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Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough.

First 24 hrs is in the books.
splenetic jewess
  07/24/21
5 years is just getting started
Shimmering Newt Field
  06/12/25
won't work
haunting turquoise box office marketing idea
  07/24/21
begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have c...
disrespectful abode
  07/24/21
Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tr...
splenetic jewess
  07/24/21
He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend
anal heaven
  07/25/21
Thanks, man
splenetic jewess
  07/25/21
...
Supple set
  07/24/21
...
Supple set
  07/24/21
how much have you been drinking
dull love of her life
  07/24/21
cq
Duck-like cuckold
  07/24/21
...
umber cheese-eating lay preventive strike
  07/24/21
...
Garnet corner
  07/24/21
Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a d...
splenetic jewess
  07/24/21
5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers?
Magenta french sex offender digit ratio
  07/24/21
a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts...
Idiotic Circlehead Library
  07/24/21
Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times whe...
splenetic jewess
  07/24/21
Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's ...
Magenta french sex offender digit ratio
  07/25/21
Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on m...
irradiated base puppy
  07/24/21
This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all d...
splenetic jewess
  07/24/21
When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the w...
irradiated base puppy
  07/25/21
I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed ...
splenetic jewess
  07/25/21
we have a sickness of the soul brother
irradiated base puppy
  07/25/21
You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol muc...
titillating trump supporter hominid
  07/24/21
Crrrrrrr
Duck-like cuckold
  07/24/21
That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the n...
splenetic jewess
  07/24/21
set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go fro...
Idiotic Circlehead Library
  07/24/21
how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day?
Curious elite menage
  07/24/21
6'2" 245
splenetic jewess
  07/24/21
no muscle or jacked?
Curious elite menage
  07/24/21
I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame...
splenetic jewess
  07/24/21
Ungh
Carmine spectacular pit
  07/24/21
u wanna bang him, dont u?
Idiotic Circlehead Library
  07/24/21
I am with you, brother.
charcoal cumskin
  07/25/21
You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink l...
thirsty crimson international law enforcement agency gas station
  07/25/21
...
lavender nibblets
  03/13/22
Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based o...
High-end crackhouse
  08/16/22
stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravin...
Swashbuckling flirting point
  07/24/21
Cr you could easily trade them for booze
Offensive Dun Faggotry Bawdyhouse
  07/24/21
so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities?
Razzmatazz Principal's Office Juggernaut
  07/24/21
go back to guangzhong
ruby public bath
  07/31/21
Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 d...
Stubborn Yarmulke
  07/24/21
the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise ...
pea-brained area
  07/24/21
gl gl
arousing zombie-like ticket booth fortuitous meteor
  07/24/21
Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to...
nofapping site halford
  07/24/21
Alcohol is poison
Red Coldplay Fan
  07/24/21
...
amber bipolar location
  07/25/21
Not going to be much sleep tonight
splenetic jewess
  07/25/21
Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me g...
Massive Slate State
  07/25/21
6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bend...
splenetic jewess
  07/25/21
have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigge...
Razzmatazz Principal's Office Juggernaut
  07/25/21
Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been...
splenetic jewess
  07/25/21
Just threw up in the shower. Good times.
splenetic jewess
  07/25/21
Go to a meeting
nofapping site halford
  07/25/21
Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. T...
splenetic jewess
  07/25/21
Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay so...
nofapping site halford
  07/25/21
what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drin...
Razzmatazz Principal's Office Juggernaut
  07/26/21
It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a l...
nofapping site halford
  07/28/21
I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best...
odious idiot
  07/25/21
I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring
splenetic jewess
  07/25/21
...
zippy lodge masturbator
  07/25/21
Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year ...
zippy lodge masturbator
  07/25/21
I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just tot...
splenetic jewess
  07/25/21
Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to...
zippy lodge masturbator
  07/25/21
48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink si...
splenetic jewess
  07/25/21
Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going th...
pearly flickering nowag business firm
  07/25/21
From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, ...
splenetic jewess
  07/25/21
Go to a meeting
nofapping site halford
  07/25/21
Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org...
splenetic jewess
  07/26/21
big mistake bro
Brass Rigpig
  07/25/21
3 days down
splenetic jewess
  07/26/21
Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In...
wonderful hilarious hell main people
  07/26/21
I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a...
up-to-no-good histrionic shitlib azn
  07/26/21
No, these were all educated white people. There are many mor...
wonderful hilarious hell main people
  07/26/21
That's horrible man. Sorry to hear.
splenetic jewess
  07/26/21
Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm ...
adulterous razzle-dazzle partner
  11/04/21
Go to a meeting.
nofapping site halford
  07/26/21
can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it diff...
Vivacious spot dingle berry
  07/26/21
That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will...
wonderful hilarious hell main people
  07/26/21
...
Buck-toothed Hissy Fit
  07/26/21
Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely nee...
splenetic jewess
  07/26/21
In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's n...
nofapping site halford
  07/26/21
Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or t...
Slimy stage deer antler
  07/26/21
Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence bu...
thirsty crimson international law enforcement agency gas station
  07/27/21
The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you d...
nofapping site halford
  07/28/21
no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't ...
ruby public bath
  07/31/21
https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs
zippy lodge masturbator
  07/26/21
...
zippy lodge masturbator
  07/26/21
...
zippy lodge masturbator
  07/27/21
I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for...
Stubborn Yarmulke
  07/26/21
Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks...
Stubborn Yarmulke
  07/26/21
Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and ...
splenetic jewess
  07/26/21
Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through th...
Stubborn Yarmulke
  07/26/21
4 days down
splenetic jewess
  07/27/21
nice man.
indecent pistol
  07/27/21
180. This is when it starts getting way better.
Stubborn Yarmulke
  07/27/21
Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets.
topaz theater stage toaster
  07/27/21
Day 5 no drink
splenetic jewess
  07/28/21
180 bro
zippy lodge masturbator
  07/28/21
8957657365
wonderful hilarious hell main people
  07/28/21
good job
Milky exciting friendly grandma
  07/28/21
...
amber bipolar location
  07/28/21
...
Mahogany cracking clown
  07/28/21
...
Bossy bat-shit-crazy milk orchestra pit
  07/28/21
also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspirat...
arousing zombie-like ticket booth fortuitous meteor
  07/28/21
good job. do doing any sports?
Vivacious spot dingle berry
  07/28/21
I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half....
splenetic jewess
  07/28/21
180
Filthy theater dragon
  07/28/21
...
fuchsia parlour organic girlfriend
  07/28/21
Eat some bananas
territorial famous landscape painting boistinker
  07/28/21
I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the...
splenetic jewess
  07/28/21
Go to a meeting
nofapping site halford
  07/28/21
Went to five meetings today. Sober for once.
splenetic jewess
  07/29/21
who the fuck has time for that shit?
Rebellious Scourge Upon The Earth Market
  07/29/21
They were work meetings
splenetic jewess
  07/29/21
Those won't keep you sober.
nofapping site halford
  07/29/21
That's for sure! *rimshot*
splenetic jewess
  07/29/21
180
anal heaven
  07/28/21
Day 6 nodrink
splenetic jewess
  07/29/21
...
Swashbuckling flirting point
  07/29/21
...
Stubborn Yarmulke
  07/29/21
Good job bro. One day down one day to go.
pearl candlestick maker native
  07/29/21
That's how I'm looking at it.
splenetic jewess
  07/29/21
One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 yea...
splenetic jewess
  07/30/21
Keep it up brother!
mustard gaped brethren
  07/30/21
...
180 university
  07/30/21
...
Stubborn Yarmulke
  07/30/21
9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER
odious idiot
  07/31/21
...
topaz theater stage toaster
  07/31/21
...
Filthy theater dragon
  07/31/21
You're a camel at this point. Keep going!
wonderful hilarious hell main people
  07/31/21
keep it going my man.
ruddy reading party
  07/31/21
8 days down
splenetic jewess
  07/31/21
Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're trul...
180 university
  07/31/21
Inspiring.
up-to-no-good histrionic shitlib azn
  07/31/21
Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a mill...
splenetic jewess
  07/31/21
i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started fe...
Stubborn Yarmulke
  07/31/21
A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gon...
splenetic jewess
  08/01/21
thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days...
Stubborn Yarmulke
  08/01/21
I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've nev...
appetizing lettuce
  08/01/21
For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependen...
splenetic jewess
  08/01/21
This is the plot of Another Round.
180 university
  08/03/21
Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical.
splenetic jewess
  08/03/21
Just crossed the 9 day mark
splenetic jewess
  08/01/21
...
Stubborn Yarmulke
  08/01/21
180
anal heaven
  08/02/21
10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eatin...
splenetic jewess
  08/02/21
180
Stubborn Yarmulke
  08/02/21
11 days down a lifetime to go.
splenetic jewess
  08/03/21
Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can ...
Self-absorbed kitchen psychic
  08/03/21
I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drink...
wonderful hilarious hell main people
  08/03/21
It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold tu...
Self-absorbed kitchen psychic
  08/03/21
nah bro only one day at a time to go
multi-colored philosopher-king
  08/03/21
exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps
Bossy bat-shit-crazy milk orchestra pit
  08/03/21
In reality, that's how I am looking at it.
splenetic jewess
  08/03/21
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floppy hot school cafeteria
  08/03/21
...
Stubborn Yarmulke
  08/03/21
...
Milky exciting friendly grandma
  08/03/21
happy for you man
Useless Stimulating Plaza
  08/03/21
180 but take it a day at a time
anal heaven
  08/03/21
Keep it up
Filthy theater dragon
  08/03/21
Nice job bro!!
mustard gaped brethren
  08/03/21
BAM! Day 12.
splenetic jewess
  08/04/21
...
Filthy theater dragon
  08/04/21
180 Day two here
zippy lodge masturbator
  08/04/21
Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years.
splenetic jewess
  08/04/21
I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me...
zippy lodge masturbator
  08/05/21
Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drin...
splenetic jewess
  08/05/21
Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy...
zippy lodge masturbator
  08/09/21
...
180 university
  08/04/21
Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks.
splenetic jewess
  08/05/21
Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother.
wonderful hilarious hell main people
  08/05/21
One day at a time. Go to a meeting.
nofapping site halford
  08/05/21
Two weeks nodrink in the can
splenetic jewess
  08/06/21
YES
180 university
  08/06/21
15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a...
splenetic jewess
  08/07/21
Day 16 done
splenetic jewess
  08/08/21
Gj!
fuchsia parlour organic girlfriend
  08/08/21
17
splenetic jewess
  08/09/21
180 brother
zippy lodge masturbator
  08/09/21
This is some 180 shit right here
floppy hot school cafeteria
  08/09/21
Keep it up, brother!
up-to-no-good histrionic shitlib azn
  08/09/21
180
anal heaven
  08/09/21
Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since ...
splenetic jewess
  08/10/21
Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in ...
splenetic jewess
  08/10/21
Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work
contagious erotic locale people who are hurt
  08/10/21
Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your we...
zippy lodge masturbator
  08/10/21
Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and...
splenetic jewess
  08/10/21
Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit an...
zippy lodge masturbator
  08/10/21
They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They ...
splenetic jewess
  08/10/21
Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immun...
zippy lodge masturbator
  08/10/21
The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies so...
Bronze mentally impaired antidepressant drug parlor
  08/10/21
Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to ...
splenetic jewess
  08/10/21
Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go.
splenetic jewess
  08/10/21
Alcohol prevents covid
comical bistre kitty cat
  08/13/21
Day 19 done
splenetic jewess
  08/11/21
180 congrats
Iridescent codepig
  08/11/21
Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal ri...
Stubborn Yarmulke
  08/11/21
No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drink...
splenetic jewess
  08/11/21
ty
Stubborn Yarmulke
  08/11/21
CR- every day is a victory
deranged stead
  08/12/21
hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't me...
soggy cuckoldry school
  08/11/21
Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today th...
Stubborn Yarmulke
  08/12/21
After how long? You did great!
multi-colored philosopher-king
  08/11/21
Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of ...
Stubborn Yarmulke
  08/12/21
I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Noth...
anal heaven
  08/12/21
...
Stubborn Yarmulke
  08/12/21
...
Tripping awkward house
  08/12/21
I had four beers tonight.
zippy lodge masturbator
  08/12/21
Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon.
floppy hot school cafeteria
  08/12/21
...
Stubborn Yarmulke
  08/12/21
...
Bossy bat-shit-crazy milk orchestra pit
  08/12/21
You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. ...
abnormal buff voyeur blood rage
  08/12/21
Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior ...
Stubborn Yarmulke
  08/12/21
Nice re today
splenetic jewess
  08/12/21
Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives...
Light laughsome address
  08/12/21
...
deranged stead
  08/12/21
...
Stubborn Yarmulke
  08/12/21
180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I d...
Magenta french sex offender digit ratio
  08/12/21
Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cram...
splenetic jewess
  08/12/21
Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw te...
Stubborn Yarmulke
  08/12/21
Day 20 in the books.
splenetic jewess
  08/12/21
180
Stubborn Yarmulke
  08/12/21
good job man
jet tattoo forum
  08/12/21
...
deranged stead
  08/13/21
Three weeks down! Still a sobermo!
splenetic jewess
  08/13/21
180
Tripping awkward house
  08/13/21
18000000
Stubborn Yarmulke
  08/13/21
How you feeling?
splenetic jewess
  08/13/21
Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a lon...
Stubborn Yarmulke
  08/13/21
Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return ...
splenetic jewess
  08/13/21
Ty
Stubborn Yarmulke
  08/13/21
180
anal heaven
  08/13/21
...
Iridescent codepig
  08/13/21
stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, fa...
deep windowlicker
  08/13/21
You seem mentally stable, friend.
splenetic jewess
  08/13/21
...
Embarrassed to the bone salmon den gaming laptop
  08/14/21
...
dull love of her life
  08/14/21
Day 22 and still on the wagon
splenetic jewess
  08/14/21
...
Stubborn Yarmulke
  08/14/21
Day 23 done
splenetic jewess
  08/15/21
Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any w...
Buck-toothed Hissy Fit
  08/15/21
Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic an...
splenetic jewess
  08/15/21
Good job dude. Summarize changes for us
mustard gaped brethren
  08/15/21
Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier ...
splenetic jewess
  08/15/21
180
Stubborn Yarmulke
  08/15/21
Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal t...
splenetic jewess
  08/15/21
An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what ...
Stubborn Yarmulke
  08/16/21
Just keep going a day at a time.
splenetic jewess
  08/16/21
Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is...
nofapping site halford
  08/18/21
You should celebrate by having a beer.
nofapping site halford
  08/18/21
sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress ...
racy very tactful hospital
  08/18/21
I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably...
splenetic jewess
  08/18/21
are you still in biglaw
racy very tactful hospital
  08/18/21
Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe.
splenetic jewess
  08/18/21
...
Iridescent codepig
  08/15/21
I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics...
drab corn cake casino
  08/16/21
180. What finally worked for you?
Stubborn Yarmulke
  08/16/21
Nice. Congrats.
splenetic jewess
  08/16/21
Stabby?
Bronze mentally impaired antidepressant drug parlor
  08/19/21
Day 24
splenetic jewess
  08/16/21
...
Soul-stirring useless brakes sound barrier
  08/16/21
180
anal heaven
  08/16/21
180
wonderful hilarious hell main people
  08/16/21
...
Stubborn Yarmulke
  08/16/21
...
Buck-toothed Hissy Fit
  08/16/21
Day 25
splenetic jewess
  08/17/21
...
Stubborn Yarmulke
  08/17/21
Day 26
splenetic jewess
  08/18/21
do you have the desire to drink
Buck-toothed Hissy Fit
  08/18/21
Not really after the first week. There have been moments tho...
splenetic jewess
  08/18/21
Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much....
Buck-toothed Hissy Fit
  08/18/21
I was totally out of control.
splenetic jewess
  08/18/21
Gj brudda
Mahogany cracking clown
  08/18/21
Focus every day on how grateful you are for this.
wonderful hilarious hell main people
  08/18/21
Trust me I am
splenetic jewess
  08/18/21
Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one
magical lake chapel depressive
  08/18/21
Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons...
splenetic jewess
  08/18/21
that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn'...
Bossy bat-shit-crazy milk orchestra pit
  08/18/21
...
wonderful hilarious hell main people
  08/19/21
180
Stubborn Yarmulke
  08/18/21
Day 27 in the books
splenetic jewess
  08/19/21
180. I’m at around a week.
Stubborn Yarmulke
  08/19/21
Nice. Keep it up.
splenetic jewess
  08/19/21
Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't thi...
splenetic jewess
  08/20/21
Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker.
fuchsia parlour organic girlfriend
  08/20/21
Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good ...
Stubborn Yarmulke
  08/20/21
Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a dail...
nofapping site halford
  08/20/21
Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pi...
Stubborn Yarmulke
  08/20/21
I don't plan to
splenetic jewess
  08/20/21
Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on...
wonderful hilarious hell main people
  08/20/21
180
anal heaven
  08/21/21
Boom: five weeks sober
splenetic jewess
  08/27/21
180
anal heaven
  08/28/21
...
Crystalline Weed Whacker Center
  08/28/21
180 brother
mustard gaped brethren
  09/06/21
Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the b...
odious idiot
  08/28/21
That's amazing
splenetic jewess
  09/03/21
...
ruddy reading party
  09/06/21
Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone w...
splenetic jewess
  09/03/21
...
zippy lodge masturbator
  09/06/21
this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months
ruddy reading party
  09/06/21
Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about p...
Supple set
  09/06/21
...
ruddy reading party
  09/06/21
Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well.
splenetic jewess
  09/06/21
...
ruddy reading party
  09/06/21
Take up golf, or cycling
adventurous athletic conference office
  09/06/21
I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of ...
splenetic jewess
  09/06/21
Done with week 7.
splenetic jewess
  09/10/21
...
ruddy reading party
  09/12/21
8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too.
splenetic jewess
  09/17/21
Fuck yeah
180 university
  09/17/21
That's fucking great.
wonderful hilarious hell main people
  09/17/21
9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you ca...
splenetic jewess
  09/24/21
don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone ...
big demanding nursing home crotch
  09/24/21
...
titillating trump supporter hominid
  09/24/21
The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the th...
wonderful hilarious hell main people
  09/24/21
I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Dow...
splenetic jewess
  09/24/21
10 weeks no drink
splenetic jewess
  10/01/21
Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently ...
adulterous razzle-dazzle partner
  10/01/21
Nice. I really havent felt this good in years.
splenetic jewess
  10/01/21
well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison
ruddy reading party
  10/06/21
Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off ...
splenetic jewess
  10/30/21
Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https...
Mind-boggling Faggot Firefighter Half-breed
  10/30/21
I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any ...
splenetic jewess
  10/30/21
I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes s...
Mind-boggling Faggot Firefighter Half-breed
  10/30/21
Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is...
Stubborn Yarmulke
  10/30/21
Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impos...
nofapping site halford
  12/01/21
this sounds right
multi-colored philosopher-king
  12/01/21
1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as t...
Flesh twisted ladyboy
  10/30/21
Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can ha...
splenetic jewess
  10/30/21
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4
Crawly Gunner
  12/01/21
I haven't listened to them in two decades
nofapping site halford
  12/01/21
keep going brother
excitant indigo electric furnace piazza
  12/01/21
30 days sober today
splenetic jewess
  12/16/21
180
topaz theater stage toaster
  12/16/21
6 months dry
ruddy reading party
  01/04/22
180
Rebellious Scourge Upon The Earth Market
  01/04/22
Two months sober now
splenetic jewess
  01/16/22
117 days of nodrink today
splenetic jewess
  03/13/22
180 Day six here.
zippy lodge masturbator
  03/13/22
One day at a time brother
splenetic jewess
  03/13/22
Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drin...
Iridescent codepig
  03/13/22
By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if ...
Federal Slippery Meetinghouse
  04/09/22
4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing
Rebellious Scourge Upon The Earth Market
  04/09/22
144 days
splenetic jewess
  04/09/22
Good work
Rebellious Scourge Upon The Earth Market
  04/09/22
Thanks brother
splenetic jewess
  04/09/22
180 brother and congratulations!!!
disrespectful abode
  04/09/22
...
Charismatic Trailer Park Private Investor
  05/04/22
168 days and still on the wagon
splenetic jewess
  05/03/22
Way to go, man.
glassy mediation resort
  05/04/22
Thanks dude
splenetic jewess
  05/04/22
33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wa...
Bossy bat-shit-crazy milk orchestra pit
  05/03/22
Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuc...
Rebellious Scourge Upon The Earth Market
  05/03/22
I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drink...
Bossy bat-shit-crazy milk orchestra pit
  05/04/22
then shut the fuck up already
Rebellious Scourge Upon The Earth Market
  05/04/22
cr
Bossy bat-shit-crazy milk orchestra pit
  05/04/22
lol
at-the-ready razzle skinny woman home
  05/04/22
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg
Crawly Gunner
  05/04/22
18 months sober
Marvelous big-titted hall
  05/04/22
180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier.
Vigorous cruise ship dysfunction
  05/04/22
...
splenetic jewess
  05/04/22
180 I've done one drink a night for the past week.
zippy lodge masturbator
  05/04/22
188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend
splenetic jewess
  05/23/22
222 days today. Life has never been better.
splenetic jewess
  06/26/22
...
zippy lodge masturbator
  06/26/22
...
emerald property headpube
  06/26/22
good for you bro, good on you, keep it up
at-the-ready razzle skinny woman home
  06/26/22
...
Harsh fanboi sanctuary
  06/26/22
...
Crystalline Weed Whacker Center
  06/26/22
Eight months sober yesterday
splenetic jewess
  07/17/22
Nine moths today!
splenetic jewess
  08/16/22
180
Stubborn Yarmulke
  08/16/22
How's your sobriety?
splenetic jewess
  08/16/22
i was sober from the end of last september through mid-febru...
Stubborn Yarmulke
  08/16/22
Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just ca...
splenetic jewess
  08/16/22
thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to...
Stubborn Yarmulke
  08/16/22
congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself.
translucent trip stage mental disorder
  08/16/22
180
splenetic jewess
  08/16/22
...
Stubborn Yarmulke
  08/16/22
congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go ...
disrespectful abode
  08/16/22
...
splenetic jewess
  08/16/22
...
Stubborn Yarmulke
  08/16/22
I'll hit day 300 tomorrow!
splenetic jewess
  09/11/22
348 days in the books
splenetic jewess
  10/30/22
180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife re...
Buck-toothed Hissy Fit
  10/30/22
65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is...
splenetic jewess
  10/30/22
180 billion
Stubborn Yarmulke
  10/30/22
How are you doing?
splenetic jewess
  10/30/22
haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering.
Stubborn Yarmulke
  10/30/22
180. Stay strong
splenetic jewess
  10/30/22
ty brother.
Stubborn Yarmulke
  10/30/22
I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an is...
Ivory jew
  10/30/22
Life is so much better if you can stick to it
splenetic jewess
  10/30/22
Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night...
translucent trip stage mental disorder
  10/30/22
180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew.
nofapping site halford
  10/30/22
...
Stubborn Yarmulke
  10/30/22
1800000
translucent trip stage mental disorder
  10/30/22
180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting
Talented Temple
  10/30/22
...
splenetic jewess
  10/30/22
proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of disciplin...
Electric Rose Bbw
  10/30/22
...
Filthy theater dragon
  12/18/22
One year and two days of sobriety today.
splenetic jewess
  11/18/22
180 brother. Never go back.
Vigorous cruise ship dysfunction
  11/18/22
397 days and counting
splenetic jewess
  12/18/22
180
Filthy theater dragon
  12/18/22
18 months
ruddy reading party
  01/04/23
congrats man
umber cheese-eating lay preventive strike
  01/04/23
ty
ruddy reading party
  01/04/23
Biggest health change?
Provocative jap goyim
  01/04/23
I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area:...
ruddy reading party
  01/04/23
35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that?
umber cheese-eating lay preventive strike
  01/04/23
~15%
ruddy reading party
  01/04/23
Awesome.
nofapping site halford
  01/29/23
Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted ...
disgusting institution fat ankles
  01/04/23
180
splenetic jewess
  01/07/23
...
Cruel-hearted kitty
  01/09/23
poison free in 23
ruddy reading party
  01/09/23
...
splenetic jewess
  01/10/23
180
shivering cocky rehab roommate
  01/10/23
My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfac...
splenetic jewess
  01/12/23
Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get ba...
Stubborn Yarmulke
  01/29/23
Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday.
splenetic jewess
  01/30/23
180. Glad to hear it
Stubborn Yarmulke
  01/30/23
There’s a lot of relapse going around.
nofapping site halford
  01/30/23
475 days of nodrink
splenetic jewess
  03/06/23
What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened t...
Buck-toothed Hissy Fit
  03/06/23
Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW
splenetic jewess
  03/06/23
180
Orchid glittery turdskin
  03/06/23
180
multi-colored philosopher-king
  03/06/23
Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how yo...
Buck-toothed Hissy Fit
  03/06/23
In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores a...
splenetic jewess
  03/06/23
Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts?
aphrodisiac police squad
  03/06/23
Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no prob...
splenetic jewess
  03/06/23
I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard...
aphrodisiac police squad
  03/06/23
Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whi...
splenetic jewess
  03/06/23
Day 507 in the books
splenetic jewess
  04/07/23
Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and compla...
anal heaven
  04/07/23
Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop.
splenetic jewess
  04/07/23
Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and start...
anal heaven
  04/07/23
For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a...
splenetic jewess
  04/07/23
I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thund...
Stubborn Yarmulke
  04/07/23
Good to hear you are back on track.
splenetic jewess
  04/07/23
ty
Stubborn Yarmulke
  04/07/23
18 months tomorrow.
splenetic jewess
  05/16/23
180
contagious erotic locale people who are hurt
  05/16/23
2 years dry
ruddy reading party
  06/24/23
Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there.
splenetic jewess
  06/24/23
Did you work the steps?
nofapping site halford
  07/01/23
Wow
amber bipolar location
  06/24/23
Day 640 today bros
splenetic jewess
  08/18/23
Day 700 in the books
splenetic jewess
  10/17/23
congrats
umber cheese-eating lay preventive strike
  10/17/23
...
ruddy reading party
  11/27/23
2 years and 7 days
splenetic jewess
  11/24/23
...
ruddy reading party
  11/24/23
...
Stubborn Yarmulke
  11/24/23
Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23?
ruddy reading party
  11/25/23
1919 days free. I will never go back.
disrespectful abode
  11/25/23
180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober
Lime talking locus
  11/25/23
...
ruddy reading party
  11/25/23
good job
Sepia heady church
  11/25/23
I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luc...
Sepia heady church
  11/25/23
Nice. Congrats.
splenetic jewess
  11/26/23
I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a m...
ruddy reading party
  11/27/23
956 days
splenetic jewess
  06/29/24
Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much ...
Canary regret
  06/29/24
I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better...
splenetic jewess
  06/29/24
Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own
contagious erotic locale people who are hurt
  06/29/24
...
amber bipolar location
  06/29/24
...
Filthy theater dragon
  06/30/24
180, teenage pussy tp
Filthy theater dragon
  06/29/24
...
Sadistic Prole Immigrant
  06/30/24
...
Filthy theater dragon
  10/09/24
180 thread
concupiscible new version
  06/29/24
3 years now
ruddy reading party
  07/05/24
MFCR. 1488 my nigga
Orchid glittery turdskin
  07/05/24
way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did ha...
translucent trip stage mental disorder
  07/05/24
1058 days
splenetic jewess
  10/09/24
180 man
Filthy theater dragon
  10/09/24
Do you not drink at all now?
Onyx Son Of Senegal Pozpig
  10/09/24
None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it does...
splenetic jewess
  10/14/24
...
copper tanning salon
  10/09/24
...
Mahogany cracking clown
  10/14/24
Nice
nofapping site halford
  10/19/24
...
ruddy reading party
  11/24/24
...
Buck-toothed Hissy Fit
  06/12/25
I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit
Out-of-control space goal in life
  06/12/25
...
umber cheese-eating lay preventive strike
  06/12/25
...
AZNgirl telling 5'4 White Guy He's Tall Enough
  08/02/25
4 years
.........\'.........\'\'.......\'\'\'
  08/02/25
how has your life changed?
Terry Bollea Did Nothing Wrong
  08/02/25
180
jock itch
  08/02/25
Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12
brown eyes and i were tired
  08/02/25
180 good going man
Master Purchase Agreement
  08/02/25


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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

First 24 hrs is in the books.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834919)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM
Author: Shimmering Newt Field

5 years is just getting started

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49007570)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM
Author: haunting turquoise box office marketing idea

won't work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834922)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM
Author: disrespectful abode

begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834931)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834935)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM
Author: anal heaven

He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837724)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM
Author: splenetic jewess

Thanks, man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838092)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM
Author: Supple set



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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM
Author: Supple set



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM
Author: dull love of her life

how much have you been drinking

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM
Author: Duck-like cuckold

cq

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM
Author: umber cheese-eating lay preventive strike



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM
Author: Garnet corner



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit.

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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM
Author: Magenta french sex offender digit ratio

5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836160)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: Idiotic Circlehead Library

a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836171)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836207)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM
Author: Magenta french sex offender digit ratio

Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838299)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM
Author: irradiated base puppy

Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835041)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835778)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM
Author: irradiated base puppy

When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week

With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838455)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838698)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM
Author: irradiated base puppy

we have a sickness of the soul brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838767)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM
Author: titillating trump supporter hominid

You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835053)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM
Author: Duck-like cuckold

Crrrrrrr

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835058)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835770)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: Idiotic Circlehead Library

set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835774)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: Curious elite menage

how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835776)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

6'2" 245

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835780)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM
Author: Curious elite menage

no muscle or jacked?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835788)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835797)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM
Author: Carmine spectacular pit

Ungh

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835833)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: Idiotic Circlehead Library

u wanna bang him, dont u?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836177)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: charcoal cumskin

I am with you, brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42840076)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM
Author: thirsty crimson international law enforcement agency gas station

You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837772)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM
Author: lavender nibblets



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142345)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM
Author: High-end crackhouse

Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023251)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM
Author: Swashbuckling flirting point

stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835799)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM
Author: Offensive Dun Faggotry Bawdyhouse

Cr you could easily trade them for booze

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836164)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM
Author: Razzmatazz Principal's Office Juggernaut

so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836215)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM
Author: ruby public bath

go back to guangzhong

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874198)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke

Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835880)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM
Author: pea-brained area

the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835888)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM
Author: arousing zombie-like ticket booth fortuitous meteor

gl gl

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835919)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM
Author: nofapping site halford

Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836147)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM
Author: Red Coldplay Fan

Alcohol is poison

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836871)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM
Author: amber bipolar location



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838673)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM
Author: splenetic jewess

Not going to be much sleep tonight

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837356)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM
Author: Massive Slate State

Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837437)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM
Author: splenetic jewess

6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837444)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM
Author: Razzmatazz Principal's Office Juggernaut

have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837728)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM
Author: splenetic jewess

Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838091)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM
Author: splenetic jewess

Just threw up in the shower. Good times.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838121)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM
Author: nofapping site halford

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838122)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM
Author: splenetic jewess

Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838159)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM
Author: nofapping site halford

Real talk, fuck your wife.

If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else.

I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose.

There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838926)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: Razzmatazz Principal's Office Juggernaut

what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845962)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM
Author: nofapping site halford

It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860363)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM
Author: odious idiot

I've got well over 5 years not drinking.

It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838386)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838564)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM
Author: zippy lodge masturbator



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838567)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM
Author: zippy lodge masturbator

Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838434)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838576)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM
Author: zippy lodge masturbator

Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life.

That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838591)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838903)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM
Author: pearly flickering nowag business firm

Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42839678)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42840018)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM
Author: nofapping site halford

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42840276)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM
Author: splenetic jewess

Just started having these too:

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk

Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42842600)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM
Author: Brass Rigpig

big mistake bro

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42840041)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

3 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845047)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM
Author: wonderful hilarious hell main people

Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845056)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM
Author: up-to-no-good histrionic shitlib azn

I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845744)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM
Author: wonderful hilarious hell main people

No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42846125)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

That's horrible man. Sorry to hear.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845956)



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Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM
Author: adulterous razzle-dazzle partner

Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one?

I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43389150)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM
Author: nofapping site halford

Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845724)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM
Author: Vivacious spot dingle berry

can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845075)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM
Author: wonderful hilarious hell main people

That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before.

Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845090)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM
Author: Buck-toothed Hissy Fit



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845207)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845978)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: nofapping site halford

In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more.

By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845719)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM
Author: Slimy stage deer antler

Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845764)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM
Author: thirsty crimson international law enforcement agency gas station

Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42848190)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM
Author: nofapping site halford

The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860370)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM
Author: ruby public bath

no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874201)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM
Author: zippy lodge masturbator

https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845746)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM
Author: zippy lodge masturbator



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845789)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM
Author: zippy lodge masturbator



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42849768)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke

I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845845)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke

Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845874)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845942)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke

Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845970)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

4 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42852338)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM
Author: indecent pistol

nice man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42852399)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke

180. This is when it starts getting way better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42852420)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM
Author: topaz theater stage toaster

Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42852612)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Day 5 no drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42858846)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM
Author: zippy lodge masturbator

180 bro

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859297)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM
Author: wonderful hilarious hell main people

8957657365

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859450)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM
Author: Milky exciting friendly grandma

good job

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859470)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM
Author: amber bipolar location



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859511)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM
Author: Mahogany cracking clown



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859514)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM
Author: Bossy bat-shit-crazy milk orchestra pit



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859526)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: arousing zombie-like ticket booth fortuitous meteor

also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration

nice work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859545)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: Vivacious spot dingle berry

good job. do doing any sports?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859549)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859655)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM
Author: Filthy theater dragon

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859550)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM
Author: fuchsia parlour organic girlfriend



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860070)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM
Author: territorial famous landscape painting boistinker

Eat some bananas

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860105)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860335)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM
Author: nofapping site halford

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860346)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM
Author: splenetic jewess

Went to five meetings today. Sober for once.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860497)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM
Author: Rebellious Scourge Upon The Earth Market

who the fuck has time for that shit?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42863796)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

They were work meetings

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42863989)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM
Author: nofapping site halford

Those won't keep you sober.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42865277)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

That's for sure! *rimshot*

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42865366)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM
Author: anal heaven

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860409)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Day 6 nodrink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42863597)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM
Author: Swashbuckling flirting point



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42863766)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42865319)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM
Author: pearl candlestick maker native

Good job bro. One day down one day to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42865938)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

That's how I'm looking at it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42866324)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42870704)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM
Author: mustard gaped brethren

Keep it up brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42870974)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM
Author: 180 university



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42870981)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42873190)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM
Author: odious idiot

9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42873668)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM
Author: topaz theater stage toaster



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42873670)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM
Author: Filthy theater dragon



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874144)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM
Author: wonderful hilarious hell main people

You're a camel at this point. Keep going!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874239)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM
Author: ruddy reading party

keep it going my man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874194)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

8 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42875692)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM
Author: 180 university

Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42875707)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM
Author: up-to-no-good histrionic shitlib azn

Inspiring.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42875943)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42876669)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke

i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4.

trying to rebuild it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42877610)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM
Author: splenetic jewess

A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42878360)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke

thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again.

today is day 4 of my latest effort.

the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line.

great work by you. i'm rooting for ya.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42879074)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM
Author: appetizing lettuce

I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42879090)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM
Author: splenetic jewess

For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42879120)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM
Author: 180 university

This is the plot of Another Round.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890353)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890435)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Just crossed the 9 day mark

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42879747)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42882033)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM
Author: anal heaven

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42883157)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42884686)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42886121)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

11 days down a lifetime to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890318)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM
Author: Self-absorbed kitchen psychic

Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better.

Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890475)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM
Author: wonderful hilarious hell main people

I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890943)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM
Author: Self-absorbed kitchen psychic

It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891015)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM
Author: multi-colored philosopher-king

nah bro only one day at a time to go

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890982)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM
Author: Bossy bat-shit-crazy milk orchestra pit

exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891069)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

In reality, that's how I am looking at it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42892104)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM
Author: floppy hot school cafeteria

5445776444554

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891123)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891187)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM
Author: Milky exciting friendly grandma



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891530)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM
Author: Useless Stimulating Plaza

happy for you man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891572)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM
Author: anal heaven

180 but take it a day at a time

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891580)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM
Author: Filthy theater dragon

Keep it up

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42892021)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM
Author: mustard gaped brethren

Nice job bro!!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42892210)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

BAM! Day 12.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42896602)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM
Author: Filthy theater dragon



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42896607)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM
Author: zippy lodge masturbator

180

Day two here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42896725)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42897749)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM
Author: zippy lodge masturbator

I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42901455)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42903233)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM
Author: zippy lodge masturbator

Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921955)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM
Author: 180 university



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42896749)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42901809)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM
Author: wonderful hilarious hell main people

Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42901842)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM
Author: nofapping site halford

One day at a time. Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42902003)



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Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Two weeks nodrink in the can

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42907773)



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Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM
Author: 180 university

YES

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42907934)



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Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42912772)



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Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Day 16 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42916307)



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Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM
Author: fuchsia parlour organic girlfriend

Gj!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42916795)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

17

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921352)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM
Author: zippy lodge masturbator

180 brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921377)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM
Author: floppy hot school cafeteria

This is some 180 shit right here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921682)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM
Author: up-to-no-good histrionic shitlib azn

Keep it up, brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921984)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM
Author: anal heaven

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42922699)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42926547)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927507)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM
Author: contagious erotic locale people who are hurt

Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927525)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM
Author: zippy lodge masturbator

Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse.

Day 1 here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927539)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927585)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM
Author: zippy lodge masturbator

Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927589)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927607)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM
Author: zippy lodge masturbator

Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927611)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM
Author: Bronze mentally impaired antidepressant drug parlor

The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42928105)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42928176)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42928181)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM
Author: comical bistre kitty cat

Alcohol prevents covid

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42939457)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Day 19 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932389)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM
Author: Iridescent codepig

180 congrats

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932395)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke

Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932433)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932477)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932783)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM
Author: deranged stead

CR- every day is a victory

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935166)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM
Author: soggy cuckoldry school

hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42933626)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke

Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42934976)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM
Author: multi-colored philosopher-king

After how long? You did great!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42933636)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke

Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42934991)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM
Author: anal heaven

I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42933814)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935105)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM
Author: Tripping awkward house



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935607)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM
Author: zippy lodge masturbator

I had four beers tonight.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42934150)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM
Author: floppy hot school cafeteria

Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935001)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935109)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM
Author: Bossy bat-shit-crazy milk orchestra pit



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935153)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM
Author: abnormal buff voyeur blood rage

You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me.

Keep at it man!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935252)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke

Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935534)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Nice re today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937223)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM
Author: Light laughsome address

Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives.

Keep on keeping on

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935161)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM
Author: deranged stead



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935167)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935538)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM
Author: Magenta french sex offender digit ratio

180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up!

How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935601)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937225)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke

Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week.

I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda.

I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back.

So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937815)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Day 20 in the books.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937220)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937764)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM
Author: jet tattoo forum

good job man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937931)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM
Author: deranged stead



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42939379)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Three weeks down! Still a sobermo!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42941083)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: Tripping awkward house

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42942011)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke

18000000

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42942548)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

How you feeling?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42942671)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke

Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943106)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943118)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke

Ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943162)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM
Author: anal heaven

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943009)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM
Author: Iridescent codepig



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943016)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM
Author: deep windowlicker

stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot.

PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend?

you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943023)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

You seem mentally stable, friend.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943068)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM
Author: Embarrassed to the bone salmon den gaming laptop



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943810)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM
Author: dull love of her life



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42944568)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Day 22 and still on the wagon

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42945651)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42946048)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Day 23 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42951958)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM
Author: Buck-toothed Hissy Fit

Has your wife said anything about it?

Have you lost any weight?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42951967)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive.

I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952045)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM
Author: mustard gaped brethren

Good job dude. Summarize changes for us

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42951979)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Losing weight

Sleep has improved a ton

Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly)

Motivated to work

Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952080)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952093)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952239)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke

An underrated benefit, for certain.

Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957384)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Just keep going a day at a time.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957597)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM
Author: nofapping site halford

Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970847)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM
Author: nofapping site halford

You should celebrate by having a beer.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42966916)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM
Author: racy very tactful hospital

sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning.

how long did it take to notice weight loss?

how much were you drinking each day?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970597)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common.

Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970882)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM
Author: racy very tactful hospital

are you still in biglaw

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42971427)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42971755)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: Iridescent codepig



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952048)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM
Author: drab corn cake casino

I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957405)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke

180. What finally worked for you?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957590)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Nice. Congrats.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957593)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM
Author: Bronze mentally impaired antidepressant drug parlor

Stabby?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42977185)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Day 24

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957591)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM
Author: Soul-stirring useless brakes sound barrier



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957616)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM
Author: anal heaven

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957892)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM
Author: wonderful hilarious hell main people

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957897)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957898)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM
Author: Buck-toothed Hissy Fit



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42960457)



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Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Day 25

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42964349)



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Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42965115)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Day 26

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970508)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: Buck-toothed Hissy Fit

do you have the desire to drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970525)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970539)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM
Author: Buck-toothed Hissy Fit

Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970631)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

I was totally out of control.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970770)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: Mahogany cracking clown

Gj brudda

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970526)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM
Author: wonderful hilarious hell main people

Focus every day on how grateful you are for this.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970531)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Trust me I am

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970774)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: magical lake chapel depressive

Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970787)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970803)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM
Author: Bossy bat-shit-crazy milk orchestra pit

that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42971445)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM
Author: wonderful hilarious hell main people



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42977063)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42971233)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Day 27 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42975999)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke

180. I’m at around a week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42976271)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Nice. Keep it up.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42977080)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years.

Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982646)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM
Author: fuchsia parlour organic girlfriend

Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982663)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke

Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982670)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM
Author: nofapping site halford

Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982814)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke

Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982845)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

I don't plan to

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42983811)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM
Author: wonderful hilarious hell main people

Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42984102)



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Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM
Author: anal heaven

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42987301)



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Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Boom: five weeks sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43021326)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM
Author: anal heaven

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43022035)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM
Author: Crystalline Weed Whacker Center



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43022329)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM
Author: mustard gaped brethren

180 brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070201)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM
Author: odious idiot

Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43022078)



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Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

That's amazing

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43057794)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM
Author: ruddy reading party



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43069408)



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Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43057793)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM
Author: zippy lodge masturbator



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070107)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM
Author: ruddy reading party

this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43069385)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM
Author: Supple set

Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43069390)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM
Author: ruddy reading party



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43069391)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM
Author: splenetic jewess

Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070100)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM
Author: ruddy reading party



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070120)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM
Author: adventurous athletic conference office

Take up golf, or cycling

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070175)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070712)



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Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Done with week 7.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43094188)



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Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM
Author: ruddy reading party



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43102180)



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43132489)



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM
Author: 180 university

Fuck yeah

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43132505)



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM
Author: wonderful hilarious hell main people

That's fucking great.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43132510)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172089)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM
Author: big demanding nursing home crotch

don't!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172102)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: titillating trump supporter hominid



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172104)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM
Author: wonderful hilarious hell main people

The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172190)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172657)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

10 weeks no drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43208306)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM
Author: adulterous razzle-dazzle partner

Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43208368)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Nice. I really havent felt this good in years.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43208386)



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Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM
Author: ruddy reading party

well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43229848)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356245)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM
Author: Mind-boggling Faggot Firefighter Half-breed

Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot.

https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356257)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356284)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM
Author: Mind-boggling Faggot Firefighter Half-breed

I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356399)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke

Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle.

I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings.

Keep up the fight brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356457)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM
Author: nofapping site halford

Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted.

Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober.

I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542100)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM
Author: multi-colored philosopher-king

this sounds right

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542123)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM
Author: Flesh twisted ladyboy

1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356299)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356413)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM
Author: Crawly Gunner

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542485)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: nofapping site halford

I haven't listened to them in two decades

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542581)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: excitant indigo electric furnace piazza

keep going brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542583)



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Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

30 days sober today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43620761)



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Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM
Author: topaz theater stage toaster

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43620769)



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Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM
Author: ruddy reading party

6 months dry

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43725839)



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Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM
Author: Rebellious Scourge Upon The Earth Market

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43725878)



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Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Two months sober now

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43793309)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

117 days of nodrink today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142273)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM
Author: zippy lodge masturbator

180

Day six here.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142302)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

One day at a time brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142613)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM
Author: Iridescent codepig

Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142662)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM
Author: Federal Slippery Meetinghouse

By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307089)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM
Author: Rebellious Scourge Upon The Earth Market

4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307097)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM
Author: splenetic jewess

144 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307035)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM
Author: Rebellious Scourge Upon The Earth Market

Good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307101)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM
Author: splenetic jewess

Thanks brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307314)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM
Author: disrespectful abode

180 brother and congratulations!!!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307324)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM
Author: Charismatic Trailer Park Private Investor



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453495)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

168 days and still on the wagon

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44450356)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM
Author: glassy mediation resort

Way to go, man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453559)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Thanks dude

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453855)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM
Author: Bossy bat-shit-crazy milk orchestra pit

33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44450380)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM
Author: Rebellious Scourge Upon The Earth Market

Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44450408)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM
Author: Bossy bat-shit-crazy milk orchestra pit

I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44452270)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM
Author: Rebellious Scourge Upon The Earth Market

then shut the fuck up already

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453444)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM
Author: Bossy bat-shit-crazy milk orchestra pit

cr

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453454)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM
Author: at-the-ready razzle skinny woman home

lol

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453513)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM
Author: Crawly Gunner

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453508)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM
Author: Marvelous big-titted hall

18 months sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453863)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM
Author: Vigorous cruise ship dysfunction

180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453871)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM
Author: splenetic jewess



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44454805)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM
Author: zippy lodge masturbator

180

I've done one drink a night for the past week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44454837)



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Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44562497)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

222 days today. Life has never been better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748020)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM
Author: zippy lodge masturbator



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748030)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM
Author: emerald property headpube



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748040)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM
Author: at-the-ready razzle skinny woman home

good for you bro, good on you, keep it up

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748042)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM
Author: Harsh fanboi sanctuary



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748055)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM
Author: Crystalline Weed Whacker Center



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44749202)



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Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Eight months sober yesterday

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44865945)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Nine moths today!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023094)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023126)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

How's your sobriety?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023153)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke

i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february.

i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may.

i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat.

i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally.

haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023232)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023423)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke

thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight.

it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023653)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM
Author: translucent trip stage mental disorder

congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023157)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023424)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023655)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM
Author: disrespectful abode

congrats brother!

i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol.

peace.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023248)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM
Author: splenetic jewess



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023425)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023657)



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Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

I'll hit day 300 tomorrow!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45155156)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

348 days in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411580)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM
Author: Buck-toothed Hissy Fit

180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411587)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411710)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke

180 billion

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411595)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

How are you doing?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411711)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke

haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411931)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

180. Stay strong

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412087)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke

ty brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412123)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM
Author: Ivory jew

I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411805)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Life is so much better if you can stick to it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412258)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM
Author: translucent trip stage mental disorder

Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411898)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM
Author: nofapping site halford

180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411942)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411945)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM
Author: translucent trip stage mental disorder

1800000

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411951)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM
Author: Talented Temple

180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411963)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM
Author: splenetic jewess



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412247)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM
Author: Electric Rose Bbw

proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave

you’re gonna maek it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412285)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM
Author: Filthy theater dragon



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45651879)



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Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM
Author: splenetic jewess

One year and two days of sobriety today.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45511221)



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Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM
Author: Vigorous cruise ship dysfunction

180 brother. Never go back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45511222)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

397 days and counting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45651822)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM
Author: Filthy theater dragon

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45651862)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM
Author: ruddy reading party

18 months

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738970)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM
Author: umber cheese-eating lay preventive strike

congrats man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738973)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM
Author: ruddy reading party

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738981)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM
Author: Provocative jap goyim

Biggest health change?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738992)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM
Author: ruddy reading party

I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738997)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM
Author: umber cheese-eating lay preventive strike

35lbs, damn

what % of your body weight was that?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45739000)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM
Author: ruddy reading party

~15%

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45739049)



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Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM
Author: nofapping site halford

Awesome.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45858131)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM
Author: disgusting institution fat ankles

Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas.

You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45739061)



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Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM
Author: splenetic jewess

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45754434)



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Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM
Author: Cruel-hearted kitty



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45765765)



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Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM
Author: ruddy reading party

poison free in 23

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45765724)



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Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM
Author: splenetic jewess



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45771738)



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Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM
Author: shivering cocky rehab roommate

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45771895)



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Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45779724)



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Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke

Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45858158)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45862492)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke

180. Glad to hear it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45863147)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM
Author: nofapping site halford

There’s a lot of relapse going around.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45862965)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

475 days of nodrink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018088)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM
Author: Buck-toothed Hissy Fit

What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018101)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018254)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM
Author: Orchid glittery turdskin

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018105)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM
Author: multi-colored philosopher-king

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018292)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM
Author: Buck-toothed Hissy Fit

Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018110)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018266)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM
Author: aphrodisiac police squad

Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018258)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018272)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM
Author: aphrodisiac police squad

I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018282)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018418)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Day 507 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158627)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM
Author: anal heaven

Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158633)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158678)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM
Author: anal heaven

Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158687)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158703)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke

I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day.

So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?”

(I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.)

So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer.

This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again.

I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158708)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Good to hear you are back on track.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158725)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158845)



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Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM
Author: splenetic jewess

18 months tomorrow.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46317617)



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Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM
Author: contagious erotic locale people who are hurt

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46317624)



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Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM
Author: ruddy reading party

2 years dry

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46468557)



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Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46469502)



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Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM
Author: nofapping site halford

Did you work the steps?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46499489)



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Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM
Author: amber bipolar location

Wow

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46469522)



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Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Day 640 today bros

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46687165)



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Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

Day 700 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46948402)



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Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM
Author: umber cheese-eating lay preventive strike

congrats

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46948423)



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Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM
Author: ruddy reading party



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47103664)



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

2 years and 7 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47094191)



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM
Author: ruddy reading party



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47094194)



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM
Author: Stubborn Yarmulke



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47094225)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM
Author: ruddy reading party

Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47098706)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM
Author: disrespectful abode

1919 days free.

I will never go back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47098738)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM
Author: Lime talking locus

180

I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47098746)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM
Author: ruddy reading party



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47099290)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM
Author: Sepia heady church

good job

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47099298)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM
Author: Sepia heady church

I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47099296)



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Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM
Author: splenetic jewess

Nice. Congrats.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47100639)



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Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM
Author: ruddy reading party

I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47103662)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

956 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793191)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM
Author: Canary regret

Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793213)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793231)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 9:41 PM
Author: contagious erotic locale people who are hurt

Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793386)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 10:21 PM
Author: amber bipolar location



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793452)



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Date: June 30th, 2024 8:54 PM
Author: Filthy theater dragon



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47796042)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM
Author: Filthy theater dragon

180, teenage pussy tp

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793229)



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Date: June 30th, 2024 4:33 AM
Author: Sadistic Prole Immigrant



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793970)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:31 PM
Author: Filthy theater dragon



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182547)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:34 PM
Author: concupiscible new version

180 thread

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793226)



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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:18 PM
Author: ruddy reading party

3 years now

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47812580)



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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:31 PM
Author: Orchid glittery turdskin

MFCR. 1488 my nigga

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47812622)



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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:45 PM
Author: translucent trip stage mental disorder

way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in.

i did have one relapse, which happened back in the beginning of may. my wife and i were not having sex and i am terrible at communicating so i withdrew into self and developed a huge crush on an associate (no diddy). went to jazz fest to see the stones with my siblings and got shitfaced. wife went nuts on me when i got back to the room and i told her to fuck off and i wanted a divorce.

long story short, i told her that the sex has been garbage, and that i was disgusted that she'd quit shaving her box back when we split up in 2020 and didn't really do it anymore.

since then, she's been SHAVED, we've been FUCKING 2-3x/week and i am NODRINK forever.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47812654)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

1058 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182543)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM
Author: Filthy theater dragon

180 man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182545)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM
Author: Onyx Son Of Senegal Pozpig

Do you not drink at all now?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182570)



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Date: October 14th, 2024 2:46 PM
Author: splenetic jewess

None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it doesn't work for me. I'm a total degenerate alchie. I can't touch the stuff.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48196855)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:38 PM
Author: copper tanning salon



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182573)



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Date: October 14th, 2024 2:50 PM
Author: Mahogany cracking clown



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48196866)



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Date: October 19th, 2024 10:29 AM
Author: nofapping site halford

Nice

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48214820)



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Date: November 24th, 2024 5:07 AM
Author: ruddy reading party



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48374719)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 12:03 AM
Author: Buck-toothed Hissy Fit



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49007400)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:13 AM
Author: Out-of-control space goal in life

I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49007544)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:17 AM
Author: umber cheese-eating lay preventive strike



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49007547)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:55 AM
Author: AZNgirl telling 5'4 White Guy He's Tall Enough



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150725)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 4:59 AM
Author: .........\'.........\'\'.......\'\'\' (Dotski Carlisle, You Old Shrew!)


4 years

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150627)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 5:05 AM
Author: Terry Bollea Did Nothing Wrong (TDNW)

how has your life changed?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150630)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 7:56 AM
Author: jock itch

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150668)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:14 AM
Author: brown eyes and i were tired ((zurich is stained))

Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150685)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:16 AM
Author: Master Purchase Agreement (No Future)

180 good going man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150688)