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no jerb, no friends, erectile dysfunction, getting fat, TTT ...
violent hell
  02/12/18
xoxo2018
razzmatazz business firm
  02/12/18
sounds 180. Seriously though, how did you end up such a...
Bull headed geriatric affirmative action
  02/12/18
I broke my dick "jelqing" a decade ago life has b...
violent hell
  02/12/18
jfc. and did you go to a doctor and see if they could fix it...
Bull headed geriatric affirmative action
  02/12/18
there is nothing wrong with me physically. it is some kind o...
violent hell
  02/12/18
I really like it here
rusted domesticated stage athletic conference
  02/12/18
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beady-eyed judgmental double fault stage
  02/12/18
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violent hell
  02/12/18
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shimmering big stead internal respiration
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dun odious native
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Alcoholic out-of-control piazza queen of the night
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passionate jet school main people
  02/12/18
living the dream
bateful unhinged shrine candlestick maker
  02/12/18
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violent hell
  02/12/18
Are your parents rich at least? Age?
supple den digit ratio
  02/12/18
yeah they are well off i'm 31
violent hell
  02/12/18
You’re doing great
supple den digit ratio
  02/12/18
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violent hell
  02/12/18
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beady-eyed judgmental double fault stage
  02/12/18
fix your diet go to church you'll be back at it in no ti...
Vivacious pearl locale pisswyrm
  02/12/18
my diet is one of the only pleasures remaining in life I g...
violent hell
  02/12/18
eating properly is a pleasure. what you're doing is self-har...
Vivacious pearl locale pisswyrm
  02/12/18
nothing in my life gives me pleasure except food. it sucks, ...
violent hell
  02/12/18
the xo story
startling charismatic tanning salon sound barrier
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violent hell
  02/12/18
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beady-eyed judgmental double fault stage
  02/12/18
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bossy gay wizard
  02/12/18
better use more alchol
buff motley jewess
  02/12/18
I'm on my 4th and it's been about an hour. Going to kill thi...
violent hell
  02/12/18
the only cr
rusted domesticated stage athletic conference
  02/12/18
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violent hell
  02/12/18
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violent hell
  02/12/18
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violent hell
  02/12/18
something that is IRL gay to brag about. cr activity though.
aromatic bawdyhouse feces
  02/12/18
I'm somewhere between 138 and 146. I test throughout that ra...
violent hell
  02/12/18
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Vivacious pearl locale pisswyrm
  02/12/18
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violent hell
  02/12/18
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violent hell
  02/12/18
do anything, to drown out the pain https://www.youtube.com/...
Cerise Menage
  02/12/18
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violent hell
  02/12/18
you probably aren't 140+
dull fear-inspiring plaza legal warrant
  02/12/18
Why do you say that?
violent hell
  02/12/18
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violent hell
  02/12/18
day drinking again, all of the above (OP) still applies
violent hell
  02/21/18
ONE MONTH UPDATE
violent hell
  03/23/18
180!
Opaque striped hyena
  03/23/18
180 making me consider keto, keep meaning to but am a lazy ...
costumed temple alpha
  03/23/18
it's really easy to follow actually, and after the first wee...
violent hell
  03/23/18
that's definitely correct the agricultural revolution and i...
costumed temple alpha
  03/23/18
...
violent hell
  03/23/18
TWO MONTH UPDATE
violent hell
  04/26/18
man you ppl are twerps
bateful unhinged shrine candlestick maker
  04/26/18
My goal is to become twinkish, then slowly build myself back...
violent hell
  04/26/18
you were fine at 194. fuck millennial twink culture.
bateful unhinged shrine candlestick maker
  04/26/18
I looked bloated and really bad.
violent hell
  04/26/18
...
startling charismatic tanning salon sound barrier
  04/26/18
Is this peterman? TY for your support
violent hell
  04/26/18


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Date: February 12th, 2018 11:53 AM
Author: violent hell

no jerb, no friends, erectile dysfunction, getting fat, TTT graduate (but 140+ iq!), schizo, almost no savings, live with parents, ADHD, procrastinator to the extreme, etc.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35383885)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 1:32 PM
Author: razzmatazz business firm

xoxo2018

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35384747)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 11:53 AM
Author: Bull headed geriatric affirmative action

sounds 180.

Seriously though, how did you end up such a loser, was there a catalyzing event or were you just always sort of a bottom feeder?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35383892)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 11:55 AM
Author: violent hell

I broke my dick "jelqing" a decade ago

life has been a spiral ever since

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35383912)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 11:58 AM
Author: Bull headed geriatric affirmative action

jfc. and did you go to a doctor and see if they could fix it? Viagra? Cialas? Extenze?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35383946)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 11:59 AM
Author: violent hell

there is nothing wrong with me physically. it is some kind of weird biomechanical / mind-body / inflammatory etc. disorder called hard flaccid. look it up.

viagra gives decent erections. paired with weed I can fuck okay. worst part is that I have a huge cock, but this disorder shrinks me (again, google hard flaccid).

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35383963)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 12:04 PM
Author: rusted domesticated stage athletic conference

I really like it here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35384001)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 12:04 PM
Author: beady-eyed judgmental double fault stage



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35384007)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 12:05 PM
Author: violent hell



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35384016)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 12:15 PM
Author: shimmering big stead internal respiration



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35384100)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 12:17 PM
Author: dun odious native



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35384118)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 12:29 PM
Author: Alcoholic out-of-control piazza queen of the night



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35384229)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 12:43 PM
Author: frisky rehab personal credit line



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35384361)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 2:43 PM
Author: passionate jet school main people



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35385438)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 11:54 AM
Author: bateful unhinged shrine candlestick maker

living the dream

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35383900)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 11:57 AM
Author: violent hell



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35383934)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 11:54 AM
Author: supple den digit ratio

Are your parents rich at least? Age?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35383902)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 11:56 AM
Author: violent hell

yeah they are well off

i'm 31

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35383921)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 12:02 PM
Author: supple den digit ratio

You’re doing great

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35383980)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 12:03 PM
Author: violent hell



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35383992)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 12:04 PM
Author: beady-eyed judgmental double fault stage



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35384009)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 11:55 AM
Author: Vivacious pearl locale pisswyrm

fix your diet

go to church

you'll be back at it in no time

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35383905)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 11:57 AM
Author: violent hell

my diet is one of the only pleasures remaining in life

I go to mass on most Sundays

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35383931)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 11:59 AM
Author: Vivacious pearl locale pisswyrm

eating properly is a pleasure. what you're doing is self-harm.

at least try to pull it together for lent

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35383956)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 12:01 PM
Author: violent hell

nothing in my life gives me pleasure except food. it sucks, and I am getting fat due to my meds and diet. about to go pig out on cheeseburgers, actually.

I've eaten properly before. it never lasts and I don't have the self-control. I fucking love food.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35383977)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 11:57 AM
Author: startling charismatic tanning salon sound barrier

the xo story

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35383944)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 11:58 AM
Author: violent hell



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35383952)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 12:05 PM
Author: beady-eyed judgmental double fault stage



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35384014)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 12:42 PM
Author: bossy gay wizard



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35384356)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 12:04 PM
Author: buff motley jewess

better use more alchol

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35383999)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 12:04 PM
Author: violent hell

I'm on my 4th and it's been about an hour. Going to kill this six pack and pound burgers.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35384010)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 12:05 PM
Author: rusted domesticated stage athletic conference

the only cr

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35384013)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 12:05 PM
Author: violent hell



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Date: February 12th, 2018 12:11 PM
Author: violent hell



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35384065)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 12:15 PM
Author: violent hell



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35384096)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 12:16 PM
Author: aromatic bawdyhouse feces

something that is IRL gay to brag about. cr activity though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35384112)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 12:24 PM
Author: violent hell

I'm somewhere between 138 and 146. I test throughout that range. It has contributed greatly to my feeling of loneliness. I am significantly smarter than my dad, sister, and peers (live in a prole town). When I visited a friend at an upper Ivy it was like a slap in the face meeting others like me. My schizo made me super paranoid they would pick up on my subtleties.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35384174)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 3:27 PM
Author: Vivacious pearl locale pisswyrm



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35385858)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 12:27 PM
Author: violent hell



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35384211)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 12:35 PM
Author: violent hell



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35384277)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 2:42 PM
Author: Cerise Menage

do anything, to drown out the pain https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QrM39m22jH4

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35385421)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 3:25 PM
Author: violent hell



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35385846)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 3:30 PM
Author: dull fear-inspiring plaza legal warrant

you probably aren't 140+

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35385881)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 3:31 PM
Author: violent hell

Why do you say that?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35385887)



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Date: February 12th, 2018 4:31 PM
Author: violent hell



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35386395)



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Date: February 21st, 2018 9:45 AM
Author: violent hell

day drinking again, all of the above (OP) still applies

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35451275)



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Date: March 23rd, 2018 5:05 PM
Author: violent hell
Subject: ONE MONTH UPDATE

I went fully on the ketogenic diet and I am down 16 pounds as of this morning. I have gotten a handful of interviews for great jobs but failed every one. Still have erectile dysfunction, but doctor has me on daily cialis and it gives signs of almost normality at times. I go to the gym almost everyday and do cardio. Keto diet though has been huge for me. Clears up my schizo / depression / anxiety symptoms like none other. Highly recommend it. I've never gone to the gym with this level of regularity or had this level of energy ever in my life. Keto is amazing.

I saw my symptoms graph on my therapists computer and it was a linear progression down to almost 0. Doing really well, just need a fucking JOB now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35672567)



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Date: March 23rd, 2018 5:15 PM
Author: Opaque striped hyena

180!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35672649)



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Date: March 23rd, 2018 5:17 PM
Author: costumed temple alpha

180

making me consider keto, keep meaning to but am a lazy fuck

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35672660)



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Date: March 23rd, 2018 5:20 PM
Author: violent hell

it's really easy to follow actually, and after the first week or two your body stops craving carbs and gets satiated only after a fat bomb for energy

look up the studies on it and mental illness. i am convinced human history was primarily following a keto style diet for the majority of its run.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35672683)



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Date: March 23rd, 2018 5:37 PM
Author: costumed temple alpha

that's definitely correct

the agricultural revolution and its consequences...

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35672801)



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Date: March 23rd, 2018 5:09 PM
Author: violent hell



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35672610)



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Date: April 26th, 2018 2:33 PM
Author: violent hell
Subject: TWO MONTH UPDATE

I am now down 26 pounds total. 194 -> 168 (at my recent lowest). Still going keto strong. Body seems to be adapting to using fat as fuel as my fatigue symptoms are declining. Keep getting rejections from jerbs. Have one really solid finance job I am waiting to hear back on. Going to contact a staffing agency and take a shit jerb and do uber on the side. Then the plan is to get back on TRT (can't afford it right now), lift heavy, and see where things unfold. Daily Cialis bloats my face so I am avoiding it for now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35925486)



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Date: April 26th, 2018 2:34 PM
Author: bateful unhinged shrine candlestick maker

man you ppl are twerps

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35925498)



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Date: April 26th, 2018 2:36 PM
Author: violent hell

My goal is to become twinkish, then slowly build myself back up. I am 5'11".

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35925511)



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Date: April 26th, 2018 2:37 PM
Author: bateful unhinged shrine candlestick maker

you were fine at 194. fuck millennial twink culture.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35925522)



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Date: April 26th, 2018 2:41 PM
Author: violent hell

I looked bloated and really bad.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35925570)



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Date: April 26th, 2018 2:36 PM
Author: startling charismatic tanning salon sound barrier



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35925513)



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Date: April 26th, 2018 2:43 PM
Author: violent hell

Is this peterman? TY for your support

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3890711&forum_id=2#35925591)