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Date: July 19th, 2018 11:41 PM Author: thriller harsh death wish
When you abuse the fuck out of psychedelics the damage manifests over the course of years.
Shit in our generation and the rave/burning man thing is beginning to get crazy. It is turning into a mess - we have the beginnings of a long term mental health crisis brewing with the increase in psychedelic availability.
I've seen first hand people who are "addicted" to psychedelics and it is, when taken to extremes, manifest in the form of total narcissistic escapism to the point of them regressing back to their most base, primitive human drives. The search for higher meaning and consciousness does not really sustain itself if your doing the same thing over and over and over again.
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Date: July 20th, 2018 5:34 PM Author: Cowardly Lake Ratface
I was anxious because the smoking device looks like a crackpipe, the DMT smells like mothballs, and the lighter was a torch I bought this morning at Home Depot.
I held the smoke in for what felt like 10 seconds. As I blew out, the sound from my white noise generator morphed into a high-pitched whine and time froze. I felt like I was being sucked into a black hole and I gripped my thighs. The last thing I could feel in my body was the muscles in my face tightly and involuntarily turning into an enormous smile.
An ecstatic joy came over me, an order of magnitude greater than what I felt on 125mg MDMA. I was disconnected from my body. I couldn't hear anything from the external world. My bedroom windows were open, and I was still conscious (at first) of not wanting my neighbors to know I was in my bedroom on a workday getting high as a Georgia pine. But I couldn't help but say aloud, "oh wow, oh god, wow."
My eyes closed, and unearthly bright supersaturated neon geometric patterns filled my vision. I asked, "What should I do?" to whoever in DMT-Land might be listening. But after a few seconds, the question ceased to have any meaning, and I no longer cared. I let go entirely and soaked in the experience.
After stewing in astonishment for entirely too short a time, I was back in my body again. The afterglow was similar to the late phase of an LSD trip: my visual field was distorted in a "fractal" way, I had a metallic taste in my mouth, and the air felt like an electric fabric. I couldn't stop laughing about what a bizarre experience I'd just had.
I also had a healing insight about a painful relationship
The end
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