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I'm going to have some withdrawal over the n... wine house   07/24/21 set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go fro... swashbuckling institution   07/24/21 how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? red trailer park yarmulke   07/24/21 6'2" 245 wine house   07/24/21 no muscle or jacked? red trailer park yarmulke   07/24/21 I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame... wine house   07/24/21 Ungh Marvelous milky lodge circlehead   07/24/21 u wanna bang him, dont u? swashbuckling institution   07/24/21 I am with you, brother. Curious tan rehab   07/25/21 You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink l... Ultramarine state depressive   07/25/21 ... Tripping Senate   03/13/22 Cr alcohol calories seem flame. 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I hit 4 years on June 12 brown eyes and i were tired   08/02/25 180 good going man Master Purchase Agreement   08/02/25 Poast new message in this thread Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM Author: wine house First 24 hrs is in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: Gay Vengeful Lettuce 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: Self-absorbed heaven reading party won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: laughsome flirting genital piercing begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: wine house Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: Primrose den hominid He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: wine house Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: trip shrine macaca (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: trip shrine macaca (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: House-broken legend university how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: Impertinent vibrant nursing home cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: topaz idiot mother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: diverse frisky incel (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: wine house Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: misanthropic pearl whorehouse 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: swashbuckling institution a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: wine house Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: misanthropic pearl whorehouse Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Hyperventilating field Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: wine house This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: Hyperventilating field When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: wine house I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: Hyperventilating field we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: orchid spectacular stead You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Impertinent vibrant nursing home Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: wine house That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: swashbuckling institution set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: red trailer park yarmulke how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: wine house 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: red trailer park yarmulke no muscle or jacked? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835788) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: wine house I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835797) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM Author: Marvelous milky lodge circlehead Ungh (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835833) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: swashbuckling institution u wanna bang him, dont u? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836177) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Curious tan rehab I am with you, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42840076) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM Author: Ultramarine state depressive You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42837772) Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM Author: Tripping Senate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44142345) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM Author: dashing address love of her life Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023251) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: orange wonderful point stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835799) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM Author: Cheese-eating exciting forum famous landscape painting Cr you could easily trade them for booze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836164) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM Author: Purple Cuckoldry so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836215) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM Author: high-end stirring doctorate go back to guangzhong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42874198) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835880) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM Author: Fuchsia 180 Elastic Band the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835888) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: cordovan deranged lay gl gl (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835919) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM Author: Appetizing ungodly gunner Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: underhanded ceo center Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: blathering sandwich principal's office (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: wine house Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: multi-colored nofapping main people space Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: wine house 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: Purple Cuckoldry have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: wine house Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: wine house Just threw up in the shower. Good times. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: Appetizing ungodly gunner Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: wine house Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: Appetizing ungodly gunner Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Purple Cuckoldry what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Appetizing ungodly gunner It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: navy home I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: wine house I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Cyan abusive international law enforcement agency (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: Cyan abusive international law enforcement agency Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: wine house I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: Cyan abusive international law enforcement agency Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: wine house 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: gaped contagious background story Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: wine house From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: Appetizing ungodly gunner Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: wine house Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: mint zippy ticket booth dragon big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: wine house 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: Arousing dark goyim Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: histrionic old irish cottage business firm I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Arousing dark goyim No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: wine house That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: vivacious kink-friendly party of the first part stag film Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: Appetizing ungodly gunner Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: plum set can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: Arousing dark goyim That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: Stimulating crimson rigor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: wine house Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Appetizing ungodly gunner In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: Razzle abode kitty cat Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: Ultramarine state depressive Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Appetizing ungodly gunner The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: high-end stirring doctorate no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: Cyan abusive international law enforcement agency https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: Cyan abusive international law enforcement agency (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Cyan abusive international law enforcement agency (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845845) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845874) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM Author: wine house Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845942) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845970) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: wine house 4 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42852338) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM Author: gold heady theatre nice man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42852399) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster 180. This is when it starts getting way better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42852420) Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM Author: spruce french chef crotch Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42852612) Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: wine house Day 5 no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42858846) Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM Author: Cyan abusive international law enforcement agency 180 bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859297) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: Arousing dark goyim 8957657365 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859450) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM Author: bipolar green hall rigpig good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859470) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM Author: blathering sandwich principal's office (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859511) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM Author: razzle-dazzle mental disorder brunch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859514) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM Author: glittery library bbw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859526) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: cordovan deranged lay also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration nice work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859545) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: plum set good job. do doing any sports? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859549) Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM Author: wine house I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859655) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM Author: Mischievous learning disabled theater stage 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859550) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Aqua fiercely-loyal site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860070) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Odious Regret Eat some bananas (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860105) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM Author: wine house I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860335) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM Author: Appetizing ungodly gunner Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860346) Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM Author: wine house Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860497) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM Author: mildly autistic kitchen new version who the fuck has time for that shit? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42863796) Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM Author: wine house They were work meetings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42863989) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM Author: Appetizing ungodly gunner Those won't keep you sober. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42865277) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM Author: wine house That's for sure! *rimshot* (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42865366) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM Author: Primrose den hominid 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860409) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: wine house Day 6 nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42863597) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM Author: orange wonderful point (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42863766) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42865319) Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM Author: beady-eyed bat shit crazy piazza Good job bro. One day down one day to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42865938) Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM Author: wine house That's how I'm looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42866324) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM Author: wine house One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42870704) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM Author: Iridescent church building Keep it up brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42870974) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM Author: unhinged provocative plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42870981) Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42873190) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM Author: navy home 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42873668) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM Author: spruce french chef crotch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42873670) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM Author: Mischievous learning disabled theater stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42874144) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM Author: Arousing dark goyim You're a camel at this point. Keep going! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42874239) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM Author: Disturbing stage keep it going my man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42874194) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM Author: wine house 8 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42875692) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM Author: unhinged provocative plaza Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42875707) Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM Author: histrionic old irish cottage business firm Inspiring. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42875943) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM Author: wine house Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: wine house A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: rose low-t box office I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: wine house For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42879120) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM Author: unhinged provocative plaza This is the plot of Another Round. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42890353) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM Author: wine house Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: wine house Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: Primrose den hominid 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: wine house 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42884686) Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42886121) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM Author: wine house 11 days down a lifetime to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42890318) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM Author: salmon mind-boggling liquid oxygen messiness Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better. Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42890475) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM Author: Arousing dark goyim I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: salmon mind-boggling liquid oxygen messiness It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: adventurous ivory parlour therapy nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: glittery library bbw exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: wine house In reality, that's how I am looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42892104) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM Author: Buff electric menage 5445776444554 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891123) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891187) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM Author: bipolar green hall rigpig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891530) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM Author: Bonkers windowlicker happy for you man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891572) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM Author: Primrose den hominid 180 but take it a day at a time (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891580) Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM Author: Mischievous learning disabled theater stage Keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42892021) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM Author: Iridescent church building Nice job bro!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: wine house BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: Mischievous learning disabled theater stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: Cyan abusive international law enforcement agency 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: wine house Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: Cyan abusive international law enforcement agency I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: wine house Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Cyan abusive international law enforcement agency Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: unhinged provocative plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: wine house Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Arousing dark goyim Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: Appetizing ungodly gunner One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: wine house Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: unhinged provocative plaza YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: wine house 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: wine house Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: Aqua fiercely-loyal site Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: wine house 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: Cyan abusive international law enforcement agency 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: Buff electric menage This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: histrionic old irish cottage business firm Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: Primrose den hominid 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: wine house Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: wine house Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: fighting legal warrant water buffalo Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: Cyan abusive international law enforcement agency Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: wine house Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: Cyan abusive international law enforcement agency Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: wine house They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: Cyan abusive international law enforcement agency Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: lascivious bawdyhouse boiling water The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: wine house Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: wine house Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: Hairraiser ruddy school cafeteria Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: wine house Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: Peach mad cow disease 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: wine house No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Big Glassy Pisswyrm CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Out-of-control flatulent organic girlfriend hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: adventurous ivory parlour therapy After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: Primrose den hominid I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: Cruel-hearted Passionate Kitty Spot (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: Cyan abusive international law enforcement agency I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: Buff electric menage Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: glittery library bbw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: Lime cerebral masturbator queen of the night You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: wine house Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: Motley Sanctuary Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: Big Glassy Pisswyrm (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: misanthropic pearl whorehouse 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: wine house Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: wine house Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: Transparent church good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: Big Glassy Pisswyrm (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: wine house Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Cruel-hearted Passionate Kitty Spot 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: wine house How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: wine house Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: Primrose den hominid 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Peach mad cow disease (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: Fantasy-prone irradiated casino antidepressant drug stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: wine house You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: crawly corn cake (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: House-broken legend university (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: wine house Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: wine house Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: Stimulating crimson rigor Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: wine house Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Iridescent church building Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: wine house Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: wine house Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: wine house Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: Appetizing ungodly gunner Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Appetizing ungodly gunner You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: elite people who are hurt sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: wine house I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: elite people who are hurt are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: wine house Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Peach mad cow disease (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: mauve halford I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: wine house Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: lascivious bawdyhouse boiling water Stabby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: wine house Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: mustard public bath (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: Primrose den hominid 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: Arousing dark goyim 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: Stimulating crimson rigor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: wine house Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: wine house Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Stimulating crimson rigor do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: wine house Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: Stimulating crimson rigor Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: wine house I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: razzle-dazzle mental disorder brunch Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Arousing dark goyim Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: wine house Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Balding mahogany karate Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: wine house Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: glittery library bbw that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: Arousing dark goyim (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: wine house Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: wine house Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: wine house Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: Aqua fiercely-loyal site Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: Appetizing ungodly gunner Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: wine house I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: Arousing dark goyim Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: Primrose den hominid 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: wine house Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Primrose den hominid 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: hot twinkling location puppy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: Iridescent church building 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: navy home Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: wine house That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: Disturbing stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: wine house Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Cyan abusive international law enforcement agency (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: Disturbing stage this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: trip shrine macaca Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: Disturbing stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: wine house Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: Disturbing stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: excitant multi-billionaire cruise ship Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: wine house I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: wine house Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: Disturbing stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: wine house 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: unhinged provocative plaza Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Arousing dark goyim That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: wine house 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: tantric place of business fortuitous meteor don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: orchid spectacular stead (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: Arousing dark goyim The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: wine house I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: wine house 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: vivacious kink-friendly party of the first part stag film Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: wine house Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: Disturbing stage well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: wine house Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Avocado half-breed sweet tailpipe Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: wine house I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: Avocado half-breed sweet tailpipe I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: Appetizing ungodly gunner Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: adventurous ivory parlour therapy this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Sexy native 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: wine house Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: cracking resort https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Appetizing ungodly gunner I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: frozen juggernaut son of senegal keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: wine house 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: spruce french chef crotch 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: Disturbing stage 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: mildly autistic kitchen new version 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: wine house Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: wine house 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: Cyan abusive international law enforcement agency 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: wine house One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Peach mad cow disease Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: up-to-no-good cobalt community account faggot firefighter By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: mildly autistic kitchen new version 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: wine house 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: mildly autistic kitchen new version Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: wine house Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: laughsome flirting genital piercing 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: sepia racy clown (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: wine house 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: black bat-shit-crazy theater nibblets Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: wine house Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: glittery library bbw 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: mildly autistic kitchen new version Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: glittery library bbw I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: mildly autistic kitchen new version then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: glittery library bbw cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: turquoise vigorous striped hyena crackhouse lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: cracking resort https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: apoplectic chapel foreskin 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: seedy partner 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: wine house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: Cyan abusive international law enforcement agency 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: wine house 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: wine house 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Cyan abusive international law enforcement agency (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Bateful insecure gaming laptop turdskin (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: turquoise vigorous striped hyena crackhouse good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: Onyx pea-brained orchestra pit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: hot twinkling location puppy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: wine house Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: wine house Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: wine house How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: wine house Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: Fragrant sex offender congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: wine house 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: laughsome flirting genital piercing congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: wine house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: wine house I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: wine house 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: Stimulating crimson rigor 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: wine house 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: wine house How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: wine house 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: stubborn slippery locus ratface I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: wine house Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: Fragrant sex offender Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: Appetizing ungodly gunner 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: Fragrant sex offender 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: Deep Digit Ratio Pit 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: wine house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: Useless silver dysfunction property proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: Mischievous learning disabled theater stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: wine house One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: seedy partner 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: wine house 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: Mischievous learning disabled theater stage 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: Disturbing stage 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: topaz idiot mother congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: Disturbing stage ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: clear tanning salon Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: Disturbing stage I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: topaz idiot mother 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: Disturbing stage ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: Appetizing ungodly gunner Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: exhilarant violent step-uncle's house Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: wine house 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: Soul-stirring indian lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: Disturbing stage poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: wine house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: concupiscible emerald marketing idea hospital 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: wine house My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: wine house Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: Appetizing ungodly gunner There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: wine house 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: Stimulating crimson rigor What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: wine house Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: Crystalline National Mexican 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: adventurous ivory parlour therapy 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: Stimulating crimson rigor Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: wine house In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: titillating garrison Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: wine house Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: titillating garrison I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: wine house Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: wine house Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: Primrose den hominid Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: wine house Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: Primrose den hominid Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: wine house For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: wine house Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: wine house 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: fighting legal warrant water buffalo 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: Disturbing stage 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: wine house Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: Appetizing ungodly gunner Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: blathering sandwich principal's office Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: wine house Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: wine house Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: topaz idiot mother congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: Disturbing stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: wine house 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: Disturbing stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: razzmatazz dog poop toaster (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: Disturbing stage Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: laughsome flirting genital piercing 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: Floppy saffron weed whacker parlor 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: Disturbing stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: aggressive stage giraffe good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: aggressive stage giraffe I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47099296) Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM Author: wine house Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47100639) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM Author: Disturbing stage I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47103662) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM Author: wine house 956 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47793191) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM Author: Irate citrine range Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47793213) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: wine house I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now. 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