Throwaway account.

I'm a male chinese immigrant moved to deep south for 5 years. I had no friends in high school, except one, 6'3" strong, muscular handsome white guy. He was quite popular but we hanged out together and spent a lot of good times.

He used to have a girlfriend. But until 2 months ago, he confessed to me that he was gay and he had a crush on me since high school. I said no I am straight and my ultraconservative family would kill me if I have a boyfriend. But I still maintained normal connection with him.

2 weeks ago his mom was dead. Yesterday he knocked at my apartment door and wanted to find somebody to talk. I just listened to his thoughts about his mum and felt sorry about this. Later I went to bath and when I finished I saw him jerking on some gay videos, starring at me.

I knew I was completely fucked. He was muscular and in no way could I stop this physically. He just fucking rewarded me by raping me.

Throughout the sex, I was crying and he kept saying sorry to me. My ass was painful, but I felt more painful that he was literally my only friend I could trust. Fuck, I have no people who can trust in this town now. My parents are sucked due to their medical conditions. I want to move up north, at least I get some respect for being just a humanbeing.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4081168&forum_id=2#36839223)