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Carmine Codepig   08/01/21 I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've nev... Pearl Provocative Field   08/01/21 For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependen... twinkling fanboi shrine   08/01/21 This is the plot of Another Round. ultramarine appetizing business firm   08/03/21 Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. twinkling fanboi shrine   08/03/21 Just crossed the 9 day mark twinkling fanboi shrine   08/01/21 ... Carmine Codepig   08/01/21 180 brindle abnormal rigor locus   08/02/21 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eatin... twinkling fanboi shrine   08/02/21 180 Carmine Codepig   08/02/21 11 days down a lifetime to go. twinkling fanboi shrine   08/03/21 Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can ... Painfully Honest Indigo Tanning Salon Patrolman   08/03/21 I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drink... godawful aphrodisiac international law enforcement agency   08/03/21 It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold tu... Painfully Honest Indigo Tanning Salon Patrolman   08/03/21 nah bro only one day at a time to go Electric sexy church building   08/03/21 exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps Filthy dingle berry   08/03/21 In reality, that's how I am looking at it. twinkling fanboi shrine   08/03/21 5445776444554 pungent exhilarant associate address   08/03/21 ... Carmine Codepig   08/03/21 ... White racy boistinker   08/03/21 happy for you man territorial concupiscible persian library   08/03/21 180 but take it a day at a time brindle abnormal rigor locus   08/03/21 Keep it up dashing new version   08/03/21 Nice job bro!! Turquoise Cuckoldry   08/03/21 BAM! Day 12. twinkling fanboi shrine   08/04/21 ... dashing new version   08/04/21 180 Day two here garnet abusive space   08/04/21 Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. twinkling fanboi shrine   08/04/21 I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me... garnet abusive space   08/05/21 Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drin... twinkling fanboi shrine   08/05/21 Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy... garnet abusive space   08/09/21 ... ultramarine appetizing business firm   08/04/21 Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. twinkling fanboi shrine   08/05/21 Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. godawful aphrodisiac international law enforcement agency   08/05/21 One day at a time. Go to a meeting. ruby kink-friendly ladyboy turdskin   08/05/21 Two weeks nodrink in the can twinkling fanboi shrine   08/06/21 YES ultramarine appetizing business firm   08/06/21 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. 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I've tried control my drink... twinkling fanboi shrine   08/11/21 ty Carmine Codepig   08/11/21 CR- every day is a victory Hairless Splenetic Laser Beams Striped Hyena   08/12/21 hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't me... chest-beating multi-colored menage elastic band   08/11/21 Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today th... Carmine Codepig   08/12/21 After how long? You did great! Electric sexy church building   08/11/21 Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of ... Carmine Codepig   08/12/21 I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Noth... brindle abnormal rigor locus   08/12/21 ... Carmine Codepig   08/12/21 ... plum maniacal market   08/12/21 I had four beers tonight. garnet abusive space   08/12/21 Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. pungent exhilarant associate address   08/12/21 ... Carmine Codepig   08/12/21 ... Filthy dingle berry   08/12/21 You only had 2 beers and stopped after? 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Still a sobermo! twinkling fanboi shrine   08/13/21 180 plum maniacal market   08/13/21 18000000 Carmine Codepig   08/13/21 How you feeling? twinkling fanboi shrine   08/13/21 Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a lon... Carmine Codepig   08/13/21 Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return ... twinkling fanboi shrine   08/13/21 Ty Carmine Codepig   08/13/21 180 brindle abnormal rigor locus   08/13/21 ... charismatic theater   08/13/21 stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, fa... glassy water buffalo   08/13/21 You seem mentally stable, friend. twinkling fanboi shrine   08/13/21 ... Hyperventilating Dull School Cafeteria Stain   08/14/21 ... Floppy swollen sound barrier   08/14/21 Day 22 and still on the wagon twinkling fanboi shrine   08/14/21 ... Carmine Codepig   08/14/21 Day 23 done twinkling fanboi shrine   08/15/21 Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any w... 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Filthy dingle berry   08/18/21 ... godawful aphrodisiac international law enforcement agency   08/19/21 180 Carmine Codepig   08/18/21 Day 27 in the books twinkling fanboi shrine   08/19/21 180. I’m at around a week. Carmine Codepig   08/19/21 Nice. Keep it up. twinkling fanboi shrine   08/19/21 Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't thi... twinkling fanboi shrine   08/20/21 Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. lime center   08/20/21 Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good ... Carmine Codepig   08/20/21 Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a dail... ruby kink-friendly ladyboy turdskin   08/20/21 Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pi... Carmine Codepig   08/20/21 I don't plan to twinkling fanboi shrine   08/20/21 Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. 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It's helped me a ton as well. twinkling fanboi shrine   09/06/21 ... Mentally impaired deer antler house   09/06/21 Take up golf, or cycling judgmental idiot   09/06/21 I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of ... twinkling fanboi shrine   09/06/21 Done with week 7. twinkling fanboi shrine   09/10/21 ... Mentally impaired deer antler house   09/12/21 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. twinkling fanboi shrine   09/17/21 Fuck yeah ultramarine appetizing business firm   09/17/21 That's fucking great. godawful aphrodisiac international law enforcement agency   09/17/21 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you ca... twinkling fanboi shrine   09/24/21 don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone ... Big Aqua Internal Respiration Abode   09/24/21 ... 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I actually don't really like any ... twinkling fanboi shrine   10/30/21 I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes s... exciting insane church   10/30/21 Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is... Carmine Codepig   10/30/21 Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impos... ruby kink-friendly ladyboy turdskin   12/01/21 this sounds right Electric sexy church building   12/01/21 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as t... stimulating bonkers resort death wish   10/30/21 Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can ha... twinkling fanboi shrine   10/30/21 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 contagious chapel mexican   12/01/21 I haven't listened to them in two decades ruby kink-friendly ladyboy turdskin   12/01/21 keep going brother Medicated Range   12/01/21 30 days sober today twinkling fanboi shrine   12/16/21 180 boyish bright spot   12/16/21 6 months dry Mentally impaired deer antler house   01/04/22 180 lemon wonderful legal warrant   01/04/22 Two months sober now twinkling fanboi shrine   01/16/22 117 days of nodrink today twinkling fanboi shrine   03/13/22 180 Day six here. garnet abusive space   03/13/22 One day at a time brother twinkling fanboi shrine   03/13/22 Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drin... charismatic theater   03/13/22 By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if ... Thriller queen of the night office   04/09/22 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing lemon wonderful legal warrant   04/09/22 144 days twinkling fanboi shrine   04/09/22 Good work lemon wonderful legal warrant   04/09/22 Thanks brother twinkling fanboi shrine   04/09/22 180 brother and congratulations!!! fluffy toaster azn   04/09/22 ... Drab lascivious station   05/04/22 168 days and still on the wagon twinkling fanboi shrine   05/03/22 Way to go, man. razzle yellow temple   05/04/22 Thanks dude twinkling fanboi shrine   05/04/22 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wa... Filthy dingle berry   05/03/22 Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuc... lemon wonderful legal warrant   05/03/22 I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drink... Filthy dingle berry   05/04/22 then shut the fuck up already lemon wonderful legal warrant   05/04/22 cr Filthy dingle berry   05/04/22 lol stirring flesh theatre old irish cottage   05/04/22 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg contagious chapel mexican   05/04/22 18 months sober Trip lettuce ticket booth   05/04/22 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. Khaki harsh main people trust fund   05/04/22 ... twinkling fanboi shrine   05/04/22 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. garnet abusive space   05/04/22 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend twinkling fanboi shrine   05/23/22 222 days today. Life has never been better. twinkling fanboi shrine   06/26/22 ... garnet abusive space   06/26/22 ... Arrogant Rehab Background Story   06/26/22 good for you bro, good on you, keep it up stirring flesh theatre old irish cottage   06/26/22 ... Odious translucent degenerate   06/26/22 ... rebellious heaven place of business   06/26/22 Eight months sober yesterday twinkling fanboi shrine   07/17/22 Nine moths today! twinkling fanboi shrine   08/16/22 180 Carmine Codepig   08/16/22 How's your sobriety? twinkling fanboi shrine   08/16/22 i was sober from the end of last september through mid-febru... Carmine Codepig   08/16/22 Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just ca... twinkling fanboi shrine   08/16/22 thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to... Carmine Codepig   08/16/22 congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. grizzly irate puppy   08/16/22 180 twinkling fanboi shrine   08/16/22 ... Carmine Codepig   08/16/22 congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go ... fluffy toaster azn   08/16/22 ... twinkling fanboi shrine   08/16/22 ... Carmine Codepig   08/16/22 I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! twinkling fanboi shrine   09/11/22 348 days in the books twinkling fanboi shrine   10/30/22 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife re... Aquamarine senate skinny woman   10/30/22 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is... twinkling fanboi shrine   10/30/22 180 billion Carmine Codepig   10/30/22 How are you doing? twinkling fanboi shrine   10/30/22 haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. Carmine Codepig   10/30/22 180. Stay strong twinkling fanboi shrine   10/30/22 ty brother. Carmine Codepig   10/30/22 I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an is... Vermilion dopamine   10/30/22 Life is so much better if you can stick to it twinkling fanboi shrine   10/30/22 Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night... grizzly irate puppy   10/30/22 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. ruby kink-friendly ladyboy turdskin   10/30/22 ... Carmine Codepig   10/30/22 1800000 grizzly irate puppy   10/30/22 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting Bespoke heady pisswyrm corn cake   10/30/22 ... twinkling fanboi shrine   10/30/22 proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of disciplin... galvanic antidepressant drug locale   10/30/22 ... dashing new version   12/18/22 One year and two days of sobriety today. twinkling fanboi shrine   11/18/22 180 brother. Never go back. Khaki harsh main people trust fund   11/18/22 397 days and counting twinkling fanboi shrine   12/18/22 180 dashing new version   12/18/22 18 months Mentally impaired deer antler house   01/04/23 congrats man Bipolar philosopher-king chad   01/04/23 ty Mentally impaired deer antler house   01/04/23 Biggest health change? shimmering bull headed boiling water   01/04/23 I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area:... Mentally impaired deer antler house   01/04/23 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? Bipolar philosopher-king chad   01/04/23 ~15% Mentally impaired deer antler house   01/04/23 Awesome. ruby kink-friendly ladyboy turdskin   01/29/23 Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted ... Slate Doctorate   01/04/23 180 twinkling fanboi shrine   01/07/23 ... Costumed Aromatic Crotch   01/09/23 poison free in 23 Mentally impaired deer antler house   01/09/23 ... twinkling fanboi shrine   01/10/23 180 fragrant depressive stag film   01/10/23 My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfac... twinkling fanboi shrine   01/12/23 Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get ba... Carmine Codepig   01/29/23 Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. twinkling fanboi shrine   01/30/23 180. Glad to hear it Carmine Codepig   01/30/23 There’s a lot of relapse going around. ruby kink-friendly ladyboy turdskin   01/30/23 475 days of nodrink twinkling fanboi shrine   03/06/23 What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened t... Aquamarine senate skinny woman   03/06/23 Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW twinkling fanboi shrine   03/06/23 180 Confused demanding garrison coldplay fan   03/06/23 180 Electric sexy church building   03/06/23 Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how yo... Aquamarine senate skinny woman   03/06/23 In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores a... twinkling fanboi shrine   03/06/23 Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? cyan adventurous pozpig site   03/06/23 Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no prob... twinkling fanboi shrine   03/06/23 I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard... cyan adventurous pozpig site   03/06/23 Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whi... twinkling fanboi shrine   03/06/23 Day 507 in the books twinkling fanboi shrine   04/07/23 Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and compla... brindle abnormal rigor locus   04/07/23 Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. twinkling fanboi shrine   04/07/23 Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and start... brindle abnormal rigor locus   04/07/23 For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a... twinkling fanboi shrine   04/07/23 I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thund... Carmine Codepig   04/07/23 Good to hear you are back on track. twinkling fanboi shrine   04/07/23 ty Carmine Codepig   04/07/23 18 months tomorrow. twinkling fanboi shrine   05/16/23 180 milky sweet tailpipe   05/16/23 2 years dry Mentally impaired deer antler house   06/24/23 Nice. 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AZNgirl telling 5'4 White Guy He's Tall Enough   08/02/25 4 years .........\'.........\'\'.......\'\'\'   08/02/25 how has your life changed? Terry Bollea Did Nothing Wrong   08/02/25 180 jock itch   08/02/25 Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12 The HBS guys have MAD SWAGGER   08/02/25 180 good going man Master Purchase Agreement   08/02/25 Poast new message in this thread Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine First 24 hrs is in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: crawly bearded piazza feces 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: Bisexual Plaza Volcanic Crater won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: fluffy toaster azn begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: brindle abnormal rigor locus He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: spruce hairraiser clown incel (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: spruce hairraiser clown incel (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: Floppy swollen sound barrier how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: razzmatazz set candlestick maker cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Bipolar philosopher-king chad (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: titillating erotic step-uncle's house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: purple razzle-dazzle nursing home wagecucks 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Effete university circlehead a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: purple razzle-dazzle nursing home wagecucks Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: motley transparent box office voyeur Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: motley transparent box office voyeur When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: motley transparent box office voyeur we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: Blue Curious Stead Faggot Firefighter You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: razzmatazz set candlestick maker Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Effete university circlehead set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Copper Weed Whacker how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: Copper Weed Whacker no muscle or jacked? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835788) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835797) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM Author: rusted state Ungh (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835833) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Effete university circlehead u wanna bang him, dont u? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836177) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Violent Rambunctious Quadroon Giraffe I am with you, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42840076) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM Author: Passionate flirting twinkling uncleanness dysfunction You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42837772) Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM Author: 180 sapphire pocket flask (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44142345) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM Author: salmon laughsome hunting ground Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023251) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: pontificating cowardly hell stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835799) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM Author: glittery meetinghouse scourge upon the earth Cr you could easily trade them for booze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836164) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM Author: vivacious karate sandwich so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836215) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM Author: Mildly autistic beady-eyed ceo go back to guangzhong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42874198) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: Carmine Codepig Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835880) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM Author: flushed vigorous bbw goyim the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835888) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: Disrespectful marketing idea gl gl (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42835919) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM Author: ruby kink-friendly ladyboy turdskin Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: Mind-boggling roast beef den Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: Impressive Dead Headpube (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: outnumbered pale hospital affirmative action Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: vivacious karate sandwich have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Just threw up in the shower. Good times. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: ruby kink-friendly ladyboy turdskin Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: ruby kink-friendly ladyboy turdskin Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: vivacious karate sandwich what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: ruby kink-friendly ladyboy turdskin It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: tantric zippy lodge liquid oxygen I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: garnet abusive space (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: garnet abusive space Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: garnet abusive space Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: seedy school son of senegal Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: ruby kink-friendly ladyboy turdskin Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: Misunderstood topaz parlor trump supporter big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: godawful aphrodisiac international law enforcement agency Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: Flatulent Vibrant Alpha Hall I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: godawful aphrodisiac international law enforcement agency No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: soul-stirring out-of-control telephone therapy Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: ruby kink-friendly ladyboy turdskin Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: misanthropic spectacular brethren indian lodge can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: godawful aphrodisiac international law enforcement agency That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: Aquamarine senate skinny woman (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: ruby kink-friendly ladyboy turdskin In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: fishy drunken trailer park organic girlfriend Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: Passionate flirting twinkling uncleanness dysfunction Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: ruby kink-friendly ladyboy turdskin The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: Mildly autistic beady-eyed ceo no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: garnet abusive space https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: garnet abusive space (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: garnet abusive space (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: Carmine Codepig I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845845) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM Author: Carmine Codepig Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845874) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845942) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM Author: Carmine Codepig Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42845970) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine 4 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42852338) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM Author: self-absorbed electric furnace whorehouse nice man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42852399) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: Carmine Codepig 180. This is when it starts getting way better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42852420) Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM Author: boyish bright spot Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42852612) Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Day 5 no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42858846) Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM Author: garnet abusive space 180 bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859297) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: godawful aphrodisiac international law enforcement agency 8957657365 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859450) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM Author: White racy boistinker good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859470) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM Author: Impressive Dead Headpube (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859511) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM Author: Rose talented cuck public bath (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859514) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM Author: Filthy dingle berry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859526) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Disrespectful marketing idea also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration nice work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859545) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: misanthropic spectacular brethren indian lodge good job. do doing any sports? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859549) Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859655) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM Author: dashing new version 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42859550) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: lime center (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42860070) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Know-it-all ocher knife Eat some bananas (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42860105) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42860335) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM Author: ruby kink-friendly ladyboy turdskin Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42860346) Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42860497) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM Author: lemon wonderful legal warrant who the fuck has time for that shit? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42863796) Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine They were work meetings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42863989) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM Author: ruby kink-friendly ladyboy turdskin Those won't keep you sober. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42865277) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine That's for sure! *rimshot* (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42865366) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM Author: brindle abnormal rigor locus 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42860409) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Day 6 nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42863597) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM Author: pontificating cowardly hell (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42863766) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Carmine Codepig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42865319) Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM Author: buck-toothed startled crackhouse prole Good job bro. One day down one day to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42865938) Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine That's how I'm looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42866324) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42870704) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM Author: Turquoise Cuckoldry Keep it up brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42870974) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM Author: ultramarine appetizing business firm (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42870981) Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM Author: Carmine Codepig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42873190) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM Author: tantric zippy lodge liquid oxygen 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42873668) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM Author: boyish bright spot (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42873670) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM Author: dashing new version (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42874144) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM Author: godawful aphrodisiac international law enforcement agency You're a camel at this point. Keep going! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42874239) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM Author: Mentally impaired deer antler house keep it going my man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42874194) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine 8 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42875692) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM Author: ultramarine appetizing business firm Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42875707) Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Flatulent Vibrant Alpha Hall Inspiring. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42875943) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: Carmine Codepig i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: Carmine Codepig thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: Pearl Provocative Field I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42879120) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM Author: ultramarine appetizing business firm This is the plot of Another Round. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42890353) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: Carmine Codepig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: brindle abnormal rigor locus 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42884686) Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM Author: Carmine Codepig 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42886121) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine 11 days down a lifetime to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42890318) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Painfully Honest Indigo Tanning Salon Patrolman Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better. Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42890475) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM Author: godawful aphrodisiac international law enforcement agency I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: Painfully Honest Indigo Tanning Salon Patrolman It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: Electric sexy church building nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: Filthy dingle berry exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine In reality, that's how I am looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42892104) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM Author: pungent exhilarant associate address 5445776444554 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42891123) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM Author: Carmine Codepig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42891187) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM Author: White racy boistinker (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42891530) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM Author: territorial concupiscible persian library happy for you man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42891572) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM Author: brindle abnormal rigor locus 180 but take it a day at a time (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42891580) Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM Author: dashing new version Keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42892021) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM Author: Turquoise Cuckoldry Nice job bro!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: dashing new version (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: garnet abusive space 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: garnet abusive space I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: garnet abusive space Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: ultramarine appetizing business firm (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: godawful aphrodisiac international law enforcement agency Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: ruby kink-friendly ladyboy turdskin One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: ultramarine appetizing business firm YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: lime center Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: garnet abusive space 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: pungent exhilarant associate address This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: Flatulent Vibrant Alpha Hall Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: brindle abnormal rigor locus 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: milky sweet tailpipe Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: garnet abusive space Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: garnet abusive space Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: garnet abusive space Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Wine Area Goal In Life The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: Swashbuckling Bistre Home Messiness Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: charismatic theater 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Carmine Codepig Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: Carmine Codepig ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Hairless Splenetic Laser Beams Striped Hyena CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: chest-beating multi-colored menage elastic band hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: Carmine Codepig Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Electric sexy church building After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: Carmine Codepig Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: brindle abnormal rigor locus I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: Carmine Codepig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: plum maniacal market (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: garnet abusive space I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: pungent exhilarant associate address Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: Carmine Codepig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: Filthy dingle berry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: Cracking apoplectic boltzmann idea he suggested You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: Carmine Codepig Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: Clear Massive Pit Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: Hairless Splenetic Laser Beams Striped Hyena (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: Carmine Codepig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: purple razzle-dazzle nursing home wagecucks 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: Carmine Codepig Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: Carmine Codepig 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: Irradiated red blood rage good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: Hairless Splenetic Laser Beams Striped Hyena (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: plum maniacal market 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Carmine Codepig 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: Carmine Codepig Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: Carmine Codepig Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: brindle abnormal rigor locus 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: charismatic theater (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: glassy water buffalo stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Hyperventilating Dull School Cafeteria Stain (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: Floppy swollen sound barrier (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: Carmine Codepig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: Aquamarine senate skinny woman Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Turquoise Cuckoldry Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: Carmine Codepig 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: Carmine Codepig An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: ruby kink-friendly ladyboy turdskin Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: ruby kink-friendly ladyboy turdskin You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: excitant balding wrinkle sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: excitant balding wrinkle are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: charismatic theater (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: cobalt histrionic regret base I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: Carmine Codepig 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: Wine Area Goal In Life Stabby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: Cheese-eating arousing theater stage hominid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: brindle abnormal rigor locus 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: godawful aphrodisiac international law enforcement agency 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: Carmine Codepig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: Aquamarine senate skinny woman (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: Carmine Codepig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Aquamarine senate skinny woman do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: Aquamarine senate skinny woman Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Rose talented cuck public bath Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: godawful aphrodisiac international law enforcement agency Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Buff Orchestra Pit Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: Filthy dingle berry that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: godawful aphrodisiac international law enforcement agency (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: Carmine Codepig 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: Carmine Codepig 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: lime center Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: Carmine Codepig Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: ruby kink-friendly ladyboy turdskin Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: Carmine Codepig Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: godawful aphrodisiac international law enforcement agency Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: brindle abnormal rigor locus 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: brindle abnormal rigor locus 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: rebellious heaven place of business (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: Turquoise Cuckoldry 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: tantric zippy lodge liquid oxygen Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: Mentally impaired deer antler house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: garnet abusive space (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: Mentally impaired deer antler house this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: spruce hairraiser clown incel Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: Mentally impaired deer antler house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: Mentally impaired deer antler house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: judgmental idiot Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: Mentally impaired deer antler house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: ultramarine appetizing business firm Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: godawful aphrodisiac international law enforcement agency That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: Big Aqua Internal Respiration Abode don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Blue Curious Stead Faggot Firefighter (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: godawful aphrodisiac international law enforcement agency The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: soul-stirring out-of-control telephone therapy Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: Mentally impaired deer antler house well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: exciting insane church Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: exciting insane church I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: Carmine Codepig Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: ruby kink-friendly ladyboy turdskin Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: Electric sexy church building this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: stimulating bonkers resort death wish 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: contagious chapel mexican https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: ruby kink-friendly ladyboy turdskin I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Medicated Range keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: boyish bright spot 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: Mentally impaired deer antler house 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: lemon wonderful legal warrant 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: garnet abusive space 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: charismatic theater Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: Thriller queen of the night office By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: lemon wonderful legal warrant 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: lemon wonderful legal warrant Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: fluffy toaster azn 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: Drab lascivious station (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: razzle yellow temple Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: Filthy dingle berry 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: lemon wonderful legal warrant Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: Filthy dingle berry I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: lemon wonderful legal warrant then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: Filthy dingle berry cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: stirring flesh theatre old irish cottage lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: contagious chapel mexican https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: Trip lettuce ticket booth 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: Khaki harsh main people trust fund 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: garnet abusive space 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: garnet abusive space (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Arrogant Rehab Background Story (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: stirring flesh theatre old irish cottage good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: Odious translucent degenerate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: rebellious heaven place of business (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: Carmine Codepig 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: Carmine Codepig i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Carmine Codepig thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: grizzly irate puppy congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Carmine Codepig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: fluffy toaster azn congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Carmine Codepig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: Aquamarine senate skinny woman 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: Carmine Codepig 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: Carmine Codepig haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Carmine Codepig ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: Vermilion dopamine I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: grizzly irate puppy Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: ruby kink-friendly ladyboy turdskin 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: Carmine Codepig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: grizzly irate puppy 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: Bespoke heady pisswyrm corn cake 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: galvanic antidepressant drug locale proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: dashing new version (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: Khaki harsh main people trust fund 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: dashing new version 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: Mentally impaired deer antler house 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: Bipolar philosopher-king chad congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: Mentally impaired deer antler house ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: shimmering bull headed boiling water Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: Mentally impaired deer antler house I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: Bipolar philosopher-king chad 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: Mentally impaired deer antler house ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: ruby kink-friendly ladyboy turdskin Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: Slate Doctorate Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: Costumed Aromatic Crotch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: Mentally impaired deer antler house poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: fragrant depressive stag film 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: Carmine Codepig Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: Carmine Codepig 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: ruby kink-friendly ladyboy turdskin There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: Aquamarine senate skinny woman What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: Confused demanding garrison coldplay fan 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: Electric sexy church building 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: Aquamarine senate skinny woman Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: cyan adventurous pozpig site Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: cyan adventurous pozpig site I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: brindle abnormal rigor locus Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: brindle abnormal rigor locus Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Carmine Codepig I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: Carmine Codepig ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: milky sweet tailpipe 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: Mentally impaired deer antler house 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: twinkling fanboi shrine Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2/en-en/#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: ruby kink-friendly ladyboy turdskin Did you work the steps? 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