"Kill myself" reaction to hot women is uniquely XOXO - what explains it?
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Date: January 31st, 2018 3:10 PM Author: cocky garrison dragon
Hypothetically, some of us might have been massively unsuccessful with girls in younger life, but bought into the propaganda that academics leads to wealth&power and wealth&power leads to girls. So we studied hard as all the tight teen bodies hooked up with other guys and comforted ourselves that we would have our pick of women in the future. If you've been around long enough, you may remember autistic law students debating whether they should marry perfect 10's or settle for 7/8's who would be good moms.
Now fully on the other side of the looking glass, it is painfully obvious that we have all already peaked in the romance department and the only way we'll ever have access to a girl that hot is by literally paying her roses for time and companionship. Even that isn't really an option, because we have just enough awareness to know how pathetic we would appear when viewed from her perspective, and the prospect of sex with you being an unpleasant thing she did for money and a regret she carriers for the rest of her life is incredibly unsettling, such that whatever momentary pleasure we received from the transaction wouldn't be remotely worth it. Most of the time these thoughts are pretty deeply buried, but sexy photos of teens bring it all to the front.
Other less damaged men can simply look at the photo and think, "She's hot bro!" Those other less damaged men do not, however, post on obscure racist law blogs.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3877697&forum_id=2#35289039) |
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Date: January 31st, 2018 6:53 PM Author: stimulating balding locus
There are at least roots of the response:
1 - The self-blame that accompanies one's failure to attain that which might have once been possible.
2 - The realization that one can and has never attained that which is readily available to others.
Both are linked by a gap between one's present reality (likely immutable) and realities that previously existed for us or that currently exist for those with whom we compare ourselves.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3877697&forum_id=2#35290709) |
Date: January 31st, 2018 6:24 PM Author: Crystalline electric furnace mood
Beta mentality.
Alphas - including alphas who don't realize they are alpha yet aka unrealized Alphas - actually start lifting and improve themselves to the point where they are fucking white girls regularly aka NYUUG.
I actually have guy friends who think like the OP. They have zero fight in them because that's what they've told themselves as an excuse not to change.
And it's a critical error that leads to massive life failure.
Also LOL@ RSF getting triggered by a ruthless earl and TMF ITT
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3877697&forum_id=2#35290522)
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Date: January 31st, 2018 6:58 PM Author: boyish slimy market community account
1) you are on the other side of the same wrong path.
2) don't compare my comments about RSF's posting (which though I like him, I do find him lacking self awareness often) to the retarted subthead wastelands he engages in with TMF.
Once people start replying with more than one post (in parens) it's time to leave the convo.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3877697&forum_id=2#35290738) |
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Date: January 31st, 2018 7:10 PM Author: Crystalline electric furnace mood
OP is literally suicidal at the mere sight of hot women
i am indulging in the carnal pleasures of life and the opposite of suicidal. i never want this ride to stop.
certainly the frequency of posts is less with you but RSF was clearly triggered by your comment because he knows your words carry weight around here.
which really makes him a little bitch because he thinks of himself as regina george and anything that threatens this triggers him massively
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3877697&forum_id=2#35290811) |
Date: February 1st, 2018 10:10 AM Author: shaky marvelous brunch
There's some good retrofitting scholarship itt, but I think a better origin exists in the deep recesses of AutoAdmit Studies, if you'll indulge me.
In the earliest days of XO, the "kill self" response was frequently credited to those who lacked prestige. Got into GULC PT!, you might post. Kill self, came the chorus of replies. 169, what are my chances?, you might ask. Kill self, answered the chorus.
The same transitioned into summer associate positions. Does this black suit look good for an interview? Kill self. Offer at Cadwalader! Kill self. Ordered my steak medium well at the callback. Kill self.
AutoAdmit quickly took a position that anything but the highest pinnacle of (collective expectations of) prestige would be met with the answer of, it is better to kill yourself than to suffer through the striver prole mistake-laden hellhole you are about to go through.
Board members quickly got the point. Threads would now begin, "Got a 167/3.63, no URM, kill self?" You knew. You just knew. You could answer your own questions.
The law school admissions world faded. As did the OCI questions. And people moved on to lateral opportunities and in-house gigs and a variety of career paths.
But the "kill self" meme lingered. Particularly for the board olds who would approach 30, saw their receding hairlines, saw their Seamless guts increase, saw their dating options dwindle, and in the post-Industrial Revolution world of Tinder and Bumble began to wonder whether lasting *romantic* happiness would ever come.
The last iteration began with lament. It was the nostalgia of thinking about your organic 90s high school girlfriend, and when you see, say, Kate Upton do the dougie, you marvel that you could have been her age, with girls who looked (passably) like her, dancing like that, and that moment is gone. Kill self, with regret. But, that you know that she is unattainable, and so many like her, just like a 175, just like YLS, just like Wachtell, just like so many other things that had been an encouragement to kill self before.
But without those things, kill self is relegated to its last fraught position, and there it remains.
EDIT: Also, corollary of "fortuitous meteor" meme.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3877697&forum_id=2#35294955) |
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