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I hate my life and I wake up each morning thinking about killself

Killself and my concrete plan to carry out same is literally...
self-centered garrison jap
  04/21/26
I usually don’t think about killself until about 10am ...
Cobalt cumskin stag film
  04/21/26
Wow that's dark. I usually think killself first thing in the...
self-centered garrison jap
  04/21/26
Isn't your wife significantly thinner than you?
flesh aphrodisiac kitty cat orchestra pit
  04/21/26
Yes, I am severely overweight. I eat because I hate myself, ...
self-centered garrison jap
  04/21/26
so how is your wife fat?
flesh aphrodisiac kitty cat orchestra pit
  04/21/26
You haven't seen her?
mauve fortuitous meteor
  04/22/26
I don't think she's fat, is she? Or maybe she just looks ski...
flesh aphrodisiac kitty cat orchestra pit
  04/22/26
you need Angine de Poitrine, post haste /_\
Grizzly stirring set
  04/21/26
moar liek Vagine de Vagine
thirsty obsidian gaming laptop
  04/21/26
Are there things that you used to enjoy or find rewarding bu...
Slate free-loading hell
  04/21/26
I think there was a time that I enjoyed going outside or tal...
self-centered garrison jap
  04/21/26
I definitely think you should explore different hobbies and ...
Slate free-loading hell
  04/21/26
I think my posting predates any marital animosity
self-centered garrison jap
  04/21/26
According to AI this is normal. Self awareness peaks in the ...
self-centered garrison jap
  04/21/26
can't trust a man that doesnt think about killing himslef al...
Thriller Rigpig
  04/21/26
Yeah, and as pointed out in the OP it isn’t literally ...
self-centered garrison jap
  04/21/26
i think about killing myself for probably a good 8-15% of my...
Thriller Rigpig
  04/21/26
Interesting. Is there any external stimulus that tends to br...
self-centered garrison jap
  04/21/26
most of the day it just will start out of nowhere and then l...
Thriller Rigpig
  04/21/26
i was drifting off to sleep on the couch this evening and ha...
flesh aphrodisiac kitty cat orchestra pit
  04/21/26
sounds rational, but that’s actually a high rate of fa...
self-centered garrison jap
  04/21/26
honestly i think thats totally normal and jsut masculine aut...
Thriller Rigpig
  04/21/26
this is normal
thirsty obsidian gaming laptop
  04/22/26
ty
Thriller Rigpig
  04/22/26
thee you on a dark nite tp
titillating reading party senate
  04/21/26
You'll be fine bud. Might want to work on the diet is all.
lascivious rough-skinned menage ratface
  04/21/26
You'd never maek it in L.A.
Multi-colored naked site indirect expression
  04/21/26
Why not, brother?
self-centered garrison jap
  04/21/26
I'm going to level with you. You're in hell, and hell is an...
mauve fortuitous meteor
  04/22/26
...
Geriatric rusted international law enforcement agency
  04/22/26
...
mauve fortuitous meteor
  04/22/26
it's time for us to hike the tour de mont blanc. this will ...
Disrespectful vermilion shitlib laser beams
  04/22/26
Motherfucker, do you think he has the money for that!?
mauve fortuitous meteor
  04/22/26
Let's go, brother.
self-centered garrison jap
  04/22/26
You will not be depressed with the tour de Mont Blanc on you...
Disrespectful vermilion shitlib laser beams
  04/23/26
you're killing me, buster
Insane business firm nibblets
  04/22/26
Maybe take up fishing. Its pretty underrated.
Lavender Trailer Park National Security Agency
  04/22/26
Motherfucker, do you think he has the money for that!?
flesh aphrodisiac kitty cat orchestra pit
  04/22/26
...
mauve fortuitous meteor
  04/22/26
Happened again this morning, brothers.
self-centered garrison jap
  04/23/26
Like every other element of your life, you'll do nothing abo...
mauve fortuitous meteor
  04/23/26
suicide is pretty cowardly and will fuck up your kids a lot....
Pungent area roommate
  04/23/26
wow tp
titillating reading party senate
  04/23/26
Seriously go fishing. Its simple. But really fun. Ancient si...
Lavender Trailer Park National Security Agency
  04/23/26
Sorry, uhh, "Luke." We let you down ITT. Can you ...
mauve fortuitous meteor
  04/23/26
i think you're a real piece of shit for criticizing your wif...
Cordovan therapy
  04/23/26
Thank you for your honest assessment of my faults, brother. ...
self-centered garrison jap
  04/23/26


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Date: April 21st, 2026 8:13 PM
Author: self-centered garrison jap

Killself and my concrete plan to carry out same is literally the first thought I have each morning. No cap.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49833018)



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Date: April 21st, 2026 8:17 PM
Author: Cobalt cumskin stag film

I usually don’t think about killself until about 10am but once I do it’s all I think about for the rest of the day

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49833031)



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Date: April 21st, 2026 8:20 PM
Author: self-centered garrison jap

Wow that's dark. I usually think killself first thing in the morning, then things improve, and it returns when I'm trying to handle my kids in the evening time. I try not talking to my wife as we go to bed.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49833035)



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Date: April 21st, 2026 9:45 PM
Author: flesh aphrodisiac kitty cat orchestra pit

Isn't your wife significantly thinner than you?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49833243)



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Date: April 21st, 2026 10:10 PM
Author: self-centered garrison jap

Yes, I am severely overweight. I eat because I hate myself, and I hate myself because I eat. It’s a vicious cycle.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49833295)



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Date: April 21st, 2026 10:47 PM
Author: flesh aphrodisiac kitty cat orchestra pit

so how is your wife fat?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49833397)



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Date: April 22nd, 2026 9:37 AM
Author: mauve fortuitous meteor

You haven't seen her?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49833861)



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Date: April 22nd, 2026 1:38 PM
Author: flesh aphrodisiac kitty cat orchestra pit

I don't think she's fat, is she? Or maybe she just looks skinny compared to disco

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49834362)



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Date: April 21st, 2026 8:19 PM
Author: Grizzly stirring set

you need Angine de Poitrine, post haste /_\

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49833034)



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Date: April 21st, 2026 8:25 PM
Author: thirsty obsidian gaming laptop

moar liek Vagine de Vagine

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49833047)



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Date: April 21st, 2026 8:20 PM
Author: Slate free-loading hell

Are there things that you used to enjoy or find rewarding but no longer do? Or have you never had anything to look forward to?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49833036)



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Date: April 21st, 2026 8:25 PM
Author: self-centered garrison jap

I think there was a time that I enjoyed going outside or talking to my wife. I don't do either anymore. I just stay inside all day. I remember there was a time when I was interested in home improvement projects. Lol at that now. There was a time when I wanted to play catch with my sons, but they hate the game and so I came to hate it too. There were some other hobbies too that I absolutely cannot stand now. I would say on a scale of 1 to Anhedonia, I'm safely in the "A zone."

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49833048)



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Date: April 21st, 2026 9:05 PM
Author: Slate free-loading hell

I definitely think you should explore different hobbies and see if something brings you joy.

Were you already poasting before you started hating your wife? It's possible XO misogyny is exacerbating your resentment or even caused it in the first place.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49833166)



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Date: April 21st, 2026 9:43 PM
Author: self-centered garrison jap

I think my posting predates any marital animosity

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49833237)



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Date: April 21st, 2026 9:02 PM
Author: self-centered garrison jap

According to AI this is normal. Self awareness peaks in the morning and in the evening.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49833157)



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Date: April 21st, 2026 10:18 PM
Author: Thriller Rigpig

can't trust a man that doesnt think about killing himslef all the time tbh

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49833319)



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Date: April 21st, 2026 10:23 PM
Author: self-centered garrison jap

Yeah, and as pointed out in the OP it isn’t literally all the time, it’s just first thing in the mornings and again in the evenings.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49833338)



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Date: April 21st, 2026 10:26 PM
Author: Thriller Rigpig

i think about killing myself for probably a good 8-15% of my waking day and I'm over 6ft and have a huge dick with a cr life

when im not thinkig of kms i think about harming others for at least another 15-20% of the day

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49833347)



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Date: April 21st, 2026 10:29 PM
Author: self-centered garrison jap

Interesting. Is there any external stimulus that tends to bring up kms for you? Or does it just hit like a tornado in the springtime, up out of nowhere, but with an all encompassing structure leveling fury that cannot be ignored?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49833353)



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Date: April 21st, 2026 10:49 PM
Author: Thriller Rigpig

most of the day it just will start out of nowhere and then loop from there

if homidical theres usually a extrnal stimuli

like last night i had a dream about knocking these 2 people that did something to me clean the fuck out in a mall and slamming htem into a wall or something and then my dad came out of nowhere and was like chill out god is goign to fuck them for you or something

so actually its in my nonwaking life now too

just the senselessness and pontlessness of it all and al this toil for nothing that i see is a huge scam and that no one cares and wont lead to my joy or more young hole etc and how i try to do things righteoulsy but it just seems so dumb to not be a piece of shit and it will start it up again

i think most comes from unfulfilled desires, unmet needs and perceived inustices directed inwardly

seems almost rational tbh

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49833404)



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Date: April 21st, 2026 10:50 PM
Author: flesh aphrodisiac kitty cat orchestra pit

i was drifting off to sleep on the couch this evening and had a vivid thought of just grabbing the sharpest kitchen knife and jabbing it straight into my neck

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49833408)



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Date: April 21st, 2026 10:52 PM
Author: self-centered garrison jap

sounds rational, but that’s actually a high rate of failure method. Just go buy a gasoline generator and run it inside an enclosed place with you. Much more effective.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49833417)



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Date: April 21st, 2026 10:55 PM
Author: Thriller Rigpig

honestly i think thats totally normal and jsut masculine autistic behavior tbh

i do think others are having these thoughts but dont have control over them as well as i do so i'll ruminate on if theyre having the thoughts for them - when im in public ill see some huge nig at a coffee shop and think hes thining about killing everyone in there so ill look around for shit he might start killing people with and plan how im gonna have to kill this nigger here in the room all in a manner of seconds, i pretty much actively scan every public place for someone doing a m-sui combo and cooridnate how to assess who i would kill basically and how - which is hilarous bc its actually life affirming in some way

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49833423)



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Date: April 22nd, 2026 8:11 AM
Author: thirsty obsidian gaming laptop

this is normal

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49833775)



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Date: April 22nd, 2026 4:30 PM
Author: Thriller Rigpig

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49834835)



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Date: April 21st, 2026 10:51 PM
Author: titillating reading party senate

thee you on a dark nite tp

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49833412)



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Date: April 21st, 2026 10:52 PM
Author: lascivious rough-skinned menage ratface

You'll be fine bud. Might want to work on the diet is all.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49833414)



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Date: April 21st, 2026 10:52 PM
Author: Multi-colored naked site indirect expression

You'd never maek it in L.A.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49833415)



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Date: April 21st, 2026 10:53 PM
Author: self-centered garrison jap

Why not, brother?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49833418)



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Date: April 22nd, 2026 9:44 AM
Author: mauve fortuitous meteor

I'm going to level with you. You're in hell, and hell is an intelligence test. The potential exit ramp is death. But because you're an unworthy, unwashed mess of a spiritual existence, the drive is to self aggrandize, self preserve, and replicate your evil across the world. Giving in to those pressures ensures further incarnations until you learn to give that shit up

The truth of this is all around you. The entire world is quite literally built on killing in order to preserve yourself until your body gives out from whatever cause du jour and you become the consumed

With death as a literal inevitability, and with the condition for sustaining life being that you must take other life, you're being faced, every day, with whether or not you are moral enough to check out and move on. And yet, in the midst of this existential horror, your concern is about your fat wife. You'll be repeating this experience many more times

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49833884)



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Date: April 22nd, 2026 2:31 PM
Author: Geriatric rusted international law enforcement agency



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49834508)



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Date: April 22nd, 2026 2:06 PM
Author: mauve fortuitous meteor



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49834422)



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Date: April 22nd, 2026 2:32 PM
Author: Disrespectful vermilion shitlib laser beams

it's time for us to hike the tour de mont blanc. this will give you a refreshing new outlook on life. our wives can stay in chamonix while we complete the trek.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49834516)



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Date: April 22nd, 2026 2:44 PM
Author: mauve fortuitous meteor

Motherfucker, do you think he has the money for that!?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49834553)



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Date: April 22nd, 2026 3:12 PM
Author: self-centered garrison jap

Let's go, brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49834651)



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Date: April 23rd, 2026 8:07 PM
Author: Disrespectful vermilion shitlib laser beams

You will not be depressed with the tour de Mont Blanc on your plate

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49838500)



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Date: April 22nd, 2026 2:47 PM
Author: Insane business firm nibblets

you're killing me, buster

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49834569)



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Date: April 22nd, 2026 2:53 PM
Author: Lavender Trailer Park National Security Agency

Maybe take up fishing. Its pretty underrated.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49834586)



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Date: April 22nd, 2026 2:54 PM
Author: flesh aphrodisiac kitty cat orchestra pit

Motherfucker, do you think he has the money for that!?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49834590)



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Date: April 22nd, 2026 2:55 PM
Author: mauve fortuitous meteor



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49834599)



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Date: April 23rd, 2026 7:39 AM
Author: self-centered garrison jap

Happened again this morning, brothers.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49836449)



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Date: April 23rd, 2026 7:54 AM
Author: mauve fortuitous meteor

Like every other element of your life, you'll do nothing about it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49836461)



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Date: April 23rd, 2026 8:11 AM
Author: Pungent area roommate

suicide is pretty cowardly and will fuck up your kids a lot. at least give one of your sons agency and have him shoot you

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49836476)



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Date: April 23rd, 2026 8:52 PM
Author: titillating reading party senate

wow tp

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49838612)



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Date: April 23rd, 2026 9:20 PM
Author: Lavender Trailer Park National Security Agency

Seriously go fishing. Its simple. But really fun. Ancient simple pleasure. Low barrier to entry. Out in nature which is proven to combat "depression" (some kike invented pathology)

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49838718)



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Date: April 23rd, 2026 8:19 PM
Author: mauve fortuitous meteor

Sorry, uhh, "Luke." We let you down ITT. Can you tell us about some of the thoughts and methods that have come to mind?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49838539)



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Date: April 23rd, 2026 8:21 PM
Author: Cordovan therapy

i think you're a real piece of shit for criticizing your wife's body after she bore you four children and you ate yourself into morbid obesity

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49838542)



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Date: April 23rd, 2026 8:44 PM
Author: self-centered garrison jap

Thank you for your honest assessment of my faults, brother. I will internalize them and chew on the bile as it comes up.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2:#49838586)