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The most prestigious law school admissions discussion board in the world. Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough. First 24 hrs is in the books. Sable Elastic Band Native   07/24/21 5 years is just getting started Motley Set Ratface   06/12/25 won't work Bateful chocolate indirect expression address   07/24/21 begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have c... Territorial lavender base   07/24/21 Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tr... Sable Elastic Band Native   07/24/21 He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend cowardly laughsome ape   07/25/21 Thanks, man Sable Elastic Band Native   07/25/21 ... Stirring Fighting Community Account   07/24/21 ... Stirring Fighting Community Account   07/24/21 how much have you been drinking Vibrant Ultramarine Meetinghouse Dopamine   07/24/21 cq Spectacular juggernaut   07/24/21 ... Aqua indian lodge clown   07/24/21 ... disturbing orchid business firm stain   07/24/21 Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a d... Sable Elastic Band Native   07/24/21 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? Adventurous House   07/24/21 a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts... supple azn   07/24/21 Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times whe... Sable Elastic Band Native   07/24/21 Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's ... Adventurous House   07/25/21 Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on m... Useless Feces Sanctuary   07/24/21 This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all d... Sable Elastic Band Native   07/24/21 When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the w... Useless Feces Sanctuary   07/25/21 I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed ... Sable Elastic Band Native   07/25/21 we have a sickness of the soul brother Useless Feces Sanctuary   07/25/21 You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol muc... Razzle menage reading party   07/24/21 Crrrrrrr Spectacular juggernaut   07/24/21 That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the n... Sable Elastic Band Native   07/24/21 set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go fro... supple azn   07/24/21 how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? chest-beating aphrodisiac potus   07/24/21 6'2" 245 Sable Elastic Band Native   07/24/21 no muscle or jacked? chest-beating aphrodisiac potus   07/24/21 I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame... Sable Elastic Band Native   07/24/21 Ungh misanthropic trip coldplay fan   07/24/21 u wanna bang him, dont u? supple azn   07/24/21 I am with you, brother. rose wild wrinkle   07/25/21 You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink l... Bearded Regret Ticket Booth   07/25/21 ... aggressive irradiated liquid oxygen organic girlfriend   03/13/22 Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based o... Arousing stag film sandwich   08/16/22 stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravin... magenta thirsty plaza   07/24/21 Cr you could easily trade them for booze Charcoal crotch   07/24/21 so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? Dashing clear international law enforcement agency keepsake machete   07/24/21 go back to guangzhong Nofapping Racy Faggotry   07/31/21 Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 d... Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   07/24/21 the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise ... tan milk codepig   07/24/21 gl gl Haunting Travel Guidebook   07/24/21 Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to... Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef   07/24/21 Alcohol is poison Filthy Casino Son Of Senegal   07/24/21 ... Curious mint messiness   07/25/21 Not going to be much sleep tonight Sable Elastic Band Native   07/25/21 Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me g... lake friendly grandma step-uncle's house   07/25/21 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bend... Sable Elastic Band Native   07/25/21 have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigge... Dashing clear international law enforcement agency keepsake machete   07/25/21 Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been... Sable Elastic Band Native   07/25/21 Just threw up in the shower. Good times. Sable Elastic Band Native   07/25/21 Go to a meeting Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef   07/25/21 Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. T... Sable Elastic Band Native   07/25/21 Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay so... Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef   07/25/21 what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drin... Dashing clear international law enforcement agency keepsake machete   07/26/21 It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a l... Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef   07/28/21 I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best... startled vivacious party of the first part dog poop   07/25/21 I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring Sable Elastic Band Native   07/25/21 ... Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building   07/25/21 Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year ... Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building   07/25/21 I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just tot... Sable Elastic Band Native   07/25/21 Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to... Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building   07/25/21 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink si... Sable Elastic Band Native   07/25/21 Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going th... zippy emerald pit   07/25/21 From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, ... Sable Elastic Band Native   07/25/21 Go to a meeting Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef   07/25/21 Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org... Sable Elastic Band Native   07/26/21 big mistake bro free-loading dysfunction   07/25/21 3 days down Sable Elastic Band Native   07/26/21 Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In... splenetic philosopher-king useless brakes   07/26/21 I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a... Drab genital piercing market   07/26/21 No, these were all educated white people. There are many mor... splenetic philosopher-king useless brakes   07/26/21 That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. Sable Elastic Band Native   07/26/21 Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm ... underhanded excitant turdskin   11/04/21 Go to a meeting. Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef   07/26/21 can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it diff... mildly autistic awkward dragon   07/26/21 That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will... splenetic philosopher-king useless brakes   07/26/21 ... twisted hot temple depressive   07/26/21 Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely nee... Sable Elastic Band Native   07/26/21 In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's n... Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef   07/26/21 Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or t... Massive Fat Ankles Whorehouse   07/26/21 Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence bu... Bearded Regret Ticket Booth   07/27/21 The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you d... Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef   07/28/21 no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't ... Nofapping Racy Faggotry   07/31/21 https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building   07/26/21 ... Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building   07/26/21 ... Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building   07/27/21 I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for... Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   07/26/21 Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks... Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   07/26/21 Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and ... Sable Elastic Band Native   07/26/21 Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through th... Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   07/26/21 4 days down Sable Elastic Band Native   07/27/21 nice man. passionate university   07/27/21 180. This is when it starts getting way better. Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   07/27/21 Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. cyan bearded field   07/27/21 Day 5 no drink Sable Elastic Band Native   07/28/21 180 bro Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building   07/28/21 8957657365 splenetic philosopher-king useless brakes   07/28/21 good job Cobalt halford affirmative action   07/28/21 ... Curious mint messiness   07/28/21 ... White sweet tailpipe mad cow disease   07/28/21 ... self-centered state striped hyena   07/28/21 also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspirat... Haunting Travel Guidebook   07/28/21 good job. do doing any sports? mildly autistic awkward dragon   07/28/21 I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half.... Sable Elastic Band Native   07/28/21 180 Electric range   07/28/21 ... carnelian charismatic famous landscape painting queen of the night   07/28/21 Eat some bananas razzle-dazzle grizzly psychic location   07/28/21 I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the... Sable Elastic Band Native   07/28/21 Go to a meeting Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef   07/28/21 Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. Sable Elastic Band Native   07/29/21 who the fuck has time for that shit? Chrome Swashbuckling Orchestra Pit Electric Furnace   07/29/21 They were work meetings Sable Elastic Band Native   07/29/21 Those won't keep you sober. Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef   07/29/21 That's for sure! *rimshot* Sable Elastic Band Native   07/29/21 180 cowardly laughsome ape   07/28/21 Day 6 nodrink Sable Elastic Band Native   07/29/21 ... magenta thirsty plaza   07/29/21 ... Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   07/29/21 Good job bro. One day down one day to go. fragrant smoky corner laser beams   07/29/21 That's how I'm looking at it. Sable Elastic Band Native   07/29/21 One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 yea... Sable Elastic Band Native   07/30/21 Keep it up brother! Nighttime histrionic abode antidepressant drug   07/30/21 ... Galvanic Theatre Legend   07/30/21 ... Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   07/30/21 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER startled vivacious party of the first part dog poop   07/31/21 ... cyan bearded field   07/31/21 ... Electric range   07/31/21 You're a camel at this point. Keep going! splenetic philosopher-king useless brakes   07/31/21 keep it going my man. titillating bespoke macaca half-breed   07/31/21 8 days down Sable Elastic Band Native   07/31/21 Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're trul... Galvanic Theatre Legend   07/31/21 Inspiring. Drab genital piercing market   07/31/21 Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a mill... Sable Elastic Band Native   07/31/21 i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started fe... Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   07/31/21 A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gon... Sable Elastic Band Native   08/01/21 thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days... Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   08/01/21 I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've nev... Carmine brunch   08/01/21 For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependen... Sable Elastic Band Native   08/01/21 This is the plot of Another Round. Galvanic Theatre Legend   08/03/21 Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. Sable Elastic Band Native   08/03/21 Just crossed the 9 day mark Sable Elastic Band Native   08/01/21 ... Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   08/01/21 180 cowardly laughsome ape   08/02/21 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eatin... Sable Elastic Band Native   08/02/21 180 Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   08/02/21 11 days down a lifetime to go. Sable Elastic Band Native   08/03/21 Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can ... pea-brained center mediation   08/03/21 I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drink... splenetic philosopher-king useless brakes   08/03/21 It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold tu... pea-brained center mediation   08/03/21 nah bro only one day at a time to go Greedy pistol nowag   08/03/21 exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps self-centered state striped hyena   08/03/21 In reality, that's how I am looking at it. Sable Elastic Band Native   08/03/21 5445776444554 sepia brethren parlour   08/03/21 ... Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   08/03/21 ... Cobalt halford affirmative action   08/03/21 happy for you man Bonkers Gay Wizard   08/03/21 180 but take it a day at a time cowardly laughsome ape   08/03/21 Keep it up Electric range   08/03/21 Nice job bro!! Nighttime histrionic abode antidepressant drug   08/03/21 BAM! Day 12. Sable Elastic Band Native   08/04/21 ... Electric range   08/04/21 180 Day two here Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building   08/04/21 Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. Sable Elastic Band Native   08/04/21 I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me... Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building   08/05/21 Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drin... Sable Elastic Band Native   08/05/21 Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy... Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building   08/09/21 ... Galvanic Theatre Legend   08/04/21 Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. Sable Elastic Band Native   08/05/21 Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. splenetic philosopher-king useless brakes   08/05/21 One day at a time. Go to a meeting. Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef   08/05/21 Two weeks nodrink in the can Sable Elastic Band Native   08/06/21 YES Galvanic Theatre Legend   08/06/21 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a... Sable Elastic Band Native   08/07/21 Day 16 done Sable Elastic Band Native   08/08/21 Gj! carnelian charismatic famous landscape painting queen of the night   08/08/21 17 Sable Elastic Band Native   08/09/21 180 brother Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building   08/09/21 This is some 180 shit right here sepia brethren parlour   08/09/21 Keep it up, brother! Drab genital piercing market   08/09/21 180 cowardly laughsome ape   08/09/21 Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since ... Sable Elastic Band Native   08/10/21 Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in ... Sable Elastic Band Native   08/10/21 Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work Violet deranged marketing idea   08/10/21 Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your we... Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building   08/10/21 Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and... Sable Elastic Band Native   08/10/21 Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit an... Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building   08/10/21 They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They ... Sable Elastic Band Native   08/10/21 Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immun... Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building   08/10/21 The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies so... Sick bawdyhouse   08/10/21 Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to ... Sable Elastic Band Native   08/10/21 Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. Sable Elastic Band Native   08/10/21 Alcohol prevents covid Stubborn Senate   08/13/21 Day 19 done Sable Elastic Band Native   08/11/21 180 congrats Mind-boggling Judgmental Forum   08/11/21 Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal ri... Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   08/11/21 No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drink... Sable Elastic Band Native   08/11/21 ty Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   08/11/21 CR- every day is a victory Beady-eyed crawly jap   08/12/21 hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't me... spruce flirting lay old irish cottage   08/11/21 Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today th... Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   08/12/21 After how long? You did great! Greedy pistol nowag   08/11/21 Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of ... Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   08/12/21 I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Noth... cowardly laughsome ape   08/12/21 ... Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   08/12/21 ... Yellow diverse space yarmulke   08/12/21 I had four beers tonight. Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building   08/12/21 Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. sepia brethren parlour   08/12/21 ... Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   08/12/21 ... self-centered state striped hyena   08/12/21 You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. ... fishy fear-inspiring knife   08/12/21 Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior ... Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   08/12/21 Nice re today Sable Elastic Band Native   08/12/21 Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives... Aquamarine point fanboi   08/12/21 ... Beady-eyed crawly jap   08/12/21 ... Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   08/12/21 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I d... Adventurous House   08/12/21 Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cram... Sable Elastic Band Native   08/12/21 Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw te... Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   08/12/21 Day 20 in the books. Sable Elastic Band Native   08/12/21 180 Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   08/12/21 good job man marvelous azure weed whacker chad   08/12/21 ... Beady-eyed crawly jap   08/13/21 Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! Sable Elastic Band Native   08/13/21 180 Yellow diverse space yarmulke   08/13/21 18000000 Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   08/13/21 How you feeling? Sable Elastic Band Native   08/13/21 Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a lon... Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   08/13/21 Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return ... Sable Elastic Band Native   08/13/21 Ty Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   08/13/21 180 cowardly laughsome ape   08/13/21 ... Mind-boggling Judgmental Forum   08/13/21 stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, fa... appetizing public bath nibblets   08/13/21 You seem mentally stable, friend. Sable Elastic Band Native   08/13/21 ... exciting beta pisswyrm   08/14/21 ... Vibrant Ultramarine Meetinghouse Dopamine   08/14/21 Day 22 and still on the wagon Sable Elastic Band Native   08/14/21 ... Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   08/14/21 Day 23 done Sable Elastic Band Native   08/15/21 Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any w... twisted hot temple depressive   08/15/21 Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic an... Sable Elastic Band Native   08/15/21 Good job dude. Summarize changes for us Nighttime histrionic abode antidepressant drug   08/15/21 Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier ... Sable Elastic Band Native   08/15/21 180 Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   08/15/21 Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal t... Sable Elastic Band Native   08/15/21 An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what ... Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   08/16/21 Just keep going a day at a time. Sable Elastic Band Native   08/16/21 Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is... Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef   08/18/21 You should celebrate by having a beer. Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef   08/18/21 sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress ... ruddy church   08/18/21 I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably... Sable Elastic Band Native   08/18/21 are you still in biglaw ruddy church   08/18/21 Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. Sable Elastic Band Native   08/18/21 ... Mind-boggling Judgmental Forum   08/15/21 I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics... Naked bronze ceo pocket flask   08/16/21 180. What finally worked for you? Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   08/16/21 Nice. Congrats. Sable Elastic Band Native   08/16/21 Stabby? Sick bawdyhouse   08/19/21 Day 24 Sable Elastic Band Native   08/16/21 ... Pale shrine   08/16/21 180 cowardly laughsome ape   08/16/21 180 splenetic philosopher-king useless brakes   08/16/21 ... Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   08/16/21 ... twisted hot temple depressive   08/16/21 Day 25 Sable Elastic Band Native   08/17/21 ... Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   08/17/21 Day 26 Sable Elastic Band Native   08/18/21 do you have the desire to drink twisted hot temple depressive   08/18/21 Not really after the first week. There have been moments tho... Sable Elastic Band Native   08/18/21 Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much.... twisted hot temple depressive   08/18/21 I was totally out of control. Sable Elastic Band Native   08/18/21 Gj brudda White sweet tailpipe mad cow disease   08/18/21 Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. splenetic philosopher-king useless brakes   08/18/21 Trust me I am Sable Elastic Band Native   08/18/21 Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one startling mauve immigrant roast beef   08/18/21 Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons... Sable Elastic Band Native   08/18/21 that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn'... self-centered state striped hyena   08/18/21 ... splenetic philosopher-king useless brakes   08/19/21 180 Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   08/18/21 Day 27 in the books Sable Elastic Band Native   08/19/21 180. I’m at around a week. Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   08/19/21 Nice. Keep it up. Sable Elastic Band Native   08/19/21 Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't thi... Sable Elastic Band Native   08/20/21 Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. carnelian charismatic famous landscape painting queen of the night   08/20/21 Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good ... Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   08/20/21 Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a dail... Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef   08/20/21 Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pi... Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   08/20/21 I don't plan to Sable Elastic Band Native   08/20/21 Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on... splenetic philosopher-king useless brakes   08/20/21 180 cowardly laughsome ape   08/21/21 Boom: five weeks sober Sable Elastic Band Native   08/27/21 180 cowardly laughsome ape   08/28/21 ... pearly stimulating kitchen   08/28/21 180 brother Nighttime histrionic abode antidepressant drug   09/06/21 Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the b... startled vivacious party of the first part dog poop   08/28/21 That's amazing Sable Elastic Band Native   09/03/21 ... titillating bespoke macaca half-breed   09/06/21 Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone w... Sable Elastic Band Native   09/03/21 ... Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building   09/06/21 this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months titillating bespoke macaca half-breed   09/06/21 Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about p... Stirring Fighting Community Account   09/06/21 ... titillating bespoke macaca half-breed   09/06/21 Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. Sable Elastic Band Native   09/06/21 ... titillating bespoke macaca half-breed   09/06/21 Take up golf, or cycling rebellious wine hospital   09/06/21 I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of ... Sable Elastic Band Native   09/06/21 Done with week 7. Sable Elastic Band Native   09/10/21 ... titillating bespoke macaca half-breed   09/12/21 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. Sable Elastic Band Native   09/17/21 Fuck yeah Galvanic Theatre Legend   09/17/21 That's fucking great. splenetic philosopher-king useless brakes   09/17/21 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you ca... Sable Elastic Band Native   09/24/21 don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone ... Impressive Elite Locale National Security Agency   09/24/21 ... Razzle menage reading party   09/24/21 The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the th... splenetic philosopher-king useless brakes   09/24/21 I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Dow... Sable Elastic Band Native   09/24/21 10 weeks no drink Sable Elastic Band Native   10/01/21 Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently ... underhanded excitant turdskin   10/01/21 Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. Sable Elastic Band Native   10/01/21 well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison titillating bespoke macaca half-breed   10/06/21 Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off ... Sable Elastic Band Native   10/30/21 Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https... Multi-colored twinkling kitty   10/30/21 I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any ... Sable Elastic Band Native   10/30/21 I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes s... Multi-colored twinkling kitty   10/30/21 Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is... Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   10/30/21 Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impos... Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef   12/01/21 this sounds right Greedy pistol nowag   12/01/21 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as t... cracking site   10/30/21 Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can ha... Sable Elastic Band Native   10/30/21 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 Deep coffee pot cuck   12/01/21 I haven't listened to them in two decades Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef   12/01/21 keep going brother Internet-worthy Gaping Heaven   12/01/21 30 days sober today Sable Elastic Band Native   12/16/21 180 cyan bearded field   12/16/21 6 months dry titillating bespoke macaca half-breed   01/04/22 180 Chrome Swashbuckling Orchestra Pit Electric Furnace   01/04/22 Two months sober now Sable Elastic Band Native   01/16/22 117 days of nodrink today Sable Elastic Band Native   03/13/22 180 Day six here. Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building   03/13/22 One day at a time brother Sable Elastic Band Native   03/13/22 Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drin... Mind-boggling Judgmental Forum   03/13/22 By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if ... thriller locus   04/09/22 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing Chrome Swashbuckling Orchestra Pit Electric Furnace   04/09/22 144 days Sable Elastic Band Native   04/09/22 Good work Chrome Swashbuckling Orchestra Pit Electric Furnace   04/09/22 Thanks brother Sable Elastic Band Native   04/09/22 180 brother and congratulations!!! Territorial lavender base   04/09/22 ... Confused Insane Cumskin Jewess   05/04/22 168 days and still on the wagon Sable Elastic Band Native   05/03/22 Way to go, man. floppy crackhouse   05/04/22 Thanks dude Sable Elastic Band Native   05/04/22 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wa... self-centered state striped hyena   05/03/22 Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuc... Chrome Swashbuckling Orchestra Pit Electric Furnace   05/03/22 I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drink... self-centered state striped hyena   05/04/22 then shut the fuck up already Chrome Swashbuckling Orchestra Pit Electric Furnace   05/04/22 cr self-centered state striped hyena   05/04/22 lol hairraiser institution sound barrier   05/04/22 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg Deep coffee pot cuck   05/04/22 18 months sober Maniacal candlestick maker hell   05/04/22 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. vigorous magical resort death wish   05/04/22 ... Sable Elastic Band Native   05/04/22 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building   05/04/22 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend Sable Elastic Band Native   05/23/22 222 days today. Life has never been better. Sable Elastic Band Native   06/26/22 ... Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building   06/26/22 ... Cream athletic conference   06/26/22 good for you bro, good on you, keep it up hairraiser institution sound barrier   06/26/22 ... Frum trailer park   06/26/22 ... pearly stimulating kitchen   06/26/22 Eight months sober yesterday Sable Elastic Band Native   07/17/22 Nine moths today! Sable Elastic Band Native   08/16/22 180 Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   08/16/22 How's your sobriety? Sable Elastic Band Native   08/16/22 i was sober from the end of last september through mid-febru... Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   08/16/22 Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just ca... Sable Elastic Band Native   08/16/22 thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to... Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   08/16/22 congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. bistre razzmatazz theater mental disorder   08/16/22 180 Sable Elastic Band Native   08/16/22 ... Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   08/16/22 congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go ... Territorial lavender base   08/16/22 ... Sable Elastic Band Native   08/16/22 ... Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   08/16/22 I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! Sable Elastic Band Native   09/11/22 348 days in the books Sable Elastic Band Native   10/30/22 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife re... twisted hot temple depressive   10/30/22 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is... Sable Elastic Band Native   10/30/22 180 billion Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   10/30/22 How are you doing? Sable Elastic Band Native   10/30/22 haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   10/30/22 180. Stay strong Sable Elastic Band Native   10/30/22 ty brother. Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   10/30/22 I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an is... violent irate national double fault   10/30/22 Life is so much better if you can stick to it Sable Elastic Band Native   10/30/22 Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night... bistre razzmatazz theater mental disorder   10/30/22 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef   10/30/22 ... Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   10/30/22 1800000 bistre razzmatazz theater mental disorder   10/30/22 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting comical parlor goyim   10/30/22 ... Sable Elastic Band Native   10/30/22 proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of disciplin... Slimy odious property   10/30/22 ... Electric range   12/18/22 One year and two days of sobriety today. Sable Elastic Band Native   11/18/22 180 brother. Never go back. vigorous magical resort death wish   11/18/22 397 days and counting Sable Elastic Band Native   12/18/22 180 Electric range   12/18/22 18 months titillating bespoke macaca half-breed   01/04/23 congrats man Aqua indian lodge clown   01/04/23 ty titillating bespoke macaca half-breed   01/04/23 Biggest health change? effete sex offender station   01/04/23 I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area:... titillating bespoke macaca half-breed   01/04/23 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? Aqua indian lodge clown   01/04/23 ~15% titillating bespoke macaca half-breed   01/04/23 Awesome. Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef   01/29/23 Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted ... Talented dilemma deer antler   01/04/23 180 Sable Elastic Band Native   01/07/23 ... Self-absorbed gaming laptop masturbator   01/09/23 poison free in 23 titillating bespoke macaca half-breed   01/09/23 ... Sable Elastic Band Native   01/10/23 180 Medicated Transparent Boiling Water   01/10/23 My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfac... Sable Elastic Band Native   01/12/23 Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get ba... Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   01/29/23 Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. Sable Elastic Band Native   01/30/23 180. Glad to hear it Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   01/30/23 There’s a lot of relapse going around. Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef   01/30/23 475 days of nodrink Sable Elastic Band Native   03/06/23 What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened t... twisted hot temple depressive   03/06/23 Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW Sable Elastic Band Native   03/06/23 180 Adulterous Contagious Tanning Salon Partner   03/06/23 180 Greedy pistol nowag   03/06/23 Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how yo... twisted hot temple depressive   03/06/23 In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores a... Sable Elastic Band Native   03/06/23 Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? Overrated Milky Library Persian   03/06/23 Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no prob... Sable Elastic Band Native   03/06/23 I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard... Overrated Milky Library Persian   03/06/23 Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whi... Sable Elastic Band Native   03/06/23 Day 507 in the books Sable Elastic Band Native   04/07/23 Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and compla... cowardly laughsome ape   04/07/23 Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. Sable Elastic Band Native   04/07/23 Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and start... cowardly laughsome ape   04/07/23 For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a... Sable Elastic Band Native   04/07/23 I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thund... Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   04/07/23 Good to hear you are back on track. Sable Elastic Band Native   04/07/23 ty Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   04/07/23 18 months tomorrow. Sable Elastic Band Native   05/16/23 180 Violet deranged marketing idea   05/16/23 2 years dry titillating bespoke macaca half-breed   06/24/23 Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. Sable Elastic Band Native   06/24/23 Did you work the steps? Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef   07/01/23 Wow Curious mint messiness   06/24/23 Day 640 today bros Sable Elastic Band Native   08/18/23 Day 700 in the books Sable Elastic Band Native   10/17/23 congrats Aqua indian lodge clown   10/17/23 ... titillating bespoke macaca half-breed   11/27/23 2 years and 7 days Sable Elastic Band Native   11/24/23 ... titillating bespoke macaca half-breed   11/24/23 ... Yapping 180 area idea he suggested   11/24/23 Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? titillating bespoke macaca half-breed   11/25/23 1919 days free. I will never go back. Territorial lavender base   11/25/23 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober Wonderful Buff Idiot Volcanic Crater   11/25/23 ... titillating bespoke macaca half-breed   11/25/23 good job unholy soul-stirring chapel   11/25/23 I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luc... unholy soul-stirring chapel   11/25/23 Nice. Congrats. Sable Elastic Band Native   11/26/23 I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a m... titillating bespoke macaca half-breed   11/27/23 956 days Sable Elastic Band Native   06/29/24 Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much ... Sticky glassy love of her life   06/29/24 I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better... Sable Elastic Band Native   06/29/24 Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own Violet deranged marketing idea   06/29/24 ... Curious mint messiness   06/29/24 ... Electric range   06/30/24 180, teenage pussy tp Electric range   06/29/24 ... crimson prole   06/30/24 ... Electric range   10/09/24 180 thread Concupiscible mentally impaired stead   06/29/24 3 years now titillating bespoke macaca half-breed   07/05/24 MFCR. 1488 my nigga Adulterous Contagious Tanning Salon Partner   07/05/24 way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did ha... bistre razzmatazz theater mental disorder   07/05/24 1058 days Sable Elastic Band Native   10/09/24 180 man Electric range   10/09/24 Do you not drink at all now? coiffed tank   10/09/24 None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it does... Sable Elastic Band Native   10/14/24 ... navy heady jew   10/09/24 ... White sweet tailpipe mad cow disease   10/14/24 Nice Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef   10/19/24 ... titillating bespoke macaca half-breed   11/24/24 ... twisted hot temple depressive   06/12/25 I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit Obsidian twinkling uncleanness   06/12/25 ... Aqua indian lodge clown   06/12/25 ... AZNgirl telling 5'4 White Guy He's Tall Enough   08/02/25 4 years .........\'.........\'\'.......\'\'\'   08/02/25 how has your life changed? Terry Bollea Did Nothing Wrong   08/02/25 180 jock itch   08/02/25 Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12 The HBS guys have MAD SWAGGER   08/02/25 180 good going man Master Purchase Agreement   08/02/25 Poast new message in this thread Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native First 24 hrs is in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: Motley Set Ratface 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: Bateful chocolate indirect expression address won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: Territorial lavender base begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: cowardly laughsome ape He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Stirring Fighting Community Account (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Stirring Fighting Community Account (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: Vibrant Ultramarine Meetinghouse Dopamine how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: Spectacular juggernaut cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Aqua indian lodge clown (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: disturbing orchid business firm stain (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Adventurous House 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: supple azn a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: Adventurous House Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Useless Feces Sanctuary Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: Useless Feces Sanctuary When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: Useless Feces Sanctuary we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: Razzle menage reading party You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Spectacular juggernaut Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: supple azn set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: chest-beating aphrodisiac potus how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: chest-beating aphrodisiac potus no muscle or jacked? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835788) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835797) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM Author: misanthropic trip coldplay fan Ungh (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835833) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: supple azn u wanna bang him, dont u? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836177) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: rose wild wrinkle I am with you, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42840076) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM Author: Bearded Regret Ticket Booth You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42837772) Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM Author: aggressive irradiated liquid oxygen organic girlfriend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44142345) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM Author: Arousing stag film sandwich Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023251) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: magenta thirsty plaza stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835799) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM Author: Charcoal crotch Cr you could easily trade them for booze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836164) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM Author: Dashing clear international law enforcement agency keepsake machete so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836215) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM Author: Nofapping Racy Faggotry go back to guangzhong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42874198) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835880) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM Author: tan milk codepig the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835888) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: Haunting Travel Guidebook gl gl (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835919) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM Author: Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: Filthy Casino Son Of Senegal Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: Curious mint messiness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: lake friendly grandma step-uncle's house Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: Dashing clear international law enforcement agency keepsake machete have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Just threw up in the shower. Good times. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Dashing clear international law enforcement agency keepsake machete what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: startled vivacious party of the first part dog poop I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: zippy emerald pit Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: free-loading dysfunction big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: splenetic philosopher-king useless brakes Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: Drab genital piercing market I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: splenetic philosopher-king useless brakes No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: underhanded excitant turdskin Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: mildly autistic awkward dragon can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: splenetic philosopher-king useless brakes That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: twisted hot temple depressive (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: Massive Fat Ankles Whorehouse Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: Bearded Regret Ticket Booth Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: Nofapping Racy Faggotry no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845845) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845874) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845942) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845970) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native 4 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42852338) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM Author: passionate university nice man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42852399) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested 180. This is when it starts getting way better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42852420) Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM Author: cyan bearded field Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42852612) Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Day 5 no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42858846) Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM Author: Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building 180 bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859297) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: splenetic philosopher-king useless brakes 8957657365 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859450) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM Author: Cobalt halford affirmative action good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859470) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM Author: Curious mint messiness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859511) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM Author: White sweet tailpipe mad cow disease (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859514) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM Author: self-centered state striped hyena (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859526) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Haunting Travel Guidebook also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration nice work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859545) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: mildly autistic awkward dragon good job. do doing any sports? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859549) Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859655) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM Author: Electric range 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859550) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: carnelian charismatic famous landscape painting queen of the night (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42860070) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: razzle-dazzle grizzly psychic location Eat some bananas (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42860105) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42860335) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM Author: Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42860346) Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42860497) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM Author: Chrome Swashbuckling Orchestra Pit Electric Furnace who the fuck has time for that shit? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42863796) Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native They were work meetings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42863989) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM Author: Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef Those won't keep you sober. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42865277) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native That's for sure! *rimshot* (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42865366) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM Author: cowardly laughsome ape 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42860409) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Day 6 nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42863597) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM Author: magenta thirsty plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42863766) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42865319) Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM Author: fragrant smoky corner laser beams Good job bro. One day down one day to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42865938) Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native That's how I'm looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42866324) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42870704) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM Author: Nighttime histrionic abode antidepressant drug Keep it up brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42870974) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM Author: Galvanic Theatre Legend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42870981) Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42873190) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM Author: startled vivacious party of the first part dog poop 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42873668) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM Author: cyan bearded field (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42873670) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM Author: Electric range (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42874144) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM Author: splenetic philosopher-king useless brakes You're a camel at this point. Keep going! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42874239) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM Author: titillating bespoke macaca half-breed keep it going my man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42874194) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native 8 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42875692) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM Author: Galvanic Theatre Legend Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42875707) Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Drab genital piercing market Inspiring. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42875943) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: Carmine brunch I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42879120) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM Author: Galvanic Theatre Legend This is the plot of Another Round. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42890353) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: cowardly laughsome ape 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42884686) Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42886121) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native 11 days down a lifetime to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42890318) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM Author: pea-brained center mediation Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better. Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42890475) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM Author: splenetic philosopher-king useless brakes I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: pea-brained center mediation It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: Greedy pistol nowag nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: self-centered state striped hyena exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native In reality, that's how I am looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42892104) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM Author: sepia brethren parlour 5445776444554 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42891123) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42891187) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM Author: Cobalt halford affirmative action (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42891530) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM Author: Bonkers Gay Wizard happy for you man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42891572) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM Author: cowardly laughsome ape 180 but take it a day at a time (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42891580) Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM Author: Electric range Keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42892021) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM Author: Nighttime histrionic abode antidepressant drug Nice job bro!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: Electric range (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: Galvanic Theatre Legend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: splenetic philosopher-king useless brakes Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: Galvanic Theatre Legend YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: carnelian charismatic famous landscape painting queen of the night Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: sepia brethren parlour This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: Drab genital piercing market Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: cowardly laughsome ape 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: Violet deranged marketing idea Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Sick bawdyhouse The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: Stubborn Senate Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: Mind-boggling Judgmental Forum 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Beady-eyed crawly jap CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: spruce flirting lay old irish cottage hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Greedy pistol nowag After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: cowardly laughsome ape I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: Yellow diverse space yarmulke (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: sepia brethren parlour Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: self-centered state striped hyena (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: fishy fear-inspiring knife You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: Aquamarine point fanboi Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: Beady-eyed crawly jap (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: Adventurous House 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: marvelous azure weed whacker chad good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: Beady-eyed crawly jap (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Yellow diverse space yarmulke 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: cowardly laughsome ape 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Mind-boggling Judgmental Forum (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: appetizing public bath nibblets stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: exciting beta pisswyrm (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: Vibrant Ultramarine Meetinghouse Dopamine (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: twisted hot temple depressive Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Nighttime histrionic abode antidepressant drug Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: ruddy church sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: ruddy church are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Mind-boggling Judgmental Forum (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: Naked bronze ceo pocket flask I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: Sick bawdyhouse Stabby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: Pale shrine (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: cowardly laughsome ape 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: splenetic philosopher-king useless brakes 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: twisted hot temple depressive (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: twisted hot temple depressive do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: twisted hot temple depressive Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: White sweet tailpipe mad cow disease Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: splenetic philosopher-king useless brakes Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: startling mauve immigrant roast beef Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: self-centered state striped hyena that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: splenetic philosopher-king useless brakes (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: carnelian charismatic famous landscape painting queen of the night Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: splenetic philosopher-king useless brakes Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: cowardly laughsome ape 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: cowardly laughsome ape 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: pearly stimulating kitchen (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: Nighttime histrionic abode antidepressant drug 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: startled vivacious party of the first part dog poop Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: titillating bespoke macaca half-breed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: titillating bespoke macaca half-breed this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: Stirring Fighting Community Account Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: titillating bespoke macaca half-breed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: titillating bespoke macaca half-breed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: rebellious wine hospital Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: titillating bespoke macaca half-breed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Galvanic Theatre Legend Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: splenetic philosopher-king useless brakes That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: Impressive Elite Locale National Security Agency don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Razzle menage reading party (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: splenetic philosopher-king useless brakes The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: underhanded excitant turdskin Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: titillating bespoke macaca half-breed well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Multi-colored twinkling kitty Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: Multi-colored twinkling kitty I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: Greedy pistol nowag this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: cracking site 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: Deep coffee pot cuck https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Internet-worthy Gaping Heaven keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: cyan bearded field 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: titillating bespoke macaca half-breed 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: Chrome Swashbuckling Orchestra Pit Electric Furnace 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Mind-boggling Judgmental Forum Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: thriller locus By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: Chrome Swashbuckling Orchestra Pit Electric Furnace 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: Chrome Swashbuckling Orchestra Pit Electric Furnace Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: Territorial lavender base 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: Confused Insane Cumskin Jewess (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: floppy crackhouse Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: self-centered state striped hyena 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: Chrome Swashbuckling Orchestra Pit Electric Furnace Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: self-centered state striped hyena I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: Chrome Swashbuckling Orchestra Pit Electric Furnace then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: self-centered state striped hyena cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: hairraiser institution sound barrier lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Deep coffee pot cuck https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: Maniacal candlestick maker hell 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: vigorous magical resort death wish 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Rough-skinned Fortuitous Meteor Church Building (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Cream athletic conference (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: hairraiser institution sound barrier good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: Frum trailer park (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: pearly stimulating kitchen (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: bistre razzmatazz theater mental disorder congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: Territorial lavender base congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: twisted hot temple depressive 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: violent irate national double fault I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: bistre razzmatazz theater mental disorder Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: bistre razzmatazz theater mental disorder 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: comical parlor goyim 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: Slimy odious property proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: Electric range (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: vigorous magical resort death wish 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: Electric range 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: titillating bespoke macaca half-breed 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: Aqua indian lodge clown congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: titillating bespoke macaca half-breed ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: effete sex offender station Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: titillating bespoke macaca half-breed I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: Aqua indian lodge clown 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: titillating bespoke macaca half-breed ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: Talented dilemma deer antler Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: Self-absorbed gaming laptop masturbator (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: titillating bespoke macaca half-breed poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: Medicated Transparent Boiling Water 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: twisted hot temple depressive What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: Adulterous Contagious Tanning Salon Partner 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: Greedy pistol nowag 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: twisted hot temple depressive Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Overrated Milky Library Persian Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: Overrated Milky Library Persian I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: cowardly laughsome ape Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: cowardly laughsome ape Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: Violet deranged marketing idea 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: titillating bespoke macaca half-breed 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: Curious mint messiness Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: Aqua indian lodge clown congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: titillating bespoke macaca half-breed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: titillating bespoke macaca half-breed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: Yapping 180 area idea he suggested (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: titillating bespoke macaca half-breed Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: Territorial lavender base 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: Wonderful Buff Idiot Volcanic Crater 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: titillating bespoke macaca half-breed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: unholy soul-stirring chapel good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: unholy soul-stirring chapel I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47099296) Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47100639) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM Author: titillating bespoke macaca half-breed I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47103662) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native 956 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47793191) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM Author: Sticky glassy love of her life Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47793213) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47793231) Date: June 29th, 2024 9:41 PM Author: Violet deranged marketing idea Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47793386) Date: June 29th, 2024 10:21 PM Author: Curious mint messiness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47793452) Date: June 30th, 2024 8:54 PM Author: Electric range (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47796042) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: Electric range 180, teenage pussy tp (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47793229) Date: June 30th, 2024 4:33 AM Author: crimson prole (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47793970) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:31 PM Author: Electric range (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#48182547) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:34 PM Author: Concupiscible mentally impaired stead 180 thread (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47793226) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:18 PM Author: titillating bespoke macaca half-breed 3 years now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47812580) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:31 PM Author: Adulterous Contagious Tanning Salon Partner MFCR. 1488 my nigga (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47812622) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:45 PM Author: bistre razzmatazz theater mental disorder way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did have one relapse, which happened back in the beginning of may. my wife and i were not having sex and i am terrible at communicating so i withdrew into self and developed a huge crush on an associate (no diddy). went to jazz fest to see the stones with my siblings and got shitfaced. wife went nuts on me when i got back to the room and i told her to fuck off and i wanted a divorce. long story short, i told her that the sex has been garbage, and that i was disgusted that she'd quit shaving her box back when we split up in 2020 and didn't really do it anymore. since then, she's been SHAVED, we've been FUCKING 2-3x/week and i am NODRINK forever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#47812654) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native 1058 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#48182543) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM Author: Electric range 180 man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#48182545) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM Author: coiffed tank Do you not drink at all now? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#48182570) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:46 PM Author: Sable Elastic Band Native None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it doesn't work for me. I'm a total degenerate alchie. I can't touch the stuff. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#48196855) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:38 PM Author: navy heady jew (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#48182573) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:50 PM Author: White sweet tailpipe mad cow disease (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#48196866) Date: October 19th, 2024 10:29 AM Author: Dark cheese-eating lodge french chef Nice (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#48214820) Date: November 24th, 2024 5:07 AM Author: titillating bespoke macaca half-breed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#48374719) Date: June 12th, 2025 12:03 AM Author: twisted hot temple depressive (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#49007400) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:13 AM Author: Obsidian twinkling uncleanness I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#49007544) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:17 AM Author: Aqua indian lodge clown (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#49007547) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:55 AM Author: AZNgirl telling 5'4 White Guy He's Tall Enough (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#49150725) Date: August 2nd, 2025 4:59 AM Author: .........\'.........\'\'.......\'\'\' (Dotski Carlisle, You Old Shrew!) 4 years (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#49150627) Date: August 2nd, 2025 5:05 AM Author: Terry Bollea Did Nothing Wrong (TDNW) how has your life changed? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#49150630) Date: August 2nd, 2025 7:56 AM Author: jock itch 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#49150668) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:14 AM Author: The HBS guys have MAD SWAGGER ((zurich is stained)) Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#49150685) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:16 AM Author: Master Purchase Agreement (No Future) 180 good going man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#49150688)