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I hit 4 years on June 12 brown eyes and i were tired   08/02/25 180 good going man Master Purchase Agreement   08/02/25 Poast new message in this thread Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete First 24 hrs is in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: Milky Kink-friendly Newt Theater Stage 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: Irradiated wild principal's office wagecucks won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: Avocado Vibrant Messiness begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: Mint cheese-eating shrine He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: overrated temple (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: overrated temple (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: hyperventilating mad cow disease how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: crimson genital piercing cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Galvanic Orchid Hissy Fit Lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: Claret pit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Spruce chapel 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Brilliant elite plaza a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: Spruce chapel Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: boyish abnormal background story legal warrant Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: boyish abnormal background story legal warrant When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: boyish abnormal background story legal warrant we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: Razzmatazz incel degenerate You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: crimson genital piercing Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Brilliant elite plaza set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Fluffy titillating sex offender heaven how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: Fluffy titillating sex offender heaven no muscle or jacked? 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836215) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM Author: contagious disrespectful dilemma mad-dog skullcap go back to guangzhong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874198) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: electric emerald address Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42835880) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM Author: hairless institution the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: startling locus Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: godawful hateful ceo (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: Floppy wine pervert national Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: rebellious concupiscible native have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Just threw up in the shower. Good times. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: Lilac embarrassed to the bone faggot firefighter regret Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: Lilac embarrassed to the bone faggot firefighter regret Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: rebellious concupiscible native what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Lilac embarrassed to the bone faggot firefighter regret It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: Lemon Histrionic Dingle Berry I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Buck-toothed orchestra pit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: Buck-toothed orchestra pit Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: Buck-toothed orchestra pit Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: violet church building pocket flask Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: Lilac embarrassed to the bone faggot firefighter regret Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: Amber Thriller Ladyboy Spot big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: Bipolar black hospital Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: dashing bisexual corner roommate I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Bipolar black hospital No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Flesh shaky boistinker rehab Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: Lilac embarrassed to the bone faggot firefighter regret Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: appetizing buff location can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: Bipolar black hospital That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: Navy Frisky Range Hunting Ground (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Lilac embarrassed to the bone faggot firefighter regret In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: crystalline at-the-ready property Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: Slate Fragrant French Chef Old Irish Cottage Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Lilac embarrassed to the bone faggot firefighter regret The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: contagious disrespectful dilemma mad-dog skullcap no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: Buck-toothed orchestra pit https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: Buck-toothed orchestra pit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Buck-toothed orchestra pit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: electric emerald address I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845845) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM Author: electric emerald address Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845874) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845942) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM Author: electric emerald address Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42845970) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete 4 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42852338) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM Author: Big library nice man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42852399) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: electric emerald address 180. This is when it starts getting way better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42852420) Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM Author: Submissive passionate cuck Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42852612) Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Day 5 no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42858846) Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM Author: Buck-toothed orchestra pit 180 bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859297) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: Bipolar black hospital 8957657365 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859450) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM Author: Indigo codepig garrison good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859470) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM Author: godawful hateful ceo (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859511) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM Author: supple offensive theater (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859514) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM Author: razzle purple site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859526) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: tan violent death wish also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration nice work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859545) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: appetizing buff location good job. do doing any sports? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859549) Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859655) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM Author: Beady-eyed ivory macaca 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42859550) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Blue Church Haunted Graveyard (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860070) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: razzle-dazzle ruby juggernaut kitchen Eat some bananas (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860105) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860335) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM Author: Lilac embarrassed to the bone faggot firefighter regret Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860346) Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860497) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM Author: scarlet bbw mental disorder who the fuck has time for that shit? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42863796) Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete They were work meetings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42863989) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM Author: Lilac embarrassed to the bone faggot firefighter regret Those won't keep you sober. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42865277) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete That's for sure! *rimshot* (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42865366) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM Author: Mint cheese-eating shrine 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42860409) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Day 6 nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42863597) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM Author: Rambunctious Flatulent Goal In Life Indian Lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42863766) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: electric emerald address (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42865319) Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM Author: Slimy partner Good job bro. One day down one day to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42865938) Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete That's how I'm looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42866324) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42870704) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM Author: gaped nighttime deer antler Keep it up brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42870974) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM Author: unhinged market main people (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42870981) Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM Author: electric emerald address (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42873190) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM Author: Lemon Histrionic Dingle Berry 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42873668) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM Author: Submissive passionate cuck (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42873670) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM Author: Beady-eyed ivory macaca (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874144) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM Author: Bipolar black hospital You're a camel at this point. Keep going! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874239) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM Author: henna piazza keep it going my man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42874194) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete 8 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42875692) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM Author: unhinged market main people Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42875707) Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM Author: dashing bisexual corner roommate Inspiring. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42875943) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: electric emerald address i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: electric emerald address thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: Bat-shit-crazy Fantasy-prone Electric Furnace I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42879120) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM Author: unhinged market main people This is the plot of Another Round. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890353) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: electric emerald address (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: Mint cheese-eating shrine 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42884686) Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM Author: electric emerald address 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42886121) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete 11 days down a lifetime to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890318) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM Author: dun hairraiser gas station sandwich Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better. Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890475) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM Author: Bipolar black hospital I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: dun hairraiser gas station sandwich It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: Wonderful locale nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: razzle purple site exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete In reality, that's how I am looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42892104) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM Author: cordovan multi-colored menage 5445776444554 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891123) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM Author: electric emerald address (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891187) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM Author: Indigo codepig garrison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891530) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM Author: Stirring alcoholic travel guidebook happy for you man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891572) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM Author: Mint cheese-eating shrine 180 but take it a day at a time (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42891580) Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM Author: Beady-eyed ivory macaca Keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42892021) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM Author: gaped nighttime deer antler Nice job bro!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: Beady-eyed ivory macaca (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: Buck-toothed orchestra pit 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: Buck-toothed orchestra pit I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Buck-toothed orchestra pit Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: unhinged market main people (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Bipolar black hospital Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: Lilac embarrassed to the bone faggot firefighter regret One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: unhinged market main people YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: Blue Church Haunted Graveyard Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: Buck-toothed orchestra pit 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: cordovan multi-colored menage This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: dashing bisexual corner roommate Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: Mint cheese-eating shrine 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: adventurous public bath Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: Buck-toothed orchestra pit Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: Buck-toothed orchestra pit Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: Buck-toothed orchestra pit Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: lime antidepressant drug private investor The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: marvelous people who are hurt Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: Pink stimulating university round eye 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: electric emerald address Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: electric emerald address ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Chestnut reading party CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Yellow Arousing Forum hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: electric emerald address Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Wonderful locale After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: electric emerald address Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: Mint cheese-eating shrine I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: electric emerald address (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: Maniacal Geriatric Ticket Booth (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: Buck-toothed orchestra pit I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: cordovan multi-colored menage Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: electric emerald address (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: razzle purple site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: cerebral business firm You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: electric emerald address Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: Glittery den Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: Chestnut reading party (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: electric emerald address (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: Spruce chapel 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: electric emerald address Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: electric emerald address 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: cracking haunting famous landscape painting theatre good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: Chestnut reading party (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Maniacal Geriatric Ticket Booth 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: electric emerald address 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: electric emerald address Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: electric emerald address Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: Mint cheese-eating shrine 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Pink stimulating university round eye (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: Dull center depressive stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: infuriating up-to-no-good brunch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: hyperventilating mad cow disease (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: electric emerald address (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: Navy Frisky Range Hunting Ground Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: gaped nighttime deer antler Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: electric emerald address 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: electric emerald address An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: Lilac embarrassed to the bone faggot firefighter regret Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Lilac embarrassed to the bone faggot firefighter regret You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: disturbing territorial parlour sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: disturbing territorial parlour are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Pink stimulating university round eye (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: Soggy sanctuary I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: electric emerald address 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: lime antidepressant drug private investor Stabby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: Outnumbered Citrine Area Legend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: Mint cheese-eating shrine 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: Bipolar black hospital 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: electric emerald address (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: Navy Frisky Range Hunting Ground (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: electric emerald address (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Navy Frisky Range Hunting Ground do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: Navy Frisky Range Hunting Ground Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: supple offensive theater Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Bipolar black hospital Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: snowy elastic band state Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: razzle purple site that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: Bipolar black hospital (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: electric emerald address 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: electric emerald address 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: Blue Church Haunted Graveyard Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: electric emerald address Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: Lilac embarrassed to the bone faggot firefighter regret Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: electric emerald address Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: Bipolar black hospital Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: Mint cheese-eating shrine 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Mint cheese-eating shrine 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: talented gay space nibblets (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: gaped nighttime deer antler 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: Lemon Histrionic Dingle Berry Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: henna piazza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Buck-toothed orchestra pit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: henna piazza this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: overrated temple Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: henna piazza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: henna piazza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: autistic love of her life abode Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: henna piazza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: unhinged market main people Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Bipolar black hospital That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: magical gaping don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Razzmatazz incel degenerate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: Bipolar black hospital The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: Flesh shaky boistinker rehab Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: henna piazza well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Carnelian meetinghouse useless brakes Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: Carnelian meetinghouse useless brakes I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: electric emerald address Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: Lilac embarrassed to the bone faggot firefighter regret Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: Wonderful locale this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Greedy athletic conference 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: exhilarant zombie-like weed whacker https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Lilac embarrassed to the bone faggot firefighter regret I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: twinkling provocative organic girlfriend keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Submissive passionate cuck 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: henna piazza 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: scarlet bbw mental disorder 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: Buck-toothed orchestra pit 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Pink stimulating university round eye Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: Smoky 180 multi-billionaire stead By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: scarlet bbw mental disorder 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: scarlet bbw mental disorder Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: Avocado Vibrant Messiness 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: Exciting rusted tattoo patrolman (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: onyx trailer park Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: razzle purple site 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: scarlet bbw mental disorder Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: razzle purple site I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: scarlet bbw mental disorder then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: razzle purple site cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: peach stage wrinkle lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: exhilarant zombie-like weed whacker https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: Impressive Translucent Doctorate Senate 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: Soul-stirring box office 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: Buck-toothed orchestra pit 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Buck-toothed orchestra pit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: odious deep casino (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: peach stage wrinkle good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: very tactful coffee pot mood (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: talented gay space nibblets (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: electric emerald address 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: electric emerald address i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: electric emerald address thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: Awkward whorehouse scourge upon the earth congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: electric emerald address (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: Avocado Vibrant Messiness congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: electric emerald address (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: Navy Frisky Range Hunting Ground 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: electric emerald address 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: electric emerald address haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: electric emerald address ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: Low-t stag film I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: Awkward whorehouse scourge upon the earth Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: Lilac embarrassed to the bone faggot firefighter regret 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: electric emerald address (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: Awkward whorehouse scourge upon the earth 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: spectacular field feces 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: Slap-happy poppy nursing home preventive strike proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: Beady-eyed ivory macaca (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: Soul-stirring box office 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: Beady-eyed ivory macaca 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: henna piazza 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: Galvanic Orchid Hissy Fit Lodge congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: henna piazza ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: Fighting hell lettuce Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: henna piazza I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: Galvanic Orchid Hissy Fit Lodge 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: henna piazza ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: Lilac embarrassed to the bone faggot firefighter regret Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: Bespoke affirmative action cruise ship Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: Heady Therapy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: henna piazza poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: Curious balding puppy 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: electric emerald address Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: electric emerald address 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: Lilac embarrassed to the bone faggot firefighter regret There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: Navy Frisky Range Hunting Ground What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: hyperactive vivacious alpha faggotry 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: Wonderful locale 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: Navy Frisky Range Hunting Ground Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Bronze filthpig Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: Bronze filthpig I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: Mint cheese-eating shrine Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: Mint cheese-eating shrine Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: electric emerald address I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: electric emerald address ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: adventurous public bath 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: henna piazza 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: Lilac embarrassed to the bone faggot firefighter regret Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: godawful hateful ceo Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: Galvanic Orchid Hissy Fit Lodge congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: henna piazza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: henna piazza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: electric emerald address (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: henna piazza Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: Avocado Vibrant Messiness 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: Pale set selfie 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: henna piazza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: diverse marketing idea fortuitous meteor good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: diverse marketing idea fortuitous meteor I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47099296) Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47100639) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM Author: henna piazza I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47103662) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete 956 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793191) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM Author: flickering crackhouse son of senegal Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793213) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793231) Date: June 29th, 2024 9:41 PM Author: adventurous public bath Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793386) Date: June 29th, 2024 10:21 PM Author: godawful hateful ceo (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793452) Date: June 30th, 2024 8:54 PM Author: Beady-eyed ivory macaca (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47796042) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: Beady-eyed ivory macaca 180, teenage pussy tp (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793229) Date: June 30th, 2024 4:33 AM Author: ocher philosopher-king karate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793970) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:31 PM Author: Beady-eyed ivory macaca (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182547) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:34 PM Author: Harsh resort rigor 180 thread (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47793226) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:18 PM Author: henna piazza 3 years now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47812580) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:31 PM Author: hyperactive vivacious alpha faggotry MFCR. 1488 my nigga (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47812622) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:45 PM Author: Awkward whorehouse scourge upon the earth way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did have one relapse, which happened back in the beginning of may. my wife and i were not having sex and i am terrible at communicating so i withdrew into self and developed a huge crush on an associate (no diddy). went to jazz fest to see the stones with my siblings and got shitfaced. wife went nuts on me when i got back to the room and i told her to fuck off and i wanted a divorce. long story short, i told her that the sex has been garbage, and that i was disgusted that she'd quit shaving her box back when we split up in 2020 and didn't really do it anymore. since then, she's been SHAVED, we've been FUCKING 2-3x/week and i am NODRINK forever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#47812654) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete 1058 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182543) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM Author: Beady-eyed ivory macaca 180 man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182545) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM Author: impertinent point Do you not drink at all now? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182570) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:46 PM Author: Lavender lascivious keepsake machete None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it doesn't work for me. I'm a total degenerate alchie. I can't touch the stuff. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48196855) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:38 PM Author: Self-centered fanboi (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48182573) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:50 PM Author: supple offensive theater (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48196866) Date: October 19th, 2024 10:29 AM Author: Lilac embarrassed to the bone faggot firefighter regret Nice (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48214820) Date: November 24th, 2024 5:07 AM Author: henna piazza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#48374719) Date: June 12th, 2025 12:03 AM Author: Navy Frisky Range Hunting Ground (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49007400) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:13 AM Author: Mind-boggling house chad I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49007544) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:17 AM Author: Galvanic Orchid Hissy Fit Lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49007547) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:55 AM Author: AZNgirl telling 5'4 White Guy He's Tall Enough (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150725) Date: August 2nd, 2025 4:59 AM Author: .........\'.........\'\'.......\'\'\' (Dotski Carlisle, You Old Shrew!) 4 years (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150627) Date: August 2nd, 2025 5:05 AM Author: Terry Bollea Did Nothing Wrong (TDNW) how has your life changed? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150630) Date: August 2nd, 2025 7:56 AM Author: jock itch 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150668) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:14 AM Author: brown eyes and i were tired ((zurich is stained)) Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150685) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:16 AM Author: Master Purchase Agreement (No Future) 180 good going man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Reputation#49150688)