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Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough.

First 24 hrs is in the books.
arousing really tough guy
  07/24/21
5 years is just getting started
laughsome topaz resort ape
  06/12/25
won't work
exciting garrison doctorate
  07/24/21
begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have c...
Narrow-minded boyish indian lodge french chef
  07/24/21
Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tr...
arousing really tough guy
  07/24/21
He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend
Aromatic French Twinkling Uncleanness Base
  07/25/21
Thanks, man
arousing really tough guy
  07/25/21
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Dashing magenta becky
  07/24/21
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Dashing magenta becky
  07/24/21
how much have you been drinking
Pearly double fault
  07/24/21
cq
180 silver trump supporter
  07/24/21
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beady-eyed lay
  07/24/21
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Saffron rehab wrinkle
  07/24/21
Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a d...
arousing really tough guy
  07/24/21
5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers?
brass cracking menage indirect expression
  07/24/21
a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts...
stirring abode hissy fit
  07/24/21
Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times whe...
arousing really tough guy
  07/24/21
Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's ...
brass cracking menage indirect expression
  07/25/21
Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on m...
Provocative Turquoise Hell Tattoo
  07/24/21
This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all d...
arousing really tough guy
  07/24/21
When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the w...
Provocative Turquoise Hell Tattoo
  07/25/21
I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed ...
arousing really tough guy
  07/25/21
we have a sickness of the soul brother
Provocative Turquoise Hell Tattoo
  07/25/21
You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol muc...
Out-of-control vivacious meetinghouse dysfunction
  07/24/21
Crrrrrrr
180 silver trump supporter
  07/24/21
That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the n...
arousing really tough guy
  07/24/21
set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go fro...
stirring abode hissy fit
  07/24/21
how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day?
Jade low-t people who are hurt
  07/24/21
6'2" 245
arousing really tough guy
  07/24/21
no muscle or jacked?
Jade low-t people who are hurt
  07/24/21
I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame...
arousing really tough guy
  07/24/21
Ungh
Gaped nofapping stag film queen of the night
  07/24/21
u wanna bang him, dont u?
stirring abode hissy fit
  07/24/21
I am with you, brother.
razzmatazz bisexual market foreskin
  07/25/21
You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink l...
maniacal therapy
  07/25/21
...
slippery locale kitty
  03/13/22
Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based o...
Razzle olive location laser beams
  08/16/22
stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravin...
Submissive State
  07/24/21
Cr you could easily trade them for booze
Umber Police Squad
  07/24/21
so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities?
Exhilarant Claret Candlestick Maker Heaven
  07/24/21
go back to guangzhong
Cream temple voyeur
  07/31/21
Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 d...
multi-colored toaster
  07/24/21
the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise ...
Mewling fluffy cruise ship blood rage
  07/24/21
gl gl
Translucent filthpig
  07/24/21
Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to...
Indigo Deep School Cafeteria
  07/24/21
Alcohol is poison
trip sanctuary
  07/24/21
...
glittery pistol
  07/25/21
Not going to be much sleep tonight
arousing really tough guy
  07/25/21
Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me g...
Swashbuckling piazza
  07/25/21
6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bend...
arousing really tough guy
  07/25/21
have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigge...
Exhilarant Claret Candlestick Maker Heaven
  07/25/21
Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been...
arousing really tough guy
  07/25/21
Just threw up in the shower. Good times.
arousing really tough guy
  07/25/21
Go to a meeting
Indigo Deep School Cafeteria
  07/25/21
Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. T...
arousing really tough guy
  07/25/21
Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay so...
Indigo Deep School Cafeteria
  07/25/21
what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drin...
Exhilarant Claret Candlestick Maker Heaven
  07/26/21
It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a l...
Indigo Deep School Cafeteria
  07/28/21
I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best...
Wonderful faggot firefighter
  07/25/21
I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring
arousing really tough guy
  07/25/21
...
Marvelous Parlor
  07/25/21
Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year ...
Marvelous Parlor
  07/25/21
I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just tot...
arousing really tough guy
  07/25/21
Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to...
Marvelous Parlor
  07/25/21
48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink si...
arousing really tough guy
  07/25/21
Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going th...
diverse set clown
  07/25/21
From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, ...
arousing really tough guy
  07/25/21
Go to a meeting
Indigo Deep School Cafeteria
  07/25/21
Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org...
arousing really tough guy
  07/26/21
big mistake bro
Dull dopamine
  07/25/21
3 days down
arousing really tough guy
  07/26/21
Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In...
Kink-friendly station
  07/26/21
I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a...
Doobsian cyan friendly grandma
  07/26/21
No, these were all educated white people. There are many mor...
Kink-friendly station
  07/26/21
That's horrible man. Sorry to hear.
arousing really tough guy
  07/26/21
Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm ...
burgundy bawdyhouse
  11/04/21
Go to a meeting.
Indigo Deep School Cafeteria
  07/26/21
can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it diff...
supple property windowlicker
  07/26/21
That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will...
Kink-friendly station
  07/26/21
...
harsh feces
  07/26/21
Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely nee...
arousing really tough guy
  07/26/21
In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's n...
Indigo Deep School Cafeteria
  07/26/21
Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or t...
Racy beta school main people
  07/26/21
Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence bu...
maniacal therapy
  07/27/21
The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you d...
Indigo Deep School Cafeteria
  07/28/21
no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't ...
Cream temple voyeur
  07/31/21
https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs
Marvelous Parlor
  07/26/21
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Marvelous Parlor
  07/26/21
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Marvelous Parlor
  07/27/21
I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for...
multi-colored toaster
  07/26/21
Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks...
multi-colored toaster
  07/26/21
Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and ...
arousing really tough guy
  07/26/21
Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through th...
multi-colored toaster
  07/26/21
4 days down
arousing really tough guy
  07/27/21
nice man.
Pea-brained church community account
  07/27/21
180. This is when it starts getting way better.
multi-colored toaster
  07/27/21
Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets.
Maroon shitlib
  07/27/21
Day 5 no drink
arousing really tough guy
  07/28/21
180 bro
Marvelous Parlor
  07/28/21
8957657365
Kink-friendly station
  07/28/21
good job
thriller deer antler
  07/28/21
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glittery pistol
  07/28/21
...
Passionate Hairy Legs
  07/28/21
...
startled ocher genital piercing marketing idea
  07/28/21
also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspirat...
Translucent filthpig
  07/28/21
good job. do doing any sports?
supple property windowlicker
  07/28/21
I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half....
arousing really tough guy
  07/28/21
180
milky forum
  07/28/21
...
floppy national sandwich
  07/28/21
Eat some bananas
bull headed drab senate ceo
  07/28/21
I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the...
arousing really tough guy
  07/28/21
Go to a meeting
Indigo Deep School Cafeteria
  07/28/21
Went to five meetings today. Sober for once.
arousing really tough guy
  07/29/21
who the fuck has time for that shit?
Concupiscible ungodly pit giraffe
  07/29/21
They were work meetings
arousing really tough guy
  07/29/21
Those won't keep you sober.
Indigo Deep School Cafeteria
  07/29/21
That's for sure! *rimshot*
arousing really tough guy
  07/29/21
180
Aromatic French Twinkling Uncleanness Base
  07/28/21
Day 6 nodrink
arousing really tough guy
  07/29/21
...
Submissive State
  07/29/21
...
multi-colored toaster
  07/29/21
Good job bro. One day down one day to go.
Frum newt death wish
  07/29/21
That's how I'm looking at it.
arousing really tough guy
  07/29/21
One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 yea...
arousing really tough guy
  07/30/21
Keep it up brother!
Geriatric bateful masturbator
  07/30/21
...
Charismatic nudist corner
  07/30/21
...
multi-colored toaster
  07/30/21
9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER
Wonderful faggot firefighter
  07/31/21
...
Maroon shitlib
  07/31/21
...
milky forum
  07/31/21
You're a camel at this point. Keep going!
Kink-friendly station
  07/31/21
keep it going my man.
curious bossy background story
  07/31/21
8 days down
arousing really tough guy
  07/31/21
Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're trul...
Charismatic nudist corner
  07/31/21
Inspiring.
Doobsian cyan friendly grandma
  07/31/21
Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a mill...
arousing really tough guy
  07/31/21
i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started fe...
multi-colored toaster
  07/31/21
A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gon...
arousing really tough guy
  08/01/21
thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days...
multi-colored toaster
  08/01/21
I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've nev...
Massive ticket booth
  08/01/21
For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependen...
arousing really tough guy
  08/01/21
This is the plot of Another Round.
Charismatic nudist corner
  08/03/21
Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical.
arousing really tough guy
  08/03/21
Just crossed the 9 day mark
arousing really tough guy
  08/01/21
...
multi-colored toaster
  08/01/21
180
Aromatic French Twinkling Uncleanness Base
  08/02/21
10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eatin...
arousing really tough guy
  08/02/21
180
multi-colored toaster
  08/02/21
11 days down a lifetime to go.
arousing really tough guy
  08/03/21
Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can ...
Stimulating twinkling philosopher-king
  08/03/21
I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drink...
Kink-friendly station
  08/03/21
It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold tu...
Stimulating twinkling philosopher-king
  08/03/21
nah bro only one day at a time to go
Odious henna parlour
  08/03/21
exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps
startled ocher genital piercing marketing idea
  08/03/21
In reality, that's how I am looking at it.
arousing really tough guy
  08/03/21
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Cowardly Onyx Coldplay Fan Boistinker
  08/03/21
...
multi-colored toaster
  08/03/21
...
thriller deer antler
  08/03/21
happy for you man
lascivious cocky legal warrant keepsake machete
  08/03/21
180 but take it a day at a time
Aromatic French Twinkling Uncleanness Base
  08/03/21
Keep it up
milky forum
  08/03/21
Nice job bro!!
Geriatric bateful masturbator
  08/03/21
BAM! Day 12.
arousing really tough guy
  08/04/21
...
milky forum
  08/04/21
180 Day two here
Marvelous Parlor
  08/04/21
Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years.
arousing really tough guy
  08/04/21
I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me...
Marvelous Parlor
  08/05/21
Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drin...
arousing really tough guy
  08/05/21
Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy...
Marvelous Parlor
  08/09/21
...
Charismatic nudist corner
  08/04/21
Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks.
arousing really tough guy
  08/05/21
Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother.
Kink-friendly station
  08/05/21
One day at a time. Go to a meeting.
Indigo Deep School Cafeteria
  08/05/21
Two weeks nodrink in the can
arousing really tough guy
  08/06/21
YES
Charismatic nudist corner
  08/06/21
15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a...
arousing really tough guy
  08/07/21
Day 16 done
arousing really tough guy
  08/08/21
Gj!
floppy national sandwich
  08/08/21
17
arousing really tough guy
  08/09/21
180 brother
Marvelous Parlor
  08/09/21
This is some 180 shit right here
Cowardly Onyx Coldplay Fan Boistinker
  08/09/21
Keep it up, brother!
Doobsian cyan friendly grandma
  08/09/21
180
Aromatic French Twinkling Uncleanness Base
  08/09/21
Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since ...
arousing really tough guy
  08/10/21
Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in ...
arousing really tough guy
  08/10/21
Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work
Vigorous yapping knife
  08/10/21
Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your we...
Marvelous Parlor
  08/10/21
Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and...
arousing really tough guy
  08/10/21
Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit an...
Marvelous Parlor
  08/10/21
They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They ...
arousing really tough guy
  08/10/21
Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immun...
Marvelous Parlor
  08/10/21
The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies so...
unholy galvanic personal credit line
  08/10/21
Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to ...
arousing really tough guy
  08/10/21
Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go.
arousing really tough guy
  08/10/21
Alcohol prevents covid
Infuriating space national security agency
  08/13/21
Day 19 done
arousing really tough guy
  08/11/21
180 congrats
Excitant Circlehead Skinny Woman
  08/11/21
Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal ri...
multi-colored toaster
  08/11/21
No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drink...
arousing really tough guy
  08/11/21
ty
multi-colored toaster
  08/11/21
CR- every day is a victory
Bistre Wild Center Antidepressant Drug
  08/12/21
hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't me...
Contagious area love of her life
  08/11/21
Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today th...
multi-colored toaster
  08/12/21
After how long? You did great!
Odious henna parlour
  08/11/21
Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of ...
multi-colored toaster
  08/12/21
I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Noth...
Aromatic French Twinkling Uncleanness Base
  08/12/21
...
multi-colored toaster
  08/12/21
...
big shivering den regret
  08/12/21
I had four beers tonight.
Marvelous Parlor
  08/12/21
Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon.
Cowardly Onyx Coldplay Fan Boistinker
  08/12/21
...
multi-colored toaster
  08/12/21
...
startled ocher genital piercing marketing idea
  08/12/21
You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. ...
fragrant business firm international law enforcement agency
  08/12/21
Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior ...
multi-colored toaster
  08/12/21
Nice re today
arousing really tough guy
  08/12/21
Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives...
ivory nowag
  08/12/21
...
Bistre Wild Center Antidepressant Drug
  08/12/21
...
multi-colored toaster
  08/12/21
180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I d...
brass cracking menage indirect expression
  08/12/21
Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cram...
arousing really tough guy
  08/12/21
Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw te...
multi-colored toaster
  08/12/21
Day 20 in the books.
arousing really tough guy
  08/12/21
180
multi-colored toaster
  08/12/21
good job man
erotic khaki fortuitous meteor
  08/12/21
...
Bistre Wild Center Antidepressant Drug
  08/13/21
Three weeks down! Still a sobermo!
arousing really tough guy
  08/13/21
180
big shivering den regret
  08/13/21
18000000
multi-colored toaster
  08/13/21
How you feeling?
arousing really tough guy
  08/13/21
Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a lon...
multi-colored toaster
  08/13/21
Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return ...
arousing really tough guy
  08/13/21
Ty
multi-colored toaster
  08/13/21
180
Aromatic French Twinkling Uncleanness Base
  08/13/21
...
Excitant Circlehead Skinny Woman
  08/13/21
stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, fa...
Cordovan cerebral site
  08/13/21
You seem mentally stable, friend.
arousing really tough guy
  08/13/21
...
Razzle-dazzle juggernaut
  08/14/21
...
Pearly double fault
  08/14/21
Day 22 and still on the wagon
arousing really tough guy
  08/14/21
...
multi-colored toaster
  08/14/21
Day 23 done
arousing really tough guy
  08/15/21
Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any w...
harsh feces
  08/15/21
Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic an...
arousing really tough guy
  08/15/21
Good job dude. Summarize changes for us
Geriatric bateful masturbator
  08/15/21
Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier ...
arousing really tough guy
  08/15/21
180
multi-colored toaster
  08/15/21
Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal t...
arousing really tough guy
  08/15/21
An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what ...
multi-colored toaster
  08/16/21
Just keep going a day at a time.
arousing really tough guy
  08/16/21
Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is...
Indigo Deep School Cafeteria
  08/18/21
You should celebrate by having a beer.
Indigo Deep School Cafeteria
  08/18/21
sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress ...
slate house-broken stage
  08/18/21
I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably...
arousing really tough guy
  08/18/21
are you still in biglaw
slate house-broken stage
  08/18/21
Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe.
arousing really tough guy
  08/18/21
...
Excitant Circlehead Skinny Woman
  08/15/21
I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics...
soul-stirring sick tanning salon yarmulke
  08/16/21
180. What finally worked for you?
multi-colored toaster
  08/16/21
Nice. Congrats.
arousing really tough guy
  08/16/21
Stabby?
unholy galvanic personal credit line
  08/19/21
Day 24
arousing really tough guy
  08/16/21
...
Dead comical mad cow disease
  08/16/21
180
Aromatic French Twinkling Uncleanness Base
  08/16/21
180
Kink-friendly station
  08/16/21
...
multi-colored toaster
  08/16/21
...
harsh feces
  08/16/21
Day 25
arousing really tough guy
  08/17/21
...
multi-colored toaster
  08/17/21
Day 26
arousing really tough guy
  08/18/21
do you have the desire to drink
harsh feces
  08/18/21
Not really after the first week. There have been moments tho...
arousing really tough guy
  08/18/21
Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much....
harsh feces
  08/18/21
I was totally out of control.
arousing really tough guy
  08/18/21
Gj brudda
Passionate Hairy Legs
  08/18/21
Focus every day on how grateful you are for this.
Kink-friendly station
  08/18/21
Trust me I am
arousing really tough guy
  08/18/21
Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one
Irradiated tan crackhouse
  08/18/21
Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons...
arousing really tough guy
  08/18/21
that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn'...
startled ocher genital piercing marketing idea
  08/18/21
...
Kink-friendly station
  08/19/21
180
multi-colored toaster
  08/18/21
Day 27 in the books
arousing really tough guy
  08/19/21
180. I’m at around a week.
multi-colored toaster
  08/19/21
Nice. Keep it up.
arousing really tough guy
  08/19/21
Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't thi...
arousing really tough guy
  08/20/21
Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker.
floppy national sandwich
  08/20/21
Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good ...
multi-colored toaster
  08/20/21
Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a dail...
Indigo Deep School Cafeteria
  08/20/21
Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pi...
multi-colored toaster
  08/20/21
I don't plan to
arousing really tough guy
  08/20/21
Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on...
Kink-friendly station
  08/20/21
180
Aromatic French Twinkling Uncleanness Base
  08/21/21
Boom: five weeks sober
arousing really tough guy
  08/27/21
180
Aromatic French Twinkling Uncleanness Base
  08/28/21
...
jet aphrodisiac nibblets
  08/28/21
180 brother
Geriatric bateful masturbator
  09/06/21
Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the b...
Wonderful faggot firefighter
  08/28/21
That's amazing
arousing really tough guy
  09/03/21
...
curious bossy background story
  09/06/21
Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone w...
arousing really tough guy
  09/03/21
...
Marvelous Parlor
  09/06/21
this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months
curious bossy background story
  09/06/21
Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about p...
Dashing magenta becky
  09/06/21
...
curious bossy background story
  09/06/21
Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well.
arousing really tough guy
  09/06/21
...
curious bossy background story
  09/06/21
Take up golf, or cycling
Titillating Son Of Senegal Pisswyrm
  09/06/21
I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of ...
arousing really tough guy
  09/06/21
Done with week 7.
arousing really tough guy
  09/10/21
...
curious bossy background story
  09/12/21
8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too.
arousing really tough guy
  09/17/21
Fuck yeah
Charismatic nudist corner
  09/17/21
That's fucking great.
Kink-friendly station
  09/17/21
9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you ca...
arousing really tough guy
  09/24/21
don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone ...
Iridescent Heady Range Potus
  09/24/21
...
Out-of-control vivacious meetinghouse dysfunction
  09/24/21
The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the th...
Kink-friendly station
  09/24/21
I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Dow...
arousing really tough guy
  09/24/21
10 weeks no drink
arousing really tough guy
  10/01/21
Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently ...
burgundy bawdyhouse
  10/01/21
Nice. I really havent felt this good in years.
arousing really tough guy
  10/01/21
well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison
curious bossy background story
  10/06/21
Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off ...
arousing really tough guy
  10/30/21
Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https...
Balding Crusty Lodge Rigor
  10/30/21
I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any ...
arousing really tough guy
  10/30/21
I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes s...
Balding Crusty Lodge Rigor
  10/30/21
Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is...
multi-colored toaster
  10/30/21
Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impos...
Indigo Deep School Cafeteria
  12/01/21
this sounds right
Odious henna parlour
  12/01/21
1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as t...
Talented Sinister Prole Kitchen
  10/30/21
Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can ha...
arousing really tough guy
  10/30/21
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4
Sexy Snowy Partner Sound Barrier
  12/01/21
I haven't listened to them in two decades
Indigo Deep School Cafeteria
  12/01/21
keep going brother
Charcoal high-end public bath jap
  12/01/21
30 days sober today
arousing really tough guy
  12/16/21
180
Maroon shitlib
  12/16/21
6 months dry
curious bossy background story
  01/04/22
180
Concupiscible ungodly pit giraffe
  01/04/22
Two months sober now
arousing really tough guy
  01/16/22
117 days of nodrink today
arousing really tough guy
  03/13/22
180 Day six here.
Marvelous Parlor
  03/13/22
One day at a time brother
arousing really tough guy
  03/13/22
Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drin...
Excitant Circlehead Skinny Woman
  03/13/22
By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if ...
Zippy spot mediation
  04/09/22
4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing
Concupiscible ungodly pit giraffe
  04/09/22
144 days
arousing really tough guy
  04/09/22
Good work
Concupiscible ungodly pit giraffe
  04/09/22
Thanks brother
arousing really tough guy
  04/09/22
180 brother and congratulations!!!
Narrow-minded boyish indian lodge french chef
  04/09/22
...
Cruel-hearted athletic conference affirmative action
  05/04/22
168 days and still on the wagon
arousing really tough guy
  05/03/22
Way to go, man.
flesh factory reset button locus
  05/04/22
Thanks dude
arousing really tough guy
  05/04/22
33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wa...
startled ocher genital piercing marketing idea
  05/03/22
Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuc...
Concupiscible ungodly pit giraffe
  05/03/22
I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drink...
startled ocher genital piercing marketing idea
  05/04/22
then shut the fuck up already
Concupiscible ungodly pit giraffe
  05/04/22
cr
startled ocher genital piercing marketing idea
  05/04/22
lol
Electric filthy house
  05/04/22
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg
Sexy Snowy Partner Sound Barrier
  05/04/22
18 months sober
Indecent bright brunch
  05/04/22
180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier.
Lime Gaping Orchestra Pit
  05/04/22
...
arousing really tough guy
  05/04/22
180 I've done one drink a night for the past week.
Marvelous Parlor
  05/04/22
188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend
arousing really tough guy
  05/23/22
222 days today. Life has never been better.
arousing really tough guy
  06/26/22
...
Marvelous Parlor
  06/26/22
...
Sticky jewess
  06/26/22
good for you bro, good on you, keep it up
Electric filthy house
  06/26/22
...
mentally impaired shrine
  06/26/22
...
jet aphrodisiac nibblets
  06/26/22
Eight months sober yesterday
arousing really tough guy
  07/17/22
Nine moths today!
arousing really tough guy
  08/16/22
180
multi-colored toaster
  08/16/22
How's your sobriety?
arousing really tough guy
  08/16/22
i was sober from the end of last september through mid-febru...
multi-colored toaster
  08/16/22
Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just ca...
arousing really tough guy
  08/16/22
thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to...
multi-colored toaster
  08/16/22
congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself.
Mind-boggling green turdskin office
  08/16/22
180
arousing really tough guy
  08/16/22
...
multi-colored toaster
  08/16/22
congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go ...
Narrow-minded boyish indian lodge french chef
  08/16/22
...
arousing really tough guy
  08/16/22
...
multi-colored toaster
  08/16/22
I'll hit day 300 tomorrow!
arousing really tough guy
  09/11/22
348 days in the books
arousing really tough guy
  10/30/22
180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife re...
harsh feces
  10/30/22
65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is...
arousing really tough guy
  10/30/22
180 billion
multi-colored toaster
  10/30/22
How are you doing?
arousing really tough guy
  10/30/22
haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering.
multi-colored toaster
  10/30/22
180. Stay strong
arousing really tough guy
  10/30/22
ty brother.
multi-colored toaster
  10/30/22
I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an is...
Vermilion multi-billionaire
  10/30/22
Life is so much better if you can stick to it
arousing really tough guy
  10/30/22
Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night...
Mind-boggling green turdskin office
  10/30/22
180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew.
Indigo Deep School Cafeteria
  10/30/22
...
multi-colored toaster
  10/30/22
1800000
Mind-boggling green turdskin office
  10/30/22
180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting
Vibrant pungent elastic band chad
  10/30/22
...
arousing really tough guy
  10/30/22
proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of disciplin...
Opaque principal's office coffee pot
  10/30/22
...
milky forum
  12/18/22
One year and two days of sobriety today.
arousing really tough guy
  11/18/22
180 brother. Never go back.
Lime Gaping Orchestra Pit
  11/18/22
397 days and counting
arousing really tough guy
  12/18/22
180
milky forum
  12/18/22
18 months
curious bossy background story
  01/04/23
congrats man
beady-eyed lay
  01/04/23
ty
curious bossy background story
  01/04/23
Biggest health change?
canary nursing home
  01/04/23
I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area:...
curious bossy background story
  01/04/23
35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that?
beady-eyed lay
  01/04/23
~15%
curious bossy background story
  01/04/23
Awesome.
Indigo Deep School Cafeteria
  01/29/23
Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted ...
Wine Appetizing Theatre
  01/04/23
180
arousing really tough guy
  01/07/23
...
Abusive church building travel guidebook
  01/09/23
poison free in 23
curious bossy background story
  01/09/23
...
arousing really tough guy
  01/10/23
180
histrionic big-titted plaza stock car
  01/10/23
My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfac...
arousing really tough guy
  01/12/23
Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get ba...
multi-colored toaster
  01/29/23
Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday.
arousing really tough guy
  01/30/23
180. Glad to hear it
multi-colored toaster
  01/30/23
There’s a lot of relapse going around.
Indigo Deep School Cafeteria
  01/30/23
475 days of nodrink
arousing really tough guy
  03/06/23
What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened t...
harsh feces
  03/06/23
Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW
arousing really tough guy
  03/06/23
180
puce motley patrolman
  03/06/23
180
Odious henna parlour
  03/06/23
Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how yo...
harsh feces
  03/06/23
In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores a...
arousing really tough guy
  03/06/23
Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts?
very tactful box office
  03/06/23
Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no prob...
arousing really tough guy
  03/06/23
I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard...
very tactful box office
  03/06/23
Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whi...
arousing really tough guy
  03/06/23
Day 507 in the books
arousing really tough guy
  04/07/23
Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and compla...
Aromatic French Twinkling Uncleanness Base
  04/07/23
Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop.
arousing really tough guy
  04/07/23
Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and start...
Aromatic French Twinkling Uncleanness Base
  04/07/23
For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a...
arousing really tough guy
  04/07/23
I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thund...
multi-colored toaster
  04/07/23
Good to hear you are back on track.
arousing really tough guy
  04/07/23
ty
multi-colored toaster
  04/07/23
18 months tomorrow.
arousing really tough guy
  05/16/23
180
Vigorous yapping knife
  05/16/23
2 years dry
curious bossy background story
  06/24/23
Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there.
arousing really tough guy
  06/24/23
Did you work the steps?
Indigo Deep School Cafeteria
  07/01/23
Wow
glittery pistol
  06/24/23
Day 640 today bros
arousing really tough guy
  08/18/23
Day 700 in the books
arousing really tough guy
  10/17/23
congrats
beady-eyed lay
  10/17/23
...
curious bossy background story
  11/27/23
2 years and 7 days
arousing really tough guy
  11/24/23
...
curious bossy background story
  11/24/23
...
multi-colored toaster
  11/24/23
Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23?
curious bossy background story
  11/25/23
1919 days free. I will never go back.
Narrow-minded boyish indian lodge french chef
  11/25/23
180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober
Spectacular whorehouse
  11/25/23
...
curious bossy background story
  11/25/23
good job
Hairraiser Sneaky Criminal
  11/25/23
I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luc...
Hairraiser Sneaky Criminal
  11/25/23
Nice. Congrats.
arousing really tough guy
  11/26/23
I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a m...
curious bossy background story
  11/27/23
956 days
arousing really tough guy
  06/29/24
Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much ...
mauve startling brethren
  06/29/24
I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better...
arousing really tough guy
  06/29/24
Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own
Vigorous yapping knife
  06/29/24
...
glittery pistol
  06/29/24
...
milky forum
  06/30/24
180, teenage pussy tp
milky forum
  06/29/24
...
Sable adventurous theater stage
  06/30/24
...
milky forum
  10/09/24
180 thread
impertinent halford sex offender
  06/29/24
3 years now
curious bossy background story
  07/05/24
MFCR. 1488 my nigga
puce motley patrolman
  07/05/24
way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did ha...
Mind-boggling green turdskin office
  07/05/24
1058 days
arousing really tough guy
  10/09/24
180 man
milky forum
  10/09/24
Do you not drink at all now?
Bat-shit-crazy cuckold
  10/09/24
None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it does...
arousing really tough guy
  10/14/24
...
step-uncle's house striped hyena
  10/09/24
...
Passionate Hairy Legs
  10/14/24
Nice
Indigo Deep School Cafeteria
  10/19/24
...
curious bossy background story
  11/24/24
...
harsh feces
  06/12/25
I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit
rusted painfully honest field
  06/12/25
...
beady-eyed lay
  06/12/25
...
stead mood
  08/02/25
4 years
curious bossy background story
  08/02/25
how has your life changed?
beady-eyed lay
  08/02/25
180
Bronze round eye famous landscape painting
  08/02/25
Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12
Mind-boggling green turdskin office
  08/02/25
180 good going man
aquamarine address
  08/02/25


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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

First 24 hrs is in the books.

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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM
Author: laughsome topaz resort ape

5 years is just getting started

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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM
Author: exciting garrison doctorate

won't work

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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM
Author: Narrow-minded boyish indian lodge french chef

begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42834931)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42834935)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM
Author: Aromatic French Twinkling Uncleanness Base

He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42837724)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Thanks, man

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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM
Author: Dashing magenta becky



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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM
Author: Dashing magenta becky



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM
Author: Pearly double fault

how much have you been drinking

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM
Author: 180 silver trump supporter

cq

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM
Author: beady-eyed lay



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM
Author: Saffron rehab wrinkle



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit.

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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM
Author: brass cracking menage indirect expression

5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers?

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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: stirring abode hissy fit

a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day.

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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836207)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM
Author: brass cracking menage indirect expression

Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838299)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM
Author: Provocative Turquoise Hell Tattoo

Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism

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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too.

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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM
Author: Provocative Turquoise Hell Tattoo

When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week

With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week

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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning.

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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM
Author: Provocative Turquoise Hell Tattoo

we have a sickness of the soul brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838767)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM
Author: Out-of-control vivacious meetinghouse dysfunction

You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835053)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM
Author: 180 silver trump supporter

Crrrrrrr

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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835770)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: stirring abode hissy fit

set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835774)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: Jade low-t people who are hurt

how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day?

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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

6'2" 245

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835780)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM
Author: Jade low-t people who are hurt

no muscle or jacked?

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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835797)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM
Author: Gaped nofapping stag film queen of the night

Ungh

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835833)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: stirring abode hissy fit

u wanna bang him, dont u?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836177)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: razzmatazz bisexual market foreskin

I am with you, brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42840076)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM
Author: maniacal therapy

You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42837772)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM
Author: slippery locale kitty



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44142345)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM
Author: Razzle olive location laser beams

Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023251)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM
Author: Submissive State

stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835799)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM
Author: Umber Police Squad

Cr you could easily trade them for booze

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836164)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM
Author: Exhilarant Claret Candlestick Maker Heaven

so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836215)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM
Author: Cream temple voyeur

go back to guangzhong

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42874198)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster

Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835880)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM
Author: Mewling fluffy cruise ship blood rage

the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835888)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM
Author: Translucent filthpig

gl gl

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42835919)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM
Author: Indigo Deep School Cafeteria

Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836147)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM
Author: trip sanctuary

Alcohol is poison

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42836871)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM
Author: glittery pistol



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838673)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Not going to be much sleep tonight

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42837356)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM
Author: Swashbuckling piazza

Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42837437)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM
Author: arousing really tough guy

6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42837444)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM
Author: Exhilarant Claret Candlestick Maker Heaven

have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42837728)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838091)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Just threw up in the shower. Good times.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838121)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM
Author: Indigo Deep School Cafeteria

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838122)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838159)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM
Author: Indigo Deep School Cafeteria

Real talk, fuck your wife.

If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else.

I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose.

There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838926)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: Exhilarant Claret Candlestick Maker Heaven

what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845962)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM
Author: Indigo Deep School Cafeteria

It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860363)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM
Author: Wonderful faggot firefighter

I've got well over 5 years not drinking.

It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838386)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838564)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM
Author: Marvelous Parlor



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838567)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM
Author: Marvelous Parlor

Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838434)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838576)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM
Author: Marvelous Parlor

Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life.

That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838591)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42838903)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM
Author: diverse set clown

Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42839678)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42840018)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM
Author: Indigo Deep School Cafeteria

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42840276)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Just started having these too:

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk

Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42842600)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM
Author: Dull dopamine

big mistake bro

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42840041)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

3 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845047)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM
Author: Kink-friendly station

Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845056)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM
Author: Doobsian cyan friendly grandma

I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845744)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM
Author: Kink-friendly station

No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42846125)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

That's horrible man. Sorry to hear.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845956)



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Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM
Author: burgundy bawdyhouse

Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one?

I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43389150)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM
Author: Indigo Deep School Cafeteria

Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845724)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM
Author: supple property windowlicker

can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845075)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM
Author: Kink-friendly station

That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before.

Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845090)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM
Author: harsh feces



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845207)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845978)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: Indigo Deep School Cafeteria

In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more.

By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845719)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM
Author: Racy beta school main people

Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845764)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM
Author: maniacal therapy

Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42848190)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM
Author: Indigo Deep School Cafeteria

The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860370)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM
Author: Cream temple voyeur

no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42874201)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM
Author: Marvelous Parlor

https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845746)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM
Author: Marvelous Parlor



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845789)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM
Author: Marvelous Parlor



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42849768)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster

I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845845)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster

Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845874)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845942)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster

Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42845970)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

4 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42852338)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM
Author: Pea-brained church community account

nice man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42852399)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster

180. This is when it starts getting way better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42852420)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM
Author: Maroon shitlib

Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42852612)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Day 5 no drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42858846)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM
Author: Marvelous Parlor

180 bro

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859297)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM
Author: Kink-friendly station

8957657365

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859450)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM
Author: thriller deer antler

good job

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859470)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM
Author: glittery pistol



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859511)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM
Author: Passionate Hairy Legs



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859514)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM
Author: startled ocher genital piercing marketing idea



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859526)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: Translucent filthpig

also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration

nice work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859545)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: supple property windowlicker

good job. do doing any sports?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859549)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859655)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM
Author: milky forum

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42859550)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM
Author: floppy national sandwich



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860070)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM
Author: bull headed drab senate ceo

Eat some bananas

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860105)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860335)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM
Author: Indigo Deep School Cafeteria

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860346)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Went to five meetings today. Sober for once.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860497)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM
Author: Concupiscible ungodly pit giraffe

who the fuck has time for that shit?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42863796)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

They were work meetings

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42863989)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM
Author: Indigo Deep School Cafeteria

Those won't keep you sober.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42865277)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

That's for sure! *rimshot*

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42865366)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM
Author: Aromatic French Twinkling Uncleanness Base

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42860409)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Day 6 nodrink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42863597)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM
Author: Submissive State



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42863766)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42865319)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM
Author: Frum newt death wish

Good job bro. One day down one day to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42865938)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

That's how I'm looking at it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42866324)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42870704)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM
Author: Geriatric bateful masturbator

Keep it up brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42870974)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM
Author: Charismatic nudist corner



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42870981)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42873190)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM
Author: Wonderful faggot firefighter

9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42873668)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM
Author: Maroon shitlib



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42873670)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM
Author: milky forum



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42874144)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM
Author: Kink-friendly station

You're a camel at this point. Keep going!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42874239)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM
Author: curious bossy background story

keep it going my man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42874194)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

8 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42875692)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM
Author: Charismatic nudist corner

Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42875707)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM
Author: Doobsian cyan friendly grandma

Inspiring.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42875943)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42876669)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster

i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4.

trying to rebuild it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42877610)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM
Author: arousing really tough guy

A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42878360)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM
Author: multi-colored toaster

thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again.

today is day 4 of my latest effort.

the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line.

great work by you. i'm rooting for ya.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42879074)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM
Author: Massive ticket booth

I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42879090)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM
Author: arousing really tough guy

For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42879120)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM
Author: Charismatic nudist corner

This is the plot of Another Round.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42890353)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42890435)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Just crossed the 9 day mark

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42879747)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42882033)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM
Author: Aromatic French Twinkling Uncleanness Base

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42883157)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42884686)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42886121)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

11 days down a lifetime to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42890318)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM
Author: Stimulating twinkling philosopher-king

Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better.

Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42890475)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM
Author: Kink-friendly station

I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42890943)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM
Author: Stimulating twinkling philosopher-king

It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891015)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM
Author: Odious henna parlour

nah bro only one day at a time to go

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42890982)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM
Author: startled ocher genital piercing marketing idea

exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891069)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

In reality, that's how I am looking at it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42892104)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM
Author: Cowardly Onyx Coldplay Fan Boistinker

5445776444554

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891123)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891187)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM
Author: thriller deer antler



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891530)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM
Author: lascivious cocky legal warrant keepsake machete

happy for you man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891572)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM
Author: Aromatic French Twinkling Uncleanness Base

180 but take it a day at a time

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42891580)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM
Author: milky forum

Keep it up

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42892021)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM
Author: Geriatric bateful masturbator

Nice job bro!!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42892210)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

BAM! Day 12.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42896602)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM
Author: milky forum



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42896607)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM
Author: Marvelous Parlor

180

Day two here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42896725)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42897749)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM
Author: Marvelous Parlor

I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42901455)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42903233)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM
Author: Marvelous Parlor

Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42921955)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM
Author: Charismatic nudist corner



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42896749)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42901809)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM
Author: Kink-friendly station

Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42901842)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM
Author: Indigo Deep School Cafeteria

One day at a time. Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42902003)



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Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Two weeks nodrink in the can

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42907773)



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Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM
Author: Charismatic nudist corner

YES

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42907934)



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Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42912772)



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Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Day 16 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42916307)



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Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM
Author: floppy national sandwich

Gj!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42916795)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

17

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42921352)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM
Author: Marvelous Parlor

180 brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42921377)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM
Author: Cowardly Onyx Coldplay Fan Boistinker

This is some 180 shit right here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42921682)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM
Author: Doobsian cyan friendly grandma

Keep it up, brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42921984)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM
Author: Aromatic French Twinkling Uncleanness Base

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42922699)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42926547)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927507)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM
Author: Vigorous yapping knife

Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927525)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM
Author: Marvelous Parlor

Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse.

Day 1 here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927539)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927585)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM
Author: Marvelous Parlor

Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927589)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927607)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM
Author: Marvelous Parlor

Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42927611)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM
Author: unholy galvanic personal credit line

The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42928105)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42928176)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42928181)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM
Author: Infuriating space national security agency

Alcohol prevents covid

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42939457)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Day 19 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42932389)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM
Author: Excitant Circlehead Skinny Woman

180 congrats

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42932395)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster

Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42932433)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42932477)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42932783)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM
Author: Bistre Wild Center Antidepressant Drug

CR- every day is a victory

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935166)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM
Author: Contagious area love of her life

hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42933626)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM
Author: multi-colored toaster

Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42934976)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM
Author: Odious henna parlour

After how long? You did great!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42933636)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM
Author: multi-colored toaster

Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42934991)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM
Author: Aromatic French Twinkling Uncleanness Base

I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42933814)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM
Author: multi-colored toaster



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935105)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM
Author: big shivering den regret



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935607)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM
Author: Marvelous Parlor

I had four beers tonight.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42934150)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM
Author: Cowardly Onyx Coldplay Fan Boistinker

Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935001)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM
Author: multi-colored toaster



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935109)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM
Author: startled ocher genital piercing marketing idea



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935153)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM
Author: fragrant business firm international law enforcement agency

You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me.

Keep at it man!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935252)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster

Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935534)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Nice re today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42937223)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM
Author: ivory nowag

Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives.

Keep on keeping on

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935161)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM
Author: Bistre Wild Center Antidepressant Drug



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935167)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935538)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM
Author: brass cracking menage indirect expression

180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up!

How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42935601)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42937225)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster

Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week.

I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda.

I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back.

So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42937815)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Day 20 in the books.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42937220)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42937764)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM
Author: erotic khaki fortuitous meteor

good job man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42937931)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM
Author: Bistre Wild Center Antidepressant Drug



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42939379)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Three weeks down! Still a sobermo!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42941083)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: big shivering den regret

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42942011)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster

18000000

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42942548)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

How you feeling?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42942671)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster

Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943106)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943118)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster

Ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943162)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM
Author: Aromatic French Twinkling Uncleanness Base

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943009)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM
Author: Excitant Circlehead Skinny Woman



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943016)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM
Author: Cordovan cerebral site

stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot.

PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend?

you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943023)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

You seem mentally stable, friend.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943068)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM
Author: Razzle-dazzle juggernaut



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42943810)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM
Author: Pearly double fault



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42944568)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Day 22 and still on the wagon

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42945651)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42946048)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Day 23 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42951958)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM
Author: harsh feces

Has your wife said anything about it?

Have you lost any weight?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42951967)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive.

I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42952045)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM
Author: Geriatric bateful masturbator

Good job dude. Summarize changes for us

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42951979)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Losing weight

Sleep has improved a ton

Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly)

Motivated to work

Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42952080)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42952093)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42952239)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster

An underrated benefit, for certain.

Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957384)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Just keep going a day at a time.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957597)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM
Author: Indigo Deep School Cafeteria

Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970847)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM
Author: Indigo Deep School Cafeteria

You should celebrate by having a beer.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42966916)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM
Author: slate house-broken stage

sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning.

how long did it take to notice weight loss?

how much were you drinking each day?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970597)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common.

Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970882)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM
Author: slate house-broken stage

are you still in biglaw

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42971427)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42971755)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: Excitant Circlehead Skinny Woman



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42952048)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM
Author: soul-stirring sick tanning salon yarmulke

I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957405)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster

180. What finally worked for you?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957590)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Nice. Congrats.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957593)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM
Author: unholy galvanic personal credit line

Stabby?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42977185)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Day 24

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957591)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM
Author: Dead comical mad cow disease



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957616)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM
Author: Aromatic French Twinkling Uncleanness Base

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957892)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM
Author: Kink-friendly station

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957897)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42957898)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM
Author: harsh feces



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42960457)



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Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Day 25

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42964349)



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Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42965115)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Day 26

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970508)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: harsh feces

do you have the desire to drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970525)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970539)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM
Author: harsh feces

Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970631)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

I was totally out of control.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970770)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: Passionate Hairy Legs

Gj brudda

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970526)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM
Author: Kink-friendly station

Focus every day on how grateful you are for this.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970531)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Trust me I am

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970774)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: Irradiated tan crackhouse

Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970787)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42970803)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM
Author: startled ocher genital piercing marketing idea

that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42971445)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM
Author: Kink-friendly station



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42977063)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42971233)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Day 27 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42975999)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster

180. I’m at around a week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42976271)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Nice. Keep it up.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42977080)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years.

Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42982646)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM
Author: floppy national sandwich

Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42982663)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster

Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42982670)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM
Author: Indigo Deep School Cafeteria

Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42982814)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster

Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42982845)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

I don't plan to

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42983811)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM
Author: Kink-friendly station

Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42984102)



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Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM
Author: Aromatic French Twinkling Uncleanness Base

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#42987301)



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Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Boom: five weeks sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43021326)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM
Author: Aromatic French Twinkling Uncleanness Base

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43022035)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM
Author: jet aphrodisiac nibblets



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43022329)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM
Author: Geriatric bateful masturbator

180 brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43070201)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM
Author: Wonderful faggot firefighter

Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43022078)



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Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

That's amazing

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43057794)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM
Author: curious bossy background story



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43069408)



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Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43057793)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM
Author: Marvelous Parlor



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43070107)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM
Author: curious bossy background story

this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43069385)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM
Author: Dashing magenta becky

Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43069390)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM
Author: curious bossy background story



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43069391)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43070100)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM
Author: curious bossy background story



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43070120)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM
Author: Titillating Son Of Senegal Pisswyrm

Take up golf, or cycling

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43070175)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43070712)



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Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Done with week 7.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43094188)



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Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM
Author: curious bossy background story



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43102180)



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43132489)



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM
Author: Charismatic nudist corner

Fuck yeah

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43132505)



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM
Author: Kink-friendly station

That's fucking great.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43132510)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43172089)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM
Author: Iridescent Heady Range Potus

don't!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43172102)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: Out-of-control vivacious meetinghouse dysfunction



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43172104)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM
Author: Kink-friendly station

The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43172190)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43172657)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

10 weeks no drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43208306)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM
Author: burgundy bawdyhouse

Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43208368)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Nice. I really havent felt this good in years.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43208386)



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Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM
Author: curious bossy background story

well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43229848)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356245)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM
Author: Balding Crusty Lodge Rigor

Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot.

https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356257)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356284)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM
Author: Balding Crusty Lodge Rigor

I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356399)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster

Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle.

I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings.

Keep up the fight brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356457)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM
Author: Indigo Deep School Cafeteria

Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted.

Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober.

I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43542100)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM
Author: Odious henna parlour

this sounds right

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43542123)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM
Author: Talented Sinister Prole Kitchen

1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356299)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43356413)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM
Author: Sexy Snowy Partner Sound Barrier

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43542485)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: Indigo Deep School Cafeteria

I haven't listened to them in two decades

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43542581)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: Charcoal high-end public bath jap

keep going brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43542583)



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Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

30 days sober today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43620761)



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Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM
Author: Maroon shitlib

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43620769)



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Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM
Author: curious bossy background story

6 months dry

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43725839)



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Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM
Author: Concupiscible ungodly pit giraffe

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43725878)



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Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Two months sober now

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#43793309)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

117 days of nodrink today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44142273)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM
Author: Marvelous Parlor

180

Day six here.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44142302)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

One day at a time brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44142613)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM
Author: Excitant Circlehead Skinny Woman

Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44142662)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM
Author: Zippy spot mediation

By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44307089)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM
Author: Concupiscible ungodly pit giraffe

4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44307097)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM
Author: arousing really tough guy

144 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44307035)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM
Author: Concupiscible ungodly pit giraffe

Good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44307101)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Thanks brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44307314)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM
Author: Narrow-minded boyish indian lodge french chef

180 brother and congratulations!!!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44307324)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM
Author: Cruel-hearted athletic conference affirmative action



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453495)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

168 days and still on the wagon

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44450356)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM
Author: flesh factory reset button locus

Way to go, man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453559)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Thanks dude

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453855)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM
Author: startled ocher genital piercing marketing idea

33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44450380)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM
Author: Concupiscible ungodly pit giraffe

Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44450408)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM
Author: startled ocher genital piercing marketing idea

I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44452270)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM
Author: Concupiscible ungodly pit giraffe

then shut the fuck up already

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453444)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM
Author: startled ocher genital piercing marketing idea

cr

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453454)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM
Author: Electric filthy house

lol

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453513)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM
Author: Sexy Snowy Partner Sound Barrier

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453508)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM
Author: Indecent bright brunch

18 months sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453863)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM
Author: Lime Gaping Orchestra Pit

180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44453871)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44454805)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM
Author: Marvelous Parlor

180

I've done one drink a night for the past week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44454837)



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Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44562497)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

222 days today. Life has never been better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44748020)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM
Author: Marvelous Parlor



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44748030)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM
Author: Sticky jewess



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44748040)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM
Author: Electric filthy house

good for you bro, good on you, keep it up

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44748042)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM
Author: mentally impaired shrine



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44748055)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM
Author: jet aphrodisiac nibblets



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44749202)



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Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Eight months sober yesterday

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#44865945)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Nine moths today!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023094)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023126)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

How's your sobriety?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023153)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster

i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february.

i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may.

i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat.

i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally.

haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023232)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023423)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster

thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight.

it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023653)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM
Author: Mind-boggling green turdskin office

congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023157)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023424)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023655)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM
Author: Narrow-minded boyish indian lodge french chef

congrats brother!

i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol.

peace.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023248)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023425)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45023657)



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Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

I'll hit day 300 tomorrow!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45155156)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

348 days in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411580)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM
Author: harsh feces

180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411587)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411710)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster

180 billion

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411595)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

How are you doing?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411711)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster

haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411931)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

180. Stay strong

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45412087)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster

ty brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45412123)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM
Author: Vermilion multi-billionaire

I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411805)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Life is so much better if you can stick to it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45412258)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM
Author: Mind-boggling green turdskin office

Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411898)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM
Author: Indigo Deep School Cafeteria

180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411942)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411945)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM
Author: Mind-boggling green turdskin office

1800000

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411951)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM
Author: Vibrant pungent elastic band chad

180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45411963)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45412247)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM
Author: Opaque principal's office coffee pot

proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave

you’re gonna maek it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45412285)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM
Author: milky forum



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45651879)



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Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM
Author: arousing really tough guy

One year and two days of sobriety today.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45511221)



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Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM
Author: Lime Gaping Orchestra Pit

180 brother. Never go back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45511222)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

397 days and counting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45651822)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM
Author: milky forum

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45651862)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM
Author: curious bossy background story

18 months

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45738970)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM
Author: beady-eyed lay

congrats man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45738973)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM
Author: curious bossy background story

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45738981)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM
Author: canary nursing home

Biggest health change?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45738992)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM
Author: curious bossy background story

I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45738997)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM
Author: beady-eyed lay

35lbs, damn

what % of your body weight was that?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45739000)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM
Author: curious bossy background story

~15%

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45739049)



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Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM
Author: Indigo Deep School Cafeteria

Awesome.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45858131)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM
Author: Wine Appetizing Theatre

Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas.

You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45739061)



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Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM
Author: arousing really tough guy

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45754434)



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Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM
Author: Abusive church building travel guidebook



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45765765)



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Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM
Author: curious bossy background story

poison free in 23

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45765724)



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Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45771738)



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Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM
Author: histrionic big-titted plaza stock car

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45771895)



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Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45779724)



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Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM
Author: multi-colored toaster

Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45858158)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45862492)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster

180. Glad to hear it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45863147)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM
Author: Indigo Deep School Cafeteria

There’s a lot of relapse going around.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#45862965)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

475 days of nodrink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018088)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM
Author: harsh feces

What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018101)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018254)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM
Author: puce motley patrolman

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018105)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM
Author: Odious henna parlour

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018292)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM
Author: harsh feces

Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018110)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018266)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM
Author: very tactful box office

Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018258)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018272)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM
Author: very tactful box office

I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018282)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46018418)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Day 507 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158627)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM
Author: Aromatic French Twinkling Uncleanness Base

Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158633)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158678)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM
Author: Aromatic French Twinkling Uncleanness Base

Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158687)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158703)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster

I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day.

So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?”

(I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.)

So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer.

This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again.

I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158708)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Good to hear you are back on track.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158725)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46158845)



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Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM
Author: arousing really tough guy

18 months tomorrow.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46317617)



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Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM
Author: Vigorous yapping knife

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46317624)



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Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM
Author: curious bossy background story

2 years dry

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46468557)



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Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46469502)



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Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM
Author: Indigo Deep School Cafeteria

Did you work the steps?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46499489)



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Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM
Author: glittery pistol

Wow

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46469522)



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Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Day 640 today bros

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46687165)



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Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Day 700 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46948402)



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Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM
Author: beady-eyed lay

congrats

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#46948423)



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Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM
Author: curious bossy background story



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47103664)



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

2 years and 7 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47094191)



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM
Author: curious bossy background story



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47094194)



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM
Author: multi-colored toaster



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47094225)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM
Author: curious bossy background story

Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47098706)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM
Author: Narrow-minded boyish indian lodge french chef

1919 days free.

I will never go back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47098738)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM
Author: Spectacular whorehouse

180

I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47098746)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM
Author: curious bossy background story



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47099290)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM
Author: Hairraiser Sneaky Criminal

good job

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47099298)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM
Author: Hairraiser Sneaky Criminal

I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47099296)



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Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM
Author: arousing really tough guy

Nice. Congrats.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47100639)



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Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM
Author: curious bossy background story

I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47103662)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

956 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47793191)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM
Author: mauve startling brethren

Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47793213)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47793231)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 9:41 PM
Author: Vigorous yapping knife

Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47793386)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 10:21 PM
Author: glittery pistol



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47793452)



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Date: June 30th, 2024 8:54 PM
Author: milky forum



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47796042)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM
Author: milky forum

180, teenage pussy tp

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47793229)



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Date: June 30th, 2024 4:33 AM
Author: Sable adventurous theater stage



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47793970)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:31 PM
Author: milky forum



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#48182547)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:34 PM
Author: impertinent halford sex offender

180 thread

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47793226)



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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:18 PM
Author: curious bossy background story

3 years now

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47812580)



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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:31 PM
Author: puce motley patrolman

MFCR. 1488 my nigga

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47812622)



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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:45 PM
Author: Mind-boggling green turdskin office

way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in.

i did have one relapse, which happened back in the beginning of may. my wife and i were not having sex and i am terrible at communicating so i withdrew into self and developed a huge crush on an associate (no diddy). went to jazz fest to see the stones with my siblings and got shitfaced. wife went nuts on me when i got back to the room and i told her to fuck off and i wanted a divorce.

long story short, i told her that the sex has been garbage, and that i was disgusted that she'd quit shaving her box back when we split up in 2020 and didn't really do it anymore.

since then, she's been SHAVED, we've been FUCKING 2-3x/week and i am NODRINK forever.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#47812654)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

1058 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#48182543)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM
Author: milky forum

180 man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#48182545)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy cuckold

Do you not drink at all now?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#48182570)



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Date: October 14th, 2024 2:46 PM
Author: arousing really tough guy

None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it doesn't work for me. I'm a total degenerate alchie. I can't touch the stuff.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#48196855)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:38 PM
Author:  step-uncle's house striped hyena



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#48182573)



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Date: October 14th, 2024 2:50 PM
Author: Passionate Hairy Legs



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#48196866)



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Date: October 19th, 2024 10:29 AM
Author: Indigo Deep School Cafeteria

Nice

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#48214820)



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Date: November 24th, 2024 5:07 AM
Author: curious bossy background story



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#48374719)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 12:03 AM
Author: harsh feces



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#49007400)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:13 AM
Author: rusted painfully honest field

I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#49007544)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:17 AM
Author: beady-eyed lay



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#49007547)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:55 AM
Author:  stead mood



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#49150725)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 4:59 AM
Author: curious bossy background story

4 years

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#49150627)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 5:05 AM
Author: beady-eyed lay

how has your life changed?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#49150630)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 7:56 AM
Author: Bronze round eye famous landscape painting

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#49150668)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:14 AM
Author: Mind-boggling green turdskin office

Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#49150685)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:16 AM
Author:  aquamarine address

180 good going man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2...id.#49150688)