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Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough.

First 24 hrs is in the books.
vigorous stag film
  07/24/21
5 years is just getting started
Opaque Pea-brained Ape
  06/12/25
won't work
massive tanning salon marketing idea
  07/24/21
begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have c...
wonderful pungent brunch
  07/24/21
Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tr...
vigorous stag film
  07/24/21
He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend
white point psychic
  07/25/21
Thanks, man
vigorous stag film
  07/25/21
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ruddy volcanic crater
  07/24/21
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ruddy volcanic crater
  07/24/21
how much have you been drinking
dashing rehab
  07/24/21
cq
pearly school associate
  07/24/21
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  07/24/21
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maroon theatre
  07/24/21
Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a d...
vigorous stag film
  07/24/21
5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers?
Titillating weed whacker
  07/24/21
a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts...
Jade exciting milk
  07/24/21
Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times whe...
vigorous stag film
  07/24/21
Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's ...
Titillating weed whacker
  07/25/21
Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on m...
concupiscible theater coldplay fan
  07/24/21
This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all d...
vigorous stag film
  07/24/21
When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the w...
concupiscible theater coldplay fan
  07/25/21
I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed ...
vigorous stag film
  07/25/21
we have a sickness of the soul brother
concupiscible theater coldplay fan
  07/25/21
You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol muc...
Electric Dead Selfie Organic Girlfriend
  07/24/21
Crrrrrrr
pearly school associate
  07/24/21
That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the n...
vigorous stag film
  07/24/21
set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go fro...
Jade exciting milk
  07/24/21
how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day?
outnumbered comical half-breed
  07/24/21
6'2" 245
vigorous stag film
  07/24/21
no muscle or jacked?
outnumbered comical half-breed
  07/24/21
I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame...
vigorous stag film
  07/24/21
Ungh
razzmatazz lay
  07/24/21
u wanna bang him, dont u?
Jade exciting milk
  07/24/21
I am with you, brother.
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  07/25/21
You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink l...
Unhinged Supple Kitty Cat
  07/25/21
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deranged lodge laser beams
  03/13/22
Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based o...
motley dilemma idiot
  08/16/22
stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravin...
Overrated pervert
  07/24/21
Cr you could easily trade them for booze
Stubborn naked genital piercing
  07/24/21
so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities?
Bronze Very Tactful Faggot Firefighter
  07/24/21
go back to guangzhong
soggy zombie-like university mad-dog skullcap
  07/31/21
Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 d...
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  07/24/21
the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise ...
Citrine Mind-boggling Area Haunted Graveyard
  07/24/21
gl gl
Startling contagious windowlicker
  07/24/21
Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to...
sable parlour new version
  07/24/21
Alcohol is poison
mentally impaired institution
  07/24/21
...
Cocky lascivious yarmulke macaca
  07/25/21
Not going to be much sleep tonight
vigorous stag film
  07/25/21
Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me g...
provocative ratface coffee pot
  07/25/21
6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bend...
vigorous stag film
  07/25/21
have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigge...
Bronze Very Tactful Faggot Firefighter
  07/25/21
Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been...
vigorous stag film
  07/25/21
Just threw up in the shower. Good times.
vigorous stag film
  07/25/21
Go to a meeting
sable parlour new version
  07/25/21
Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. T...
vigorous stag film
  07/25/21
Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay so...
sable parlour new version
  07/25/21
what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drin...
Bronze Very Tactful Faggot Firefighter
  07/26/21
It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a l...
sable parlour new version
  07/28/21
I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best...
copper partner juggernaut
  07/25/21
I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring
vigorous stag film
  07/25/21
...
Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office
  07/25/21
Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year ...
Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office
  07/25/21
I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just tot...
vigorous stag film
  07/25/21
Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to...
Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office
  07/25/21
48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink si...
vigorous stag film
  07/25/21
Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going th...
Jet-lagged soul-stirring property
  07/25/21
From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, ...
vigorous stag film
  07/25/21
Go to a meeting
sable parlour new version
  07/25/21
Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org...
vigorous stag film
  07/26/21
big mistake bro
180 orchestra pit blood rage
  07/25/21
3 days down
vigorous stag film
  07/26/21
Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In...
canary cerebral den
  07/26/21
I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a...
flushed business firm
  07/26/21
No, these were all educated white people. There are many mor...
canary cerebral den
  07/26/21
That's horrible man. Sorry to hear.
vigorous stag film
  07/26/21
Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm ...
Filthy jap
  11/04/21
Go to a meeting.
sable parlour new version
  07/26/21
can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it diff...
Fragrant Poppy State Gaming Laptop
  07/26/21
That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will...
canary cerebral den
  07/26/21
...
Big lemon step-uncle's house
  07/26/21
Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely nee...
vigorous stag film
  07/26/21
In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's n...
sable parlour new version
  07/26/21
Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or t...
Stirring set
  07/26/21
Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence bu...
Unhinged Supple Kitty Cat
  07/27/21
The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you d...
sable parlour new version
  07/28/21
no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't ...
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  07/31/21
https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs
Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office
  07/26/21
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  07/26/21
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Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office
  07/27/21
I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for...
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  07/26/21
Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks...
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  07/26/21
Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and ...
vigorous stag film
  07/26/21
Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through th...
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  07/26/21
4 days down
vigorous stag film
  07/27/21
nice man.
Talented bistre tank
  07/27/21
180. This is when it starts getting way better.
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  07/27/21
Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets.
olive pit
  07/27/21
Day 5 no drink
vigorous stag film
  07/28/21
180 bro
Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office
  07/28/21
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canary cerebral den
  07/28/21
good job
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  07/28/21
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  07/28/21
also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspirat...
Startling contagious windowlicker
  07/28/21
good job. do doing any sports?
Fragrant Poppy State Gaming Laptop
  07/28/21
I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half....
vigorous stag film
  07/28/21
180
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  07/28/21
...
Bearded Navy People Who Are Hurt
  07/28/21
Eat some bananas
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  07/28/21
I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the...
vigorous stag film
  07/28/21
Go to a meeting
sable parlour new version
  07/28/21
Went to five meetings today. Sober for once.
vigorous stag film
  07/29/21
who the fuck has time for that shit?
idiotic church
  07/29/21
They were work meetings
vigorous stag film
  07/29/21
Those won't keep you sober.
sable parlour new version
  07/29/21
That's for sure! *rimshot*
vigorous stag film
  07/29/21
180
white point psychic
  07/28/21
Day 6 nodrink
vigorous stag film
  07/29/21
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  07/29/21
...
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  07/29/21
Good job bro. One day down one day to go.
heady resort
  07/29/21
That's how I'm looking at it.
vigorous stag film
  07/29/21
One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 yea...
vigorous stag film
  07/30/21
Keep it up brother!
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  07/30/21
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  07/30/21
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  07/30/21
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  07/31/21
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  07/31/21
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  07/31/21
You're a camel at this point. Keep going!
canary cerebral den
  07/31/21
keep it going my man.
Hot home
  07/31/21
8 days down
vigorous stag film
  07/31/21
Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're trul...
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  07/31/21
Inspiring.
flushed business firm
  07/31/21
Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a mill...
vigorous stag film
  07/31/21
i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started fe...
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  07/31/21
A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gon...
vigorous stag film
  08/01/21
thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days...
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  08/01/21
I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've nev...
Fishy House
  08/01/21
For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependen...
vigorous stag film
  08/01/21
This is the plot of Another Round.
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  08/03/21
Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical.
vigorous stag film
  08/03/21
Just crossed the 9 day mark
vigorous stag film
  08/01/21
...
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  08/01/21
180
white point psychic
  08/02/21
10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eatin...
vigorous stag film
  08/02/21
180
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  08/02/21
11 days down a lifetime to go.
vigorous stag film
  08/03/21
Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can ...
Drab floppy water buffalo
  08/03/21
I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drink...
canary cerebral den
  08/03/21
It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold tu...
Drab floppy water buffalo
  08/03/21
nah bro only one day at a time to go
diverse sooty stage
  08/03/21
exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps
razzle-dazzle dull police squad hell
  08/03/21
In reality, that's how I am looking at it.
vigorous stag film
  08/03/21
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  08/03/21
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blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  08/03/21
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Frozen cracking casino
  08/03/21
happy for you man
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  08/03/21
180 but take it a day at a time
white point psychic
  08/03/21
Keep it up
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  08/03/21
Nice job bro!!
confused brindle trailer park
  08/03/21
BAM! Day 12.
vigorous stag film
  08/04/21
...
pearl bisexual useless brakes mexican
  08/04/21
180 Day two here
Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office
  08/04/21
Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years.
vigorous stag film
  08/04/21
I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me...
Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office
  08/05/21
Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drin...
vigorous stag film
  08/05/21
Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy...
Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office
  08/09/21
...
fluffy domesticated plaza gay wizard
  08/04/21
Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks.
vigorous stag film
  08/05/21
Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother.
canary cerebral den
  08/05/21
One day at a time. Go to a meeting.
sable parlour new version
  08/05/21
Two weeks nodrink in the can
vigorous stag film
  08/06/21
YES
fluffy domesticated plaza gay wizard
  08/06/21
15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a...
vigorous stag film
  08/07/21
Day 16 done
vigorous stag film
  08/08/21
Gj!
Bearded Navy People Who Are Hurt
  08/08/21
17
vigorous stag film
  08/09/21
180 brother
Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office
  08/09/21
This is some 180 shit right here
Excitant wagecucks
  08/09/21
Keep it up, brother!
flushed business firm
  08/09/21
180
white point psychic
  08/09/21
Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since ...
vigorous stag film
  08/10/21
Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in ...
vigorous stag film
  08/10/21
Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work
Vengeful Indigo Main People Roommate
  08/10/21
Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your we...
Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office
  08/10/21
Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and...
vigorous stag film
  08/10/21
Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit an...
Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office
  08/10/21
They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They ...
vigorous stag film
  08/10/21
Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immun...
Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office
  08/10/21
The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies so...
Appetizing Slippery National
  08/10/21
Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to ...
vigorous stag film
  08/10/21
Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go.
vigorous stag film
  08/10/21
Alcohol prevents covid
Flatulent principal's office
  08/13/21
Day 19 done
vigorous stag film
  08/11/21
180 congrats
Elite Location Son Of Senegal
  08/11/21
Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal ri...
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  08/11/21
No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drink...
vigorous stag film
  08/11/21
ty
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  08/11/21
CR- every day is a victory
green heaven pocket flask
  08/12/21
hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't me...
passionate doobsian parlor travel guidebook
  08/11/21
Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today th...
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  08/12/21
After how long? You did great!
diverse sooty stage
  08/11/21
Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of ...
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  08/12/21
I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Noth...
white point psychic
  08/12/21
...
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  08/12/21
...
beady-eyed circlehead
  08/12/21
I had four beers tonight.
Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office
  08/12/21
Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon.
Excitant wagecucks
  08/12/21
...
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  08/12/21
...
razzle-dazzle dull police squad hell
  08/12/21
You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. ...
Beta menage
  08/12/21
Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior ...
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  08/12/21
Nice re today
vigorous stag film
  08/12/21
Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives...
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  08/12/21
...
green heaven pocket flask
  08/12/21
...
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  08/12/21
180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I d...
Titillating weed whacker
  08/12/21
Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cram...
vigorous stag film
  08/12/21
Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw te...
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  08/12/21
Day 20 in the books.
vigorous stag film
  08/12/21
180
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  08/12/21
good job man
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  08/12/21
...
green heaven pocket flask
  08/13/21
Three weeks down! Still a sobermo!
vigorous stag film
  08/13/21
180
beady-eyed circlehead
  08/13/21
18000000
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  08/13/21
How you feeling?
vigorous stag film
  08/13/21
Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a lon...
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  08/13/21
Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return ...
vigorous stag film
  08/13/21
Ty
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  08/13/21
180
white point psychic
  08/13/21
...
Elite Location Son Of Senegal
  08/13/21
stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, fa...
hyperactive embarrassed to the bone gas station
  08/13/21
You seem mentally stable, friend.
vigorous stag film
  08/13/21
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  08/14/21
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dashing rehab
  08/14/21
Day 22 and still on the wagon
vigorous stag film
  08/14/21
...
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  08/14/21
Day 23 done
vigorous stag film
  08/15/21
Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any w...
Big lemon step-uncle's house
  08/15/21
Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic an...
vigorous stag film
  08/15/21
Good job dude. Summarize changes for us
confused brindle trailer park
  08/15/21
Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier ...
vigorous stag film
  08/15/21
180
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  08/15/21
Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal t...
vigorous stag film
  08/15/21
An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what ...
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  08/16/21
Just keep going a day at a time.
vigorous stag film
  08/16/21
Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is...
sable parlour new version
  08/18/21
You should celebrate by having a beer.
sable parlour new version
  08/18/21
sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress ...
bateful keepsake machete
  08/18/21
I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably...
vigorous stag film
  08/18/21
are you still in biglaw
bateful keepsake machete
  08/18/21
Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe.
vigorous stag film
  08/18/21
...
Elite Location Son Of Senegal
  08/15/21
I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics...
thriller sanctuary kitty
  08/16/21
180. What finally worked for you?
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  08/16/21
Nice. Congrats.
vigorous stag film
  08/16/21
Stabby?
Appetizing Slippery National
  08/19/21
Day 24
vigorous stag film
  08/16/21
...
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  08/16/21
180
white point psychic
  08/16/21
180
canary cerebral den
  08/16/21
...
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  08/16/21
...
Big lemon step-uncle's house
  08/16/21
Day 25
vigorous stag film
  08/17/21
...
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  08/17/21
Day 26
vigorous stag film
  08/18/21
do you have the desire to drink
Big lemon step-uncle's house
  08/18/21
Not really after the first week. There have been moments tho...
vigorous stag film
  08/18/21
Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much....
Big lemon step-uncle's house
  08/18/21
I was totally out of control.
vigorous stag film
  08/18/21
Gj brudda
Erotic really tough guy whorehouse
  08/18/21
Focus every day on how grateful you are for this.
canary cerebral den
  08/18/21
Trust me I am
vigorous stag film
  08/18/21
Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one
bossy locale becky
  08/18/21
Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons...
vigorous stag film
  08/18/21
that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn'...
razzle-dazzle dull police squad hell
  08/18/21
...
canary cerebral den
  08/19/21
180
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  08/18/21
Day 27 in the books
vigorous stag film
  08/19/21
180. I’m at around a week.
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  08/19/21
Nice. Keep it up.
vigorous stag film
  08/19/21
Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't thi...
vigorous stag film
  08/20/21
Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker.
Bearded Navy People Who Are Hurt
  08/20/21
Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good ...
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  08/20/21
Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a dail...
sable parlour new version
  08/20/21
Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pi...
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  08/20/21
I don't plan to
vigorous stag film
  08/20/21
Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on...
canary cerebral den
  08/20/21
180
white point psychic
  08/21/21
Boom: five weeks sober
vigorous stag film
  08/27/21
180
white point psychic
  08/28/21
...
Shivering Low-t Locus Queen Of The Night
  08/28/21
180 brother
confused brindle trailer park
  09/06/21
Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the b...
copper partner juggernaut
  08/28/21
That's amazing
vigorous stag film
  09/03/21
...
Hot home
  09/06/21
Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone w...
vigorous stag film
  09/03/21
...
Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office
  09/06/21
this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months
Hot home
  09/06/21
Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about p...
ruddy volcanic crater
  09/06/21
...
Hot home
  09/06/21
Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well.
vigorous stag film
  09/06/21
...
Hot home
  09/06/21
Take up golf, or cycling
tripping iridescent space
  09/06/21
I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of ...
vigorous stag film
  09/06/21
Done with week 7.
vigorous stag film
  09/10/21
...
Hot home
  09/12/21
8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too.
vigorous stag film
  09/17/21
Fuck yeah
fluffy domesticated plaza gay wizard
  09/17/21
That's fucking great.
canary cerebral den
  09/17/21
9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you ca...
vigorous stag film
  09/24/21
don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone ...
histrionic garrison famous landscape painting
  09/24/21
...
Electric Dead Selfie Organic Girlfriend
  09/24/21
The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the th...
canary cerebral den
  09/24/21
I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Dow...
vigorous stag film
  09/24/21
10 weeks no drink
vigorous stag film
  10/01/21
Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently ...
Filthy jap
  10/01/21
Nice. I really havent felt this good in years.
vigorous stag film
  10/01/21
well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison
Hot home
  10/06/21
Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off ...
vigorous stag film
  10/30/21
Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https...
fiercely-loyal generalized bond
  10/30/21
I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any ...
vigorous stag film
  10/30/21
I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes s...
fiercely-loyal generalized bond
  10/30/21
Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is...
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  10/30/21
Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impos...
sable parlour new version
  12/01/21
this sounds right
diverse sooty stage
  12/01/21
1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as t...
useless library internal respiration
  10/30/21
Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can ha...
vigorous stag film
  10/30/21
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4
irradiated cruise ship black woman
  12/01/21
I haven't listened to them in two decades
sable parlour new version
  12/01/21
keep going brother
milky hairless wrinkle antidepressant drug
  12/01/21
30 days sober today
vigorous stag film
  12/16/21
180
olive pit
  12/16/21
6 months dry
Hot home
  01/04/22
180
idiotic church
  01/04/22
Two months sober now
vigorous stag film
  01/16/22
117 days of nodrink today
vigorous stag film
  03/13/22
180 Day six here.
Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office
  03/13/22
One day at a time brother
vigorous stag film
  03/13/22
Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drin...
Elite Location Son Of Senegal
  03/13/22
By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if ...
marvelous headpube
  04/09/22
4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing
idiotic church
  04/09/22
144 days
vigorous stag film
  04/09/22
Good work
idiotic church
  04/09/22
Thanks brother
vigorous stag film
  04/09/22
180 brother and congratulations!!!
wonderful pungent brunch
  04/09/22
...
Aromatic hospital
  05/04/22
168 days and still on the wagon
vigorous stag film
  05/03/22
Way to go, man.
Lilac Maniacal Temple Philosopher-king
  05/04/22
Thanks dude
vigorous stag film
  05/04/22
33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wa...
razzle-dazzle dull police squad hell
  05/03/22
Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuc...
idiotic church
  05/03/22
I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drink...
razzle-dazzle dull police squad hell
  05/04/22
then shut the fuck up already
idiotic church
  05/04/22
cr
razzle-dazzle dull police squad hell
  05/04/22
lol
kink-friendly corner
  05/04/22
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg
irradiated cruise ship black woman
  05/04/22
18 months sober
blathering center
  05/04/22
180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier.
Glittery Round Eye Bawdyhouse
  05/04/22
...
vigorous stag film
  05/04/22
180 I've done one drink a night for the past week.
Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office
  05/04/22
188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend
vigorous stag film
  05/23/22
222 days today. Life has never been better.
vigorous stag film
  06/26/22
...
Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office
  06/26/22
...
plum lettuce office
  06/26/22
good for you bro, good on you, keep it up
kink-friendly corner
  06/26/22
...
Gay boiling water trump supporter
  06/26/22
...
Shivering Low-t Locus Queen Of The Night
  06/26/22
Eight months sober yesterday
vigorous stag film
  07/17/22
Nine moths today!
vigorous stag film
  08/16/22
180
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  08/16/22
How's your sobriety?
vigorous stag film
  08/16/22
i was sober from the end of last september through mid-febru...
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  08/16/22
Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just ca...
vigorous stag film
  08/16/22
thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to...
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  08/16/22
congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself.
Bull headed vivacious private investor
  08/16/22
180
vigorous stag film
  08/16/22
...
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  08/16/22
congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go ...
wonderful pungent brunch
  08/16/22
...
vigorous stag film
  08/16/22
...
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  08/16/22
I'll hit day 300 tomorrow!
vigorous stag film
  09/11/22
348 days in the books
vigorous stag film
  10/30/22
180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife re...
Big lemon step-uncle's house
  10/30/22
65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is...
vigorous stag film
  10/30/22
180 billion
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  10/30/22
How are you doing?
vigorous stag film
  10/30/22
haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering.
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  10/30/22
180. Stay strong
vigorous stag film
  10/30/22
ty brother.
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  10/30/22
I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an is...
Thirsty Kitchen Idea He Suggested
  10/30/22
Life is so much better if you can stick to it
vigorous stag film
  10/30/22
Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night...
Bull headed vivacious private investor
  10/30/22
180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew.
sable parlour new version
  10/30/22
...
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  10/30/22
1800000
Bull headed vivacious private investor
  10/30/22
180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting
Hairraiser Light Therapy Elastic Band
  10/30/22
...
vigorous stag film
  10/30/22
proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of disciplin...
spectacular forum toaster
  10/30/22
...
pearl bisexual useless brakes mexican
  12/18/22
One year and two days of sobriety today.
vigorous stag film
  11/18/22
180 brother. Never go back.
Glittery Round Eye Bawdyhouse
  11/18/22
397 days and counting
vigorous stag film
  12/18/22
180
pearl bisexual useless brakes mexican
  12/18/22
18 months
Hot home
  01/04/23
congrats man
primrose abode legal warrant
  01/04/23
ty
Hot home
  01/04/23
Biggest health change?
seedy crackhouse
  01/04/23
I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area:...
Hot home
  01/04/23
35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that?
primrose abode legal warrant
  01/04/23
~15%
Hot home
  01/04/23
Awesome.
sable parlour new version
  01/29/23
Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted ...
Self-absorbed high-end stage
  01/04/23
180
vigorous stag film
  01/07/23
...
Pale hairy legs friendly grandma
  01/09/23
poison free in 23
Hot home
  01/09/23
...
vigorous stag film
  01/10/23
180
racy claret theater stage preventive strike
  01/10/23
My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfac...
vigorous stag film
  01/12/23
Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get ba...
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  01/29/23
Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday.
vigorous stag film
  01/30/23
180. Glad to hear it
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  01/30/23
There’s a lot of relapse going around.
sable parlour new version
  01/30/23
475 days of nodrink
vigorous stag film
  03/06/23
What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened t...
Big lemon step-uncle's house
  03/06/23
Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW
vigorous stag film
  03/06/23
180
Cheese-eating nibblets
  03/06/23
180
diverse sooty stage
  03/06/23
Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how yo...
Big lemon step-uncle's house
  03/06/23
In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores a...
vigorous stag film
  03/06/23
Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts?
Curious Henna Field Dragon
  03/06/23
Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no prob...
vigorous stag film
  03/06/23
I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard...
Curious Henna Field Dragon
  03/06/23
Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whi...
vigorous stag film
  03/06/23
Day 507 in the books
vigorous stag film
  04/07/23
Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and compla...
white point psychic
  04/07/23
Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop.
vigorous stag film
  04/07/23
Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and start...
white point psychic
  04/07/23
For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a...
vigorous stag film
  04/07/23
I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thund...
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  04/07/23
Good to hear you are back on track.
vigorous stag film
  04/07/23
ty
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  04/07/23
18 months tomorrow.
vigorous stag film
  05/16/23
180
Vengeful Indigo Main People Roommate
  05/16/23
2 years dry
Hot home
  06/24/23
Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there.
vigorous stag film
  06/24/23
Did you work the steps?
sable parlour new version
  07/01/23
Wow
Cocky lascivious yarmulke macaca
  06/24/23
Day 640 today bros
vigorous stag film
  08/18/23
Day 700 in the books
vigorous stag film
  10/17/23
congrats
primrose abode legal warrant
  10/17/23
...
Hot home
  11/27/23
2 years and 7 days
vigorous stag film
  11/24/23
...
Hot home
  11/24/23
...
blue vibrant nowag love of her life
  11/24/23
Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23?
Hot home
  11/25/23
1919 days free. I will never go back.
wonderful pungent brunch
  11/25/23
180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober
jet senate
  11/25/23
...
Hot home
  11/25/23
good job
Charismatic trust fund
  11/25/23
I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luc...
Charismatic trust fund
  11/25/23
Nice. Congrats.
vigorous stag film
  11/26/23
I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a m...
Hot home
  11/27/23
956 days
vigorous stag film
  06/29/24
Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much ...
Slap-happy Misunderstood Fortuitous Meteor
  06/29/24
I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better...
vigorous stag film
  06/29/24
Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own
Vengeful Indigo Main People Roommate
  06/29/24
...
Cocky lascivious yarmulke macaca
  06/29/24
...
pearl bisexual useless brakes mexican
  06/30/24
180, teenage pussy tp
pearl bisexual useless brakes mexican
  06/29/24
...
shimmering party of the first part
  06/30/24
...
pearl bisexual useless brakes mexican
  10/09/24
180 thread
Arrogant razzle market feces
  06/29/24
3 years now
Hot home
  07/05/24
MFCR. 1488 my nigga
Cheese-eating nibblets
  07/05/24
way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did ha...
Bull headed vivacious private investor
  07/05/24
1058 days
vigorous stag film
  10/09/24
180 man
pearl bisexual useless brakes mexican
  10/09/24
Do you not drink at all now?
galvanic umber range pistol
  10/09/24
None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it does...
vigorous stag film
  10/14/24
...
Khaki arousing stead doctorate
  10/09/24
...
Erotic really tough guy whorehouse
  10/14/24
Nice
sable parlour new version
  10/19/24
...
Hot home
  11/24/24
...
Big lemon step-uncle's house
  06/12/25
I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit
Exhilarant self-centered skinny woman mad cow disease
  06/12/25
...
primrose abode legal warrant
  06/12/25
...
AZNgirl telling 5'4 White Guy He's Tall Enough
  08/02/25
4 years
.........\'.........\'\'.......\'\'\'
  08/02/25
how has your life changed?
Terry Bollea Did Nothing Wrong
  08/02/25
180
jock itch
  08/02/25
Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12
brown eyes and i were tired
  08/02/25
180 good going man
Master Purchase Agreement
  08/02/25


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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

First 24 hrs is in the books.

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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM
Author: Opaque Pea-brained Ape

5 years is just getting started

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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM
Author: massive tanning salon marketing idea

won't work

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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM
Author: wonderful pungent brunch

begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42834931)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42834935)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM
Author: white point psychic

He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42837724)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM
Author: vigorous stag film

Thanks, man

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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM
Author: ruddy volcanic crater



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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM
Author: ruddy volcanic crater



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM
Author: dashing rehab

how much have you been drinking

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM
Author: pearly school associate

cq

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM
Author: primrose abode legal warrant



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM
Author: maroon theatre



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit.

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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM
Author: Titillating weed whacker

5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers?

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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: Jade exciting milk

a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day.

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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down.

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Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM
Author: Titillating weed whacker

Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838299)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM
Author: concupiscible theater coldplay fan

Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism

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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too.

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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM
Author: concupiscible theater coldplay fan

When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week

With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week

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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning.

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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM
Author: concupiscible theater coldplay fan

we have a sickness of the soul brother

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM
Author: Electric Dead Selfie Organic Girlfriend

You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM
Author: pearly school associate

Crrrrrrr

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835058)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that.

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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: Jade exciting milk

set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future.

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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: outnumbered comical half-breed

how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day?

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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

6'2" 245

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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM
Author: outnumbered comical half-breed

no muscle or jacked?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835788)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835797)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM
Author: razzmatazz lay

Ungh

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835833)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: Jade exciting milk

u wanna bang him, dont u?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836177)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: Spruce Ticket Booth Dog Poop

I am with you, brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42840076)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM
Author: Unhinged Supple Kitty Cat

You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42837772)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM
Author: deranged lodge laser beams



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44142345)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM
Author: motley dilemma idiot

Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023251)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM
Author: Overrated pervert

stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835799)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM
Author: Stubborn naked genital piercing

Cr you could easily trade them for booze

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836164)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM
Author: Bronze Very Tactful Faggot Firefighter

so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836215)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM
Author: soggy zombie-like university mad-dog skullcap

go back to guangzhong

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42874198)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life

Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835880)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM
Author: Citrine Mind-boggling Area Haunted Graveyard

the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835888)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM
Author: Startling contagious windowlicker

gl gl

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835919)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM
Author: sable parlour new version

Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836147)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM
Author: mentally impaired institution

Alcohol is poison

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836871)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM
Author: Cocky lascivious yarmulke macaca



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838673)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM
Author: vigorous stag film

Not going to be much sleep tonight

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42837356)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM
Author: provocative ratface coffee pot

Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42837437)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM
Author: vigorous stag film

6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42837444)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM
Author: Bronze Very Tactful Faggot Firefighter

have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42837728)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM
Author: vigorous stag film

Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838091)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM
Author: vigorous stag film

Just threw up in the shower. Good times.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838121)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM
Author: sable parlour new version

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838122)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM
Author: vigorous stag film

Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838159)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM
Author: sable parlour new version

Real talk, fuck your wife.

If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else.

I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose.

There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838926)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: Bronze Very Tactful Faggot Firefighter

what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845962)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM
Author: sable parlour new version

It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860363)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM
Author: copper partner juggernaut

I've got well over 5 years not drinking.

It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838386)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838564)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM
Author: Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838567)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM
Author: Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office

Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838434)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838576)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM
Author: Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office

Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life.

That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838591)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838903)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM
Author: Jet-lagged soul-stirring property

Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42839678)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42840018)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM
Author: sable parlour new version

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42840276)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM
Author: vigorous stag film

Just started having these too:

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk

Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42842600)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM
Author: 180 orchestra pit blood rage

big mistake bro

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42840041)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

3 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845047)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM
Author: canary cerebral den

Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845056)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM
Author: flushed business firm

I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845744)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM
Author: canary cerebral den

No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42846125)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

That's horrible man. Sorry to hear.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845956)



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Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM
Author: Filthy jap

Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one?

I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43389150)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM
Author: sable parlour new version

Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845724)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM
Author: Fragrant Poppy State Gaming Laptop

can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845075)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM
Author: canary cerebral den

That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before.

Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845090)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM
Author: Big lemon step-uncle's house



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845207)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845978)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: sable parlour new version

In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more.

By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845719)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM
Author: Stirring set

Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845764)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM
Author: Unhinged Supple Kitty Cat

Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42848190)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM
Author: sable parlour new version

The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860370)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM
Author: soggy zombie-like university mad-dog skullcap

no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42874201)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM
Author: Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office

https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845746)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM
Author: Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845789)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM
Author: Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42849768)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life

I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845845)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life

Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845874)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845942)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life

Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845970)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

4 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42852338)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM
Author: Talented bistre tank

nice man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42852399)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life

180. This is when it starts getting way better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42852420)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM
Author: olive pit

Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42852612)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Day 5 no drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42858846)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM
Author: Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office

180 bro

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859297)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM
Author: canary cerebral den

8957657365

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859450)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM
Author: Frozen cracking casino

good job

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859470)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM
Author: Cocky lascivious yarmulke macaca



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859511)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM
Author: Erotic really tough guy whorehouse



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859514)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM
Author: razzle-dazzle dull police squad hell



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859526)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: Startling contagious windowlicker

also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration

nice work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859545)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: Fragrant Poppy State Gaming Laptop

good job. do doing any sports?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859549)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859655)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM
Author: pearl bisexual useless brakes mexican

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859550)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM
Author: Bearded Navy People Who Are Hurt



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860070)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM
Author: Rose trip school cafeteria

Eat some bananas

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860105)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860335)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM
Author: sable parlour new version

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860346)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM
Author: vigorous stag film

Went to five meetings today. Sober for once.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860497)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM
Author: idiotic church

who the fuck has time for that shit?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42863796)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

They were work meetings

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42863989)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM
Author: sable parlour new version

Those won't keep you sober.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42865277)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

That's for sure! *rimshot*

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42865366)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM
Author: white point psychic

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860409)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Day 6 nodrink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42863597)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM
Author: Overrated pervert



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42863766)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42865319)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM
Author: heady resort

Good job bro. One day down one day to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42865938)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

That's how I'm looking at it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42866324)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42870704)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM
Author: confused brindle trailer park

Keep it up brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42870974)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM
Author: fluffy domesticated plaza gay wizard



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42870981)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42873190)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM
Author: copper partner juggernaut

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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42873668)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM
Author: olive pit



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42873670)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM
Author: pearl bisexual useless brakes mexican



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42874144)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM
Author: canary cerebral den

You're a camel at this point. Keep going!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42874239)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM
Author: Hot home

keep it going my man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42874194)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

8 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42875692)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM
Author: fluffy domesticated plaza gay wizard

Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42875707)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM
Author: flushed business firm

Inspiring.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42875943)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42876669)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life

i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4.

trying to rebuild it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42877610)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM
Author: vigorous stag film

A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42878360)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life

thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again.

today is day 4 of my latest effort.

the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line.

great work by you. i'm rooting for ya.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42879074)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM
Author: Fishy House

I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42879090)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM
Author: vigorous stag film

For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42879120)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM
Author: fluffy domesticated plaza gay wizard

This is the plot of Another Round.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42890353)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42890435)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Just crossed the 9 day mark

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42879747)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42882033)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM
Author: white point psychic

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42883157)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42884686)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42886121)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

11 days down a lifetime to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42890318)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM
Author: Drab floppy water buffalo

Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better.

Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42890475)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM
Author: canary cerebral den

I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42890943)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM
Author: Drab floppy water buffalo

It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891015)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM
Author: diverse sooty stage

nah bro only one day at a time to go

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42890982)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM
Author: razzle-dazzle dull police squad hell

exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891069)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

In reality, that's how I am looking at it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42892104)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM
Author: Excitant wagecucks

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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891123)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891187)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM
Author: Frozen cracking casino



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891530)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM
Author: stimulating obsidian base legend

happy for you man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891572)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM
Author: white point psychic

180 but take it a day at a time

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891580)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM
Author: pearl bisexual useless brakes mexican

Keep it up

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42892021)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM
Author: confused brindle trailer park

Nice job bro!!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42892210)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

BAM! Day 12.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42896602)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM
Author: pearl bisexual useless brakes mexican



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42896607)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM
Author: Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office

180

Day two here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42896725)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42897749)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM
Author: Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office

I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42901455)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42903233)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM
Author: Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office

Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42921955)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM
Author: fluffy domesticated plaza gay wizard



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42896749)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42901809)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM
Author: canary cerebral den

Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42901842)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM
Author: sable parlour new version

One day at a time. Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42902003)



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Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Two weeks nodrink in the can

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42907773)



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Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM
Author: fluffy domesticated plaza gay wizard

YES

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42907934)



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Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42912772)



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Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Day 16 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42916307)



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Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM
Author: Bearded Navy People Who Are Hurt

Gj!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42916795)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

17

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42921352)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM
Author: Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office

180 brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42921377)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM
Author: Excitant wagecucks

This is some 180 shit right here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42921682)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM
Author: flushed business firm

Keep it up, brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42921984)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM
Author: white point psychic

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42922699)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42926547)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927507)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM
Author: Vengeful Indigo Main People Roommate

Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927525)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM
Author: Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office

Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse.

Day 1 here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927539)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927585)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM
Author: Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office

Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927589)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927607)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM
Author: Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office

Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927611)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM
Author: Appetizing Slippery National

The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42928105)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42928176)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42928181)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM
Author: Flatulent principal's office

Alcohol prevents covid

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42939457)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Day 19 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42932389)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM
Author: Elite Location Son Of Senegal

180 congrats

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42932395)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life

Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42932433)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42932477)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42932783)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM
Author: green heaven pocket flask

CR- every day is a victory

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935166)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM
Author: passionate doobsian parlor travel guidebook

hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42933626)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life

Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42934976)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM
Author: diverse sooty stage

After how long? You did great!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42933636)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life

Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42934991)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM
Author: white point psychic

I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42933814)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935105)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM
Author: beady-eyed circlehead



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Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM
Author: Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office

I had four beers tonight.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42934150)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM
Author: Excitant wagecucks

Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935001)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935109)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM
Author: razzle-dazzle dull police squad hell



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935153)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM
Author: Beta menage

You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me.

Keep at it man!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935252)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life

Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935534)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Nice re today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42937223)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM
Author: alcoholic faggotry spot

Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives.

Keep on keeping on

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935161)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM
Author: green heaven pocket flask



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935167)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935538)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM
Author: Titillating weed whacker

180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up!

How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935601)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42937225)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life

Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week.

I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda.

I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back.

So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42937815)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Day 20 in the books.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42937220)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42937764)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM
Author: Twinkling meetinghouse cumskin

good job man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42937931)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM
Author: green heaven pocket flask



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42939379)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Three weeks down! Still a sobermo!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42941083)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: beady-eyed circlehead

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42942011)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life

18000000

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42942548)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

How you feeling?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42942671)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life

Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943106)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943118)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life

Ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943162)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM
Author: white point psychic

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943009)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM
Author: Elite Location Son Of Senegal



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943016)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM
Author: hyperactive embarrassed to the bone gas station

stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot.

PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend?

you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943023)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

You seem mentally stable, friend.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943068)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM
Author: sapphire affirmative action regret



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943810)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM
Author: dashing rehab



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42944568)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Day 22 and still on the wagon

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42945651)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42946048)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Day 23 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42951958)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM
Author: Big lemon step-uncle's house

Has your wife said anything about it?

Have you lost any weight?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42951967)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive.

I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42952045)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM
Author: confused brindle trailer park

Good job dude. Summarize changes for us

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42951979)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Losing weight

Sleep has improved a ton

Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly)

Motivated to work

Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42952080)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42952093)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42952239)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life

An underrated benefit, for certain.

Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957384)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Just keep going a day at a time.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957597)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM
Author: sable parlour new version

Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970847)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM
Author: sable parlour new version

You should celebrate by having a beer.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42966916)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM
Author: bateful keepsake machete

sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning.

how long did it take to notice weight loss?

how much were you drinking each day?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970597)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common.

Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970882)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM
Author: bateful keepsake machete

are you still in biglaw

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42971427)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42971755)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: Elite Location Son Of Senegal



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42952048)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM
Author: thriller sanctuary kitty

I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957405)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life

180. What finally worked for you?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957590)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Nice. Congrats.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957593)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM
Author: Appetizing Slippery National

Stabby?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42977185)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Day 24

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957591)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM
Author: orange pontificating ladyboy electric furnace



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957616)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM
Author: white point psychic

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957892)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM
Author: canary cerebral den

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957897)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957898)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM
Author: Big lemon step-uncle's house



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42960457)



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Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Day 25

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42964349)



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Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42965115)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Day 26

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970508)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: Big lemon step-uncle's house

do you have the desire to drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970525)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970539)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM
Author: Big lemon step-uncle's house

Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970631)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

I was totally out of control.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970770)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: Erotic really tough guy whorehouse

Gj brudda

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970526)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM
Author: canary cerebral den

Focus every day on how grateful you are for this.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970531)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Trust me I am

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970774)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: bossy locale becky

Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970787)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970803)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM
Author: razzle-dazzle dull police squad hell

that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42971445)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM
Author: canary cerebral den



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42977063)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42971233)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Day 27 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42975999)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life

180. I’m at around a week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42976271)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Nice. Keep it up.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42977080)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years.

Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42982646)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM
Author: Bearded Navy People Who Are Hurt

Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42982663)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life

Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42982670)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM
Author: sable parlour new version

Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42982814)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life

Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42982845)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

I don't plan to

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42983811)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM
Author: canary cerebral den

Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42984102)



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Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM
Author: white point psychic

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42987301)



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Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Boom: five weeks sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43021326)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM
Author: white point psychic

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43022035)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM
Author: Shivering Low-t Locus Queen Of The Night



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM
Author: confused brindle trailer park

180 brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43070201)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM
Author: copper partner juggernaut

Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43022078)



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Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

That's amazing

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Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM
Author: Hot home



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Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43057793)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM
Author: Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM
Author: Hot home

this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43069385)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM
Author: ruddy volcanic crater

Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43069390)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM
Author: Hot home



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM
Author: vigorous stag film

Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43070100)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM
Author: Hot home



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM
Author: tripping iridescent space

Take up golf, or cycling

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43070175)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43070712)



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Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Done with week 7.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43094188)



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Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM
Author: Hot home



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43132489)



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM
Author: fluffy domesticated plaza gay wizard

Fuck yeah

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43132505)



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM
Author: canary cerebral den

That's fucking great.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43132510)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43172089)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM
Author: histrionic garrison famous landscape painting

don't!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43172102)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: Electric Dead Selfie Organic Girlfriend



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43172104)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM
Author: canary cerebral den

The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43172190)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43172657)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

10 weeks no drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43208306)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM
Author: Filthy jap

Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43208368)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Nice. I really havent felt this good in years.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43208386)



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Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM
Author: Hot home

well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43229848)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356245)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM
Author: fiercely-loyal generalized bond

Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot.

https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356257)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356284)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM
Author: fiercely-loyal generalized bond

I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356399)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life

Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle.

I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings.

Keep up the fight brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356457)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM
Author: sable parlour new version

Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted.

Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober.

I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43542100)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM
Author: diverse sooty stage

this sounds right

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43542123)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM
Author: useless library internal respiration

1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356299)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356413)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM
Author: irradiated cruise ship black woman

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43542485)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: sable parlour new version

I haven't listened to them in two decades

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43542581)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: milky hairless wrinkle antidepressant drug

keep going brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43542583)



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Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

30 days sober today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43620761)



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Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM
Author: olive pit

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43620769)



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Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM
Author: Hot home

6 months dry

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43725839)



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Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM
Author: idiotic church

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43725878)



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Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Two months sober now

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43793309)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

117 days of nodrink today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44142273)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM
Author: Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office

180

Day six here.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44142302)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

One day at a time brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44142613)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM
Author: Elite Location Son Of Senegal

Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44142662)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM
Author: marvelous headpube

By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44307089)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM
Author: idiotic church

4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44307097)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM
Author: vigorous stag film

144 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44307035)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM
Author: idiotic church

Good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44307101)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM
Author: vigorous stag film

Thanks brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44307314)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM
Author: wonderful pungent brunch

180 brother and congratulations!!!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44307324)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM
Author: Aromatic hospital



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453495)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

168 days and still on the wagon

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44450356)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM
Author: Lilac Maniacal Temple Philosopher-king

Way to go, man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453559)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Thanks dude

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453855)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM
Author: razzle-dazzle dull police squad hell

33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44450380)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM
Author: idiotic church

Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44450408)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM
Author: razzle-dazzle dull police squad hell

I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44452270)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM
Author: idiotic church

then shut the fuck up already

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453444)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM
Author: razzle-dazzle dull police squad hell

cr

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453454)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM
Author: kink-friendly corner

lol

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453513)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM
Author: irradiated cruise ship black woman

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453508)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM
Author: blathering center

18 months sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453863)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM
Author: Glittery Round Eye Bawdyhouse

180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453871)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM
Author: vigorous stag film



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44454805)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM
Author: Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office

180

I've done one drink a night for the past week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44454837)



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Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44562497)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

222 days today. Life has never been better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44748020)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM
Author: Swashbuckling Rough-skinned Box Office



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44748030)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM
Author: plum lettuce office



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44748040)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM
Author: kink-friendly corner

good for you bro, good on you, keep it up

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44748042)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM
Author: Gay boiling water trump supporter



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44748055)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM
Author: Shivering Low-t Locus Queen Of The Night



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44749202)



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Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Eight months sober yesterday

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44865945)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Nine moths today!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023094)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023126)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

How's your sobriety?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023153)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life

i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february.

i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may.

i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat.

i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally.

haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023232)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023423)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life

thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight.

it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023653)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM
Author: Bull headed vivacious private investor

congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023157)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023424)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023655)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM
Author: wonderful pungent brunch

congrats brother!

i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol.

peace.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023248)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM
Author: vigorous stag film



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023425)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023657)



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Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

I'll hit day 300 tomorrow!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45155156)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

348 days in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411580)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM
Author: Big lemon step-uncle's house

180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411587)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411710)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life

180 billion

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411595)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

How are you doing?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411711)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life

haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411931)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

180. Stay strong

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45412087)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life

ty brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45412123)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM
Author: Thirsty Kitchen Idea He Suggested

I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411805)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Life is so much better if you can stick to it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45412258)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM
Author: Bull headed vivacious private investor

Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411898)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM
Author: sable parlour new version

180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411942)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411945)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM
Author: Bull headed vivacious private investor

1800000

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411951)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM
Author: Hairraiser Light Therapy Elastic Band

180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411963)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM
Author: vigorous stag film



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45412247)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM
Author: spectacular forum toaster

proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave

you’re gonna maek it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45412285)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM
Author: pearl bisexual useless brakes mexican



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45651879)



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Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM
Author: vigorous stag film

One year and two days of sobriety today.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45511221)



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Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM
Author: Glittery Round Eye Bawdyhouse

180 brother. Never go back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45511222)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

397 days and counting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45651822)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM
Author: pearl bisexual useless brakes mexican

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45651862)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM
Author: Hot home

18 months

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45738970)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM
Author: primrose abode legal warrant

congrats man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45738973)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM
Author: Hot home

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45738981)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM
Author: seedy crackhouse

Biggest health change?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45738992)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM
Author: Hot home

I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45738997)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM
Author: primrose abode legal warrant

35lbs, damn

what % of your body weight was that?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45739000)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM
Author: Hot home

~15%

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45739049)



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Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM
Author: sable parlour new version

Awesome.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45858131)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM
Author: Self-absorbed high-end stage

Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas.

You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45739061)



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Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM
Author: vigorous stag film

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45754434)



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Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM
Author: Pale hairy legs friendly grandma



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45765765)



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Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM
Author: Hot home

poison free in 23

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45765724)



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Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM
Author: vigorous stag film



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45771738)



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Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM
Author: racy claret theater stage preventive strike

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45771895)



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Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45779724)



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Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life

Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45858158)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45862492)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life

180. Glad to hear it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45863147)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM
Author: sable parlour new version

There’s a lot of relapse going around.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45862965)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

475 days of nodrink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018088)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM
Author: Big lemon step-uncle's house

What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018101)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018254)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM
Author: Cheese-eating nibblets

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018105)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM
Author: diverse sooty stage

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018292)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM
Author: Big lemon step-uncle's house

Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018110)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018266)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM
Author: Curious Henna Field Dragon

Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018258)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018272)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM
Author: Curious Henna Field Dragon

I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018282)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018418)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Day 507 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158627)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM
Author: white point psychic

Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158633)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158678)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM
Author: white point psychic

Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158687)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158703)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life

I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day.

So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?”

(I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.)

So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer.

This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again.

I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158708)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Good to hear you are back on track.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158725)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158845)



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Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM
Author: vigorous stag film

18 months tomorrow.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46317617)



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Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM
Author: Vengeful Indigo Main People Roommate

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46317624)



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Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM
Author: Hot home

2 years dry

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46468557)



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Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46469502)



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Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM
Author: sable parlour new version

Did you work the steps?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46499489)



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Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM
Author: Cocky lascivious yarmulke macaca

Wow

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46469522)



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Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Day 640 today bros

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46687165)



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Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

Day 700 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46948402)



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Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM
Author: primrose abode legal warrant

congrats

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46948423)



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Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM
Author: Hot home



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47103664)



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

2 years and 7 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47094191)



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM
Author: Hot home



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47094194)



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM
Author: blue vibrant nowag love of her life



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47094225)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM
Author: Hot home

Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47098706)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM
Author: wonderful pungent brunch

1919 days free.

I will never go back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47098738)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM
Author: jet senate

180

I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47098746)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM
Author: Hot home



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47099290)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM
Author: Charismatic trust fund

good job

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47099298)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM
Author: Charismatic trust fund

I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47099296)



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Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM
Author: vigorous stag film

Nice. Congrats.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47100639)



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Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM
Author: Hot home

I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47103662)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

956 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47793191)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM
Author: Slap-happy Misunderstood Fortuitous Meteor

Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47793213)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47793231)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 9:41 PM
Author: Vengeful Indigo Main People Roommate

Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47793386)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 10:21 PM
Author: Cocky lascivious yarmulke macaca



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47793452)



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Date: June 30th, 2024 8:54 PM
Author: pearl bisexual useless brakes mexican



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47796042)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM
Author: pearl bisexual useless brakes mexican

180, teenage pussy tp

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47793229)



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Date: June 30th, 2024 4:33 AM
Author: shimmering party of the first part



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47793970)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:31 PM
Author: pearl bisexual useless brakes mexican



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#48182547)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:34 PM
Author: Arrogant razzle market feces

180 thread

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47793226)



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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:18 PM
Author: Hot home

3 years now

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47812580)



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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:31 PM
Author: Cheese-eating nibblets

MFCR. 1488 my nigga

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47812622)



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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:45 PM
Author: Bull headed vivacious private investor

way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in.

i did have one relapse, which happened back in the beginning of may. my wife and i were not having sex and i am terrible at communicating so i withdrew into self and developed a huge crush on an associate (no diddy). went to jazz fest to see the stones with my siblings and got shitfaced. wife went nuts on me when i got back to the room and i told her to fuck off and i wanted a divorce.

long story short, i told her that the sex has been garbage, and that i was disgusted that she'd quit shaving her box back when we split up in 2020 and didn't really do it anymore.

since then, she's been SHAVED, we've been FUCKING 2-3x/week and i am NODRINK forever.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47812654)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

1058 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#48182543)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM
Author: pearl bisexual useless brakes mexican

180 man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#48182545)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM
Author: galvanic umber range pistol

Do you not drink at all now?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#48182570)



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Date: October 14th, 2024 2:46 PM
Author: vigorous stag film

None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it doesn't work for me. I'm a total degenerate alchie. I can't touch the stuff.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#48196855)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:38 PM
Author: Khaki arousing stead doctorate



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#48182573)



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Date: October 14th, 2024 2:50 PM
Author: Erotic really tough guy whorehouse



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#48196866)



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Date: October 19th, 2024 10:29 AM
Author: sable parlour new version

Nice

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#48214820)



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Date: November 24th, 2024 5:07 AM
Author: Hot home



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#48374719)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 12:03 AM
Author: Big lemon step-uncle's house



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#49007400)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:13 AM
Author: Exhilarant self-centered skinny woman mad cow disease

I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#49007544)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:17 AM
Author: primrose abode legal warrant



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#49007547)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:55 AM
Author: AZNgirl telling 5'4 White Guy He's Tall Enough



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#49150725)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 4:59 AM
Author: .........\'.........\'\'.......\'\'\' (Dotski Carlisle, You Old Shrew!)


4 years

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#49150627)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 5:05 AM
Author: Terry Bollea Did Nothing Wrong (TDNW)

how has your life changed?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#49150630)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 7:56 AM
Author: jock itch

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#49150668)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:14 AM
Author: brown eyes and i were tired ((zurich is stained))

Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#49150685)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:16 AM
Author: Master Purchase Agreement (No Future)

180 good going man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#49150688)