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Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough.

First 24 hrs is in the books.
Insecure indigo stage
  07/24/21
5 years is just getting started
razzmatazz fortuitous meteor sound barrier
  06/12/25
won't work
cerebral big-titted university
  07/24/21
begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have c...
Fuchsia corner generalized bond
  07/24/21
Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tr...
Insecure indigo stage
  07/24/21
He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend
irradiated pit
  07/25/21
Thanks, man
Insecure indigo stage
  07/25/21
...
Chartreuse aromatic hospital
  07/24/21
...
Chartreuse aromatic hospital
  07/24/21
how much have you been drinking
Smoky church building
  07/24/21
cq
Jade Thirsty Indian Lodge Jew
  07/24/21
...
Grizzly whorehouse
  07/24/21
...
stimulating flushed temple
  07/24/21
Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a d...
Insecure indigo stage
  07/24/21
5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers?
Heady pink cumskin
  07/24/21
a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts...
aquamarine stead laser beams
  07/24/21
Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times whe...
Insecure indigo stage
  07/24/21
Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's ...
Heady pink cumskin
  07/25/21
Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on m...
Curious Codepig
  07/24/21
This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all d...
Insecure indigo stage
  07/24/21
When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the w...
Curious Codepig
  07/25/21
I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed ...
Insecure indigo stage
  07/25/21
we have a sickness of the soul brother
Curious Codepig
  07/25/21
You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol muc...
naked elite resort dingle berry
  07/24/21
Crrrrrrr
Jade Thirsty Indian Lodge Jew
  07/24/21
That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the n...
Insecure indigo stage
  07/24/21
set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go fro...
aquamarine stead laser beams
  07/24/21
how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day?
pearly national security agency international law enforcement agency
  07/24/21
6'2" 245
Insecure indigo stage
  07/24/21
no muscle or jacked?
pearly national security agency international law enforcement agency
  07/24/21
I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame...
Insecure indigo stage
  07/24/21
Ungh
wine aphrodisiac chapel pisswyrm
  07/24/21
u wanna bang him, dont u?
aquamarine stead laser beams
  07/24/21
I am with you, brother.
fishy vivacious pocket flask
  07/25/21
You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink l...
diverse kitty juggernaut
  07/25/21
...
talented theatre hominid
  03/13/22
Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based o...
trip high-end brunch
  08/16/22
stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravin...
Fiercely-loyal tanning salon therapy
  07/24/21
Cr you could easily trade them for booze
Haunting adventurous masturbator space
  07/24/21
so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities?
Multi-colored hairless home gaping
  07/24/21
go back to guangzhong
well-lubricated menage selfie
  07/31/21
Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 d...
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  07/24/21
the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise ...
Chrome motley theater stage liquid oxygen
  07/24/21
gl gl
Blue newt philosopher-king
  07/24/21
Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to...
flirting rehab immigrant
  07/24/21
Alcohol is poison
Carmine Jewess Orchestra Pit
  07/24/21
...
Navy Church Foreskin
  07/25/21
Not going to be much sleep tonight
Insecure indigo stage
  07/25/21
Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me g...
Flatulent stage
  07/25/21
6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bend...
Insecure indigo stage
  07/25/21
have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigge...
Multi-colored hairless home gaping
  07/25/21
Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been...
Insecure indigo stage
  07/25/21
Just threw up in the shower. Good times.
Insecure indigo stage
  07/25/21
Go to a meeting
flirting rehab immigrant
  07/25/21
Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. T...
Insecure indigo stage
  07/25/21
Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay so...
flirting rehab immigrant
  07/25/21
what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drin...
Multi-colored hairless home gaping
  07/26/21
It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a l...
flirting rehab immigrant
  07/28/21
I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best...
Overrated puppy circlehead
  07/25/21
I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring
Insecure indigo stage
  07/25/21
...
Comical sable business firm
  07/25/21
Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year ...
Comical sable business firm
  07/25/21
I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just tot...
Insecure indigo stage
  07/25/21
Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to...
Comical sable business firm
  07/25/21
48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink si...
Insecure indigo stage
  07/25/21
Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going th...
Spruce mad-dog skullcap
  07/25/21
From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, ...
Insecure indigo stage
  07/25/21
Go to a meeting
flirting rehab immigrant
  07/25/21
Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org...
Insecure indigo stage
  07/26/21
big mistake bro
sapphire histrionic lodge persian
  07/25/21
3 days down
Insecure indigo stage
  07/26/21
Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In...
swashbuckling death wish
  07/26/21
I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a...
useless french chef coldplay fan
  07/26/21
No, these were all educated white people. There are many mor...
swashbuckling death wish
  07/26/21
That's horrible man. Sorry to hear.
Insecure indigo stage
  07/26/21
Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm ...
sooty exhilarant piazza athletic conference
  11/04/21
Go to a meeting.
flirting rehab immigrant
  07/26/21
can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it diff...
cordovan dead jap
  07/26/21
That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will...
swashbuckling death wish
  07/26/21
...
Mint erotic tank
  07/26/21
Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely nee...
Insecure indigo stage
  07/26/21
In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's n...
flirting rehab immigrant
  07/26/21
Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or t...
pearl center sneaky criminal
  07/26/21
Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence bu...
diverse kitty juggernaut
  07/27/21
The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you d...
flirting rehab immigrant
  07/28/21
no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't ...
well-lubricated menage selfie
  07/31/21
https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs
Comical sable business firm
  07/26/21
...
Comical sable business firm
  07/26/21
...
Comical sable business firm
  07/27/21
I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for...
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  07/26/21
Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks...
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  07/26/21
Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and ...
Insecure indigo stage
  07/26/21
Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through th...
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  07/26/21
4 days down
Insecure indigo stage
  07/27/21
nice man.
crusty flesh coffee pot filthpig
  07/27/21
180. This is when it starts getting way better.
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  07/27/21
Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets.
misunderstood parlour becky
  07/27/21
Day 5 no drink
Insecure indigo stage
  07/28/21
180 bro
Comical sable business firm
  07/28/21
8957657365
swashbuckling death wish
  07/28/21
good job
Dashing violet psychic depressive
  07/28/21
...
Navy Church Foreskin
  07/28/21
...
razzle-dazzle double fault haunted graveyard
  07/28/21
...
Yapping ratface library
  07/28/21
also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspirat...
Blue newt philosopher-king
  07/28/21
good job. do doing any sports?
cordovan dead jap
  07/28/21
I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half....
Insecure indigo stage
  07/28/21
180
Purple cruel-hearted internal respiration
  07/28/21
...
Bistre Candlestick Maker Station
  07/28/21
Eat some bananas
Primrose odious private investor trailer park
  07/28/21
I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the...
Insecure indigo stage
  07/28/21
Go to a meeting
flirting rehab immigrant
  07/28/21
Went to five meetings today. Sober for once.
Insecure indigo stage
  07/29/21
who the fuck has time for that shit?
sticky light parlor
  07/29/21
They were work meetings
Insecure indigo stage
  07/29/21
Those won't keep you sober.
flirting rehab immigrant
  07/29/21
That's for sure! *rimshot*
Insecure indigo stage
  07/29/21
180
irradiated pit
  07/28/21
Day 6 nodrink
Insecure indigo stage
  07/29/21
...
Fiercely-loyal tanning salon therapy
  07/29/21
...
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  07/29/21
Good job bro. One day down one day to go.
concupiscible senate party of the first part
  07/29/21
That's how I'm looking at it.
Insecure indigo stage
  07/29/21
One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 yea...
Insecure indigo stage
  07/30/21
Keep it up brother!
white boyish patrolman
  07/30/21
...
cracking address
  07/30/21
...
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  07/30/21
9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER
Overrated puppy circlehead
  07/31/21
...
misunderstood parlour becky
  07/31/21
...
Purple cruel-hearted internal respiration
  07/31/21
You're a camel at this point. Keep going!
swashbuckling death wish
  07/31/21
keep it going my man.
Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle
  07/31/21
8 days down
Insecure indigo stage
  07/31/21
Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're trul...
cracking address
  07/31/21
Inspiring.
useless french chef coldplay fan
  07/31/21
Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a mill...
Insecure indigo stage
  07/31/21
i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started fe...
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  07/31/21
A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gon...
Insecure indigo stage
  08/01/21
thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days...
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  08/01/21
I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've nev...
dun cruise ship
  08/01/21
For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependen...
Insecure indigo stage
  08/01/21
This is the plot of Another Round.
cracking address
  08/03/21
Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical.
Insecure indigo stage
  08/03/21
Just crossed the 9 day mark
Insecure indigo stage
  08/01/21
...
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  08/01/21
180
irradiated pit
  08/02/21
10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eatin...
Insecure indigo stage
  08/02/21
180
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  08/02/21
11 days down a lifetime to go.
Insecure indigo stage
  08/03/21
Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can ...
Hairraiser son of senegal
  08/03/21
I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drink...
swashbuckling death wish
  08/03/21
It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold tu...
Hairraiser son of senegal
  08/03/21
nah bro only one day at a time to go
Demanding Knife
  08/03/21
exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps
Yapping ratface library
  08/03/21
In reality, that's how I am looking at it.
Insecure indigo stage
  08/03/21
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Out-of-control Snowy Casino
  08/03/21
...
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  08/03/21
...
Dashing violet psychic depressive
  08/03/21
happy for you man
Laughsome coral prole theater
  08/03/21
180 but take it a day at a time
irradiated pit
  08/03/21
Keep it up
Purple cruel-hearted internal respiration
  08/03/21
Nice job bro!!
white boyish patrolman
  08/03/21
BAM! Day 12.
Insecure indigo stage
  08/04/21
...
Purple cruel-hearted internal respiration
  08/04/21
180 Day two here
Comical sable business firm
  08/04/21
Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years.
Insecure indigo stage
  08/04/21
I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me...
Comical sable business firm
  08/05/21
Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drin...
Insecure indigo stage
  08/05/21
Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy...
Comical sable business firm
  08/09/21
...
cracking address
  08/04/21
Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks.
Insecure indigo stage
  08/05/21
Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother.
swashbuckling death wish
  08/05/21
One day at a time. Go to a meeting.
flirting rehab immigrant
  08/05/21
Two weeks nodrink in the can
Insecure indigo stage
  08/06/21
YES
cracking address
  08/06/21
15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a...
Insecure indigo stage
  08/07/21
Day 16 done
Insecure indigo stage
  08/08/21
Gj!
Bistre Candlestick Maker Station
  08/08/21
17
Insecure indigo stage
  08/09/21
180 brother
Comical sable business firm
  08/09/21
This is some 180 shit right here
Out-of-control Snowy Casino
  08/09/21
Keep it up, brother!
useless french chef coldplay fan
  08/09/21
180
irradiated pit
  08/09/21
Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since ...
Insecure indigo stage
  08/10/21
Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in ...
Insecure indigo stage
  08/10/21
Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work
idiotic cuckold organic girlfriend
  08/10/21
Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your we...
Comical sable business firm
  08/10/21
Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and...
Insecure indigo stage
  08/10/21
Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit an...
Comical sable business firm
  08/10/21
They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They ...
Insecure indigo stage
  08/10/21
Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immun...
Comical sable business firm
  08/10/21
The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies so...
vibrant cocky den mad cow disease
  08/10/21
Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to ...
Insecure indigo stage
  08/10/21
Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go.
Insecure indigo stage
  08/10/21
Alcohol prevents covid
sinister brethren
  08/13/21
Day 19 done
Insecure indigo stage
  08/11/21
180 congrats
Exciting digit ratio
  08/11/21
Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal ri...
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  08/11/21
No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drink...
Insecure indigo stage
  08/11/21
ty
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  08/11/21
CR- every day is a victory
Awkward meetinghouse
  08/12/21
hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't me...
Crimson alpha
  08/11/21
Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today th...
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  08/12/21
After how long? You did great!
Demanding Knife
  08/11/21
Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of ...
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  08/12/21
I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Noth...
irradiated pit
  08/12/21
...
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  08/12/21
...
Provocative fear-inspiring state
  08/12/21
I had four beers tonight.
Comical sable business firm
  08/12/21
Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon.
Out-of-control Snowy Casino
  08/12/21
...
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  08/12/21
...
Yapping ratface library
  08/12/21
You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. ...
Thriller Glassy Area
  08/12/21
Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior ...
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  08/12/21
Nice re today
Insecure indigo stage
  08/12/21
Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives...
180 police squad
  08/12/21
...
Awkward meetinghouse
  08/12/21
...
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  08/12/21
180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I d...
Heady pink cumskin
  08/12/21
Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cram...
Insecure indigo stage
  08/12/21
Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw te...
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  08/12/21
Day 20 in the books.
Insecure indigo stage
  08/12/21
180
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  08/12/21
good job man
Big boltzmann
  08/12/21
...
Awkward meetinghouse
  08/13/21
Three weeks down! Still a sobermo!
Insecure indigo stage
  08/13/21
180
Provocative fear-inspiring state
  08/13/21
18000000
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  08/13/21
How you feeling?
Insecure indigo stage
  08/13/21
Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a lon...
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  08/13/21
Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return ...
Insecure indigo stage
  08/13/21
Ty
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  08/13/21
180
irradiated pit
  08/13/21
...
Exciting digit ratio
  08/13/21
stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, fa...
Milky vengeful partner
  08/13/21
You seem mentally stable, friend.
Insecure indigo stage
  08/13/21
...
wonderful friendly grandma
  08/14/21
...
Smoky church building
  08/14/21
Day 22 and still on the wagon
Insecure indigo stage
  08/14/21
...
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  08/14/21
Day 23 done
Insecure indigo stage
  08/15/21
Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any w...
Mint erotic tank
  08/15/21
Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic an...
Insecure indigo stage
  08/15/21
Good job dude. Summarize changes for us
white boyish patrolman
  08/15/21
Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier ...
Insecure indigo stage
  08/15/21
180
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  08/15/21
Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal t...
Insecure indigo stage
  08/15/21
An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what ...
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  08/16/21
Just keep going a day at a time.
Insecure indigo stage
  08/16/21
Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is...
flirting rehab immigrant
  08/18/21
You should celebrate by having a beer.
flirting rehab immigrant
  08/18/21
sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress ...
obsidian feces office
  08/18/21
I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably...
Insecure indigo stage
  08/18/21
are you still in biglaw
obsidian feces office
  08/18/21
Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe.
Insecure indigo stage
  08/18/21
...
Exciting digit ratio
  08/15/21
I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics...
shaky ticket booth
  08/16/21
180. What finally worked for you?
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  08/16/21
Nice. Congrats.
Insecure indigo stage
  08/16/21
Stabby?
vibrant cocky den mad cow disease
  08/19/21
Day 24
Insecure indigo stage
  08/16/21
...
ultramarine mind-boggling cuck pistol
  08/16/21
180
irradiated pit
  08/16/21
180
swashbuckling death wish
  08/16/21
...
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  08/16/21
...
Mint erotic tank
  08/16/21
Day 25
Insecure indigo stage
  08/17/21
...
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  08/17/21
Day 26
Insecure indigo stage
  08/18/21
do you have the desire to drink
Mint erotic tank
  08/18/21
Not really after the first week. There have been moments tho...
Insecure indigo stage
  08/18/21
Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much....
Mint erotic tank
  08/18/21
I was totally out of control.
Insecure indigo stage
  08/18/21
Gj brudda
razzle-dazzle double fault haunted graveyard
  08/18/21
Focus every day on how grateful you are for this.
swashbuckling death wish
  08/18/21
Trust me I am
Insecure indigo stage
  08/18/21
Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one
Marvelous Windowlicker Box Office
  08/18/21
Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons...
Insecure indigo stage
  08/18/21
that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn'...
Yapping ratface library
  08/18/21
...
swashbuckling death wish
  08/19/21
180
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  08/18/21
Day 27 in the books
Insecure indigo stage
  08/19/21
180. I’m at around a week.
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  08/19/21
Nice. Keep it up.
Insecure indigo stage
  08/19/21
Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't thi...
Insecure indigo stage
  08/20/21
Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker.
Bistre Candlestick Maker Station
  08/20/21
Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good ...
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  08/20/21
Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a dail...
flirting rehab immigrant
  08/20/21
Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pi...
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  08/20/21
I don't plan to
Insecure indigo stage
  08/20/21
Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on...
swashbuckling death wish
  08/20/21
180
irradiated pit
  08/21/21
Boom: five weeks sober
Insecure indigo stage
  08/27/21
180
irradiated pit
  08/28/21
...
Jet disgusting sanctuary
  08/28/21
180 brother
white boyish patrolman
  09/06/21
Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the b...
Overrated puppy circlehead
  08/28/21
That's amazing
Insecure indigo stage
  09/03/21
...
Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle
  09/06/21
Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone w...
Insecure indigo stage
  09/03/21
...
Comical sable business firm
  09/06/21
this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months
Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle
  09/06/21
Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about p...
Chartreuse aromatic hospital
  09/06/21
...
Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle
  09/06/21
Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well.
Insecure indigo stage
  09/06/21
...
Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle
  09/06/21
Take up golf, or cycling
frozen keepsake machete market
  09/06/21
I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of ...
Insecure indigo stage
  09/06/21
Done with week 7.
Insecure indigo stage
  09/10/21
...
Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle
  09/12/21
8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too.
Insecure indigo stage
  09/17/21
Fuck yeah
cracking address
  09/17/21
That's fucking great.
swashbuckling death wish
  09/17/21
9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you ca...
Insecure indigo stage
  09/24/21
don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone ...
Silver Razzle Stock Car Stag Film
  09/24/21
...
naked elite resort dingle berry
  09/24/21
The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the th...
swashbuckling death wish
  09/24/21
I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Dow...
Insecure indigo stage
  09/24/21
10 weeks no drink
Insecure indigo stage
  10/01/21
Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently ...
sooty exhilarant piazza athletic conference
  10/01/21
Nice. I really havent felt this good in years.
Insecure indigo stage
  10/01/21
well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison
Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle
  10/06/21
Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off ...
Insecure indigo stage
  10/30/21
Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https...
confused angry karate shitlib
  10/30/21
I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any ...
Insecure indigo stage
  10/30/21
I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes s...
confused angry karate shitlib
  10/30/21
Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is...
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  10/30/21
Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impos...
flirting rehab immigrant
  12/01/21
this sounds right
Demanding Knife
  12/01/21
1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as t...
Beady-eyed ladyboy
  10/30/21
Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can ha...
Insecure indigo stage
  10/30/21
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4
Henna Twisted Mother Hunting Ground
  12/01/21
I haven't listened to them in two decades
flirting rehab immigrant
  12/01/21
keep going brother
glittery chest-beating gunner
  12/01/21
30 days sober today
Insecure indigo stage
  12/16/21
180
misunderstood parlour becky
  12/16/21
6 months dry
Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle
  01/04/22
180
sticky light parlor
  01/04/22
Two months sober now
Insecure indigo stage
  01/16/22
117 days of nodrink today
Insecure indigo stage
  03/13/22
180 Day six here.
Comical sable business firm
  03/13/22
One day at a time brother
Insecure indigo stage
  03/13/22
Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drin...
Exciting digit ratio
  03/13/22
By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if ...
Bipolar rough-skinned field hairy legs
  04/09/22
4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing
sticky light parlor
  04/09/22
144 days
Insecure indigo stage
  04/09/22
Good work
sticky light parlor
  04/09/22
Thanks brother
Insecure indigo stage
  04/09/22
180 brother and congratulations!!!
Fuchsia corner generalized bond
  04/09/22
...
Arousing Nibblets
  05/04/22
168 days and still on the wagon
Insecure indigo stage
  05/03/22
Way to go, man.
Vermilion abode
  05/04/22
Thanks dude
Insecure indigo stage
  05/04/22
33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wa...
Yapping ratface library
  05/03/22
Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuc...
sticky light parlor
  05/03/22
I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drink...
Yapping ratface library
  05/04/22
then shut the fuck up already
sticky light parlor
  05/04/22
cr
Yapping ratface library
  05/04/22
lol
Burgundy bull headed range
  05/04/22
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg
Henna Twisted Mother Hunting Ground
  05/04/22
18 months sober
tripping institution
  05/04/22
180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier.
mildly autistic at-the-ready trust fund
  05/04/22
...
Insecure indigo stage
  05/04/22
180 I've done one drink a night for the past week.
Comical sable business firm
  05/04/22
188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend
Insecure indigo stage
  05/23/22
222 days today. Life has never been better.
Insecure indigo stage
  06/26/22
...
Comical sable business firm
  06/26/22
...
filthy goal in life headpube
  06/26/22
good for you bro, good on you, keep it up
Burgundy bull headed range
  06/26/22
...
Lascivious Sienna Public Bath
  06/26/22
...
Jet disgusting sanctuary
  06/26/22
Eight months sober yesterday
Insecure indigo stage
  07/17/22
Nine moths today!
Insecure indigo stage
  08/16/22
180
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  08/16/22
How's your sobriety?
Insecure indigo stage
  08/16/22
i was sober from the end of last september through mid-febru...
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  08/16/22
Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just ca...
Insecure indigo stage
  08/16/22
thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to...
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  08/16/22
congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself.
slimy lemon chad mexican
  08/16/22
180
Insecure indigo stage
  08/16/22
...
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  08/16/22
congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go ...
Fuchsia corner generalized bond
  08/16/22
...
Insecure indigo stage
  08/16/22
...
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  08/16/22
I'll hit day 300 tomorrow!
Insecure indigo stage
  09/11/22
348 days in the books
Insecure indigo stage
  10/30/22
180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife re...
Mint erotic tank
  10/30/22
65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is...
Insecure indigo stage
  10/30/22
180 billion
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  10/30/22
How are you doing?
Insecure indigo stage
  10/30/22
haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering.
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  10/30/22
180. Stay strong
Insecure indigo stage
  10/30/22
ty brother.
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  10/30/22
I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an is...
racy onyx new version
  10/30/22
Life is so much better if you can stick to it
Insecure indigo stage
  10/30/22
Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night...
slimy lemon chad mexican
  10/30/22
180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew.
flirting rehab immigrant
  10/30/22
...
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  10/30/22
1800000
slimy lemon chad mexican
  10/30/22
180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting
supple weed whacker
  10/30/22
...
Insecure indigo stage
  10/30/22
proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of disciplin...
appetizing mischievous native genital piercing
  10/30/22
...
Purple cruel-hearted internal respiration
  12/18/22
One year and two days of sobriety today.
Insecure indigo stage
  11/18/22
180 brother. Never go back.
mildly autistic at-the-ready trust fund
  11/18/22
397 days and counting
Insecure indigo stage
  12/18/22
180
Purple cruel-hearted internal respiration
  12/18/22
18 months
Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle
  01/04/23
congrats man
Grizzly whorehouse
  01/04/23
ty
Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle
  01/04/23
Biggest health change?
Floppy Alcoholic Spot Mental Disorder
  01/04/23
I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area:...
Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle
  01/04/23
35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that?
Grizzly whorehouse
  01/04/23
~15%
Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle
  01/04/23
Awesome.
flirting rehab immigrant
  01/29/23
Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted ...
Contagious famous landscape painting
  01/04/23
180
Insecure indigo stage
  01/07/23
...
Indecent vigorous gaming laptop
  01/09/23
poison free in 23
Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle
  01/09/23
...
Insecure indigo stage
  01/10/23
180
soul-stirring pervert property
  01/10/23
My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfac...
Insecure indigo stage
  01/12/23
Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get ba...
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  01/29/23
Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday.
Insecure indigo stage
  01/30/23
180. Glad to hear it
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  01/30/23
There’s a lot of relapse going around.
flirting rehab immigrant
  01/30/23
475 days of nodrink
Insecure indigo stage
  03/06/23
What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened t...
Mint erotic tank
  03/06/23
Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW
Insecure indigo stage
  03/06/23
180
excitant hall
  03/06/23
180
Demanding Knife
  03/06/23
Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how yo...
Mint erotic tank
  03/06/23
In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores a...
Insecure indigo stage
  03/06/23
Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts?
Maize Garrison
  03/06/23
Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no prob...
Insecure indigo stage
  03/06/23
I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard...
Maize Garrison
  03/06/23
Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whi...
Insecure indigo stage
  03/06/23
Day 507 in the books
Insecure indigo stage
  04/07/23
Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and compla...
irradiated pit
  04/07/23
Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop.
Insecure indigo stage
  04/07/23
Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and start...
irradiated pit
  04/07/23
For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a...
Insecure indigo stage
  04/07/23
I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thund...
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  04/07/23
Good to hear you are back on track.
Insecure indigo stage
  04/07/23
ty
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  04/07/23
18 months tomorrow.
Insecure indigo stage
  05/16/23
180
idiotic cuckold organic girlfriend
  05/16/23
2 years dry
Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle
  06/24/23
Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there.
Insecure indigo stage
  06/24/23
Did you work the steps?
flirting rehab immigrant
  07/01/23
Wow
Navy Church Foreskin
  06/24/23
Day 640 today bros
Insecure indigo stage
  08/18/23
Day 700 in the books
Insecure indigo stage
  10/17/23
congrats
Grizzly whorehouse
  10/17/23
...
Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle
  11/27/23
2 years and 7 days
Insecure indigo stage
  11/24/23
...
Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle
  11/24/23
...
Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national
  11/24/23
Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23?
Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle
  11/25/23
1919 days free. I will never go back.
Fuchsia corner generalized bond
  11/25/23
180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober
sadistic step-uncle's house messiness
  11/25/23
...
Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle
  11/25/23
good job
gold very tactful school cafeteria dopamine
  11/25/23
I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luc...
gold very tactful school cafeteria dopamine
  11/25/23
Nice. Congrats.
Insecure indigo stage
  11/26/23
I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a m...
Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle
  11/27/23
956 days
Insecure indigo stage
  06/29/24
Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much ...
ungodly base sex offender
  06/29/24
I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better...
Insecure indigo stage
  06/29/24
Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own
idiotic cuckold organic girlfriend
  06/29/24
...
Navy Church Foreskin
  06/29/24
...
Purple cruel-hearted internal respiration
  06/30/24
180, teenage pussy tp
Purple cruel-hearted internal respiration
  06/29/24
...
Charismatic Amber Roommate
  06/30/24
...
Purple cruel-hearted internal respiration
  10/09/24
180 thread
sepia scourge upon the earth point
  06/29/24
3 years now
Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle
  07/05/24
MFCR. 1488 my nigga
excitant hall
  07/05/24
way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did ha...
slimy lemon chad mexican
  07/05/24
1058 days
Insecure indigo stage
  10/09/24
180 man
Purple cruel-hearted internal respiration
  10/09/24
Do you not drink at all now?
puce titillating school useless brakes
  10/09/24
None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it does...
Insecure indigo stage
  10/14/24
...
Slate federal blood rage
  10/09/24
...
razzle-dazzle double fault haunted graveyard
  10/14/24
Nice
flirting rehab immigrant
  10/19/24
...
Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle
  11/24/24
...
Mint erotic tank
  06/12/25
I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit
irate spectacular faggot firefighter old irish cottage
  06/12/25
...
Grizzly whorehouse
  06/12/25
...
AZNgirl telling 5'4 White Guy He's Tall Enough
  08/02/25
4 years
.........\'.........\'\'.......\'\'\'
  08/02/25
how has your life changed?
Terry Bollea Did Nothing Wrong
  08/02/25
180
jock itch
  08/02/25
Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12
brown eyes and i were tired
  08/02/25
180 good going man
Master Purchase Agreement
  08/02/25


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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

First 24 hrs is in the books.

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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM
Author: razzmatazz fortuitous meteor sound barrier

5 years is just getting started

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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM
Author: cerebral big-titted university

won't work

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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM
Author: Fuchsia corner generalized bond

begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42834931)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42834935)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM
Author: irradiated pit

He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend

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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Thanks, man

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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM
Author: Chartreuse aromatic hospital



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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM
Author: Chartreuse aromatic hospital



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM
Author: Smoky church building

how much have you been drinking

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM
Author: Jade Thirsty Indian Lodge Jew

cq

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM
Author: Grizzly whorehouse



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM
Author: stimulating flushed temple



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit.

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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM
Author: Heady pink cumskin

5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers?

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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: aquamarine stead laser beams

a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day.

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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down.

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Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM
Author: Heady pink cumskin

Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838299)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM
Author: Curious Codepig

Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism

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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too.

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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM
Author: Curious Codepig

When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week

With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week

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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning.

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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM
Author: Curious Codepig

we have a sickness of the soul brother

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM
Author: naked elite resort dingle berry

You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM
Author: Jade Thirsty Indian Lodge Jew

Crrrrrrr

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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that.

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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: aquamarine stead laser beams

set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future.

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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: pearly national security agency international law enforcement agency

how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day?

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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

6'2" 245

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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM
Author: pearly national security agency international law enforcement agency

no muscle or jacked?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835788)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835797)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM
Author: wine aphrodisiac chapel pisswyrm

Ungh

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835833)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: aquamarine stead laser beams

u wanna bang him, dont u?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42836177)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: fishy vivacious pocket flask

I am with you, brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42840076)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM
Author: diverse kitty juggernaut

You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42837772)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM
Author: talented theatre hominid



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44142345)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM
Author: trip high-end brunch

Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023251)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM
Author: Fiercely-loyal tanning salon therapy

stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835799)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM
Author: Haunting adventurous masturbator space

Cr you could easily trade them for booze

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42836164)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM
Author: Multi-colored hairless home gaping

so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42836215)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM
Author: well-lubricated menage selfie

go back to guangzhong

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42874198)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national

Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835880)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM
Author: Chrome motley theater stage liquid oxygen

the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835888)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM
Author: Blue newt philosopher-king

gl gl

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42835919)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM
Author: flirting rehab immigrant

Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42836147)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM
Author: Carmine Jewess Orchestra Pit

Alcohol is poison

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42836871)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM
Author: Navy Church Foreskin



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838673)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Not going to be much sleep tonight

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42837356)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM
Author: Flatulent stage

Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42837437)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42837444)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM
Author: Multi-colored hairless home gaping

have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42837728)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838091)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Just threw up in the shower. Good times.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838121)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM
Author: flirting rehab immigrant

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838122)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838159)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM
Author: flirting rehab immigrant

Real talk, fuck your wife.

If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else.

I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose.

There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838926)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: Multi-colored hairless home gaping

what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845962)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM
Author: flirting rehab immigrant

It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42860363)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM
Author: Overrated puppy circlehead

I've got well over 5 years not drinking.

It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838386)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838564)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM
Author: Comical sable business firm



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838567)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM
Author: Comical sable business firm

Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838434)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838576)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM
Author: Comical sable business firm

Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life.

That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838591)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42838903)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM
Author: Spruce mad-dog skullcap

Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42839678)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42840018)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM
Author: flirting rehab immigrant

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42840276)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Just started having these too:

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk

Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42842600)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM
Author: sapphire histrionic lodge persian

big mistake bro

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42840041)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

3 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845047)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM
Author: swashbuckling death wish

Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845056)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM
Author: useless french chef coldplay fan

I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845744)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM
Author: swashbuckling death wish

No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42846125)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

That's horrible man. Sorry to hear.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845956)



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Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM
Author: sooty exhilarant piazza athletic conference

Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one?

I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43389150)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM
Author: flirting rehab immigrant

Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845724)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM
Author: cordovan dead jap

can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845075)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM
Author: swashbuckling death wish

That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before.

Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845090)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM
Author: Mint erotic tank



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845207)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845978)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: flirting rehab immigrant

In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more.

By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845719)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM
Author: pearl center sneaky criminal

Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845764)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM
Author: diverse kitty juggernaut

Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42848190)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM
Author: flirting rehab immigrant

The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42860370)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM
Author: well-lubricated menage selfie

no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42874201)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM
Author: Comical sable business firm

https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845746)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM
Author: Comical sable business firm



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845789)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM
Author: Comical sable business firm



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42849768)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national

I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845845)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national

Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845874)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845942)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national

Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42845970)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

4 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42852338)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM
Author: crusty flesh coffee pot filthpig

nice man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42852399)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national

180. This is when it starts getting way better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42852420)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM
Author: misunderstood parlour becky

Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42852612)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Day 5 no drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42858846)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM
Author: Comical sable business firm

180 bro

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42859297)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM
Author: swashbuckling death wish

8957657365

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42859450)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM
Author: Dashing violet psychic depressive

good job

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42859470)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM
Author: Navy Church Foreskin



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42859511)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM
Author: razzle-dazzle double fault haunted graveyard



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42859514)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM
Author: Yapping ratface library



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42859526)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: Blue newt philosopher-king

also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration

nice work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42859545)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: cordovan dead jap

good job. do doing any sports?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42859549)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42859655)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM
Author: Purple cruel-hearted internal respiration

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42859550)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM
Author: Bistre Candlestick Maker Station



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42860070)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM
Author: Primrose odious private investor trailer park

Eat some bananas

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42860105)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42860335)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM
Author: flirting rehab immigrant

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42860346)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Went to five meetings today. Sober for once.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42860497)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM
Author: sticky light parlor

who the fuck has time for that shit?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42863796)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

They were work meetings

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42863989)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM
Author: flirting rehab immigrant

Those won't keep you sober.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42865277)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

That's for sure! *rimshot*

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42865366)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM
Author: irradiated pit

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42860409)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Day 6 nodrink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42863597)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM
Author: Fiercely-loyal tanning salon therapy



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42863766)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42865319)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM
Author: concupiscible senate party of the first part

Good job bro. One day down one day to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42865938)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

That's how I'm looking at it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42866324)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42870704)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM
Author: white boyish patrolman

Keep it up brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42870974)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM
Author: cracking address



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42870981)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42873190)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM
Author: Overrated puppy circlehead

9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42873668)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM
Author: misunderstood parlour becky



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42873670)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM
Author: Purple cruel-hearted internal respiration



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42874144)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM
Author: swashbuckling death wish

You're a camel at this point. Keep going!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42874239)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM
Author: Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle

keep it going my man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42874194)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

8 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42875692)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM
Author: cracking address

Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42875707)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM
Author: useless french chef coldplay fan

Inspiring.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42875943)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42876669)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national

i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4.

trying to rebuild it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42877610)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42878360)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national

thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again.

today is day 4 of my latest effort.

the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line.

great work by you. i'm rooting for ya.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42879074)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM
Author: dun cruise ship

I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42879090)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42879120)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM
Author: cracking address

This is the plot of Another Round.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42890353)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42890435)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Just crossed the 9 day mark

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42879747)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42882033)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM
Author: irradiated pit

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42883157)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42884686)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42886121)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

11 days down a lifetime to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42890318)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM
Author: Hairraiser son of senegal

Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better.

Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42890475)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM
Author: swashbuckling death wish

I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42890943)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM
Author: Hairraiser son of senegal

It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42891015)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM
Author: Demanding Knife

nah bro only one day at a time to go

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42890982)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM
Author: Yapping ratface library

exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42891069)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

In reality, that's how I am looking at it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42892104)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM
Author: Out-of-control Snowy Casino

5445776444554

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42891123)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42891187)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM
Author: Dashing violet psychic depressive



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42891530)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM
Author: Laughsome coral prole theater

happy for you man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42891572)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM
Author: irradiated pit

180 but take it a day at a time

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42891580)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM
Author: Purple cruel-hearted internal respiration

Keep it up

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42892021)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM
Author: white boyish patrolman

Nice job bro!!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42892210)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

BAM! Day 12.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42896602)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM
Author: Purple cruel-hearted internal respiration



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42896607)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM
Author: Comical sable business firm

180

Day two here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42896725)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42897749)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM
Author: Comical sable business firm

I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42901455)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42903233)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM
Author: Comical sable business firm

Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42921955)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM
Author: cracking address



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42896749)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42901809)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM
Author: swashbuckling death wish

Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42901842)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM
Author: flirting rehab immigrant

One day at a time. Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42902003)



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Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Two weeks nodrink in the can

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42907773)



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Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM
Author: cracking address

YES

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42907934)



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Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42912772)



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Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Day 16 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42916307)



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Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM
Author: Bistre Candlestick Maker Station

Gj!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42916795)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

17

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42921352)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM
Author: Comical sable business firm

180 brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42921377)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM
Author: Out-of-control Snowy Casino

This is some 180 shit right here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42921682)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM
Author: useless french chef coldplay fan

Keep it up, brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42921984)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM
Author: irradiated pit

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42922699)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42926547)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42927507)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM
Author: idiotic cuckold organic girlfriend

Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42927525)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM
Author: Comical sable business firm

Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse.

Day 1 here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42927539)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42927585)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM
Author: Comical sable business firm

Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42927589)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42927607)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM
Author: Comical sable business firm

Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42927611)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM
Author: vibrant cocky den mad cow disease

The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42928105)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42928176)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42928181)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM
Author: sinister brethren

Alcohol prevents covid

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42939457)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Day 19 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42932389)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM
Author: Exciting digit ratio

180 congrats

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42932395)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national

Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42932433)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42932477)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42932783)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM
Author: Awkward meetinghouse

CR- every day is a victory

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935166)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM
Author: Crimson alpha

hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42933626)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national

Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42934976)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM
Author: Demanding Knife

After how long? You did great!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42933636)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national

Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42934991)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM
Author: irradiated pit

I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42933814)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935105)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM
Author: Provocative fear-inspiring state



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935607)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM
Author: Comical sable business firm

I had four beers tonight.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42934150)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM
Author: Out-of-control Snowy Casino

Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935001)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935109)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM
Author: Yapping ratface library



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935153)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM
Author: Thriller Glassy Area

You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me.

Keep at it man!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935252)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national

Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935534)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Nice re today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42937223)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM
Author: 180 police squad

Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives.

Keep on keeping on

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935161)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM
Author: Awkward meetinghouse



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935167)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935538)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM
Author: Heady pink cumskin

180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up!

How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42935601)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42937225)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national

Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week.

I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda.

I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back.

So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42937815)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Day 20 in the books.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42937220)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42937764)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM
Author: Big boltzmann

good job man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42937931)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM
Author: Awkward meetinghouse



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42939379)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Three weeks down! Still a sobermo!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42941083)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: Provocative fear-inspiring state

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42942011)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national

18000000

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42942548)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

How you feeling?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42942671)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national

Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42943106)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42943118)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national

Ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42943162)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM
Author: irradiated pit

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42943009)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM
Author: Exciting digit ratio



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42943016)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM
Author: Milky vengeful partner

stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot.

PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend?

you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42943023)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

You seem mentally stable, friend.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42943068)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM
Author: wonderful friendly grandma



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42943810)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM
Author: Smoky church building



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42944568)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Day 22 and still on the wagon

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42945651)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42946048)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Day 23 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42951958)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM
Author: Mint erotic tank

Has your wife said anything about it?

Have you lost any weight?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42951967)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive.

I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42952045)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM
Author: white boyish patrolman

Good job dude. Summarize changes for us

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42951979)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Losing weight

Sleep has improved a ton

Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly)

Motivated to work

Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42952080)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42952093)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42952239)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national

An underrated benefit, for certain.

Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957384)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Just keep going a day at a time.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957597)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM
Author: flirting rehab immigrant

Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970847)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM
Author: flirting rehab immigrant

You should celebrate by having a beer.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42966916)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM
Author: obsidian feces office

sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning.

how long did it take to notice weight loss?

how much were you drinking each day?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970597)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common.

Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970882)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM
Author: obsidian feces office

are you still in biglaw

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42971427)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42971755)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: Exciting digit ratio



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42952048)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM
Author: shaky ticket booth

I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957405)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national

180. What finally worked for you?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957590)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Nice. Congrats.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957593)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM
Author: vibrant cocky den mad cow disease

Stabby?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42977185)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Day 24

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957591)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM
Author: ultramarine mind-boggling cuck pistol



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957616)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM
Author: irradiated pit

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957892)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM
Author: swashbuckling death wish

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957897)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42957898)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM
Author: Mint erotic tank



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42960457)



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Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Day 25

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42964349)



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Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42965115)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Day 26

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970508)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: Mint erotic tank

do you have the desire to drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970525)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970539)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM
Author: Mint erotic tank

Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970631)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

I was totally out of control.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970770)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: razzle-dazzle double fault haunted graveyard

Gj brudda

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970526)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM
Author: swashbuckling death wish

Focus every day on how grateful you are for this.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970531)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Trust me I am

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970774)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: Marvelous Windowlicker Box Office

Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970787)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42970803)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM
Author: Yapping ratface library

that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42971445)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM
Author: swashbuckling death wish



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42977063)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42971233)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Day 27 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42975999)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national

180. I’m at around a week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42976271)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Nice. Keep it up.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42977080)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years.

Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42982646)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM
Author: Bistre Candlestick Maker Station

Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42982663)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national

Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42982670)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM
Author: flirting rehab immigrant

Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42982814)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national

Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42982845)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

I don't plan to

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42983811)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM
Author: swashbuckling death wish

Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42984102)



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Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM
Author: irradiated pit

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#42987301)



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Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Boom: five weeks sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43021326)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM
Author: irradiated pit

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43022035)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM
Author: Jet disgusting sanctuary



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43022329)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM
Author: white boyish patrolman

180 brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43070201)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM
Author: Overrated puppy circlehead

Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43022078)



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Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

That's amazing

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43057794)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM
Author: Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43069408)



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Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43057793)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM
Author: Comical sable business firm



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43070107)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM
Author: Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle

this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43069385)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM
Author: Chartreuse aromatic hospital

Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43069390)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM
Author: Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43069391)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43070100)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM
Author: Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43070120)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM
Author: frozen keepsake machete market

Take up golf, or cycling

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43070175)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43070712)



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Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Done with week 7.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43094188)



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Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM
Author: Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43102180)



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43132489)



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM
Author: cracking address

Fuck yeah

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43132505)



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM
Author: swashbuckling death wish

That's fucking great.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43132510)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43172089)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM
Author: Silver Razzle Stock Car Stag Film

don't!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43172102)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: naked elite resort dingle berry



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43172104)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM
Author: swashbuckling death wish

The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43172190)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43172657)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

10 weeks no drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43208306)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM
Author: sooty exhilarant piazza athletic conference

Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43208368)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Nice. I really havent felt this good in years.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43208386)



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Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM
Author: Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle

well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43229848)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43356245)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM
Author: confused angry karate shitlib

Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot.

https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43356257)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43356284)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM
Author: confused angry karate shitlib

I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43356399)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national

Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle.

I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings.

Keep up the fight brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43356457)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM
Author: flirting rehab immigrant

Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted.

Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober.

I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43542100)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM
Author: Demanding Knife

this sounds right

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43542123)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM
Author: Beady-eyed ladyboy

1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43356299)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43356413)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM
Author: Henna Twisted Mother Hunting Ground

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43542485)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: flirting rehab immigrant

I haven't listened to them in two decades

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43542581)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: glittery chest-beating gunner

keep going brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43542583)



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Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

30 days sober today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43620761)



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Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM
Author: misunderstood parlour becky

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43620769)



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Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM
Author: Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle

6 months dry

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43725839)



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Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM
Author: sticky light parlor

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43725878)



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Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Two months sober now

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#43793309)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

117 days of nodrink today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44142273)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM
Author: Comical sable business firm

180

Day six here.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44142302)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

One day at a time brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44142613)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM
Author: Exciting digit ratio

Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44142662)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM
Author: Bipolar rough-skinned field hairy legs

By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44307089)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM
Author: sticky light parlor

4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44307097)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

144 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44307035)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM
Author: sticky light parlor

Good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44307101)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Thanks brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44307314)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM
Author: Fuchsia corner generalized bond

180 brother and congratulations!!!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44307324)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM
Author: Arousing Nibblets



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453495)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

168 days and still on the wagon

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44450356)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM
Author: Vermilion abode

Way to go, man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453559)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Thanks dude

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453855)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM
Author: Yapping ratface library

33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44450380)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM
Author: sticky light parlor

Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44450408)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM
Author: Yapping ratface library

I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44452270)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM
Author: sticky light parlor

then shut the fuck up already

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453444)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM
Author: Yapping ratface library

cr

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453454)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM
Author: Burgundy bull headed range

lol

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453513)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM
Author: Henna Twisted Mother Hunting Ground

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453508)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM
Author: tripping institution

18 months sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453863)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM
Author: mildly autistic at-the-ready trust fund

180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44453871)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44454805)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM
Author: Comical sable business firm

180

I've done one drink a night for the past week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44454837)



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Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44562497)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

222 days today. Life has never been better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44748020)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM
Author: Comical sable business firm



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44748030)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM
Author: filthy goal in life headpube



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44748040)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM
Author: Burgundy bull headed range

good for you bro, good on you, keep it up

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44748042)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM
Author: Lascivious Sienna Public Bath



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44748055)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM
Author: Jet disgusting sanctuary



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44749202)



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Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Eight months sober yesterday

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#44865945)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Nine moths today!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023094)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023126)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

How's your sobriety?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023153)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national

i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february.

i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may.

i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat.

i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally.

haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023232)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023423)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national

thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight.

it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023653)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM
Author: slimy lemon chad mexican

congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023157)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023424)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023655)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM
Author: Fuchsia corner generalized bond

congrats brother!

i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol.

peace.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023248)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023425)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45023657)



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Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

I'll hit day 300 tomorrow!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45155156)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

348 days in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411580)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM
Author: Mint erotic tank

180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411587)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411710)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national

180 billion

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411595)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

How are you doing?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411711)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national

haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411931)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

180. Stay strong

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45412087)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national

ty brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45412123)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM
Author: racy onyx new version

I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411805)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Life is so much better if you can stick to it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45412258)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM
Author: slimy lemon chad mexican

Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411898)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM
Author: flirting rehab immigrant

180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411942)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411945)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM
Author: slimy lemon chad mexican

1800000

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411951)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM
Author: supple weed whacker

180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45411963)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45412247)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM
Author: appetizing mischievous native genital piercing

proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave

you’re gonna maek it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45412285)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM
Author: Purple cruel-hearted internal respiration



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45651879)



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Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

One year and two days of sobriety today.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45511221)



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Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM
Author: mildly autistic at-the-ready trust fund

180 brother. Never go back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45511222)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

397 days and counting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45651822)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM
Author: Purple cruel-hearted internal respiration

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45651862)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM
Author: Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle

18 months

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45738970)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM
Author: Grizzly whorehouse

congrats man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45738973)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM
Author: Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45738981)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM
Author: Floppy Alcoholic Spot Mental Disorder

Biggest health change?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45738992)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM
Author: Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle

I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45738997)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM
Author: Grizzly whorehouse

35lbs, damn

what % of your body weight was that?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45739000)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM
Author: Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle

~15%

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45739049)



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Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM
Author: flirting rehab immigrant

Awesome.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45858131)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM
Author: Contagious famous landscape painting

Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas.

You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45739061)



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Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45754434)



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Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM
Author: Indecent vigorous gaming laptop



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45765765)



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Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM
Author: Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle

poison free in 23

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45765724)



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Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45771738)



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Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM
Author: soul-stirring pervert property

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45771895)



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Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45779724)



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Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national

Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45858158)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45862492)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national

180. Glad to hear it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45863147)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM
Author: flirting rehab immigrant

There’s a lot of relapse going around.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#45862965)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

475 days of nodrink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018088)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM
Author: Mint erotic tank

What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018101)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018254)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM
Author: excitant hall

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018105)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM
Author: Demanding Knife

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018292)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM
Author: Mint erotic tank

Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018110)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018266)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM
Author: Maize Garrison

Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018258)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018272)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM
Author: Maize Garrison

I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018282)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46018418)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Day 507 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158627)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM
Author: irradiated pit

Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158633)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158678)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM
Author: irradiated pit

Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158687)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158703)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national

I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day.

So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?”

(I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.)

So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer.

This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again.

I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158708)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Good to hear you are back on track.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158725)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46158845)



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Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

18 months tomorrow.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46317617)



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Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM
Author: idiotic cuckold organic girlfriend

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46317624)



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Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM
Author: Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle

2 years dry

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46468557)



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Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46469502)



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Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM
Author: flirting rehab immigrant

Did you work the steps?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46499489)



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Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM
Author: Navy Church Foreskin

Wow

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46469522)



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Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Day 640 today bros

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46687165)



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Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Day 700 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46948402)



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Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM
Author: Grizzly whorehouse

congrats

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#46948423)



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Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM
Author: Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47103664)



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

2 years and 7 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47094191)



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM
Author: Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47094194)



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM
Author: Stirring medicated sweet tailpipe national



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47094225)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM
Author: Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle

Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47098706)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM
Author: Fuchsia corner generalized bond

1919 days free.

I will never go back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47098738)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM
Author: sadistic step-uncle's house messiness

180

I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47098746)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM
Author: Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47099290)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM
Author: gold very tactful school cafeteria dopamine

good job

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47099298)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM
Author: gold very tactful school cafeteria dopamine

I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47099296)



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Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

Nice. Congrats.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47100639)



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Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM
Author: Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle

I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47103662)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

956 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47793191)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM
Author: ungodly base sex offender

Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47793213)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47793231)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 9:41 PM
Author: idiotic cuckold organic girlfriend

Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47793386)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 10:21 PM
Author: Navy Church Foreskin



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47793452)



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Date: June 30th, 2024 8:54 PM
Author: Purple cruel-hearted internal respiration



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47796042)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM
Author: Purple cruel-hearted internal respiration

180, teenage pussy tp

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47793229)



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Date: June 30th, 2024 4:33 AM
Author: Charismatic Amber Roommate



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47793970)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:31 PM
Author: Purple cruel-hearted internal respiration



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#48182547)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:34 PM
Author: sepia scourge upon the earth point

180 thread

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47793226)



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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:18 PM
Author: Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle

3 years now

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47812580)



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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:31 PM
Author: excitant hall

MFCR. 1488 my nigga

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47812622)



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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:45 PM
Author: slimy lemon chad mexican

way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in.

i did have one relapse, which happened back in the beginning of may. my wife and i were not having sex and i am terrible at communicating so i withdrew into self and developed a huge crush on an associate (no diddy). went to jazz fest to see the stones with my siblings and got shitfaced. wife went nuts on me when i got back to the room and i told her to fuck off and i wanted a divorce.

long story short, i told her that the sex has been garbage, and that i was disgusted that she'd quit shaving her box back when we split up in 2020 and didn't really do it anymore.

since then, she's been SHAVED, we've been FUCKING 2-3x/week and i am NODRINK forever.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#47812654)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

1058 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#48182543)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM
Author: Purple cruel-hearted internal respiration

180 man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#48182545)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM
Author: puce titillating school useless brakes

Do you not drink at all now?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#48182570)



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Date: October 14th, 2024 2:46 PM
Author: Insecure indigo stage

None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it doesn't work for me. I'm a total degenerate alchie. I can't touch the stuff.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#48196855)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:38 PM
Author: Slate federal blood rage



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#48182573)



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Date: October 14th, 2024 2:50 PM
Author: razzle-dazzle double fault haunted graveyard



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#48196866)



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Date: October 19th, 2024 10:29 AM
Author: flirting rehab immigrant

Nice

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#48214820)



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Date: November 24th, 2024 5:07 AM
Author: Ruby bateful kitchen wrinkle



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#48374719)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 12:03 AM
Author: Mint erotic tank



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#49007400)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:13 AM
Author: irate spectacular faggot firefighter old irish cottage

I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#49007544)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:17 AM
Author: Grizzly whorehouse



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#49007547)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:55 AM
Author: AZNgirl telling 5'4 White Guy He's Tall Enough



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#49150725)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 4:59 AM
Author: .........\'.........\'\'.......\'\'\' (Dotski Carlisle, You Old Shrew!)


4 years

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#49150627)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 5:05 AM
Author: Terry Bollea Did Nothing Wrong (TDNW)

how has your life changed?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#49150630)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 7:56 AM
Author: jock itch

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#49150668)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:14 AM
Author: brown eyes and i were tired ((zurich is stained))

Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#49150685)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:16 AM
Author: Master Purchase Agreement (No Future)

180 good going man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id#49150688)