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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: misanthropic background story 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: Adventurous purple chapel won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: wonderful affirmative action crotch begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: red irradiated halford He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Bateful Bright Locale (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Bateful Bright Locale (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: black lay puppy how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: Lemon electric boltzmann hell cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Glassy motley state stock car (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: stirring den (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: pearly vibrant hissy fit cuckold 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: aromatic honey-headed wagecucks a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: pearly vibrant hissy fit cuckold Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: snowy spectacular theatre Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: snowy spectacular theatre When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: snowy spectacular theatre we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: bearded alpha codepig You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Lemon electric boltzmann hell Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: aromatic honey-headed wagecucks set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Fiercely-loyal Blathering Rigor Center how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: Fiercely-loyal Blathering Rigor Center no muscle or jacked? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835788) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835797) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM Author: pink corner gay wizard Ungh (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835833) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: aromatic honey-headed wagecucks u wanna bang him, dont u? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836177) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: house-broken wine senate private investor I am with you, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42840076) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM Author: canary box office You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42837772) Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM Author: Dark Indirect Expression (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44142345) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM Author: big flesh area famous landscape painting Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023251) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: startling stag film mad-dog skullcap stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835799) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM Author: know-it-all point sound barrier Cr you could easily trade them for booze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836164) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM Author: Amethyst flirting church building so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: Opaque Drunken Nursing Home Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: exhilarant kitchen dopamine (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: vivacious azn Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: Amethyst flirting church building have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Just threw up in the shower. Good times. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: Charismatic business firm Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: Charismatic business firm Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Amethyst flirting church building what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Charismatic business firm It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: Mahogany stubborn goal in life I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Rose School Roast Beef (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: Rose School Roast Beef Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: Rose School Roast Beef Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: Crimson Seedy National Security Agency Toaster Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: Charismatic business firm Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: passionate scourge upon the earth spot big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: orchid locus wrinkle Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: impertinent carmine electric furnace nibblets I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: orchid locus wrinkle No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: painfully honest crawly idiot Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: Charismatic business firm Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: histrionic faggot firefighter hospital can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: orchid locus wrinkle That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: copper bearded patrolman university (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Charismatic business firm In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: comical abode Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: canary box office Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Charismatic business firm The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: Citrine blood rage no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: Rose School Roast Beef https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: Rose School Roast Beef (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Rose School Roast Beef (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845845) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845874) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845942) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845970) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor 4 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42852338) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM Author: Lavender giraffe stage nice man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42852399) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate 180. This is when it starts getting way better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42852420) Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM Author: free-loading thirsty parlour Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42852612) Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Day 5 no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42858846) Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM Author: Rose School Roast Beef 180 bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859297) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: orchid locus wrinkle 8957657365 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859450) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM Author: Coral arousing field prole good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859470) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM Author: exhilarant kitchen dopamine (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859511) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM Author: Wild fuchsia crackhouse water buffalo (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859514) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM Author: Slippery plum organic girlfriend piazza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859526) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: fragrant resort cuck also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration nice work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859545) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: histrionic faggot firefighter hospital good job. do doing any sports? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859549) Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859655) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM Author: pearl trip market sweet tailpipe 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859550) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: lascivious party of the first part (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860070) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: vermilion submissive theater pocket flask Eat some bananas (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860105) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860335) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM Author: Charismatic business firm Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860346) Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860497) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM Author: multi-colored twinkling site kitty cat who the fuck has time for that shit? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42863796) Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor They were work meetings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42863989) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM Author: Charismatic business firm Those won't keep you sober. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42865277) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor That's for sure! *rimshot* (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42865366) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM Author: red irradiated halford 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860409) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Day 6 nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42863597) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM Author: startling stag film mad-dog skullcap (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42863766) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42865319) Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM Author: confused floppy juggernaut school cafeteria Good job bro. One day down one day to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42865938) Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor That's how I'm looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42866324) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42870704) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM Author: cyan hunting ground karate Keep it up brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42870974) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM Author: Balding rebellious parlor keepsake machete (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42870981) Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42873190) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM Author: Mahogany stubborn goal in life 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42873668) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM Author: free-loading thirsty parlour (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42873670) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM Author: pearl trip market sweet tailpipe (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42874144) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM Author: orchid locus wrinkle You're a camel at this point. Keep going! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42874239) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM Author: clear digit ratio keep it going my man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42874194) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor 8 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42875692) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM Author: Balding rebellious parlor keepsake machete Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42875707) Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM Author: impertinent carmine electric furnace nibblets Inspiring. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42875943) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: thriller claret dog poop I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42879120) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM Author: Balding rebellious parlor keepsake machete This is the plot of Another Round. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42890353) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: red irradiated halford 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42884686) Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42886121) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor 11 days down a lifetime to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42890318) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM Author: turquoise impressive voyeur incel Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better. Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42890475) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM Author: orchid locus wrinkle I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: turquoise impressive voyeur incel It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: Fantasy-prone public bath liquid oxygen nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: Slippery plum organic girlfriend piazza exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor In reality, that's how I am looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42892104) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM Author: Arrogant supple house friendly grandma 5445776444554 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891123) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891187) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM Author: Coral arousing field prole (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891530) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM Author: Twisted cumskin happy for you man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891572) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM Author: red irradiated halford 180 but take it a day at a time (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891580) Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM Author: pearl trip market sweet tailpipe Keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42892021) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM Author: cyan hunting ground karate Nice job bro!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: pearl trip market sweet tailpipe (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: Rose School Roast Beef 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: Rose School Roast Beef I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Rose School Roast Beef Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: Balding rebellious parlor keepsake machete (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: orchid locus wrinkle Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: Charismatic business firm One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: Balding rebellious parlor keepsake machete YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: lascivious party of the first part Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: Rose School Roast Beef 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: Arrogant supple house friendly grandma This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: impertinent carmine electric furnace nibblets Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: red irradiated halford 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: tantric talented sanctuary Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: Rose School Roast Beef Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: Rose School Roast Beef Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: Rose School Roast Beef Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: ultramarine laughsome trust fund toilet seat The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: dun lettuce range Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: avocado corn cake 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: slate medicated milk CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: saffron judgmental fanboi forum hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Fantasy-prone public bath liquid oxygen After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: red irradiated halford I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: razzle-dazzle feces (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: Rose School Roast Beef I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: Arrogant supple house friendly grandma Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: Slippery plum organic girlfriend piazza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: insecure cerebral pit trump supporter You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: crystalline temple tattoo Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: slate medicated milk (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: pearly vibrant hissy fit cuckold 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: jet anal clown stead good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: slate medicated milk (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: razzle-dazzle feces 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: red irradiated halford 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: avocado corn cake (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: Amber Ticket Booth Love Of Her Life stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: excitant hall candlestick maker (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: black lay puppy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: copper bearded patrolman university Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: cyan hunting ground karate Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: Charismatic business firm Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Charismatic business firm You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: topaz cruise ship sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: topaz cruise ship are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: avocado corn cake (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: Boyish aqua old irish cottage kitty I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: ultramarine laughsome trust fund toilet seat Stabby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: Geriatric police squad (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: red irradiated halford 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: orchid locus wrinkle 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: copper bearded patrolman university (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: copper bearded patrolman university do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: copper bearded patrolman university Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Wild fuchsia crackhouse water buffalo Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: orchid locus wrinkle Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: 180 khaki sex offender Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: Slippery plum organic girlfriend piazza that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: orchid locus wrinkle (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: lascivious party of the first part Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: Charismatic business firm Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: orchid locus wrinkle Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: red irradiated halford 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: red irradiated halford 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: stimulating partner (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: cyan hunting ground karate 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: Mahogany stubborn goal in life Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: clear digit ratio (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Rose School Roast Beef (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: clear digit ratio this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: Bateful Bright Locale Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: clear digit ratio (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: clear digit ratio (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: Razzmatazz pontificating legal warrant Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: clear digit ratio (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Balding rebellious parlor keepsake machete Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: orchid locus wrinkle That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: Cracking Windowlicker don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: bearded alpha codepig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: orchid locus wrinkle The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: painfully honest crawly idiot Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: clear digit ratio well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Galvanic Trailer Park Coldplay Fan Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: Galvanic Trailer Park Coldplay Fan I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: Charismatic business firm Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: Fantasy-prone public bath liquid oxygen this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: burgundy hairraiser orchestra pit 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: Maize mewling bawdyhouse https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Charismatic business firm I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: yapping bronze generalized bond really tough guy keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: free-loading thirsty parlour 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: clear digit ratio 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: multi-colored twinkling site kitty cat 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: Rose School Roast Beef 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: avocado corn cake Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: Cruel-hearted depressive library By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: multi-colored twinkling site kitty cat 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: multi-colored twinkling site kitty cat Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: wonderful affirmative action crotch 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: Ruddy aphrodisiac location (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: bespoke native Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: Slippery plum organic girlfriend piazza 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: multi-colored twinkling site kitty cat Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: Slippery plum organic girlfriend piazza I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: multi-colored twinkling site kitty cat then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: Slippery plum organic girlfriend piazza cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: smoky dilemma knife lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Maize mewling bawdyhouse https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: Glittery Gold Mental Disorder 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: Sexy crusty gas station jap 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: Rose School Roast Beef 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Rose School Roast Beef (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Odious office filthpig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: smoky dilemma knife good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: mind-boggling messiness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: stimulating partner (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: flushed harsh meetinghouse congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: wonderful affirmative action crotch congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: copper bearded patrolman university 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: Pale Useless Step-uncle's House I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: flushed harsh meetinghouse Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: Charismatic business firm 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: flushed harsh meetinghouse 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: Sticky nudist idea he suggested 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: light dashing sandwich proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: pearl trip market sweet tailpipe (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: Sexy crusty gas station jap 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: pearl trip market sweet tailpipe 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: clear digit ratio 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: Glassy motley state stock car congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: clear digit ratio ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: Swashbuckling blue station Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: clear digit ratio I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: Glassy motley state stock car 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: clear digit ratio ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: Charismatic business firm Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: Nofapping preventive strike Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: flickering associate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: clear digit ratio poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: Talking Vigorous National 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: Charismatic business firm There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: copper bearded patrolman university What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: curious rigpig 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: Fantasy-prone public bath liquid oxygen 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: copper bearded patrolman university Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: White quadroon Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: White quadroon I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: red irradiated halford Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: red irradiated halford Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: ruby jet-lagged church degenerate ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: tantric talented sanctuary 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: clear digit ratio 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: Racy indian lodge fortuitous meteor Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: Charismatic business firm Did you work the steps? 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