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be brutally honest—why haven’t you killed yourself yet?

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Slimy frum site
  10/18/18
I love my life.
Ocher Dog Poop Headpube
  10/18/18
...really?
glassy cerebral corner
  10/18/18
yes
Ocher Dog Poop Headpube
  10/18/18
no longer have real ideations because my daily life has radi...
Rusted histrionic home
  10/18/18
Cr pretty sure both my parents would off themselves if I did...
ebony spectacular national security agency shrine
  10/18/18
I'm the oldest of 4 as well, so it would irreparably scar my...
Rusted histrionic home
  10/18/18
my parents esp my dad is kinda fucked in the head from traum...
ebony spectacular national security agency shrine
  10/19/18
Kids
Swollen Bateful Pistol Philosopher-king
  10/18/18
Kids.
Red know-it-all location
  10/18/18
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cocky razzle-dazzle address new version
  10/18/18
Can't afford rope to hang self
Coral electric furnace hell
  10/18/18
i have a megathread about this
beady-eyed ceo dilemma
  10/18/18
Spite
beta den
  10/18/18
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Swollen Bateful Pistol Philosopher-king
  10/18/18
...
cocky razzle-dazzle address new version
  10/18/18
good answer
Slimy frum site
  10/18/18
Not willing to do that to my wife and dog and not willing to...
Charismatic aqua scourge upon the earth
  10/18/18
women and dogs arent people so you wouldnt be hurting anyone
Slimy frum site
  10/18/18
You have to vent somewhere
Exciting ratface police squad
  10/18/18
This is a safe space
underhanded violent theatre
  10/19/18
sunk costs. but tbh if i wasn't deluding myself about a slim...
Ungodly Thriller Indian Lodge Main People
  10/18/18
Paid alot of money for this sim want to ride it out That ...
Comical station legal warrant
  10/18/18
the return policy is shit
Rusted histrionic home
  10/18/18
Cause I dont feel like it
provocative irate antidepressant drug national
  10/18/18
My kid
vermilion contagious parlor volcanic crater
  10/18/18
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alcoholic galvanic whorehouse
  10/18/18
Kids
Vigorous Autistic Menage Telephone
  10/18/18
Despite the serious amount of suicide idealization that I do...
up-to-no-good aggressive old irish cottage pisswyrm
  10/18/18
Perpetual sunburn then cancer.
salmon candlestick maker
  10/19/18
I hate libs too much to give them the satisfaction.
Indigo heady box office regret
  10/18/18
a solid answer
up-to-no-good aggressive old irish cottage pisswyrm
  10/18/18
good answer
Slimy frum site
  10/18/18
cowardice, moral commitments, and misplaced optimism
abusive pink organic girlfriend
  10/18/18
the only one of your posts i've read that i can give a "...
stimulating locus
  10/18/18
HUBRIS
Slimy frum site
  10/18/18
because consciousness is a miracle might as well appreci...
Maize excitant stock car
  10/18/18
I’ll get around to it eventually
Costumed balding public bath
  10/18/18
cowardice. i'm scared that what lies ahead is worse than thi...
Wonderful Legend Parlour
  10/18/18
lol be honest its because you love food too much
Slimy frum site
  10/18/18
There's absolutely no shame in that. Food is 180.
Ocher Dog Poop Headpube
  10/18/18
i don't want to die more than i don't want to live
Mildly autistic tripping temple mother
  10/18/18
“The so-called ‘psychotically depressed’ p...
Big Haunting Base Mood
  10/19/18
Haven't run out of money yet and need to set up a pet trust.
salmon candlestick maker
  10/18/18
I like myself and my life, generally.
supple mental disorder
  10/18/18
ITT: The real reason ppl have kids
supple mental disorder
  10/18/18
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Flickering people who are hurt
  10/18/18
because the comfortable life of a little girl depends upon m...
motley yapping pit
  10/18/18
I'm still pretty
Concupiscible Learning Disabled Psychic Hunting Ground
  10/18/18
This is the most compelling argument one can make, if not fl...
supple mental disorder
  10/18/18
I thought I was shallow, lol
territorial property
  10/18/18
...
supple mental disorder
  10/18/18
It would crush my mom forever.
Pale school cafeteria
  10/18/18
slim odds at long term success
passionate nighttime sweet tailpipe nursing home
  10/18/18
...
Big Haunting Base Mood
  10/19/18
I could kill myself in 15 years and be about as mourned.
clear indecent fat ankles
  10/18/18
the possibilities of (((Psychiatry
Navy Genital Piercing
  10/18/18
Option value. I can always kill myself tomorrow.
Mint aromatic bawdyhouse windowlicker
  10/19/18
My Family
Appetizing Native Patrolman
  10/19/18


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Date: October 18th, 2018 3:13 PM
Author: Slimy frum site



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37050538)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 3:13 PM
Author: Ocher Dog Poop Headpube

I love my life.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37050540)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 3:18 PM
Author: glassy cerebral corner

...really?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37050607)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 3:20 PM
Author: Ocher Dog Poop Headpube

yes

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37050625)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 3:14 PM
Author: Rusted histrionic home

no longer have real ideations because my daily life has radically improved from several years ago

but back in my lowest moments, biggest reason was always not wanting to devastate my family. wouldn't be fair.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37050556)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 3:17 PM
Author: ebony spectacular national security agency shrine

Cr pretty sure both my parents would off themselves if I did.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37050582)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 3:36 PM
Author: Rusted histrionic home

I'm the oldest of 4 as well, so it would irreparably scar my siblings, especially the youngest who is still in HS

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37050743)



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Date: October 19th, 2018 8:53 AM
Author: ebony spectacular national security agency shrine

my parents esp my dad is kinda fucked in the head from trauma and if I off myself then that's gonna end it for him too

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37055186)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 3:14 PM
Author: Swollen Bateful Pistol Philosopher-king

Kids

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37050559)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 3:15 PM
Author: Red know-it-all location

Kids.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37050563)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 3:15 PM
Author: cocky razzle-dazzle address new version



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37050564)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 3:16 PM
Author: Coral electric furnace hell

Can't afford rope to hang self

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37050575)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 3:16 PM
Author: beady-eyed ceo dilemma

i have a megathread about this

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37050580)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 3:17 PM
Author: beta den

Spite

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37050583)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 3:20 PM
Author: Swollen Bateful Pistol Philosopher-king



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37050624)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 3:20 PM
Author: cocky razzle-dazzle address new version



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37050629)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 4:43 PM
Author: Slimy frum site

good answer

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37051181)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 3:25 PM
Author: Charismatic aqua scourge upon the earth

Not willing to do that to my wife and dog and not willing to kill them first. Im going to try finding ways to generate non-wagecuck/deskjob sourced income before i keep entertaining these ideations any further and I apologize to other depressedmos for suicidethreading on here, as we all know this place is an anonymous outlet for things we cant say irl without incurring negative judgment but anonymous hopelessness is just as toxic and karmically uncouth

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37050671)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 3:26 PM
Author: Slimy frum site

women and dogs arent people so you wouldnt be hurting anyone

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37050686)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 3:53 PM
Author: Exciting ratface police squad

You have to vent somewhere

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37050834)



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Date: October 19th, 2018 3:17 AM
Author: underhanded violent theatre

This is a safe space

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37054838)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 3:26 PM
Author: Ungodly Thriller Indian Lodge Main People

sunk costs. but tbh if i wasn't deluding myself about a slim (unlikely) chance at success id have offed myself long ago.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37050682)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 3:28 PM
Author: Comical station legal warrant

Paid alot of money for this sim want to ride it out

That said, would not buy again

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37050704)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 3:49 PM
Author: Rusted histrionic home

the return policy is shit

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37050805)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 3:45 PM
Author: provocative irate antidepressant drug national

Cause I dont feel like it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37050786)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 3:49 PM
Author: vermilion contagious parlor volcanic crater

My kid

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37050810)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 3:51 PM
Author: alcoholic galvanic whorehouse



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37050822)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 3:52 PM
Author: Vigorous Autistic Menage Telephone

Kids

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37050827)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 3:56 PM
Author: up-to-no-good aggressive old irish cottage pisswyrm

Despite the serious amount of suicide idealization that I do, I know that life is precious and it would be a mistake.

Now, if you ask, why don't you go blow up your life and be a bum with a sailboat around the Caribbean? Kids are the reason I don't do it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37050851)



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Date: October 19th, 2018 3:13 AM
Author: salmon candlestick maker

Perpetual sunburn then cancer.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37054832)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 3:59 PM
Author: Indigo heady box office regret

I hate libs too much to give them the satisfaction.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37050864)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 4:12 PM
Author: up-to-no-good aggressive old irish cottage pisswyrm

a solid answer

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37050964)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 4:43 PM
Author: Slimy frum site

good answer

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37051178)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 4:00 PM
Author: abusive pink organic girlfriend

cowardice, moral commitments, and misplaced optimism

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37050878)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 4:44 PM
Author: stimulating locus

the only one of your posts i've read that i can give a "cr" to

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37051186)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 4:49 PM
Author: Slimy frum site

HUBRIS

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37051229)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 4:15 PM
Author: Maize excitant stock car

because consciousness is a miracle

might as well appreciate it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37050982)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 4:44 PM
Author: Costumed balding public bath

I’ll get around to it eventually

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37051187)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 4:44 PM
Author: Wonderful Legend Parlour

cowardice. i'm scared that what lies ahead is worse than this shitlife.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37051191)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 4:48 PM
Author: Slimy frum site

lol be honest its because you love food too much

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37051220)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 4:53 PM
Author: Ocher Dog Poop Headpube

There's absolutely no shame in that. Food is 180.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37051260)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 4:45 PM
Author: Mildly autistic tripping temple mother

i don't want to die more than i don't want to live

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37051197)



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Date: October 19th, 2018 3:18 AM
Author: Big Haunting Base Mood

“The so-called ‘psychotically depressed’ person who tries to kill herself doesn’t do so out of quote ‘hopelessness’ or any abstract conviction that life’s assets and debits do not square. And surely not because death seems suddenly appealing. The person in whom Its invisible agony reaches a certain unendurable level will kill herself the same way a trapped person will eventually jump from the window of a burning high-rise. Make no mistake about people who leap from burning windows. Their terror of falling from a great height is still just as great as it would be for you or me standing speculatively at the same window just checking out the view; i.e. the fear of falling remains a constant. The variable here is the other terror, the fire’s flames: when the flames get close enough, falling to death becomes the slightly less terrible of two terrors. It’s not desiring the fall; it’s terror of the flames. And yet nobody down on the sidewalk, looking up and yelling ‘Don’t!’ and ‘Hang on!’, can understand the jump. Not really. You’d have to have personally been trapped and felt flames to really understand a terror way beyond falling.”

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37054840)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 4:47 PM
Author: salmon candlestick maker

Haven't run out of money yet and need to set up a pet trust.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37051209)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 4:49 PM
Author: supple mental disorder

I like myself and my life, generally.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37051227)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 4:49 PM
Author: supple mental disorder

ITT: The real reason ppl have kids

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37051230)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 8:58 PM
Author: Flickering people who are hurt



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37052974)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 8:59 PM
Author: motley yapping pit

because the comfortable life of a little girl depends upon me bringing home a paycheck

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37052983)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 8:59 PM
Author: Concupiscible Learning Disabled Psychic Hunting Ground

I'm still pretty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37052986)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 10:29 PM
Author: supple mental disorder

This is the most compelling argument one can make, if not flame.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37053641)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 10:37 PM
Author: territorial property

I thought I was shallow, lol

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37053732)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 10:38 PM
Author: supple mental disorder



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37053740)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 10:29 PM
Author: Pale school cafeteria

It would crush my mom forever.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37053637)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 10:37 PM
Author: passionate nighttime sweet tailpipe nursing home

slim odds at long term success

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37053726)



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Date: October 19th, 2018 3:19 AM
Author: Big Haunting Base Mood



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37054841)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 10:38 PM
Author: clear indecent fat ankles

I could kill myself in 15 years and be about as mourned.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37053743)



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Date: October 18th, 2018 10:42 PM
Author: Navy Genital Piercing

the possibilities of (((Psychiatry

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37053787)



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Date: October 19th, 2018 8:53 AM
Author: Mint aromatic bawdyhouse windowlicker

Option value. I can always kill myself tomorrow.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37055188)



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Date: October 19th, 2018 9:16 AM
Author: Appetizing Native Patrolman

My Family

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4109758&forum_id=2#37055247)