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What kind of God would allow EPAH to trans his kids then get rich & successful?
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Date: February 28th, 2026 7:52 PM Author: Consuela $4 mil hawaii house, surfing all day, fucking WOC strange, chilling, his squeaky mickey mouse voice smoothly grifting with the support of nodding bald jewish judges, his kid's mangled genitals buried in the backyard maybe
is that your idea of a good god? |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 7:56 PM Author: Hello, World! Freedom of will. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703587) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 7:57 PM Author: Consuela so his kids had "freedom of will" when they were brainwashed and then transed while prepubescent? when does "freedom of will" start for you - 2? perhaps the age of consent starts then for you too? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703592) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 7:59 PM Author: Hello, World! Same for a kid with fetal alcohol syndrome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703598) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:00 PM Author: Consuela (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703599) |
Date: February 28th, 2026 8:03 PM Author: Emotionally + Physically Abusive Ex-Husband (oppose bitchbois) Matthew 16:27
“For the Son of man shall come… and then he shall reward every man according to his works.” |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:04 PM Author: Consuela so that means God wants parents to trans their children? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703609) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:06 PM Author: Emotionally + Physically Abusive Ex-Husband (oppose bitchbois) He’s not concerned with it one way or the other. All He really wants is praise. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703618) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:08 PM Author: Consuela so under your conception praise God and commit the most horrific acts known to man against dependents who have no options and no escape, and all good? to heaven you go? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703624) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:13 PM Author: Emotionally + Physically Abusive Ex-Husband (oppose bitchbois) He said so many times. Are you Jewish? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703642) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:15 PM Author: Consuela if God only cares about praise and not behavior, then it is not an "all good" christian god. it is an amoral and predatory god. is that your vision of God? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703646) |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 1:32 AM Author: Emotionally + Physically Abusive Ex-Husband (oppose bitchbois) Answer the question. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704378) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:17 PM Author: MAHA Movement Whatever the fuck ur doing with ur life is just as retarded compared to God's infinite glory as EPAH, mother Theresa, Dick Cheney, a jew, etc. We are all shit. God may choose to save some of us but not because some are better than others (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703655) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:19 PM Author: Consuela i havn't transed my children. EPAH has. so god won't save me more than epah, he'll just shrug his shoulders and roll the dice? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703662) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 10:26 PM Author: Frank Gallagher (blowing myself to kingdom cum - пиздец) how the fuck do we know what you have or haven't done? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704023) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:08 PM Author: Hello, World! You realize you have freedom of will to kill someone tonight if you wanted to. Your line of reasoning is annoying. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703625) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:08 PM Author: Consuela if i kill someone off to prison i go. EPAH is an exalted member of the community, wealthy, and pwning WOC strange. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703628) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:10 PM Author: Hello, World! Will God put you in prison or other people? Your OP is not about community. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703634) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:10 PM Author: Consuela maybe god would like me killing people and would throw an innocent meek person in jail, based on the EPAH logic (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703635) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:14 PM Author: Hello, World! Depends what you mean by the word God. You are free to imagine any god you want. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703645) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:16 PM Author: Consuela i am not interesting in imagining god. i am interested in wrestling with this reality to uncover the nature of what god is. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703649) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:17 PM Author: sealclubber you came to the right place (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703659) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:19 PM Author: Consuela (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703665) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 9:12 PM Author: More emilio than emilio (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703808) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 11:29 PM Author: Kenneth Play (emotional girth) (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704154) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:08 PM Author: MAHA Movement He was already rich and successful (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703626) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:09 PM Author: Consuela so transing his minor children did not make God mad enough to take it away? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703629) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:11 PM Author: sealclubber how many people would believe in god if everyone who believed in god had a great life? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703637) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:12 PM Author: Consuela oh, so transing minor children who have no free will is cool if its for a greater cause? can i go out, rape, murder, steal, plunder, genocide, then on my deathbed go "hehe it was for a greater cause" and all is forgiven? just modeling after God in that case (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703641) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:16 PM Author: sealclubber you think minor children don't have free will? you think a god should prevent people from doing evil things? are you stupid? |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:20 PM Author: Consuela yes, minor children don't have free will. does a 2 year old have free will? in what context? they are utterly reliant on adults to provide them shelter and nourishment.
a ALL GOOD god would prevent people from doing evil things to people who do not have the freedom to choose
you are literally sealclubber, universally known on the board as one of the dumbest posters. smarter than NSAM, benzo, nyuug and TDNW, i guess - congrats |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 10:07 PM Author: sealclubber you're the stupid faggot proposing that free will would exist if some omniscient being jumped in to say hi and stopped you from doing evil things, not me you aren't even at the 6th grade level of sealclubber contemplation btw, i know libs are scum, but i don't think the trans insanity of removing body parts has gotten down to 2 year olds so why bring that up? because you are being a disingenuous or extremely stupid faggot in this entire thread |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:19 PM Author: MAHA Movement Is God a birdbrain reacting emotionally to their puppy pissing on the carpet? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703660) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:21 PM Author: Consuela you equate transing children who lack free will with a puppy pissing on the carpet?
are you a pedophile? |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 10:29 PM Author: Frank Gallagher (blowing myself to kingdom cum - пиздец) to be fair they literally ask for it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704032) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:16 PM Author: Emotionally + Physically Abusive Ex-Husband (oppose bitchbois) My wealth accelerated RAPIDLY after the first one, and then mooned after the second completed his “social transition” (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703648) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:16 PM Author: Consuela and what does this say about the nature of god? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703651) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:22 PM Author: Emotionally + Physically Abusive Ex-Husband (oppose bitchbois) If the only thing keeping a person decent is the expectation of divine reward, then brother, that person is a piece of shit. And I’d like to get as many of them out into the open as possible. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703679) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:23 PM Author: Consuela so your response is don't worry about divine reward and do what you want here, including highly indecent actions such as transing minors? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703681) |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 1:20 AM Author: Emotionally + Physically Abusive Ex-Husband (oppose bitchbois) JFC are you new here?
Watch True Detective S1 before I engage you further. |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:24 PM Author: Hello, World! Better Q. What kind of God would allow your stupid boss to ruthlessly DOMINATE you? What is this world? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703687) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:26 PM Author: Consuela a god containing all good *and all evil*, brother, not just all good. everyone here other than EPAH - immoral and demonic - has a god conception of god as all good, which is called the privatio boni. it doesn't hold up under any sort of rigorous questioning, as you can see here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703691) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:38 PM Author: Hello, World! Here is the real tragedy. The amount of ridiculous assumptions behind your poasts is such that it requires any thoughtful answer to address them one by one. However, as you engage back, their number grows at the rate much faster than they can be addressed. It’s like a horrifying abyss of futility and doom. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703722) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:38 PM Author: Consuela brother, this is a handwave. if you have a response to an all good god allowing minor children's lives to be ruined i'm all ears. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703726) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:45 PM Author: Hello, World! Are you DEMANDING ANSWERS? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703750) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:46 PM Author: Consuela i'm merely presenting you with the problem of evil, brother, what you do with it is up to you (i.e. stick your head in a hole in the sand) (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703753) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:59 PM Author: Hello, World! The problem of evil is pertinent to you only as much as you have standing to address it. Justify your position. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703785) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:27 PM Author: cypher Same one that would allow some unwanted korean urchin to be shanghaied halfway across the world to SP’s sick playroom for a decade plus of hell… (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703693) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 8:27 PM Author: Consuela (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49703694) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 11:31 PM Author: fatty nigger (✅🍑) (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704162) |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 8:53 AM Author: maf loser feuding online 24/7 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704693) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 10:15 PM Author: White Supremacist fragged by brownoid due to SBMM (gunneratttt) /r/atheistism ass poast (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704004) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 10:21 PM Author: Consuela 90 IQ response (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704013) |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 8:38 AM Author: White Supremacist fragged by brownoid due to SBMM (gunneratttt) if g*d exists why does he allow bad things to happen?
checkmate theists |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 10:40 AM Author: Consuela the problem doesn't bother you because you are an establishment bootlicking, drugged up, pedophile/grooming enabling sophist, but a privatio boni / god as all good has never had a decent answer to this question (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704943) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 10:24 PM Author: .,.,.,.,.,...,.,,.,,.....,.,..,.,,...,.,.,,...,. not hard to understand. EPAH didn't raise his kids or anything (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704019) |
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Date: February 28th, 2026 11:31 PM Author: fatty nigger (✅🍑) his squeaky mickey mouse voice smoothly grifting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704163) |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 1:31 AM Author: man o' war (🫶🏾) a jewish god (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704377) |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 1:39 AM Author: White wife, no reaction. Not really 'evil' to let your kids transition as much as it is 'neglectful'. The apathy towards how bad puberty blockers are for children was a little chilling, but if the children are happy I'm sure someone could make a case for why it's fine.
Also, isn't the entire point of Christianity that this kind of secular reward is spiritually meaningless? |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 1:41 AM Author: Emotionally + Physically Abusive Ex-Husband (oppose bitchbois) (clocky tranny saying that everyone should be like *them)
No offense Sis, but you have a hilarious blind spot around this. |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 1:44 AM Author: fatty nigger (✅🍑) I suppose none of us can grasp how terrible the psychological burden on you must be, knowing what you did and that you can never undo this, and the mental gymnastics you must have to engage in to try to avoid being confronted with this. It must be awful. Thoughts and prayers. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704414) |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 1:49 AM Author: A Jew Called Christina It's not as awful as what his children with no sexual function have to go through every day living another 80 years trapped in a hellscape of their father's design. No chance of ever experiencing a normal human life. They were nipped in the bud. They are neuters and eunuchs. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704416) |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 1:57 AM Author: fatty nigger (✅🍑) I assume he cannot live with himself and will one day killself if his children don’t kill him first (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704426) |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 2:00 AM Author: Emotionally + Physically Abusive Ex-Husband (oppose bitchbois) See OP you Dumb faggot (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704431) |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 2:03 AM Author: A Jew Called Christina I doubt it. He's drank enough of the kool-aid plus he's in shitlib Hawaii which is all Asian people who identify as oppressed minorities and want more handouts and will be a blue state forever. He's never going to randomly encounter Ken Griffin and get a stern talking to. He won. He's in a bubble. Unless his son comes to him and said dad why did you cut off my penis you're a monster. Which will never happen because everyone in this story is too dug in at this point. EPAH will sail off into the sunset unless he gets stabbed by a hood rat he's trying to bang. It's over. He's not going to grow a conscience which is why we as a larger society have to impose one upon him. With swords imo. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704432) |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 3:10 AM Author: fatty nigger (✅🍑) fair (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704472) |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 1:49 AM Author: Emotionally + Physically Abusive Ex-Husband (oppose bitchbois) I mean, you don't have kids, but if You Did, they'd turn out way less successful than mine's. hth. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704417) |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 1:53 AM Author: A Jew Called Christina What helps more on the school app, being black and trans or a legacy? I bet they could cop Stanford with a 1000 SAT. Given all the diversity boxes they check. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704420) |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 1:54 AM Author: Emotionally + Physically Abusive Ex-Husband (oppose bitchbois) None of that is even relevant to you, prole. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704422) |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 1:56 AM Author: fatty nigger (✅🍑) friend, you’re starting to lash out at what you would like to imagine of people, exactly like spaceporn used to do I think you should understand your behavior as a symptom of the difficult mental world you have created for yourself, you having mutilated your own children and all that |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 1:55 AM Author: White wife, no reaction. I do not. I'm very happy that I'm having children with a beautiful woman, against which 'clockiness' is less than nothing. I don't think I've heard that word in real life in five years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704423) |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 1:57 AM Author: Emotionally + Physically Abusive Ex-Husband (oppose bitchbois) L O L (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704427) |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 1:58 AM Author: White wife, no reaction. Aren't you a little old for this? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704428) |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 1:59 AM Author: Emotionally + Physically Abusive Ex-Husband (oppose bitchbois) ? It's not even 9:00 p.m. But yeah, gotta sign off soon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704430) |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 2:03 AM Author: White wife, no reaction. No, I mean getting into slapfights online. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704433) |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 2:05 AM Author: Emotionally + Physically Abusive Ex-Husband (oppose bitchbois) i'll fucking kill you (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704436) |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 2:07 AM Author: White wife, no reaction. That would be a financially unwise choice. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704437) |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 2:08 AM Author: Emotionally + Physically Abusive Ex-Husband (oppose bitchbois) wym (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704439) |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 2:09 AM Author: White wife, no reaction. I think my wife would make an absurd amount off of the wrongful death suit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704440) |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 2:10 AM Author: Emotionally + Physically Abusive Ex-Husband (oppose bitchbois) well obviously I wouldn't admit to being the murderer.
And *husband, you mean. |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 2:12 AM Author: White wife, no reaction. It would be very difficult to do undetected, given the tenant farmers, guard dogs, surveillance, etc. No, she went off T years ago. |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 2:14 AM Author: Emotionally + Physically Abusive Ex-Husband (oppose bitchbois) ljl brazzah. Apartments don't have tenant farmers and guard dogs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704445) |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 2:20 AM Author: White wife, no reaction. The last time I lived in an apartment was also 5 years ago. Are you sober? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704448) |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 8:35 AM Author: White Supremacist fragged by brownoid due to SBMM (gunneratttt) i thought this was considered hate speech by lib allys. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704664) |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 8:48 AM Author: '"'''''''''''''"' I thought it was always the insane wife who transed the kids (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704686) |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 10:35 AM Author: Consuela she was AWOL, off doing heroin and turning tricks most of the time (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704924) |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 9:01 AM Author: cowgod Mormon god imo (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704720) |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 10:38 AM Author: Consuela the thesis that EPAH mutilated his children out of hatred of God, caused by his hatred of his Mormon parents for whatever reason, is the leading thesis imo, but this post isn't about that but about the nature of this reality. EPAH is just the jumping off point (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704939) |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 9:50 AM Author: Apathetic prepper It´s a question as old as the Bible ("Wherefore doth the way of the wicked prosper?")
God-hating reprobates (like EPAH) are already doomed to hell and God, being merciful, lets him enjoy the pleasures of sin for a season. chastisement is reserved for His actual children:
"If ye endure chastening, God dealeth with you as with sons; for what son is he whom the father chasteneth not? But if ye be without chastisement, whereof all are partakers, then are ye bastards, and not sons."
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Date: March 1st, 2026 10:36 AM Author: Consuela the specific question here isn't about EPAH choosing "evil", to be punished in Hell supposedly, but that his minor children didn't have any *choice*. they are growing up mutilated and deformed and will never get a chance to properly experience life. what kind of god would allow that to children who did not have the ability to *choose*? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704928) |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 9:52 AM Author: did the journal factory explode A demiurge, not flame (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5839593&forum_id=2...#49704804) |
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Date: March 1st, 2026 10:37 AM Author: Consuela The problem with the God/Satan duality - or God/Demiurge duality - is that either the buck stops at the top layer, or you have a system where God is not all-powerful. In other words, look at Job: Satan destroys Job's life, but at the behest of God. A Demiurge or Satan is either subordinate to the highest power (and therefore the highest power is responsible for Satan/the Demiurge's actions), or God is not omnipotent and you're at a kind of Zoroastrian dualism (which doesn't make sense either, because a God outside of space and time would be infinite, and therefore not separated into two entities).
So if God is responsible for Satan's actions, then God is responsible for children - who don't have the free will to choose - suffering. What kind of God could this possibly be? If it's part of a "greater plan," what kind of "greater plan" would justify this level of suffering? |