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3 years, 200k swipes, 500 matches, 150 convos, 75 dates, 0 connections (DTP)

real life doesn't seem real anymore, like it must be a form ...
Sickened jade area
  04/21/18
I’ve been with an app girl for a few years I was staring ...
Swollen garnet shitlib
  04/21/18
i have felt myself sliding along a track which would have pl...
Sickened jade area
  04/21/18
Don’t get it twisted, I’m so filled with rage and disgust at...
Swollen garnet shitlib
  04/21/18
what's your previous moniker(s)? public background story? ...
Sickened jade area
  04/21/18
Why would you stay with someone you feel indifferent to
doobsian flirting affirmative action
  04/21/18
...
Sickened jade area
  04/21/18
200k swipes? does the app keep track of that for you? lol if...
erotic spot boistinker
  04/21/18
loose estimate suffice it to say, i am very mentally ill ...
Sickened jade area
  04/21/18
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Duck-like passionate institution
  04/21/18
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apoplectic lascivious national fat ankles
  04/22/18
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Sickened jade area
  04/21/18
YOU | ARE | A | FAGGOT
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  04/21/18
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Puce free-loading chapel trust fund
  04/21/18
ty
Sickened jade area
  04/21/18
tyft
Sickened jade area
  04/21/18
let's say you got a free pass on McVeighing the corporate HQ...
Sable boyish range famous landscape painting
  04/21/18
never really thought of it like that the logical answer w...
Sickened jade area
  04/21/18
If you didn't see this as the inevitable result after 5 date...
arousing psychic stag film
  04/21/18
i didn't put a bullet thru my head at age 18. 100% my fault
Sickened jade area
  04/21/18
Youre taking this all far too seriously. Maybe you're not me...
arousing psychic stag film
  04/21/18
only my own. i shrug off expectations in all other areas. ...
Sickened jade area
  04/21/18
Maybe you need to grow out of that now
arousing psychic stag film
  04/21/18
maybe i haven't changed since i was 18, just the levels o...
Sickened jade area
  04/21/18
If you are going to continue living I would suggest trying t...
arousing psychic stag film
  04/21/18
easier said than done, short of turning myself into a vegeta...
Sickened jade area
  04/21/18
It's both simple and easy. When you feel disgusted, will you...
arousing psychic stag film
  04/21/18
so i can will myself to love fat old shrewy white women? it'...
Sickened jade area
  04/21/18
Not in a romantic sense. It's unlikely you're ready for a ro...
arousing psychic stag film
  04/21/18
and then?
Sickened jade area
  04/21/18
See what it feels like. The goal would be to work up to feel...
arousing psychic stag film
  04/21/18
we may have a bit of a misunderstanding there. i don't feel ...
Sickened jade area
  04/21/18
DTP, u are talking to a complete loser and an ideologue
amethyst unholy office travel guidebook
  04/21/18
I'm obviously a loser but what makes me an ideologue?
arousing psychic stag film
  04/21/18
My point is if you can learn to feel love towards individual...
arousing psychic stag film
  04/21/18
scenario: let's say i have a really toxic thought: "3 C...
Sickened jade area
  04/22/18
Because what does it matter if you or anyone is a chad or a ...
arousing psychic stag film
  04/22/18
this is where you jump the shark and attempt the impossible....
Sickened jade area
  04/22/18
Alright bro but you're obviously not a chad so you might wan...
arousing psychic stag film
  04/22/18
"you are not a chad" i agree "you are n...
Sickened jade area
  04/22/18
I was working within your framework. You are not a chad, whi...
arousing psychic stag film
  04/22/18
no, i agree that i'm a forever alone dork and that my life o...
Sickened jade area
  04/22/18
Right but I asked you why the possibility of not getting a w...
arousing psychic stag film
  04/22/18
yes, i know. i am completely broken on so many levels, there...
Sickened jade area
  04/22/18
Not really, because then you said you hadn't changed since y...
arousing psychic stag film
  04/22/18
The relationship-healthy ones are off the dating market by n...
yellow legal warrant
  04/21/18
Wrong
arousing psychic stag film
  04/21/18
this is good stuff man i will post in your thread. keep u...
Sickened jade area
  04/21/18
Well for me it's been a little over 2 years, 300+ matches, 0...
Carmine Crotch Set
  04/22/18
lets delete the apps for each other dtp
Flickering coffee pot
  04/22/18
...
Indigo Orchestra Pit
  04/22/18
it's a simulation created just to torture me
Sickened jade area
  04/22/18
This is the wrong way to look at it. There is no central ...
Indigo Orchestra Pit
  04/22/18


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Date: April 21st, 2018 9:37 PM
Author: Sickened jade area

real life doesn't seem real anymore, like it must be a form of virtual reality, or i'm not human.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891217)



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Date: April 21st, 2018 9:38 PM
Author: Swollen garnet shitlib

I’ve been with an app girl for a few years

I was staring at her earlier just thinking to myself how indifferent I am to her existence and how no connection was ultimately made

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891222)



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Date: April 21st, 2018 9:40 PM
Author: Sickened jade area

i have felt myself sliding along a track which would have placed myself comfortably in your position several times now, each time my soul wanted to scream out in pain, and did, and things conveniently combusted shortly after.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891232)



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Date: April 21st, 2018 9:54 PM
Author: Swollen garnet shitlib

Don’t get it twisted, I’m so filled with rage and disgust at myself for allowing myself to be in this position I can’t even convey it properly

I feel every ounce of what was once living and joyful in me has been buried years ago and I did it all to myself

Example: I’m at a meal with her right now and haven’t said a word to see if she can provide one meaningful insight. Take a guess as to what’s occurred thus far?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891317)



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Date: April 21st, 2018 9:57 PM
Author: Sickened jade area

what's your previous moniker(s)? public background story?

i guess you're like the mirror image of me, but what we share is mutual disgust for apps, modernity, and life.

what's she doing to ruin your meal?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891333)



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Date: April 21st, 2018 9:56 PM
Author: doobsian flirting affirmative action

Why would you stay with someone you feel indifferent to

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891331)



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Date: April 21st, 2018 9:50 PM
Author: Sickened jade area



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891288)



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Date: April 21st, 2018 9:55 PM
Author: erotic spot boistinker

200k swipes? does the app keep track of that for you? lol if it does, and lol if you kept track yourself.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891326)



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Date: April 21st, 2018 9:58 PM
Author: Sickened jade area

loose estimate

suffice it to say, i am very mentally ill from the feeling of swiping alone. will probably feel a "swiping" vertigo on my death bed, representing the hollow and superficial and empty life i led.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891347)



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Date: April 21st, 2018 10:57 PM
Author: Duck-like passionate institution

194819174919840195

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891593)



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Date: April 22nd, 2018 3:02 AM
Author: apoplectic lascivious national fat ankles



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35892720)



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Date: April 21st, 2018 10:07 PM
Author: Sickened jade area



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891381)



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Date: April 21st, 2018 10:09 PM
Author: ebony roommate indian lodge

YOU | ARE | A | FAGGOT

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891393)



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Date: April 21st, 2018 10:10 PM
Author: Puce free-loading chapel trust fund



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891399)



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Date: April 21st, 2018 10:49 PM
Author: Sickened jade area

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891568)



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Date: April 21st, 2018 10:12 PM
Author: Sickened jade area

tyft

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891408)



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Date: April 21st, 2018 10:50 PM
Author: Sable boyish range famous landscape painting

let's say you got a free pass on McVeighing the corporate HQ of one single company which contributed to the current dating ecosystem. which company would you pick, and why?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891572)



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Date: April 21st, 2018 10:54 PM
Author: Sickened jade area

never really thought of it like that

the logical answer would be tinder

but even if u were to transport me to 19th century russia, i would just be that underground man dood. i just wish i were never born.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891582)



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Date: April 21st, 2018 10:56 PM
Author: arousing psychic stag film

If you didn't see this as the inevitable result after 5 dates this is really mostly your fault

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891590)



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Date: April 21st, 2018 10:57 PM
Author: Sickened jade area

i didn't put a bullet thru my head at age 18. 100% my fault

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891592)



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Date: April 21st, 2018 10:58 PM
Author: arousing psychic stag film

Youre taking this all far too seriously. Maybe you're not meant to find a woman. Why aren't you comfortable with that outcome? Whos expectations are you trying to live up to?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891597)



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Date: April 21st, 2018 11:01 PM
Author: Sickened jade area

only my own. i shrug off expectations in all other areas.

youthful infatuation is the only "high" that allows me to get through my otherwise miserable existence.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891607)



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Date: April 21st, 2018 11:01 PM
Author: arousing psychic stag film

Maybe you need to grow out of that now

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891610)



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Date: April 21st, 2018 11:04 PM
Author: Sickened jade area

maybe

i haven't changed since i was 18, just the levels of disgust, anger, and alienation grown much larger

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891627)



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Date: April 21st, 2018 11:09 PM
Author: arousing psychic stag film

If you are going to continue living I would suggest trying to slowly modify the values you see the world through.

It might help to give yourself and other people a break on being disgusting and notice when you're getting angry at them and at yourself.

And since alienation is a function of empathy/disgust and love/anger, the more you move towards the first in the pairs the less alienated you'll feel



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891644)



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Date: April 21st, 2018 11:20 PM
Author: Sickened jade area

easier said than done, short of turning myself into a vegetable

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891691)



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Date: April 21st, 2018 11:25 PM
Author: arousing psychic stag film

It's both simple and easy. When you feel disgusted, will yourself to feel love. Start with neutral people, say slightly ugly or slightly older women. Instead of feeling disgusted, force yourself to accept and love them. Just in your head.

If you don't start doing this soon you will continue to flail about in the quicksand that is your extremely unhealthy and extremely inaccurate view of others.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891711)



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Date: April 21st, 2018 11:30 PM
Author: Sickened jade area

so i can will myself to love fat old shrewy white women? it's that easy? fuck man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891726)



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Date: April 21st, 2018 11:33 PM
Author: arousing psychic stag film

Not in a romantic sense. It's unlikely you're ready for a romantic relationship. I'm talking about trying to feel strictly platonic love our empathy towards one human stranger tomorrow.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891741)



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Date: April 21st, 2018 11:34 PM
Author: Sickened jade area

and then?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891744)



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Date: April 21st, 2018 11:35 PM
Author: arousing psychic stag film

See what it feels like. The goal would be to work up to feeling this way or neutral towards the people you currently hate and that disgust you most of the time.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891749)



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Date: April 21st, 2018 11:37 PM
Author: Sickened jade area

we may have a bit of a misunderstanding there. i don't feel disgust or hate towards specific people, more towards the abstract conditions of life. i hate aging, not aged people. i hate missed youth, not young sluts who don't give me the time of day.

i feel disgust towards the qualitative difference between an old hag and a bouncy young girl, not the hag itself.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891758)



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Date: April 21st, 2018 11:39 PM
Author: amethyst unholy office travel guidebook

DTP, u are talking to a complete loser and an ideologue

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891766)



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Date: April 21st, 2018 11:46 PM
Author: arousing psychic stag film

I'm obviously a loser but what makes me an ideologue?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891803)



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Date: April 21st, 2018 11:45 PM
Author: arousing psychic stag film

My point is if you can learn to feel love towards individual people you will start to think about individuals, who turn out to be less pathetic than your extremely widdled down and critical abstractions.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891798)



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Date: April 22nd, 2018 12:00 AM
Author: Sickened jade area

scenario: let's say i have a really toxic thought: "3 CM OF FACIAL BONE IS WHAT SEPARATES A GIGA CHAD FROM A FOREVER ALONE DORK"

how does my love for human individuals quell this discomfort and rage?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891868)



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Date: April 22nd, 2018 12:04 AM
Author: arousing psychic stag film

Because what does it matter if you or anyone is a chad or a dork? You and everyone are what they are. Why does this make you angry? Are you some kinda ultra egalitarian that hates inequality or something? The chad gets girls and the dork doesn't. Big deal

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891890)



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Date: April 22nd, 2018 12:06 AM
Author: Sickened jade area

this is where you jump the shark and attempt the impossible.

good try brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891895)



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Date: April 22nd, 2018 12:08 AM
Author: arousing psychic stag film

Alright bro but you're obviously not a chad so you might want to come to terms with this sooner than later.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891908)



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Date: April 22nd, 2018 12:11 AM
Author: Sickened jade area

"you are not a chad"

i agree

"you are not a chad but instead a forever alone dork, and this makes no difference because people are what they are and you should be at peace and accept it"

lol no

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891923)



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Date: April 22nd, 2018 12:16 AM
Author: arousing psychic stag film

I was working within your framework. You are not a chad, which means meeting a million random women on the internet might not work for you. Consider irl, where there is the very real chance you'll never meet anyone but there is a chance (unlike online) you'll meet someone and connect. That's the risk I think you need to accept.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891943)



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Date: April 22nd, 2018 12:18 AM
Author: Sickened jade area

no, i agree that i'm a forever alone dork and that my life outcomes are vastly divergent from chad's. where i don't agree is not letting it bother me, or that it's somehow on some level, okay.

irl didn't work for me in the decade before online dating came out. why would it start working for me now?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891952)



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Date: April 22nd, 2018 12:30 AM
Author: arousing psychic stag film

Right but I asked you why the possibility of not getting a woman bothered you so much, and you said because infatuation is the only good thing in life. That's not credited dude, and might itself be holding you back from a connection, i.e. you can't connect with a women over a mural interest in infatuation

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891999)



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Date: April 22nd, 2018 12:33 AM
Author: Sickened jade area

yes, i know. i am completely broken on so many levels, there isn't even a roadmap for patching things up, really it's just bullet and hope to start over in some other life.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35892023)



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Date: April 22nd, 2018 12:39 AM
Author: arousing psychic stag film

Not really, because then you said you hadn't changed since you were 18, which is an admission that you have basically no idea what the life you want to take is really about

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35892061)



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Date: April 21st, 2018 11:11 PM
Author: yellow legal warrant

The relationship-healthy ones are off the dating market by now

http://autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3955566&mc=13&forum_id=2

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891648)



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Date: April 21st, 2018 11:12 PM
Author: arousing psychic stag film

Wrong

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891653)



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Date: April 21st, 2018 11:20 PM
Author: Sickened jade area

this is good stuff man

i will post in your thread. keep up good work.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35891689)



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Date: April 22nd, 2018 12:43 AM
Author: Carmine Crotch Set

Well for me it's been a little over 2 years, 300+ matches, 0 dates - I think because I realize there's no chance of a connection. I just can't care about meeting up with some app girl. Yet I swipe away, every day.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35892086)



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Date: April 22nd, 2018 3:07 AM
Author: Flickering coffee pot

lets delete the apps for each other dtp

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35892741)



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Date: April 22nd, 2018 10:28 AM
Author: Indigo Orchestra Pit



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35893345)



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Date: April 22nd, 2018 12:34 PM
Author: Sickened jade area

it's a simulation created just to torture me

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35893884)



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Date: April 22nd, 2018 1:03 PM
Author: Indigo Orchestra Pit

This is the wrong way to look at it.

There is no central actor harming you, any more than there's a central authority dictating the price of silver. Rather, everybody is out there selfishly but not maliciously doing the best to maximize their own happiness. Hundreds of thousands of individuals have each gained happiness by choosing to not have you in their life, but it's not about you directly.

HTH.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3956155&forum_id=2#35894058)