life is so meaningless
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Date: July 15th, 2018 6:21 PM Author: zombie-like talented church quadroon
Make something that will outlive you
XO seriously needs to get a hobby.
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Date: July 15th, 2018 6:30 PM Author: laughsome lime home
when something is wrong or bothering you, you want to fix it. but when everything is right, you still feel like you need to do something. otherwise you suffer. you are programmed to always do something and strive for something, there is no rest or peace. its all for nothing though, precisely because in that moment when you are doing nothing or wanting anything you truly feel the utter emptiness of life. no desire at all equals death. but you also want to escape your desires, have some respite from them because you feel they are all driving you mad, lashing you a thousand times a day, to move you towards some goal or some thing you dont even know or understand. life only gives you utter contentment after an orgasm for a brief moment, like a pat on the back. true rest. in that moment, there is no more striving, but also no boredom or suffering. that pure moment is what you have been chasing your whole life and what you equate to with god, wisdom, and peace of the soul. its the top of the mountain. but it never lasts. its what all the striving is for. the need to exist. to win. victory is temporal, nothingness is eternal. this is a losing battle.
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