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WaPo: I fucked 35 guys in the year after my husband died

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*35 guys sue her for defamation*
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We all process grief differently.
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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:32 PM
Author: magical school wagecucks

I was judged for having sex after my husband died. I think he would have understood.

By Anjali Pinto April 20

(iStock/Lily illustration)

I reimagine the last moments I had with my husband, Jacob, often. The feel of his freshly washed hair slipping between my fingers. The smirk on his face as he sat next to me on the floor of our bathroom while I soaked in the tub, handing me a lit joint and fumbling. He dropped it on my chest and we laughed at the little flame that posed no real danger. Nothing could hurt with him protecting me. In the contentment and warmth of our home that New Year’s Eve, we made love in the afternoon. Sweetly, tenderly he said without words:

I know you so well,

I love you so much,

I want to make you feel so good.

When I woke up from a short nap, he was not in bed with me. I turned down the hall from our bedroom and found him unresponsive in the bathroom. I wanted to protect him and bring him back to life. But there was nothing medics or I could do; he died unexpectedly of an undiagnosed aortic dissection. The last moment I shared with my husband was intimate, and in the darkness without him, I longed for his touch.

Every day for a year, I wrote mini-essays that told of the many ways in which being with Jacob changed me, and how life without him continued. Using our vast photo archive, I shared these tributes publicly on Instagram. Next to these public love letters I scribbled on my phone, I kept a private journal — a digital black book. The numbered list describes each sexual partner I’ve had since becoming a widow and a short summary of our encounter. Some of them I met only once; others asked for more.

In the depths of my grief, I wanted sex and intimacy without having to date, compromise or be emotionally available to anyone new. I did not want to make small talk about my life as it was falling apart. Having sex with strangers healed me in ways that therapy, friendship, travel, writing and photography could not. These encounters made me feel empowered, desirable and more in tune with my body. They gave me agency when my life felt out of my control.

[She met her husband on Instagram. Now she’s using the app to heal from her loss.]

1. The Hotel Manager. Arrived in a suit, which made him appear as an escort. Because it was the first, all that mattered was he did what I asked. It was glorious.

I started the list because I felt it might never end; a string of love affairs might pale in comparison to the type of connection I shared with Jacob. When he was alive, I never felt the need for anyone else. With him gone, I feared that these casual hookups would bleed into one another and that the faces or details would be harder to recall as time passed.

At age 29, few of my peers on Tinder, Bumble or OkCupid are single because they’ve lost a spouse. Compared to the more common ways most relationships end, the extent of my heartbreak is intimidating. I was thrown from a healthy marriage into a pool of young people looking to escape loneliness. Many of them have not yet found the kind love I had with Jacob.

12. The Entrepreneur. The first time was electric, magical, wild. The second time, he acted overly comfortable in my house and helped himself to a shower without asking whether I was satisfied. I wasn’t. He’s the only one that has made me feel used. I prefer getting what I want.

I found that making myself vulnerable gave me confidence, and experiencing pleasure made me feel alive. I worried about how friends, family members and the public would judge me. Promiscuity is assumed to be self-destructive, but it was helping me rebuild. When I first brought up the idea of sex with others on my Instagram, one troll commented: “Your husband’s body is not even cold in the ground and you’re lying next to strange men. He despises you from the afterlife.”

Before I had slept with anyone, I was having drinks with one of my husband’s friends a few months after his death. I confided in him that my need for intimacy felt dire, like a big weight on my chest each night. He was taken aback, and asked, “How can you even be thinking of that right now?”

17. The Barber. Big, big flirt. A great build. While admiring my skin and the thrill of being with an Indian woman for the first time, he called me “morena.” Unmatched me after I made him dinner.

I didn’t want to care about meeting people’s expectations of how I should think, feel and act. But of course, it hurt to know that people who had never been in my position had specific ideas about the amount of time that should pass before I opened my heart (or legs) to another person. I plotted for five months before my first encounter.

In looking for eligible sexual partners with the skills and passion to meet my needs, I tried to find a bright side. I skipped entertaining them over dinner and drinks, opting for an open discussion via text about my rules. It had to be safe and consensual. I am nurturing and open-minded, and wanted to feel respected.

25. The Touring Musician. I could have talked to him for hours. His mind and charm were the most intriguing. Our chemistry was intimate and wonderful. He had such beautiful skin, which I probably will never see again.

What I was doing was far from new — people seek casual sex on the Internet all the time — but for me, it felt subversive. I scheduled meetings and designed my own sexual revolution. The time I saved by not dating freed up space for my friendships.

To my surprise, I matched with several men in open relationships. Men who were happy to come over, service and exhaust me. Men who told me I was beautiful, took their time to explore my body, and reminded me that my sexuality did not die with Jacob. The rush of feel-good chemicals created an overwhelming sense of happiness, even amid my loneliness.

33. The Guy with Four Jobs. I told him: “Let’s get to know each other before we have sex. I want things with you to be different.” I sat on his lap and looked in his big, brown eyes. He told me about his past and his imminent divorce. We laughed, a lot. Then, because we lack self-control, we had sex anyway.

I figured that my proclivity to be in a committed, monogamous relationship would take time to reemerge. While I had the freedom to explore my sexuality with a variety of people, I cleared out a drawer in Jacob’s dresser and filled it with condoms, lube and sex toys. I bought expensive lingerie. I got my first Brazilian wax. Sometimes I was submissive, other times dominating. In every encounter, I felt power in choosing the narrative.

After seven months of biweekly hookups with one of my regulars, I yearned to be seen as more than a sexual being. I was exhausted by never being a priority. I still wanted sex, but suddenly, I wanted to be loved again. I fantasized about being seduced, cared for and supported. I missed cooking for Jacob, planning our trips and our future together. I stayed single as a whirlwind of marriages and divorces happened around me. I missed being a wife and having my person. I am surely capable of another great love, and I’m hopeful that I will eventually find a person with whom I can share my life.

35. The Lab Scientist. He laid me down on the couch and caressed me for a very long time. He began with a gentle approach, but soon made it clear that his confidence and knowledge would leave me speechless. Perhaps he’s the best I’ve ever had.

For the short-term, and while my grief prevents me from planning too far ahead, fleeting connections and temporary gratification bring me great comfort. Finding any sort of genuine pleasure after the sudden loss of my favorite person feels triumphant. Without Jacob, it has been hard to celebrate my victories. He did everything in his power to bring me happiness, and in his absence I am finding a way to make my own. I’m confident that he would be proud of me for paving a path to survival, however taboo my approach.

https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/soloish/wp/2018/04/20/i-was-judged-for-having-sex-after-my-husband-died-i-think-he-would-have-understood/

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910429)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:44 PM
Author: irradiated umber theater stage

Author: https://files.catbox.moe/nowuwu.jpg

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910530)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:48 PM
Author: Charismatic dark quadroon

"Men who told me I was beautiful, took their time to explore my body"

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910561)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:52 PM
Author: Blue mind-boggling fortuitous meteor forum

*pukes*

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910601)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 4:21 PM
Author: lascivious internal respiration



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910810)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 4:01 PM
Author: fantasy-prone box office



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Date: April 24th, 2018 4:13 PM
Author: mahogany misunderstood native



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Date: April 24th, 2018 4:59 PM
Author: fragrant hell wrinkle

Guy got off easy.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35911046)



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Date: April 25th, 2018 9:20 AM
Author: lime principal's office

no way. must have taken a lot of effort if at all

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35915413)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 5:00 PM
Author: iridescent new version area

*35 guys sue her for defamation*

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35911063)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 5:32 PM
Author: Twisted Cruise Ship Sound Barrier

Somehow worse than I imagined.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35911299)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 7:32 PM
Author: Swollen Racy Center



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Date: April 25th, 2018 1:49 AM
Author: Multi-colored Filthy Trailer Park



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Date: April 25th, 2018 9:10 AM
Author: Tan Dragon



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Date: April 25th, 2018 3:29 PM
Author: Provocative Becky



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Date: April 24th, 2018 7:36 PM
Author: Ultramarine Aphrodisiac Bawdyhouse

Sad

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35912185)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:35 PM
Author: purple talented senate

Protip: never marry a fucking "writer" or "artist" or anything like that. That is asking for this bullshit.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910455)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:37 PM
Author: lemon lodge pisswyrm



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:42 PM
Author: Mustard Dilemma

Also : never marry a tatted chick or woman you met on Instagram

(Both true in this case)

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910517)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:48 PM
Author: Charismatic dark quadroon

cr

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910573)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 4:12 PM
Author: excitant hospital mood

FMA...my wife is an artist and poet

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910742)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 5:29 PM
Author: purple talented senate

"Why I allowed several deviant men to have sex with my husband's corpse while the body was still warm"

"Then they had sex with me. It was my way of letting go."

Top comment: "So brave!"

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35911292)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 5:32 PM
Author: Charismatic dark quadroon

We all process grief differently.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35911301)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 5:38 PM
Author: purple talented senate

As the man's penis who was previously in my husband's butt moved to my butt, I learned something about myself and indeed, about the human experience...

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35911358)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 5:38 PM
Author: Charismatic dark quadroon



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Date: April 24th, 2018 6:00 PM
Author: Sadistic knife



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:37 PM
Author: lemon lodge pisswyrm

jfc

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910477)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:38 PM
Author: Pearly Space Black Woman

3 a month, wow.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910486)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:40 PM
Author: mewling up-to-no-good corner old irish cottage

islam take the wheel

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910499)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:40 PM
Author: Shaky bronze ladyboy



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:41 PM
Author: Stimulating rose parlor

https://www.instagram.com/p/BhhEFONFfeF/?taken-by=anjalipinto

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910505)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:41 PM
Author: Mustard Dilemma

She met her husband on Instagram lol

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910514)



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Date: April 25th, 2018 1:52 AM
Author: Multi-colored Filthy Trailer Park

kkaifi: Looks good”

Lol

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35914341)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:41 PM
Author: Mustard Dilemma

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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910509)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:41 PM
Author: garnet hall

I see that she kept her name when she married

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910515)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 7:03 PM
Author: Sadistic knife



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:43 PM
Author: contagious hairy legs

https://www.instagram.com/p/Bex4hzKAJIT/?taken-by=anjalipinto

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910521)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:48 PM
Author: Charismatic dark quadroon

tyft

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910571)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:53 PM
Author: purple talented senate

Doesn't get more respectful than this: https://www.instagram.com/p/BfJ7GEbAzjv/?taken-by=anjalipinto



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910610)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:54 PM
Author: magical school wagecucks

lkatherinetoThanks for your honesty. Passion and emotions make us feel alive. Don't ever stop pursuing passion and lovr

mariacontrerascollThis post is so real and touching. I love what you post!!

divyamdivBeautiful

cenngizzhann3434wow :)

justinebursoniHoly shit. This is powerful.

ttinkuu.kaushikNice

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jsmithtappI am awed by your honesty and courage in sharing your story. I would love to discuss a possible story in Chicago Woman Magazine. If you are interested, you can email me at jennifer@chicago-woman.com.

espressobuzzThat's powerful.

itsliz___Good for you girl.

ceulitt77Wow your life story is so inspiring , thanks for sharing even though it's in bearable at times, I think it could help many women who can relate

abhishekyadav51Touching But I'm Curious whether you would have uploaded this pictures in Public if Jacob would be alive ??

beenlightenedAhhh and this is where the writer decides to write the story just how it is; critics be damned.

abhish_atmGreat

italians_love_to_cookJust about every time you post it is so clear how a "real man" could and would fall in love with you. The rarity of a woman such as yourself only a man knows. Knowing your beauty is but a bite, knowing your soul would satisfy his appetite. 💙

misspitstop2Get your love, fight for your needs .

fauji1919@mumofjoy

fauji1919@mumofjoy - the message says it all

siyaramraisiyaramraiSo hottt 💋🔥🔥🔥👌

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aatreyeebasu@abhishekyadav51 you pretty indian

sunnywoods_floristPure Raw honesty. ..thank you for sharing and for being you

woody453Profound lady!

shakil.mollah.167👙

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910618)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:56 PM
Author: purple talented senate

JFC our society is broken.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910635)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:57 PM
Author: Charismatic dark quadroon

"Jacob and I never discussed who we would sleep with if one of us died young."

wtf. Is this a common conversation that I should be having? "Well, I'd call up the ex I think about most of the time when I masturbate, and then I'd call your friend with the huge tits I'm pretty sure she caught me staring at and that's why she and her husband don't invite us over anymore, and then there's this associate who's maybe a 6.5 with 20 extra lbs but at 3 am is the sexiest woman in the world to me and I would pound the everliving shit out of, and next..."

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910641)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:59 PM
Author: purple talented senate

Oh, you know, it was just a conversation they never got around to...

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910658)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 5:58 PM
Author: Beady-eyed overrated stead



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Date: April 24th, 2018 4:02 PM
Author: Stimulating rose parlor

lmao ISIS take the WHEEL PELAZse

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910687)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 4:10 PM
Author: Stimulating rose parlor

This makes me angry as fuck fuck this narcissistic wench

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910733)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:44 PM
Author: Vermilion ceo

Only the finest journalism!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910531)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:45 PM
Author: magical school wagecucks

Democracy dies in darkness!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910535)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:52 PM
Author: Vermilion ceo



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:53 PM
Author: purple talented senate



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Date: April 24th, 2018 4:09 PM
Author: Coiffed at-the-ready whorehouse



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Date: April 24th, 2018 4:14 PM
Author: mahogany misunderstood native



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Date: April 24th, 2018 4:55 PM
Author: aromatic marketing idea



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Date: April 24th, 2018 6:07 PM
Author: Chartreuse razzle incel



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Date: April 24th, 2018 6:51 PM
Author: vibrant maroon indian lodge factory reset button



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Date: April 24th, 2018 7:35 PM
Author: Swollen Racy Center



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Date: April 24th, 2018 11:41 PM
Author: boyish nubile psychic



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Date: April 24th, 2018 11:55 PM
Author: chocolate cerebral juggernaut



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Date: April 25th, 2018 2:01 AM
Author: haunting partner institution



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Date: April 25th, 2018 9:26 AM
Author: tantric prole feces



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Date: April 25th, 2018 2:55 PM
Author: Frum nowag



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Date: April 25th, 2018 3:05 AM
Author: Fear-inspiring out-of-control site



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:45 PM
Author: topaz flickering point

I can only imagine the warm feeling that must have overcome her knowing what a content goldmine for a writer she had just been gifted as she stared at her dead husband on the floor.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910533)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:46 PM
Author: Blue mind-boggling fortuitous meteor forum



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:54 PM
Author: Navy idea he suggested market



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Date: April 24th, 2018 4:01 PM
Author: contagious hairy legs



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Date: April 24th, 2018 4:04 PM
Author: bearded stirring pit

lmfao

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910702)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 4:06 PM
Author: bull headed rehab



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Date: April 24th, 2018 4:26 PM
Author: Big Chad Business Firm



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Date: April 24th, 2018 4:52 PM
Author: aromatic marketing idea



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Date: April 24th, 2018 6:06 PM
Author: obsidian appetizing blood rage



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Date: April 24th, 2018 7:34 PM
Author: Swollen Racy Center



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:47 PM
Author: Geriatric property

JFC women are absolutely crushing it in the online hookup market. This hambeast bagged 35 different dudes in one year? The best looking dude I know - 6'2" elite athlete, model level facial aesthetics - would struggle to keep up with that pace.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910550)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:47 PM
Author: magical school wagecucks



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:51 PM
Author: Blue mind-boggling fortuitous meteor forum

sounds like you don't know many xo pumos

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910589)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:51 PM
Author: smoky philosopher-king station

Yes.

For women, the limiting factor on sex is the amount of sex they want to have. For men, the limiting factor on sex is the amount of sex women want to have.

There is no such thing as an incel women. Any woman, no matter what she looks like, is no more than a couple of hours from finding somebody who wants to have sex with her.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910594)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:53 PM
Author: lake marvelous bbw chapel

Cr. The analogue to inceldom is the lack of a relationship, not sex

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910608)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:53 PM
Author: purple talented senate



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Date: April 24th, 2018 4:10 PM
Author: Coiffed at-the-ready whorehouse



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Date: April 24th, 2018 4:20 PM
Author: smoky philosopher-king station

Except incels can't have a relationship either. Women have a strictly better position in the romance/sex market than men do, because men want sex with all women while women want sex with some men.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910797)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:53 PM
Author: purple talented senate

tcr

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910614)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 4:41 PM
Author: duck-like therapy garrison

Dude could easily take on 35 warm boiholes. Fittest dudes at gay bars clean house.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910946)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 11:40 PM
Author: abusive sable shrine

lol

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35913739)



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Date: April 25th, 2018 7:05 AM
Author: Dead Flushed Multi-billionaire

CR. This would take maybe a week in a good city.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35914894)



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Date: April 25th, 2018 1:54 AM
Author: Multi-colored Filthy Trailer Park

Obv u don’t know nyuug

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35914363)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:49 PM
Author: lemon lodge pisswyrm

quite a schnooz on that chick

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910574)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 3:58 PM
Author: Arousing stage ape

thought this would be about nancy reagan

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910648)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 4:13 PM
Author: Coiffed at-the-ready whorehouse

https://www.instagram.com/p/BXgEzy4A8Nq/?taken-by=anjalipinto

https://www.instagram.com/p/Ba8-8yIgrQC/?taken-by=anjalipinto

so this thing can have as much sex as she wants? oh great. what a society.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910752)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 4:16 PM
Author: magical school wagecucks

thallasunil: Hi anjali Jacob died but he is still in ur heart

renjith_kalluvettam: bBeautiful .I love

mpradeepyadav: Looking beauty and hot darling

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910773)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 7:20 PM
Author: Dead Flushed Multi-billionaire

IRL vomited in my mouth. 0% chance that more than 2 of her 'lovers' were white

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35912098)



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Date: April 25th, 2018 2:05 AM
Author: alcoholic razzle-dazzle clown keepsake machete

Usa

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35914409)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 4:50 PM
Author: Violent depressive

I hope a stray bullet from one of Chicago's daily drive-bys gets her. I will be the world's #1 Rahm fan, donate to and volunteer for his campaign, in order to speed this happening

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35910994)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 4:52 PM
Author: Maize Confused Rigor Temple

Her husband dodged a bullet

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35911000)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 5:40 PM
Author: purple talented senate

*Her husband with St. Peter, frowning*

St. Peter: Haha, wow, holy shit. You know what, this is bad enough, you can skip purgetory. ... Dude, maybe you should stop watching, I promise I'll deal with her ass soon enough.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35911376)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 5:41 PM
Author: Stimulating rose parlor



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Date: April 24th, 2018 6:01 PM
Author: Blue mind-boggling fortuitous meteor forum



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Date: April 24th, 2018 5:33 PM
Author: Puce legend circlehead

i know a woman almost exactly like this. white woman, mid-40s. completely nuts. "found" her black husband dead (more than a few of us question this) at home one night. two small kids that are both remarkably sweet children given the circumstances.

within 3-4 months of her husband's death she was attending literal orgies that she found from widow/widower's groups on Facebook. she's described them. completely insane. has had a parade of men even though she has a caustic personality and is obese and horrid looking. btw she has grandkids older than the kids i know from previous relationships.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35911306)



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Date: April 25th, 2018 1:45 AM
Author: odious hateful electric furnace

Do widows and widowers tend to have orgies?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35914290)



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Date: April 25th, 2018 1:49 AM
Author: Puce legend circlehead

grief can be a powerful aphrodisiac apparently

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35914312)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 6:49 PM
Author: Chestnut Base

Are Jews ultimately responsible for this

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35911913)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 6:57 PM
Author: Wild Sepia Cuck Sweet Tailpipe

17 hours ago

As I read the Washington Post, I realized. It had been so long. I turned the pages, feverishly, Anjali Pinto's words sweeping over me, all warm and wet. I came to the thunderous conclusion, bucking violently, the Washington Post and I joined in rapturous union...

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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35911960)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 7:00 PM
Author: Wild Sepia Cuck Sweet Tailpipe

TOTALLY normal

https://www.instagram.com/p/Bex4hzKAJIT/?hl=en&taken-by=anjalipinto

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35911975)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 7:34 PM
Author: magical school wagecucks

Instagram bans hot sluts for nudity while allowing this atrocity.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35912170)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 11:25 PM
Author: purple talented senate

This is ART and MEANINGFUL. You're not SUPPOSED to lear at inappropriately young girls anyway. This is a STRONG and INDEPENDANT WOMAN and if you can't ACCEPT that then maybe YOU'RE the PROBLEM!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35913673)



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Date: April 25th, 2018 9:06 AM
Author: duck-like therapy garrison

Immediately thought of a burnt sliced pepperoni.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35915344)



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Date: April 24th, 2018 11:31 PM
Author: Shaky bronze ladyboy

and she's keeping her funeral dress

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Date: April 25th, 2018 9:15 AM
Author: Gay big-titted stag film double fault



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Date: April 25th, 2018 12:07 AM
Author: startled concupiscible heaven

nope

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Date: April 25th, 2018 1:46 AM
Author: Comical aquamarine national

I HAVE NEVER BEEN MORE DISGUSTED IN MY LIFE.

FUCKING TURD SKIN PIECE OF SHIT GO BACK TO INDIA

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35914302)



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Date: April 25th, 2018 9:12 AM
Author: Gay big-titted stag film double fault



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Date: April 25th, 2018 9:14 AM
Author: fantasy-prone box office



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Date: April 25th, 2018 1:48 AM
Author: Comical aquamarine national

someone contact this bitch and tell her how revolting she is

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35914309)



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Date: April 25th, 2018 9:29 AM
Author: emerald twinkling uncleanness location

then she would just get to write about how her bravery attracted hate from online misogynist freaks. thousands of normal people are praising her on instagram, publications are reaching out. lmfao it's over.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35915488)



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Date: April 25th, 2018 10:04 AM
Author: fantasy-prone box office



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Date: April 25th, 2018 3:27 PM
Author: mahogany misunderstood native



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Date: April 25th, 2018 2:10 AM
Author: Orange soggy locus codepig

LOL

She would struggle to get 1 hookup here in Thailand. LOL at you guys in USA fucking that. Amerian dating culture is shit where a girl like that can have sex on demand.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35914434)



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Date: April 25th, 2018 9:14 AM
Author: fantasy-prone box office



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Date: April 25th, 2018 9:15 AM
Author: Gay big-titted stag film double fault

disturbing thread

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Date: April 25th, 2018 9:29 AM
Author: tantric prole feces

This society needs a moral inquistion

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35915485)



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Date: April 25th, 2018 3:26 PM
Author: indigo histrionic parlour generalized bond

Husband literally spinning in his grave!!!

WaPo removed any critical posts. This is the most critical one that survived:

“Honestly, I don't think going out and having random sex with a bunch of guys is a very good tribute to your dead husband

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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35918569)



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Date: April 25th, 2018 3:29 PM
Author: magical school wagecucks

Throwing herself on a funeral pyre.... of cock!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3958633&forum_id=2#35918598)