Cure of adulthood: to have everything you wanted as a kid but not enjoy it
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Date: October 24th, 2017 7:28 AM Author: amber crawly foreskin
It's a good thread. Here are some further bullets --
***No memories of any happy part of childhood. Blotted out and unrecoverable.
***Memory starts with anhedonic period that lasted more than a decade.
***Critical faculties way overpower motive force ~ have come up with 10 reasons idea is shit or not worth doing before feeling any urge to do it.
***Talents, willpower, etc. all fading, no great works. Only hope is that in old age, dementia will reach a level where you can't detect your own mental and physical degradation, just as drunks cannot accurately estimate their BAC.
***Lack of mutual comprehension with any living creature. Still haven't fully accepted absence of this sorta understanding, unlikely ever will.
***Pursuing passions serves to further isolate from humankind as a whole. Self-development deepens loneliness.
***Life struggles fixed in same basic rut and groove, more or less inescapable given existential nature of problem.
***Kids won't remember good nice happy times. Like you, their base memories will be built atop stressful times you fucked up - might be they start with anhedonic period that...
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