you ever think it's weird how much you think about a girl that won't kiss you?

yeah i get obsessed with escorts but they let me make out with them, bareback or whatever. it's about pushing their boundaries

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4825440&forum_id=2...id.#42394208)

I want several things. (1) Multiple cumshots. (2) I want physical (no pimp in closet) and sexual health safety (no STDs). (3) I want a price that doesn't blow my budget. (4) I want someone who won't judge me for the weird way I masturbate or make me feel awkward. (5) I want huge titties. Huge. HUGE. With a nice ass. (6) I want a super clean apartment to do it in. (7) I want someone who is prompt over the phone or email. (8) I want someone with a pretty face. (9) I want someone who at least appears educated meaning they can communicate clearly. (10) I want someone who I can masturbate to when I'm an old dying man.

I don't need to kiss or fuck her even if it would be fun and add a different level.

I also think it's repulsive what you do, nothing personal. You're going to get STDs.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4825440&forum_id=2...id.#42394495)

I mean probably chlamydia or gonorrhea but you just take antibiotics

you want to hear something crazy? a mid 20's semi-retired provider in Dallas called DallasBella just died of COVID

world is a risky place

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4825440&forum_id=2...id.#42394651)

You have zero protection against the STIs.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4825440&forum_id=2...id.#42394684)

1-10 is really important. I have tried to see others and sometimes they lack a few of those things. I can deal with maybe, for example, a skinny chick with B cups if she has an amazing body and still a clean, safe apartment. But I can't deal with a very mediocre looking provider who is in the ghetto.

I see 34G girl every few weeks, as my time allows. I don't really get the urge 1-2 weeks after seeing her. But I try not to masturbate and eventually it creeps in. By doing it like every 4 weeks or so, I also don't blow my budget. It's a fun little hobby that probably costs me like 4k a year, which includes all of my visits, tips, and little gifts. I do these extra things so she sees me as a top regular which means she puts in 110% in each session. For example, in my next session, I want her to get on all 4s and expose her asshole and vagina and simulate the doggystyle position while I jerk off, and then I want her to crawl over to me and tittyfuck me. It's not out of bounds but as a regular she's going to be more likely to do it and be sensual and keep the whole experience like a sexy hook up.

I see the black girl less and less frequently. She is very pretty with maybe even bigger boobs and a smaller body, it's amazing, and slightly cheaper, but she has some problems. She's more mechanical and cold. Lots of reviews on The Erotic Review complaining that they almost felt awkward with her. Also she's stopped coming downtown near where I am and instead I have to drive out to see her kind of far away. I correspond with a guy I met over messages on The Erotic Review about her and while she's his all time favorite (ATF), he agrees she's kind of cold. But he's said he's a nerdy white white collar worker (probably lawyer) and fetishizes that she's a busty black chick and can't get over that contrast.

I will probably at some point see the black girl but I simply can't justify spending my once a month visit on her. If I am out near her apartment maybe I will again.

The third girl is a very special, very rare thing. She's in another nearby city and comes to mine to tour. She lets me explore my kinks which is usually a simulated cuckolding scenario. I just enjoy exploring it a little bit and she's really good about making me feel not judged and she gets into the roleplay. I don't actually want to do it with another man, but we use toys that I purchase for each session. It's a little more expensive but this is maybe a 1-2x a year kind of thing, if that. And she goes radio silent often. She's a cute, artsy skinny asian chick, which rounds out my girls.

There's a few others in my area I have been thinking about visiting. One is a busty latina. One is a really skinny "alt" chick apparently who gives good massages. But both are likely going to be pretty routine FBSMs with one cum shot. I prefer to be a regular and have an established relationship with a provider so my visits maximize the fun for me, and 34G girl really really does it for me right now.

All of these women ebb and flow in the hobby. They eventually leave. Some come back. 34G won't be around forever. So I try to focus on her now while I can see her.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4825440&forum_id=2...id.#42399249)

Absolutely true, you gotta focus on the good ones. Guys that just try to fuck (or whatever you do) with every single girl that comes on to the scene are missing out.

It's cool when you're a regular, it's not like "these are the rules," it's like you have a sweet young girl that wants to make daddy happy.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4825440&forum_id=2...id.#42401522)

I want mine to be like a sexy little college hookup. We text and set up a time to meet at her place and then I go over and we "hang out" for 90 minutes before I decide to go back to my place. I want to suspend belief for a little while.

HVAC, and I respect him I just don't agree with his choices, wants an animalistic fuck fuck fuck session.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4825440&forum_id=2...id.#42399452)

https://www.tokyoreporter.com/entertainment/fuzoku/tallying-the-bottom-line-for-tokyo-women-in-the-sex-trade/

"Now the real money is to be made at a type of super-soft establishment called onakura (short for onanii kurabu), where girls disrobe but are not even touched by patrons. All they need do is sit there and observe as the customer masturbates."

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4825440&forum_id=2...id.#42402741)

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4825440&forum_id=2...id.#42407143)

these girls are unreliable, tuesday i booked the redhead at 1 PM for 7PM and she cancelled at 6 PM

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4825440&forum_id=2...id.#42411829)

When you look like her, it's not surprising people want to see her.

Also my girl treats it like a business so she's pretty good about being on time and stuff. Generally sex workers are unreliable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4825440&forum_id=2...id.#42412275)

although i currently see agency girls and they work 11 AM-11PM generally

there is always a rush for first appointment (lol)

next appointment is generally like 3-5

personally my regular seems happiest around 6:30 PM so I shoot for that

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4825440&forum_id=2...id.#42423357)

How many guys does an agency girl see a day? I used to think it was packed but now I think more like 2-3

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4825440&forum_id=2...id.#42431122)

right now it's like 7-9

a month ago it was 2-3

probably stimulus

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4825440&forum_id=2...id.#42431136)