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terrified i have throat cancer, thinking of giving up on life
| Mainlining the $ecret Truth of the Univer$e | 11/29/25 |
| Junko Enoshima | 11/29/25 |
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Date: November 29th, 2025 12:28 AM Author: Mainlining the $ecret Truth of the Univer$e (One Year Performance 1978-1979 (Cage Piece) (Awfully coy u are)) im 18, made a dumb decision 6 months ago and got addicted to cigarettes. ive smoked on and off since then, maybe 3-4 a day, 8 at worst. however recently ive developed pain on the right side of my neck, no sore throat or lumps (as far as im aware). but im terrified ive doomed myself so early.
this on top of having to pay bills and find work has made my life a living hell, and i just wanna give up on everything. i cant afford cancer treatment and if diagnosed, will probably just die. i dont wanna face death this early, but i dont think theres much i can do at this point. if it gets worse over the next 2 weeks i will hopefully get a doctors visit. but i may already be screwed.
im tired. i just want someone to listen to my worries because i feel so alone right now. and its all my fault. |
Date: November 29th, 2025 1:10 AM Author: Junko Enoshima If this is real, I think it's worth seeing a doctor, keeping in mind that it sounds like you're feeling guilty about smoking and expecting to be punished. A lot of hypochondriacs fear getting sick as punishment for some wrongdoing or other. But even if you are sick with cancer or something else, that wouldn't be some divine judgment being handed down, everyone gets sick from time to time. And people get treated for their illnesses everyday, it's not something to feel bad about if you need medical attention. For what it's worth, I think just six months of heavy smoking is unlikely to cause any kind of cancer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5803955&forum_id=2/en-en/#49469540) |