Now, many years later, I hope sharing this story and talking to other survivors will help me heal from the trauma.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3766405&forum_id=2...id#34459989)

i was not drunk and therefore got the fuck out of there.

she should have known she was disgusting and what she was doing was totally inappropriate.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3766405&forum_id=2...id#34460443)

i hope you can find peace one day man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3766405&forum_id=2...id#34460483)

At the time, I did not tell anyone. I felt I would be judged. Or culture of tolerance towards these behaviors is all-too-pervasive. The winter break, by the way, was a nightmare in its own right. As unbelievable as it sounds, I became a target of another predator.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3766405&forum_id=2...id#34460501)

However, here is a picture depicting a purely coincidental likeness of my tormentor

https://i.imgur.com/bs3c5Lk.jpg

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3766405&forum_id=2...id#34460607)

The winter break. I spent it in DC staying at my family friend's house. You know, to try to forget. Originally, I planned to visit all the wonderful museums and spend time at other cultural venues. Unfortunately, the house owner left for a few weeks, leaving me completely and utterly defenseless. That's when I became a victim yet again.

At the metro station, I asked for directions and was pulled in into a trap of a conversation with this good looking Eastern Euro mother and her 18 y.o. tennis-paying daughter. I asked about museums, said I was visiting, new in town and such. Little did I know my naivete was about to hurt me yet again. Things were not well, not normal in that family. I should have listened to my inner voice telling me to RUN. But I did not. They invited me for dinner the next day. It went well, was very civilized. But the day after I learned that sexual predators start young. The daughter called me, "I had a fight with my mom", she said, "I ran away", she said, "can I come stay with you?" I thought, why not, there was a spare room in the house. Little did I know, it was about to get victimized again. An abuser and rapist was about to move in, make herself comfortable, use me, as if I was an object, a toy.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3766405&forum_id=2...id#34460780)

i'm still shaking, literally cowering in the corner, tears streaming

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3766405&forum_id=2...id#36842071)

Did you at any point get a rape kit?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3766405&forum_id=2...id#41615446)