Date: February 24th, 2026 7:19 PM Author: Cerebral codepig kitty
lot everyday with Chevelle- Send The Pain Below on repeat and get sloshed , don’t even remember getting home most of the times . I’m listening to the song now to remind myself how far I’ve came . I still drink 10-14 beers everyday but I’m nothing like I used to be .
Date: February 24th, 2026 7:22 PM Author: Cerebral codepig kitty
I'm 38, Chevelle came out when I was in high school, 20+yrs ago and it still hits...keep exploring 2000s music, incubus, hoobastank, seether, godsmack, red sun rising,atreyu, mudvayne...
Date: February 24th, 2026 7:22 PM Author: Claret razzle field
Same. I have cut down to maybe 20-30 nips per day since getting out of the joint and checking into the shelter. I got a job at the local gas station can barely scrape enough together for hooker and booze. And it turns out now I'm losing food stamps due to the new work requirements, my part time gig isn't enough. Life's rough but still better than it was when I was really goin hard.
Date: February 24th, 2026 7:25 PM Author: Claret razzle field
cigs, chore boy, extra lighters etc. Don't bother with gas because I take the bus don't have a car. But I guess if I did steal it I could probably sell it. I'd rather just sell work though.
Date: February 24th, 2026 7:25 PM Author: Cerebral codepig kitty
I’m just so tired man I’m exhausted, I can’t take this anymore the stress keeps on building up along with the anger/anxiety, the household I live in doesn’t care they just make things worse, I’m sitting here every single day is being alive even worth it at this point? I work a shitty minimum wage job trying to get by, yet the money I make goes nowhere except to my parents account,haven’t gotten to spend one single paycheck at all. I’m done with their misery,greed and lies! I’m done.