Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough.
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Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: nofapping site halford
Real talk, fuck your wife.
If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else.
I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose.
There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838926) |
Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: odious idiot
I've got well over 5 years not drinking.
It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838386) |
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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: splenetic jewess
Just started having these too:
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk
Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42842600) |
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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: Stubborn Yarmulke
thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again.
today is day 4 of my latest effort.
the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line.
great work by you. i'm rooting for ya.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42879074) |
Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: Magenta french sex offender digit ratio
180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up!
How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW?
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935601) |
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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: Stubborn Yarmulke
Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week.
I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda.
I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back.
So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937815) |
Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: deep windowlicker
stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot.
PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend?
you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943023) |
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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: splenetic jewess
Losing weight
Sleep has improved a ton
Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly)
Motivated to work
Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952080)
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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: racy very tactful hospital
sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning.
how long did it take to notice weight loss?
how much were you drinking each day?
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970597) |
Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: splenetic jewess
Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years.
Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982646)
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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: Stubborn Yarmulke
Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle.
I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings.
Keep up the fight brother.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356457) |
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Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: nofapping site halford
Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted.
Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober.
I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542100) |
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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: Stubborn Yarmulke
i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february.
i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may.
i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat.
i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally.
haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023232) |
Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: disgusting institution fat ankles
Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas.
You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45739061) |
Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Stubborn Yarmulke
I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day.
So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?”
(I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.)
So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer.
This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again.
I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158708) |
Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: disrespectful abode
1919 days free.
I will never go back.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47098738) |
Date: July 5th, 2024 3:45 PM Author: translucent trip stage mental disorder
way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in.
i did have one relapse, which happened back in the beginning of may. my wife and i were not having sex and i am terrible at communicating so i withdrew into self and developed a huge crush on an associate (no diddy). went to jazz fest to see the stones with my siblings and got shitfaced. wife went nuts on me when i got back to the room and i told her to fuck off and i wanted a divorce.
long story short, i told her that the sex has been garbage, and that i was disgusted that she'd quit shaving her box back when we split up in 2020 and didn't really do it anymore.
since then, she's been SHAVED, we've been FUCKING 2-3x/week and i am NODRINK forever.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47812654) |
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