Wife and kids are gone for the weekend so naturally I jerked off in the middle of the afternoon like any family man with a brief, unexpected window of freedom would. And while it felt the same as it always has, my subjective experience of it this time was that I found the intensity of the orgasm to be a somewhat annoying, unwelcome sensation, and midway through the ejaculation I couldn’t wait for it to be over so I could go back to listening to a podcast.