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Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough.

First 24 hrs is in the books.
cordovan exciting library
  07/24/21
5 years is just getting started
Yapping crystalline plaza
  06/12/25
won't work
Bateful organic girlfriend office
  07/24/21
begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have c...
Floppy apoplectic pozpig base
  07/24/21
Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tr...
cordovan exciting library
  07/24/21
He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend
Exhilarant olive mood potus
  07/25/21
Thanks, man
cordovan exciting library
  07/25/21
...
Silver area elastic band
  07/24/21
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Silver area elastic band
  07/24/21
how much have you been drinking
disrespectful clown digit ratio
  07/24/21
cq
Sienna Hairless Spot
  07/24/21
...
Deranged Preventive Strike
  07/24/21
...
Bat shit crazy concupiscible stage degenerate
  07/24/21
Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a d...
cordovan exciting library
  07/24/21
5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers?
startling lascivious kitchen
  07/24/21
a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts...
tantric theater
  07/24/21
Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times whe...
cordovan exciting library
  07/24/21
Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's ...
startling lascivious kitchen
  07/25/21
Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on m...
dead pisswyrm
  07/24/21
This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all d...
cordovan exciting library
  07/24/21
When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the w...
dead pisswyrm
  07/25/21
I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed ...
cordovan exciting library
  07/25/21
we have a sickness of the soul brother
dead pisswyrm
  07/25/21
You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol muc...
erotic splenetic trump supporter double fault
  07/24/21
Crrrrrrr
Sienna Hairless Spot
  07/24/21
That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the n...
cordovan exciting library
  07/24/21
set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go fro...
tantric theater
  07/24/21
how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day?
mind-boggling brunch
  07/24/21
6'2" 245
cordovan exciting library
  07/24/21
no muscle or jacked?
mind-boggling brunch
  07/24/21
I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame...
cordovan exciting library
  07/24/21
Ungh
Motley Wrinkle Sneaky Criminal
  07/24/21
u wanna bang him, dont u?
tantric theater
  07/24/21
I am with you, brother.
Milky becky
  07/25/21
You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink l...
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  07/25/21
...
Pink casino legal warrant
  03/13/22
Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based o...
Lemon Fluffy Giraffe
  08/16/22
stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravin...
Abusive volcanic crater heaven
  07/24/21
Cr you could easily trade them for booze
Lake 180 temple
  07/24/21
so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities?
arousing boistinker lay
  07/24/21
go back to guangzhong
Supple frisky garrison multi-billionaire
  07/31/21
Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 d...
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  07/24/21
the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise ...
bistre stubborn national security agency center
  07/24/21
gl gl
charismatic haunting twinkling uncleanness stock car
  07/24/21
Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to...
house-broken laser beams
  07/24/21
Alcohol is poison
Shimmering razzle cuckoldry forum
  07/24/21
...
Khaki nighttime lodge
  07/25/21
Not going to be much sleep tonight
cordovan exciting library
  07/25/21
Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me g...
curious hall faggotry
  07/25/21
6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bend...
cordovan exciting library
  07/25/21
have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigge...
arousing boistinker lay
  07/25/21
Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been...
cordovan exciting library
  07/25/21
Just threw up in the shower. Good times.
cordovan exciting library
  07/25/21
Go to a meeting
house-broken laser beams
  07/25/21
Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. T...
cordovan exciting library
  07/25/21
Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay so...
house-broken laser beams
  07/25/21
what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drin...
arousing boistinker lay
  07/26/21
It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a l...
house-broken laser beams
  07/28/21
I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best...
violet house mexican
  07/25/21
I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring
cordovan exciting library
  07/25/21
...
Garnet wagecucks resort
  07/25/21
Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year ...
Garnet wagecucks resort
  07/25/21
I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just tot...
cordovan exciting library
  07/25/21
Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to...
Garnet wagecucks resort
  07/25/21
48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink si...
cordovan exciting library
  07/25/21
Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going th...
Aromatic home roast beef
  07/25/21
From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, ...
cordovan exciting library
  07/25/21
Go to a meeting
house-broken laser beams
  07/25/21
Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org...
cordovan exciting library
  07/26/21
big mistake bro
mentally impaired meetinghouse
  07/25/21
3 days down
cordovan exciting library
  07/26/21
Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In...
purple boiling water blood rage
  07/26/21
I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a...
hot nibblets half-breed
  07/26/21
No, these were all educated white people. There are many mor...
purple boiling water blood rage
  07/26/21
That's horrible man. Sorry to hear.
cordovan exciting library
  07/26/21
Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm ...
Very Tactful Cocky State Dingle Berry
  11/04/21
Go to a meeting.
house-broken laser beams
  07/26/21
can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it diff...
vigorous international law enforcement agency space
  07/26/21
That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will...
purple boiling water blood rage
  07/26/21
...
Multi-colored Chapel
  07/26/21
Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely nee...
cordovan exciting library
  07/26/21
In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's n...
house-broken laser beams
  07/26/21
Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or t...
Slippery main people
  07/26/21
Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence bu...
Marvelous low-t ticket booth
  07/27/21
The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you d...
house-broken laser beams
  07/28/21
no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't ...
Supple frisky garrison multi-billionaire
  07/31/21
https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs
Garnet wagecucks resort
  07/26/21
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  07/26/21
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Garnet wagecucks resort
  07/27/21
I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for...
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  07/26/21
Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks...
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  07/26/21
Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and ...
cordovan exciting library
  07/26/21
Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through th...
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  07/26/21
4 days down
cordovan exciting library
  07/27/21
nice man.
Light location prole
  07/27/21
180. This is when it starts getting way better.
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  07/27/21
Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets.
iridescent doctorate
  07/27/21
Day 5 no drink
cordovan exciting library
  07/28/21
180 bro
Garnet wagecucks resort
  07/28/21
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purple boiling water blood rage
  07/28/21
good job
drab boltzmann new version
  07/28/21
...
Khaki nighttime lodge
  07/28/21
...
Jet wonderful pistol
  07/28/21
...
Vivacious Telephone
  07/28/21
also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspirat...
charismatic haunting twinkling uncleanness stock car
  07/28/21
good job. do doing any sports?
vigorous international law enforcement agency space
  07/28/21
I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half....
cordovan exciting library
  07/28/21
180
Dashing coiffed chad
  07/28/21
...
Histrionic property
  07/28/21
Eat some bananas
Vibrant Judgmental Stead Persian
  07/28/21
I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the...
cordovan exciting library
  07/28/21
Go to a meeting
house-broken laser beams
  07/28/21
Went to five meetings today. Sober for once.
cordovan exciting library
  07/29/21
who the fuck has time for that shit?
Ungodly circlehead market
  07/29/21
They were work meetings
cordovan exciting library
  07/29/21
Those won't keep you sober.
house-broken laser beams
  07/29/21
That's for sure! *rimshot*
cordovan exciting library
  07/29/21
180
Exhilarant olive mood potus
  07/28/21
Day 6 nodrink
cordovan exciting library
  07/29/21
...
Abusive volcanic crater heaven
  07/29/21
...
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  07/29/21
Good job bro. One day down one day to go.
trip plum really tough guy
  07/29/21
That's how I'm looking at it.
cordovan exciting library
  07/29/21
One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 yea...
cordovan exciting library
  07/30/21
Keep it up brother!
Violent shitlib crotch
  07/30/21
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  07/30/21
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Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  07/30/21
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violet house mexican
  07/31/21
...
iridescent doctorate
  07/31/21
...
Dashing coiffed chad
  07/31/21
You're a camel at this point. Keep going!
purple boiling water blood rage
  07/31/21
keep it going my man.
stirring hyperventilating coffee pot
  07/31/21
8 days down
cordovan exciting library
  07/31/21
Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're trul...
fiercely-loyal amethyst factory reset button orchestra pit
  07/31/21
Inspiring.
hot nibblets half-breed
  07/31/21
Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a mill...
cordovan exciting library
  07/31/21
i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started fe...
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  07/31/21
A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gon...
cordovan exciting library
  08/01/21
thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days...
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  08/01/21
I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've nev...
nofapping provocative den
  08/01/21
For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependen...
cordovan exciting library
  08/01/21
This is the plot of Another Round.
fiercely-loyal amethyst factory reset button orchestra pit
  08/03/21
Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical.
cordovan exciting library
  08/03/21
Just crossed the 9 day mark
cordovan exciting library
  08/01/21
...
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  08/01/21
180
Exhilarant olive mood potus
  08/02/21
10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eatin...
cordovan exciting library
  08/02/21
180
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  08/02/21
11 days down a lifetime to go.
cordovan exciting library
  08/03/21
Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can ...
thirsty dysfunction
  08/03/21
I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drink...
purple boiling water blood rage
  08/03/21
It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold tu...
thirsty dysfunction
  08/03/21
nah bro only one day at a time to go
contagious startled pocket flask
  08/03/21
exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps
Vivacious Telephone
  08/03/21
In reality, that's how I am looking at it.
cordovan exciting library
  08/03/21
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sickened adventurous affirmative action church
  08/03/21
...
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  08/03/21
...
drab boltzmann new version
  08/03/21
happy for you man
laughsome hideous school
  08/03/21
180 but take it a day at a time
Exhilarant olive mood potus
  08/03/21
Keep it up
Dashing coiffed chad
  08/03/21
Nice job bro!!
Violent shitlib crotch
  08/03/21
BAM! Day 12.
cordovan exciting library
  08/04/21
...
Dashing coiffed chad
  08/04/21
180 Day two here
Garnet wagecucks resort
  08/04/21
Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years.
cordovan exciting library
  08/04/21
I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me...
Garnet wagecucks resort
  08/05/21
Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drin...
cordovan exciting library
  08/05/21
Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy...
Garnet wagecucks resort
  08/09/21
...
fiercely-loyal amethyst factory reset button orchestra pit
  08/04/21
Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks.
cordovan exciting library
  08/05/21
Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother.
purple boiling water blood rage
  08/05/21
One day at a time. Go to a meeting.
house-broken laser beams
  08/05/21
Two weeks nodrink in the can
cordovan exciting library
  08/06/21
YES
fiercely-loyal amethyst factory reset button orchestra pit
  08/06/21
15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a...
cordovan exciting library
  08/07/21
Day 16 done
cordovan exciting library
  08/08/21
Gj!
Histrionic property
  08/08/21
17
cordovan exciting library
  08/09/21
180 brother
Garnet wagecucks resort
  08/09/21
This is some 180 shit right here
sickened adventurous affirmative action church
  08/09/21
Keep it up, brother!
hot nibblets half-breed
  08/09/21
180
Exhilarant olive mood potus
  08/09/21
Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since ...
cordovan exciting library
  08/10/21
Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in ...
cordovan exciting library
  08/10/21
Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work
Blathering Overrated Public Bath Jap
  08/10/21
Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your we...
Garnet wagecucks resort
  08/10/21
Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and...
cordovan exciting library
  08/10/21
Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit an...
Garnet wagecucks resort
  08/10/21
They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They ...
cordovan exciting library
  08/10/21
Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immun...
Garnet wagecucks resort
  08/10/21
The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies so...
Buck-toothed swashbuckling fanboi
  08/10/21
Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to ...
cordovan exciting library
  08/10/21
Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go.
cordovan exciting library
  08/10/21
Alcohol prevents covid
Hairraiser partner
  08/13/21
Day 19 done
cordovan exciting library
  08/11/21
180 congrats
honey-headed rehab
  08/11/21
Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal ri...
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  08/11/21
No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drink...
cordovan exciting library
  08/11/21
ty
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  08/11/21
CR- every day is a victory
Pale stag film legend
  08/12/21
hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't me...
turquoise talented school cafeteria ratface
  08/11/21
Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today th...
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  08/12/21
After how long? You did great!
contagious startled pocket flask
  08/11/21
Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of ...
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  08/12/21
I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Noth...
Exhilarant olive mood potus
  08/12/21
...
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  08/12/21
...
sexy dragon whorehouse
  08/12/21
I had four beers tonight.
Garnet wagecucks resort
  08/12/21
Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon.
sickened adventurous affirmative action church
  08/12/21
...
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  08/12/21
...
Vivacious Telephone
  08/12/21
You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. ...
fragrant pearl pit codepig
  08/12/21
Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior ...
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  08/12/21
Nice re today
cordovan exciting library
  08/12/21
Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives...
insanely creepy tan parlour
  08/12/21
...
Pale stag film legend
  08/12/21
...
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  08/12/21
180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I d...
startling lascivious kitchen
  08/12/21
Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cram...
cordovan exciting library
  08/12/21
Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw te...
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  08/12/21
Day 20 in the books.
cordovan exciting library
  08/12/21
180
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  08/12/21
good job man
Gay Thriller Love Of Her Life
  08/12/21
...
Pale stag film legend
  08/13/21
Three weeks down! Still a sobermo!
cordovan exciting library
  08/13/21
180
sexy dragon whorehouse
  08/13/21
18000000
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  08/13/21
How you feeling?
cordovan exciting library
  08/13/21
Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a lon...
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  08/13/21
Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return ...
cordovan exciting library
  08/13/21
Ty
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  08/13/21
180
Exhilarant olive mood potus
  08/13/21
...
honey-headed rehab
  08/13/21
stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, fa...
Maniacal Spectacular Coldplay Fan Gas Station
  08/13/21
You seem mentally stable, friend.
cordovan exciting library
  08/13/21
...
Sapphire stimulating business firm
  08/14/21
...
disrespectful clown digit ratio
  08/14/21
Day 22 and still on the wagon
cordovan exciting library
  08/14/21
...
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  08/14/21
Day 23 done
cordovan exciting library
  08/15/21
Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any w...
Multi-colored Chapel
  08/15/21
Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic an...
cordovan exciting library
  08/15/21
Good job dude. Summarize changes for us
Violent shitlib crotch
  08/15/21
Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier ...
cordovan exciting library
  08/15/21
180
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  08/15/21
Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal t...
cordovan exciting library
  08/15/21
An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what ...
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  08/16/21
Just keep going a day at a time.
cordovan exciting library
  08/16/21
Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is...
house-broken laser beams
  08/18/21
You should celebrate by having a beer.
house-broken laser beams
  08/18/21
sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress ...
Cracking Disgusting Hunting Ground Candlestick Maker
  08/18/21
I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably...
cordovan exciting library
  08/18/21
are you still in biglaw
Cracking Disgusting Hunting Ground Candlestick Maker
  08/18/21
Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe.
cordovan exciting library
  08/18/21
...
honey-headed rehab
  08/15/21
I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics...
cerebral bisexual piazza
  08/16/21
180. What finally worked for you?
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  08/16/21
Nice. Congrats.
cordovan exciting library
  08/16/21
Stabby?
Buck-toothed swashbuckling fanboi
  08/19/21
Day 24
cordovan exciting library
  08/16/21
...
amber nursing home
  08/16/21
180
Exhilarant olive mood potus
  08/16/21
180
purple boiling water blood rage
  08/16/21
...
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  08/16/21
...
Multi-colored Chapel
  08/16/21
Day 25
cordovan exciting library
  08/17/21
...
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  08/17/21
Day 26
cordovan exciting library
  08/18/21
do you have the desire to drink
Multi-colored Chapel
  08/18/21
Not really after the first week. There have been moments tho...
cordovan exciting library
  08/18/21
Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much....
Multi-colored Chapel
  08/18/21
I was totally out of control.
cordovan exciting library
  08/18/21
Gj brudda
Jet wonderful pistol
  08/18/21
Focus every day on how grateful you are for this.
purple boiling water blood rage
  08/18/21
Trust me I am
cordovan exciting library
  08/18/21
Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one
unhinged jewess
  08/18/21
Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons...
cordovan exciting library
  08/18/21
that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn'...
Vivacious Telephone
  08/18/21
...
purple boiling water blood rage
  08/19/21
180
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  08/18/21
Day 27 in the books
cordovan exciting library
  08/19/21
180. I’m at around a week.
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  08/19/21
Nice. Keep it up.
cordovan exciting library
  08/19/21
Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't thi...
cordovan exciting library
  08/20/21
Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker.
Histrionic property
  08/20/21
Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good ...
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  08/20/21
Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a dail...
house-broken laser beams
  08/20/21
Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pi...
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  08/20/21
I don't plan to
cordovan exciting library
  08/20/21
Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on...
purple boiling water blood rage
  08/20/21
180
Exhilarant olive mood potus
  08/21/21
Boom: five weeks sober
cordovan exciting library
  08/27/21
180
Exhilarant olive mood potus
  08/28/21
...
Soul-stirring Menage Antidepressant Drug
  08/28/21
180 brother
Violent shitlib crotch
  09/06/21
Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the b...
violet house mexican
  08/28/21
That's amazing
cordovan exciting library
  09/03/21
...
stirring hyperventilating coffee pot
  09/06/21
Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone w...
cordovan exciting library
  09/03/21
...
Garnet wagecucks resort
  09/06/21
this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months
stirring hyperventilating coffee pot
  09/06/21
Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about p...
Silver area elastic band
  09/06/21
...
stirring hyperventilating coffee pot
  09/06/21
Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well.
cordovan exciting library
  09/06/21
...
stirring hyperventilating coffee pot
  09/06/21
Take up golf, or cycling
Idiotic set
  09/06/21
I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of ...
cordovan exciting library
  09/06/21
Done with week 7.
cordovan exciting library
  09/10/21
...
stirring hyperventilating coffee pot
  09/12/21
8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too.
cordovan exciting library
  09/17/21
Fuck yeah
fiercely-loyal amethyst factory reset button orchestra pit
  09/17/21
That's fucking great.
purple boiling water blood rage
  09/17/21
9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you ca...
cordovan exciting library
  09/24/21
don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone ...
Boyish Violent Indian Lodge
  09/24/21
...
erotic splenetic trump supporter double fault
  09/24/21
The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the th...
purple boiling water blood rage
  09/24/21
I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Dow...
cordovan exciting library
  09/24/21
10 weeks no drink
cordovan exciting library
  10/01/21
Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently ...
Very Tactful Cocky State Dingle Berry
  10/01/21
Nice. I really havent felt this good in years.
cordovan exciting library
  10/01/21
well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison
stirring hyperventilating coffee pot
  10/06/21
Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off ...
cordovan exciting library
  10/30/21
Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https...
walnut fantasy-prone crackhouse
  10/30/21
I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any ...
cordovan exciting library
  10/30/21
I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes s...
walnut fantasy-prone crackhouse
  10/30/21
Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is...
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  10/30/21
Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impos...
house-broken laser beams
  12/01/21
this sounds right
contagious startled pocket flask
  12/01/21
1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as t...
Pearly famous landscape painting
  10/30/21
Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can ha...
cordovan exciting library
  10/30/21
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4
racy party of the first part
  12/01/21
I haven't listened to them in two decades
house-broken laser beams
  12/01/21
keep going brother
pungent diverse psychic kitty
  12/01/21
30 days sober today
cordovan exciting library
  12/16/21
180
iridescent doctorate
  12/16/21
6 months dry
stirring hyperventilating coffee pot
  01/04/22
180
Ungodly circlehead market
  01/04/22
Two months sober now
cordovan exciting library
  01/16/22
117 days of nodrink today
cordovan exciting library
  03/13/22
180 Day six here.
Garnet wagecucks resort
  03/13/22
One day at a time brother
cordovan exciting library
  03/13/22
Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drin...
honey-headed rehab
  03/13/22
By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if ...
galvanic self-centered messiness abode
  04/09/22
4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing
Ungodly circlehead market
  04/09/22
144 days
cordovan exciting library
  04/09/22
Good work
Ungodly circlehead market
  04/09/22
Thanks brother
cordovan exciting library
  04/09/22
180 brother and congratulations!!!
Floppy apoplectic pozpig base
  04/09/22
...
Ruby Hell
  05/04/22
168 days and still on the wagon
cordovan exciting library
  05/03/22
Way to go, man.
Yellow Irate Station
  05/04/22
Thanks dude
cordovan exciting library
  05/04/22
33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wa...
Vivacious Telephone
  05/03/22
Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuc...
Ungodly circlehead market
  05/03/22
I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drink...
Vivacious Telephone
  05/04/22
then shut the fuck up already
Ungodly circlehead market
  05/04/22
cr
Vivacious Telephone
  05/04/22
lol
Brilliant hospital
  05/04/22
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg
racy party of the first part
  05/04/22
18 months sober
cream electric cruise ship community account
  05/04/22
180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier.
orchid zippy fortuitous meteor
  05/04/22
...
cordovan exciting library
  05/04/22
180 I've done one drink a night for the past week.
Garnet wagecucks resort
  05/04/22
188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend
cordovan exciting library
  05/23/22
222 days today. Life has never been better.
cordovan exciting library
  06/26/22
...
Garnet wagecucks resort
  06/26/22
...
razzle-dazzle national
  06/26/22
good for you bro, good on you, keep it up
Brilliant hospital
  06/26/22
...
flesh big karate field
  06/26/22
...
Soul-stirring Menage Antidepressant Drug
  06/26/22
Eight months sober yesterday
cordovan exciting library
  07/17/22
Nine moths today!
cordovan exciting library
  08/16/22
180
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  08/16/22
How's your sobriety?
cordovan exciting library
  08/16/22
i was sober from the end of last september through mid-febru...
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  08/16/22
Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just ca...
cordovan exciting library
  08/16/22
thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to...
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  08/16/22
congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself.
Abnormal rusted university
  08/16/22
180
cordovan exciting library
  08/16/22
...
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  08/16/22
congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go ...
Floppy apoplectic pozpig base
  08/16/22
...
cordovan exciting library
  08/16/22
...
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  08/16/22
I'll hit day 300 tomorrow!
cordovan exciting library
  09/11/22
348 days in the books
cordovan exciting library
  10/30/22
180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife re...
Multi-colored Chapel
  10/30/22
65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is...
cordovan exciting library
  10/30/22
180 billion
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  10/30/22
How are you doing?
cordovan exciting library
  10/30/22
haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering.
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  10/30/22
180. Stay strong
cordovan exciting library
  10/30/22
ty brother.
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  10/30/22
I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an is...
twinkling tattoo
  10/30/22
Life is so much better if you can stick to it
cordovan exciting library
  10/30/22
Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night...
Abnormal rusted university
  10/30/22
180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew.
house-broken laser beams
  10/30/22
...
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  10/30/22
1800000
Abnormal rusted university
  10/30/22
180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting
glassy mildly autistic principal's office gunner
  10/30/22
...
cordovan exciting library
  10/30/22
proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of disciplin...
dark gaped police squad
  10/30/22
...
Dashing coiffed chad
  12/18/22
One year and two days of sobriety today.
cordovan exciting library
  11/18/22
180 brother. Never go back.
orchid zippy fortuitous meteor
  11/18/22
397 days and counting
cordovan exciting library
  12/18/22
180
Dashing coiffed chad
  12/18/22
18 months
stirring hyperventilating coffee pot
  01/04/23
congrats man
Deranged Preventive Strike
  01/04/23
ty
stirring hyperventilating coffee pot
  01/04/23
Biggest health change?
Offensive church building french chef
  01/04/23
I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area:...
stirring hyperventilating coffee pot
  01/04/23
35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that?
Deranged Preventive Strike
  01/04/23
~15%
stirring hyperventilating coffee pot
  01/04/23
Awesome.
house-broken laser beams
  01/29/23
Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted ...
glittery marketing idea associate
  01/04/23
180
cordovan exciting library
  01/07/23
...
emerald theater stage roommate
  01/09/23
poison free in 23
stirring hyperventilating coffee pot
  01/09/23
...
cordovan exciting library
  01/10/23
180
Bat-shit-crazy Masturbator
  01/10/23
My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfac...
cordovan exciting library
  01/12/23
Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get ba...
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  01/29/23
Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday.
cordovan exciting library
  01/30/23
180. Glad to hear it
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  01/30/23
There’s a lot of relapse going around.
house-broken laser beams
  01/30/23
475 days of nodrink
cordovan exciting library
  03/06/23
What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened t...
Multi-colored Chapel
  03/06/23
Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW
cordovan exciting library
  03/06/23
180
Medicated Wild Tank Native
  03/06/23
180
contagious startled pocket flask
  03/06/23
Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how yo...
Multi-colored Chapel
  03/06/23
In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores a...
cordovan exciting library
  03/06/23
Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts?
Beady-eyed Goal In Life
  03/06/23
Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no prob...
cordovan exciting library
  03/06/23
I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard...
Beady-eyed Goal In Life
  03/06/23
Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whi...
cordovan exciting library
  03/06/23
Day 507 in the books
cordovan exciting library
  04/07/23
Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and compla...
Exhilarant olive mood potus
  04/07/23
Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop.
cordovan exciting library
  04/07/23
Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and start...
Exhilarant olive mood potus
  04/07/23
For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a...
cordovan exciting library
  04/07/23
I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thund...
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  04/07/23
Good to hear you are back on track.
cordovan exciting library
  04/07/23
ty
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  04/07/23
18 months tomorrow.
cordovan exciting library
  05/16/23
180
Blathering Overrated Public Bath Jap
  05/16/23
2 years dry
stirring hyperventilating coffee pot
  06/24/23
Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there.
cordovan exciting library
  06/24/23
Did you work the steps?
house-broken laser beams
  07/01/23
Wow
Khaki nighttime lodge
  06/24/23
Day 640 today bros
cordovan exciting library
  08/18/23
Day 700 in the books
cordovan exciting library
  10/17/23
congrats
Deranged Preventive Strike
  10/17/23
...
stirring hyperventilating coffee pot
  11/27/23
2 years and 7 days
cordovan exciting library
  11/24/23
...
stirring hyperventilating coffee pot
  11/24/23
...
Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker
  11/24/23
Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23?
stirring hyperventilating coffee pot
  11/25/23
1919 days free. I will never go back.
Floppy apoplectic pozpig base
  11/25/23
180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober
obsidian theatre
  11/25/23
...
stirring hyperventilating coffee pot
  11/25/23
good job
Cowardly private investor yarmulke
  11/25/23
I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luc...
Cowardly private investor yarmulke
  11/25/23
Nice. Congrats.
cordovan exciting library
  11/26/23
I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a m...
stirring hyperventilating coffee pot
  11/27/23
956 days
cordovan exciting library
  06/29/24
Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much ...
Dull nowag
  06/29/24
I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better...
cordovan exciting library
  06/29/24
Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own
Blathering Overrated Public Bath Jap
  06/29/24
...
Khaki nighttime lodge
  06/29/24
...
Dashing coiffed chad
  06/30/24
180, teenage pussy tp
Dashing coiffed chad
  06/29/24
...
Misunderstood appetizing trailer park newt
  06/30/24
...
Dashing coiffed chad
  10/09/24
180 thread
Greedy selfie site
  06/29/24
3 years now
stirring hyperventilating coffee pot
  07/05/24
MFCR. 1488 my nigga
Medicated Wild Tank Native
  07/05/24
way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did ha...
Abnormal rusted university
  07/05/24
1058 days
cordovan exciting library
  10/09/24
180 man
Dashing coiffed chad
  10/09/24
Do you not drink at all now?
Chestnut titillating black woman corner
  10/09/24
None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it does...
cordovan exciting library
  10/14/24
...
chest-beating rigpig
  10/09/24
...
Jet wonderful pistol
  10/14/24
Nice
house-broken laser beams
  10/19/24
...
stirring hyperventilating coffee pot
  11/24/24
...
Multi-colored Chapel
  06/12/25
I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit
aphrodisiac godawful macaca feces
  06/12/25
...
Deranged Preventive Strike
  06/12/25
...
AZNgirl telling 5'4 White Guy He's Tall Enough
  08/02/25
4 years
.........\'.........\'\'.......\'\'\'
  08/02/25
how has your life changed?
Terry Bollea Did Nothing Wrong
  08/02/25
180
jock itch
  08/02/25
Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12
brown eyes and i were tired
  08/02/25
180 good going man
Master Purchase Agreement
  08/02/25


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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

First 24 hrs is in the books.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42834919)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM
Author: Yapping crystalline plaza

5 years is just getting started

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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM
Author: Bateful organic girlfriend office

won't work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42834922)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM
Author: Floppy apoplectic pozpig base

begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42834931)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42834935)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM
Author: Exhilarant olive mood potus

He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42837724)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Thanks, man

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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM
Author: Silver area elastic band



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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM
Author: Silver area elastic band



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM
Author: disrespectful clown digit ratio

how much have you been drinking

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM
Author: Sienna Hairless Spot

cq

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM
Author: Deranged Preventive Strike



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM
Author: Bat shit crazy concupiscible stage degenerate



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit.

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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM
Author: startling lascivious kitchen

5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers?

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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: tantric theater

a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42836171)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42836207)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM
Author: startling lascivious kitchen

Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838299)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM
Author: dead pisswyrm

Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835041)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835778)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM
Author: dead pisswyrm

When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week

With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838455)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838698)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM
Author: dead pisswyrm

we have a sickness of the soul brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838767)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM
Author: erotic splenetic trump supporter double fault

You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835053)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM
Author: Sienna Hairless Spot

Crrrrrrr

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835058)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835770)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: tantric theater

set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835774)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: mind-boggling brunch

how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835776)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

6'2" 245

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835780)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM
Author: mind-boggling brunch

no muscle or jacked?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835788)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835797)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM
Author: Motley Wrinkle Sneaky Criminal

Ungh

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835833)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: tantric theater

u wanna bang him, dont u?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42836177)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: Milky becky

I am with you, brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42840076)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM
Author: Marvelous low-t ticket booth

You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42837772)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM
Author: Pink casino legal warrant



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44142345)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM
Author: Lemon Fluffy Giraffe

Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023251)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM
Author: Abusive volcanic crater heaven

stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835799)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM
Author: Lake 180 temple

Cr you could easily trade them for booze

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42836164)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM
Author: arousing boistinker lay

so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42836215)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM
Author: Supple frisky garrison multi-billionaire

go back to guangzhong

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42874198)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker

Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835880)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM
Author: bistre stubborn national security agency center

the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835888)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM
Author: charismatic haunting twinkling uncleanness stock car

gl gl

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835919)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM
Author: house-broken laser beams

Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42836147)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM
Author: Shimmering razzle cuckoldry forum

Alcohol is poison

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42836871)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM
Author: Khaki nighttime lodge



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838673)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Not going to be much sleep tonight

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42837356)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM
Author: curious hall faggotry

Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42837437)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM
Author: cordovan exciting library

6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42837444)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM
Author: arousing boistinker lay

have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42837728)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838091)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Just threw up in the shower. Good times.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838121)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM
Author: house-broken laser beams

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838122)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838159)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM
Author: house-broken laser beams

Real talk, fuck your wife.

If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else.

I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose.

There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838926)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: arousing boistinker lay

what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845962)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM
Author: house-broken laser beams

It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42860363)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM
Author: violet house mexican

I've got well over 5 years not drinking.

It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838386)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838564)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM
Author: Garnet wagecucks resort



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838567)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM
Author: Garnet wagecucks resort

Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838434)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838576)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM
Author: Garnet wagecucks resort

Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life.

That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838591)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838903)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM
Author: Aromatic home roast beef

Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42839678)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42840018)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM
Author: house-broken laser beams

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42840276)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Just started having these too:

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk

Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42842600)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM
Author: mentally impaired meetinghouse

big mistake bro

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42840041)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

3 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845047)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM
Author: purple boiling water blood rage

Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845056)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM
Author: hot nibblets half-breed

I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845744)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM
Author: purple boiling water blood rage

No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42846125)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

That's horrible man. Sorry to hear.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845956)



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Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM
Author: Very Tactful Cocky State Dingle Berry

Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one?

I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43389150)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM
Author: house-broken laser beams

Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845724)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM
Author: vigorous international law enforcement agency space

can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845075)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM
Author: purple boiling water blood rage

That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before.

Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845090)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM
Author: Multi-colored Chapel



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845207)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845978)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: house-broken laser beams

In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more.

By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845719)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM
Author: Slippery main people

Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845764)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM
Author: Marvelous low-t ticket booth

Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42848190)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM
Author: house-broken laser beams

The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42860370)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM
Author: Supple frisky garrison multi-billionaire

no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42874201)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM
Author: Garnet wagecucks resort

https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845746)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM
Author: Garnet wagecucks resort



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845789)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM
Author: Garnet wagecucks resort



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42849768)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker

I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845845)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker

Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845874)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845942)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker

Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845970)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

4 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42852338)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM
Author: Light location prole

nice man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42852399)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker

180. This is when it starts getting way better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42852420)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM
Author: iridescent doctorate

Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42852612)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Day 5 no drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42858846)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM
Author: Garnet wagecucks resort

180 bro

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42859297)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM
Author: purple boiling water blood rage

8957657365

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42859450)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM
Author: drab boltzmann new version

good job

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42859470)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM
Author: Khaki nighttime lodge



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42859511)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM
Author: Jet wonderful pistol



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42859514)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM
Author: Vivacious Telephone



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42859526)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: charismatic haunting twinkling uncleanness stock car

also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration

nice work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42859545)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: vigorous international law enforcement agency space

good job. do doing any sports?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42859549)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42859655)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM
Author: Dashing coiffed chad

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42859550)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM
Author: Histrionic property



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42860070)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM
Author: Vibrant Judgmental Stead Persian

Eat some bananas

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42860105)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42860335)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM
Author: house-broken laser beams

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42860346)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Went to five meetings today. Sober for once.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42860497)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM
Author: Ungodly circlehead market

who the fuck has time for that shit?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42863796)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

They were work meetings

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42863989)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM
Author: house-broken laser beams

Those won't keep you sober.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42865277)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

That's for sure! *rimshot*

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42865366)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM
Author: Exhilarant olive mood potus

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42860409)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Day 6 nodrink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42863597)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM
Author: Abusive volcanic crater heaven



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42863766)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42865319)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM
Author: trip plum really tough guy

Good job bro. One day down one day to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42865938)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

That's how I'm looking at it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42866324)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42870704)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM
Author: Violent shitlib crotch

Keep it up brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42870974)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM
Author: fiercely-loyal amethyst factory reset button orchestra pit



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42870981)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42873190)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM
Author: violet house mexican

9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42873668)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM
Author: iridescent doctorate



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42873670)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM
Author: Dashing coiffed chad



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42874144)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM
Author: purple boiling water blood rage

You're a camel at this point. Keep going!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42874239)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM
Author: stirring hyperventilating coffee pot

keep it going my man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42874194)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

8 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42875692)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM
Author: fiercely-loyal amethyst factory reset button orchestra pit

Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42875707)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM
Author: hot nibblets half-breed

Inspiring.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42875943)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42876669)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker

i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4.

trying to rebuild it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42877610)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM
Author: cordovan exciting library

A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42878360)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker

thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again.

today is day 4 of my latest effort.

the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line.

great work by you. i'm rooting for ya.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42879074)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM
Author: nofapping provocative den

I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42879090)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM
Author: cordovan exciting library

For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42879120)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM
Author: fiercely-loyal amethyst factory reset button orchestra pit

This is the plot of Another Round.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42890353)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42890435)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Just crossed the 9 day mark

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42879747)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42882033)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM
Author: Exhilarant olive mood potus

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42883157)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42884686)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42886121)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

11 days down a lifetime to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42890318)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM
Author: thirsty dysfunction

Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better.

Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42890475)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM
Author: purple boiling water blood rage

I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42890943)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM
Author: thirsty dysfunction

It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42891015)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM
Author: contagious startled pocket flask

nah bro only one day at a time to go

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42890982)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM
Author: Vivacious Telephone

exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42891069)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

In reality, that's how I am looking at it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42892104)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM
Author: sickened adventurous affirmative action church

5445776444554

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42891123)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42891187)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM
Author: drab boltzmann new version



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42891530)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM
Author: laughsome hideous school

happy for you man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42891572)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM
Author: Exhilarant olive mood potus

180 but take it a day at a time

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42891580)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM
Author: Dashing coiffed chad

Keep it up

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42892021)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM
Author: Violent shitlib crotch

Nice job bro!!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42892210)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

BAM! Day 12.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42896602)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM
Author: Dashing coiffed chad



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42896607)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM
Author: Garnet wagecucks resort

180

Day two here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42896725)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42897749)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM
Author: Garnet wagecucks resort

I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42901455)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42903233)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM
Author: Garnet wagecucks resort

Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42921955)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM
Author: fiercely-loyal amethyst factory reset button orchestra pit



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42896749)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42901809)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM
Author: purple boiling water blood rage

Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42901842)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM
Author: house-broken laser beams

One day at a time. Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42902003)



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Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Two weeks nodrink in the can

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42907773)



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Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM
Author: fiercely-loyal amethyst factory reset button orchestra pit

YES

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42907934)



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Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42912772)



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Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Day 16 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42916307)



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Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM
Author: Histrionic property

Gj!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42916795)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

17

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42921352)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM
Author: Garnet wagecucks resort

180 brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42921377)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM
Author: sickened adventurous affirmative action church

This is some 180 shit right here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42921682)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM
Author: hot nibblets half-breed

Keep it up, brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42921984)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM
Author: Exhilarant olive mood potus

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42922699)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42926547)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42927507)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM
Author: Blathering Overrated Public Bath Jap

Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42927525)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM
Author: Garnet wagecucks resort

Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse.

Day 1 here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42927539)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42927585)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM
Author: Garnet wagecucks resort

Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42927589)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42927607)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM
Author: Garnet wagecucks resort

Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42927611)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM
Author: Buck-toothed swashbuckling fanboi

The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42928105)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42928176)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42928181)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM
Author: Hairraiser partner

Alcohol prevents covid

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42939457)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Day 19 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42932389)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM
Author: honey-headed rehab

180 congrats

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42932395)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker

Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42932433)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42932477)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42932783)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM
Author: Pale stag film legend

CR- every day is a victory

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935166)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM
Author: turquoise talented school cafeteria ratface

hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42933626)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker

Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42934976)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM
Author: contagious startled pocket flask

After how long? You did great!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42933636)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker

Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42934991)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM
Author: Exhilarant olive mood potus

I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42933814)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935105)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM
Author: sexy dragon whorehouse



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935607)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM
Author: Garnet wagecucks resort

I had four beers tonight.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42934150)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM
Author: sickened adventurous affirmative action church

Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935001)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935109)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM
Author: Vivacious Telephone



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935153)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM
Author: fragrant pearl pit codepig

You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me.

Keep at it man!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935252)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker

Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935534)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Nice re today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42937223)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM
Author: insanely creepy tan parlour

Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives.

Keep on keeping on

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935161)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM
Author: Pale stag film legend



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935167)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935538)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM
Author: startling lascivious kitchen

180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up!

How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935601)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42937225)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker

Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week.

I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda.

I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back.

So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42937815)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Day 20 in the books.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42937220)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42937764)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM
Author: Gay Thriller Love Of Her Life

good job man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42937931)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM
Author: Pale stag film legend



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42939379)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Three weeks down! Still a sobermo!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42941083)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: sexy dragon whorehouse

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42942011)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker

18000000

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42942548)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

How you feeling?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42942671)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker

Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42943106)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42943118)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker

Ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42943162)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM
Author: Exhilarant olive mood potus

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42943009)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM
Author: honey-headed rehab



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42943016)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM
Author: Maniacal Spectacular Coldplay Fan Gas Station

stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot.

PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend?

you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42943023)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

You seem mentally stable, friend.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42943068)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM
Author: Sapphire stimulating business firm



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42943810)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM
Author: disrespectful clown digit ratio



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42944568)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Day 22 and still on the wagon

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42945651)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42946048)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Day 23 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42951958)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM
Author: Multi-colored Chapel

Has your wife said anything about it?

Have you lost any weight?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42951967)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive.

I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42952045)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM
Author: Violent shitlib crotch

Good job dude. Summarize changes for us

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42951979)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Losing weight

Sleep has improved a ton

Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly)

Motivated to work

Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42952080)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42952093)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42952239)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker

An underrated benefit, for certain.

Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957384)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Just keep going a day at a time.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957597)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM
Author: house-broken laser beams

Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970847)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM
Author: house-broken laser beams

You should celebrate by having a beer.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42966916)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM
Author: Cracking Disgusting Hunting Ground Candlestick Maker

sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning.

how long did it take to notice weight loss?

how much were you drinking each day?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970597)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common.

Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970882)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM
Author: Cracking Disgusting Hunting Ground Candlestick Maker

are you still in biglaw

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42971427)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42971755)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: honey-headed rehab



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42952048)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM
Author: cerebral bisexual piazza

I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957405)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker

180. What finally worked for you?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957590)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Nice. Congrats.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957593)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM
Author: Buck-toothed swashbuckling fanboi

Stabby?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42977185)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Day 24

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957591)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM
Author: amber nursing home



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957616)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM
Author: Exhilarant olive mood potus

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957892)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM
Author: purple boiling water blood rage

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957897)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957898)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM
Author: Multi-colored Chapel



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42960457)



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Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Day 25

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42964349)



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Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42965115)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Day 26

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970508)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: Multi-colored Chapel

do you have the desire to drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970525)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970539)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM
Author: Multi-colored Chapel

Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970631)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

I was totally out of control.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970770)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: Jet wonderful pistol

Gj brudda

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970526)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM
Author: purple boiling water blood rage

Focus every day on how grateful you are for this.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970531)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Trust me I am

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970774)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: unhinged jewess

Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970787)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970803)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM
Author: Vivacious Telephone

that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42971445)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM
Author: purple boiling water blood rage



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42977063)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42971233)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Day 27 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42975999)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker

180. I’m at around a week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42976271)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Nice. Keep it up.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42977080)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years.

Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42982646)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM
Author: Histrionic property

Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42982663)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker

Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42982670)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM
Author: house-broken laser beams

Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42982814)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker

Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42982845)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

I don't plan to

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42983811)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM
Author: purple boiling water blood rage

Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42984102)



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Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM
Author: Exhilarant olive mood potus

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42987301)



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Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Boom: five weeks sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43021326)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM
Author: Exhilarant olive mood potus

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43022035)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM
Author: Soul-stirring Menage Antidepressant Drug



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43022329)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM
Author: Violent shitlib crotch

180 brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43070201)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM
Author: violet house mexican

Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43022078)



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Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

That's amazing

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43057794)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM
Author: stirring hyperventilating coffee pot



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43069408)



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Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43057793)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM
Author: Garnet wagecucks resort



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43070107)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM
Author: stirring hyperventilating coffee pot

this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43069385)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM
Author: Silver area elastic band

Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43069390)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM
Author: stirring hyperventilating coffee pot



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43069391)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43070100)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM
Author: stirring hyperventilating coffee pot



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43070120)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM
Author: Idiotic set

Take up golf, or cycling

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43070175)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43070712)



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Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Done with week 7.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43094188)



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Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM
Author: stirring hyperventilating coffee pot



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43102180)



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43132489)



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM
Author: fiercely-loyal amethyst factory reset button orchestra pit

Fuck yeah

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43132505)



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM
Author: purple boiling water blood rage

That's fucking great.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43132510)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43172089)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM
Author: Boyish Violent Indian Lodge

don't!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43172102)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: erotic splenetic trump supporter double fault



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43172104)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM
Author: purple boiling water blood rage

The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43172190)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43172657)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

10 weeks no drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43208306)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM
Author: Very Tactful Cocky State Dingle Berry

Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43208368)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Nice. I really havent felt this good in years.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43208386)



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Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM
Author: stirring hyperventilating coffee pot

well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43229848)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43356245)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM
Author: walnut fantasy-prone crackhouse

Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot.

https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43356257)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43356284)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM
Author: walnut fantasy-prone crackhouse

I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43356399)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker

Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle.

I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings.

Keep up the fight brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43356457)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM
Author: house-broken laser beams

Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted.

Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober.

I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43542100)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM
Author: contagious startled pocket flask

this sounds right

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43542123)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM
Author: Pearly famous landscape painting

1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43356299)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43356413)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM
Author: racy party of the first part

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43542485)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: house-broken laser beams

I haven't listened to them in two decades

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43542581)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: pungent diverse psychic kitty

keep going brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43542583)



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Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

30 days sober today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43620761)



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Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM
Author: iridescent doctorate

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43620769)



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Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM
Author: stirring hyperventilating coffee pot

6 months dry

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43725839)



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Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM
Author: Ungodly circlehead market

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43725878)



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Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Two months sober now

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43793309)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

117 days of nodrink today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44142273)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM
Author: Garnet wagecucks resort

180

Day six here.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44142302)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

One day at a time brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44142613)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM
Author: honey-headed rehab

Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44142662)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM
Author: galvanic self-centered messiness abode

By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44307089)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM
Author: Ungodly circlehead market

4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44307097)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM
Author: cordovan exciting library

144 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44307035)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM
Author: Ungodly circlehead market

Good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44307101)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Thanks brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44307314)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM
Author: Floppy apoplectic pozpig base

180 brother and congratulations!!!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44307324)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM
Author: Ruby Hell



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453495)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

168 days and still on the wagon

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44450356)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM
Author: Yellow Irate Station

Way to go, man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453559)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Thanks dude

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453855)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM
Author: Vivacious Telephone

33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44450380)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM
Author: Ungodly circlehead market

Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44450408)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM
Author: Vivacious Telephone

I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44452270)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM
Author: Ungodly circlehead market

then shut the fuck up already

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453444)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM
Author: Vivacious Telephone

cr

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453454)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM
Author: Brilliant hospital

lol

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453513)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM
Author: racy party of the first part

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453508)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM
Author: cream electric cruise ship community account

18 months sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453863)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM
Author: orchid zippy fortuitous meteor

180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453871)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44454805)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM
Author: Garnet wagecucks resort

180

I've done one drink a night for the past week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44454837)



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Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44562497)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

222 days today. Life has never been better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44748020)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM
Author: Garnet wagecucks resort



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44748030)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM
Author: razzle-dazzle national



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44748040)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM
Author: Brilliant hospital

good for you bro, good on you, keep it up

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44748042)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM
Author: flesh big karate field



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44748055)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM
Author: Soul-stirring Menage Antidepressant Drug



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44749202)



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Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Eight months sober yesterday

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44865945)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Nine moths today!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023094)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023126)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

How's your sobriety?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023153)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker

i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february.

i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may.

i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat.

i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally.

haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023232)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023423)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker

thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight.

it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023653)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM
Author: Abnormal rusted university

congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023157)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023424)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023655)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM
Author: Floppy apoplectic pozpig base

congrats brother!

i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol.

peace.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023248)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023425)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023657)



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Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

I'll hit day 300 tomorrow!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45155156)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

348 days in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411580)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM
Author: Multi-colored Chapel

180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411587)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411710)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker

180 billion

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411595)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

How are you doing?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411711)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker

haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411931)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

180. Stay strong

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45412087)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker

ty brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45412123)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM
Author: twinkling tattoo

I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411805)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Life is so much better if you can stick to it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45412258)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM
Author: Abnormal rusted university

Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411898)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM
Author: house-broken laser beams

180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411942)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411945)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM
Author: Abnormal rusted university

1800000

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411951)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM
Author: glassy mildly autistic principal's office gunner

180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411963)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45412247)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM
Author: dark gaped police squad

proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave

you’re gonna maek it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45412285)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM
Author: Dashing coiffed chad



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45651879)



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Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM
Author: cordovan exciting library

One year and two days of sobriety today.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45511221)



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Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM
Author: orchid zippy fortuitous meteor

180 brother. Never go back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45511222)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

397 days and counting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45651822)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM
Author: Dashing coiffed chad

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45651862)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM
Author: stirring hyperventilating coffee pot

18 months

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45738970)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM
Author: Deranged Preventive Strike

congrats man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45738973)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM
Author: stirring hyperventilating coffee pot

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45738981)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM
Author: Offensive church building french chef

Biggest health change?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45738992)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM
Author: stirring hyperventilating coffee pot

I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45738997)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM
Author: Deranged Preventive Strike

35lbs, damn

what % of your body weight was that?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45739000)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM
Author: stirring hyperventilating coffee pot

~15%

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45739049)



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Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM
Author: house-broken laser beams

Awesome.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45858131)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM
Author: glittery marketing idea associate

Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas.

You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45739061)



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Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM
Author: cordovan exciting library

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45754434)



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Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM
Author: emerald theater stage roommate



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45765765)



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Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM
Author: stirring hyperventilating coffee pot

poison free in 23

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45765724)



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Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45771738)



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Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy Masturbator

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45771895)



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Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45779724)



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Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker

Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45858158)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45862492)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker

180. Glad to hear it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45863147)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM
Author: house-broken laser beams

There’s a lot of relapse going around.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45862965)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

475 days of nodrink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018088)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM
Author: Multi-colored Chapel

What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018101)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018254)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM
Author: Medicated Wild Tank Native

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018105)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM
Author: contagious startled pocket flask

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018292)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM
Author: Multi-colored Chapel

Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018110)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018266)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM
Author: Beady-eyed Goal In Life

Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018258)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018272)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM
Author: Beady-eyed Goal In Life

I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018282)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018418)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Day 507 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158627)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM
Author: Exhilarant olive mood potus

Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158633)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158678)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM
Author: Exhilarant olive mood potus

Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158687)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158703)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker

I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day.

So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?”

(I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.)

So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer.

This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again.

I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158708)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Good to hear you are back on track.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158725)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158845)



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Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM
Author: cordovan exciting library

18 months tomorrow.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46317617)



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Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM
Author: Blathering Overrated Public Bath Jap

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46317624)



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Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM
Author: stirring hyperventilating coffee pot

2 years dry

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46468557)



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Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46469502)



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Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM
Author: house-broken laser beams

Did you work the steps?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46499489)



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Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM
Author: Khaki nighttime lodge

Wow

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46469522)



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Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Day 640 today bros

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46687165)



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Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Day 700 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46948402)



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Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM
Author: Deranged Preventive Strike

congrats

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46948423)



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Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM
Author: stirring hyperventilating coffee pot



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47103664)



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

2 years and 7 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47094191)



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM
Author: stirring hyperventilating coffee pot



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47094194)



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM
Author: Gold Gaming Laptop Weed Whacker



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47094225)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM
Author: stirring hyperventilating coffee pot

Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47098706)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM
Author: Floppy apoplectic pozpig base

1919 days free.

I will never go back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47098738)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM
Author: obsidian theatre

180

I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47098746)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM
Author: stirring hyperventilating coffee pot



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47099290)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM
Author: Cowardly private investor yarmulke

good job

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47099298)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM
Author: Cowardly private investor yarmulke

I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47099296)



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Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM
Author: cordovan exciting library

Nice. Congrats.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47100639)



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Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM
Author: stirring hyperventilating coffee pot

I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47103662)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

956 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47793191)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM
Author: Dull nowag

Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47793213)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47793231)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 9:41 PM
Author: Blathering Overrated Public Bath Jap

Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47793386)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 10:21 PM
Author: Khaki nighttime lodge



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47793452)



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Date: June 30th, 2024 8:54 PM
Author: Dashing coiffed chad



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47796042)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM
Author: Dashing coiffed chad

180, teenage pussy tp

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47793229)



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Date: June 30th, 2024 4:33 AM
Author: Misunderstood appetizing trailer park newt



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47793970)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:31 PM
Author: Dashing coiffed chad



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#48182547)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:34 PM
Author: Greedy selfie site

180 thread

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47793226)



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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:18 PM
Author: stirring hyperventilating coffee pot

3 years now

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47812580)



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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:31 PM
Author: Medicated Wild Tank Native

MFCR. 1488 my nigga

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47812622)



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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:45 PM
Author: Abnormal rusted university

way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in.

i did have one relapse, which happened back in the beginning of may. my wife and i were not having sex and i am terrible at communicating so i withdrew into self and developed a huge crush on an associate (no diddy). went to jazz fest to see the stones with my siblings and got shitfaced. wife went nuts on me when i got back to the room and i told her to fuck off and i wanted a divorce.

long story short, i told her that the sex has been garbage, and that i was disgusted that she'd quit shaving her box back when we split up in 2020 and didn't really do it anymore.

since then, she's been SHAVED, we've been FUCKING 2-3x/week and i am NODRINK forever.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47812654)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

1058 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#48182543)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM
Author: Dashing coiffed chad

180 man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#48182545)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM
Author: Chestnut titillating black woman corner

Do you not drink at all now?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#48182570)



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Date: October 14th, 2024 2:46 PM
Author: cordovan exciting library

None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it doesn't work for me. I'm a total degenerate alchie. I can't touch the stuff.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#48196855)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:38 PM
Author: chest-beating rigpig



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#48182573)



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Date: October 14th, 2024 2:50 PM
Author: Jet wonderful pistol



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#48196866)



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Date: October 19th, 2024 10:29 AM
Author: house-broken laser beams

Nice

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#48214820)



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Date: November 24th, 2024 5:07 AM
Author: stirring hyperventilating coffee pot



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#48374719)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 12:03 AM
Author: Multi-colored Chapel



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#49007400)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:13 AM
Author: aphrodisiac godawful macaca feces

I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#49007544)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:17 AM
Author: Deranged Preventive Strike



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#49007547)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:55 AM
Author: AZNgirl telling 5'4 White Guy He's Tall Enough



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#49150725)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 4:59 AM
Author: .........\'.........\'\'.......\'\'\' (Dotski Carlisle, You Old Shrew!)


4 years

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#49150627)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 5:05 AM
Author: Terry Bollea Did Nothing Wrong (TDNW)

how has your life changed?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#49150630)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 7:56 AM
Author: jock itch

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#49150668)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:14 AM
Author: brown eyes and i were tired ((zurich is stained))

Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#49150685)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:16 AM
Author: Master Purchase Agreement (No Future)

180 good going man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#49150688)