: vigorous legend thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: massive motley house useless brakes congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: vigorous legend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: slap-happy 180 foreskin 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: vigorous legend 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: vigorous legend haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: vigorous legend ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: Heady ceo I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: massive motley house useless brakes Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: drab roommate 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: vigorous legend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: massive motley house useless brakes 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: shaky mind-boggling national security agency 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: hairraiser transparent clown proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: diverse lime business firm tattoo (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: Beta nibblets 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: diverse lime business firm tattoo 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: fluffy cruise ship antidepressant drug 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: Flickering irate messiness congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: fluffy cruise ship antidepressant drug ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: Floppy disturbing wagecucks Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: fluffy cruise ship antidepressant drug I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: Flickering irate messiness 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: fluffy cruise ship antidepressant drug ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: drab roommate Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: Brass Apoplectic Ladyboy Base Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: Provocative insane gaming laptop (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: fluffy cruise ship antidepressant drug poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: aggressive concupiscible scourge upon the earth state 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: vigorous legend Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: vigorous legend 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: drab roommate There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: slap-happy 180 foreskin What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: Histrionic chapel old irish cottage 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: mahogany impertinent parlor 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: slap-happy 180 foreskin Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Crimson violent locus Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: Crimson violent locus I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: irradiated kitty Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: irradiated kitty Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: vigorous legend I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: vigorous legend ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: Crystalline Wrinkle Becky 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: fluffy cruise ship antidepressant drug 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: drab roommate Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: racy locale Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: Flickering irate messiness congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: fluffy cruise ship antidepressant drug (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: Ungodly Jet Indian Lodge Rigpig 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: fluffy cruise ship antidepressant drug (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: vigorous legend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: fluffy cruise ship antidepressant drug Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? 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