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Date: January 16th, 2021 1:27 PM Author: Stirring dark abode persian (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41764797) |
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Date: January 17th, 2021 12:18 AM Author: dead puppy im gay (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41768096) |
Date: January 16th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: french laughsome university If you have 200 to spare we can change that virginity (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41764809) |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: Stirring dark abode persian i tried the prostitute route and basically got swindled out of 1000 dollars by one of them (who pretended she wanted to be my gf, and actually basically got rid of me without doing much with me by using the excuse that she shared her apartment with someoen who did not know she was a hooker and that they were all of a sudden coming home even though she knew i was coming over and advertised for that time frame regardless and it would be impossible not to know she was a hooker and there is no way anyone shared her 1 bed apartment with her that only had the one bed in the bedroom and the couch in the living room, which i assume and hope she slept and not on that dirty mattress on the floor in her bd), she was some ugly desi heroin junkie with disgusting skin, a moustache, ugly dead eyes, horrible skin, and a weirdlooking ugly nasty vagina area.
and second time i tried this i got literally basically robbed of a 1000 dollars, where i got the money, got in their car, where it was two heavily made up white young girls who were very rude and criminal looking, and who told me to get out of the car cause we arrived at their location, but upon having taken my money while in the car, they closed the door behind me and accelerated away.
no thanks! |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 1:51 PM Author: french laughsome university I’ll assfuck you for 200 dollars and it will be transformative I say this on my moniker and my honor |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: up-to-no-good maize theater You fucked it up. We can tell you how to actually get an escort and not get pwn3d. jfc. Are you interested? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41766964) |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 1:37 PM Author: heady mauve halford through my dad who is a heavy-duty mechanic and worked there)
Burying the lead. I assume he is your gentile half? Regardless you have some mechanical aptitude in your blood AMD your proclivity to math/physics confirms this (are you able to solve real textbook problems on your own, or do you just passively read?)
I think you should ask your father to put you on the path to being a mechanic. Heavy diesel guys can make a ton of money. |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 1:40 PM Author: slate affirmative action (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41764842) |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 1:44 PM Author: Stirring dark abode persian yes, hes my gentile half.
i only read and its more of a fantasy fulfilment thing, i have never been good at solving actual physics or math problems and i despise this aspect of it. i have horrible spatial orientation and reasoning ability, i cannot rotate 3d objects in my head for example. my mechanical proclivity is close to none. i feel i am much better at abstract thinking, reading comprehension, and anything that stays the fuck away from practical concerns and real-life applications.
fuck being a mechanic, heavy duty or otherwise. its slavery for barely living wages, and the work itself is inhuman and dirty. |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 2:04 PM Author: heady mauve halford 100k is not barely living. The work is not inhuman. You have an attitude issue. |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 2:16 PM Author: Stirring dark abode persian of course i have an attitude issue. its not a life for me. i (1) am not suited for it, and (2) not capable of doing it.
the fact that it sucks is irrelevant, im just pointing that out. i have realized i would do the work that is uncomfortable and even agonizing, as long as i was capable of it and had no other choice. so i would work the shitty jobs, if i could, and would hate them and my time there.
i would probably even be homeless, if i was capable of surviving on the street, and hate every minute of it.
its just that im not capable of doing anything or surviving on my own, i believe everyone who does something for work or survival and hates it is doing it because they 1.can, and 2.dont have other choices either if did not try more or think better about it or for whatever reason, but people settle into work that they despise and cannot stand, simply for the fact that it is survival. people will stoop to anything to survive. my problem is i am not capable of doing much, even being homeless, so im not sure what to do. 100k IS barely living, and i can see it in person. its nothing. |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 9:04 PM Author: up-to-no-good maize theater You realize you're on the path to actually being homeless, right? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41766981) |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 9:03 PM Author: up-to-no-good maize theater (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41766977) |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: razzmatazz white internal respiration incel We love you prince and I am so grateful we get to share in your story and watch the incredible journey you’re on. I know this is sappy and not at the depth you are at but your contribution to this board and to my life would be impossible to measure. I hope you keep posting and I know all your struggles and difficulty, being ostracized and feeling alone will be redeemed by the God you know more intimately than I do. I struggle to believe that myself but it must be true, or why else are we holding on? I hope you believe some of us see you for who you are, which is an incredibly brilliant, deep guy. Love you man I hope you know we see you and still want to be around you. Hope you’re having a good Saturday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41764857) |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 2:00 PM Author: Stirring dark abode persian thanks. i needed the support, i am supposed to call back this woman i contacted who is a hardcore christian and who i met a while back when i was on mdma and she prayed for me and put her hand on my chest and i acted like i was born again but never contacted her back. well, since i experienced what i experienced and with my current difficulties and confusion about life i decided to give her a call and i told her i think i met god on this dmt drug and that i felt something profound and mystical reading st.matthew and so she said she will get back to me and to read st.john. i have read it, and i have take some things from it that i am willing to ask her questions about. it was not an odd or meta-real experience like with matthew, or what i expected, but it was informative and after some consideration i consider it to have been interesting. so now i have to decide to i close in on my self and fade into my pitiful existence or do i reach out and find out whats in store.
odd thing is, by the way, last time i was sitting with those methheads at their house (was getting meth and i usually stay there for a while because its social interaction and i kinda like it but they just end up insulting me and taking advantage of me somehow) i saw a cross on their window, it was from water condensation, but it was a big, thick, cross that was like a sign to me, that do not give up, get help!
so we shall see, i dunno, im still deciding. ive kind of been giving up on christ, god, the whole thing basically... its been fading. |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 2:15 PM Author: razzmatazz white internal respiration incel i have been doing a lot of work on the psychological meaning of Christ's redemption which is a function of my perception of myself as the emotional scapegoat within my family of origin. the psychological dynamics of the home and other relationships - the extent to which others take their struggles out on you (me) - seems to be reliable for some predictive measure of life outcomes (at least measures of well being, if not objective measures). I would imagine the meth house has a fair bit of negative/demonic projection you are either participating in but, more likely due to your perception of their taking advantage of you, are the recipient of. You may - as I have found this in myself - be attracted to forms of abusive energy because your feelings of worthlessness have been unfairly cultivated as a projection from one of you family members, such that you now seek out circumstances in which you can be made to feel worthless. this may be the double-edged sword of meth, which at once cultivates this worthlessness while allowing prolonged engagement with material that allows you to reconnect with God and your worth in him (through study of math, religion and the arts). Critical to my recovery from this unfair projection (my grandfather killed himself and my father adopted, from his mother, a narcissistic personality that allowed him to deny, but in turn project onto and cultivate in me, the feelings of worthlessness and ineptitude resulting from his early suicide trauma, as his means of escaping his responsibility of confronting them) has been time away from my family (I spent thanksgiving, Christmas and new years by myself), so perhaps the hope of moving from your family's home and reclaiming yourself through distance could serve as motivation to hold down your next job. Of course I am inferring a number of things about your family life and any misjudgment is a result of again my own narcissism, family history and need to feel in control, which i apologize for if it brought any offence
my latest discussion on the meaning of Jesus's redemption is here if interested: http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4740433&forum_id=2#41762279 |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 2:26 PM Author: Stirring dark abode persian interesting post. no, you are right about my family. my mother especially is highly abusive towards me and has been a centre of much hurt and pain in my life. i have been cursed at (literally), verbally scolded, belittled, and neglected ever since i was a child. but oh well. nobody really knows how to be a parent and they just dive into it, some are better at it than others, obviously, and my mom is fucking horrible at it, turns out.
and my dad is kind of an unreflective, highly reactionary, one-dimensional, person. very boring and annoying. he has experienced a lot of abuse as a child from his alcoholic stepdad who beat and abused his mother and verbally degraded him, so i dunno, i guess he has issues, as well. he pretends to be happy all the time but hes superficial and always odd, and once in a blue moon his real feelings come up to the surface, either at life itself or family members or just stuff in general and he will turn into a very, very angry person.
and i think my mom has been pretty much socially rejected at school and had no interest from boys. oh well... she is still super lame, anyways. been coddled by her parents big time and talked very disrespectfully to them, in my opinion. but then supposedly she was very close to them and they loved her very much. all i remember is her swearing at them, directing them, scolding them, telling them to shut up, and just being king of the house. i dont get it...
yes, i do experience more of 'god' or whatever it is when it comes from negativity but it is never common or certain, its just that when it happens its in the middle of demonic energies. |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 2:44 PM Author: razzmatazz white internal respiration incel That seems like an incredibly challenging family environment to develop a unique and valuable sense of self. It is very interesting that you find encounters with God to come out of demonic places. I have been thinking a lot about this lately. It shows up in Otto as demonic dread I think (one of the middle chapters of idea of the holy) and I find myself utterly disgusted by it. Perhaps because I have been in environments where my realization of the transcendent divine out from the chaos of the demonic has been met so frequently in my past with retribution, scolding etc (again an archetype described by the cross of Christ who as the son of god transcended the cultural paradigm and brought the message of meekness, humility etc, expressed ultimately in the paradoxical victory of his death) such that I no longer feel comfortable expressing it, knowing it is a feeling historically conditioned to co-concur with pain.
I am even today learning to allow myself to feel the lightness, energy and surprise of God and recondition myself from reacting to it by recoiling from fear of being hurt. This has been to be frank i think almost entirely a result of not being physically afraid of being abused by my father. He is far enough away physically and emotionally where I do not fear his abuse anymore. The first step for me was admitting he was abusive, which is difficult to do because part of the way he gaslit my family (this is textbook narcicissm) was demanding we acknowledge he was “the best” dad around. I think much of my social difficulties with my peers etc was the embarrassment of having been abused in my home by my father. |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 2:57 PM Author: Stirring dark abode persian when i was reading "lightness, energy and surprise of god" i felt something *uplift* in me.
either words have power, or there is truth in god and its a good truth. either way something was felt by me beyond just going over the words and understanding ideas. |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 3:14 PM Author: razzmatazz white internal respiration incel (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41765258) |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 1:47 PM Author: lime immigrant How did you end up not getting a driver's license?
What do you do for transportation? |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: Stirring dark abode persian public transport is available in the metro areas of most cities, last i heard. and i have spent a considerable, or shall i even say ludicrous amount on taxi fair ever since ive been working at the thai place and now with the unemployment windfall. i hate these fucking taxis with a passion, for the amount that i have to pay, and for the horrible service and treatment i get from these brown drivers. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41764900) |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 1:51 PM Author: federal topaz hall Easily the best thread of 2021 so far. I am for you prince (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41764889) |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: Stirring dark abode persian ty, and i appreciate it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41764901) |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Stirring dark abode persian i used to be into Schopenhauer, i believed it fully, it was a powerful explanation for everything and for all the things that werent said but understood by all.
it still works wonderfully as explanation for all things and life around us and the character and acts of people and the general tenor of civilization.
there is only one problem, and that is the supernatural events that i experienced since then. and then of course the final kick in the balls, the dmt trip. both trips, in fact, each unique, and each ball-busting in their own way. first i experienced what i would call a waking-into-something-beyond-life-and-death, then seeing what the universe really was as something intimately connected with mind/consciousness/non-locality/non-physical, and in the second trip seeing infinity face to face as something that was infinity as is, and not some abstract numerical or spatial concept, and a answer to my question of what is life and am i alone, with the appearance of the presence of some being that felt like the highest being possible and its friendliness directed at me. [oh btw, now that i read john's passion i know not say i saw god, and i do remember it was only a presence that i felt enter the 'room' -- im pretty sure i wasnt in the room at the time, though, thinking back, tho i was fooled enough into not thinking about where i was or wasnt... and the infinity i experienced was probably of something that is not god but something that was a place or a destination or who knows what, so it all checks out with the new testament and not heretical] these are all too much, regardless of what some book says,to ignore completely and believe in what is termed the philosophical pessimist view of reality. |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 2:05 PM Author: Startling corner It's not too late to make it brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41764955) |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 2:34 PM Author: jet out-of-control skinny woman nursing home Thanks for sharing and I’m sorry that you feel so isolated. You’re a better writer than most of the population, so you shouldn’t feel inferior to the general population.
The good news is that you still have more than half your life in front of you. Looking back is useless, other than to learn from mistakes. I think you’d be healthier if you looked forward and came up with a 3-year plan to improve your life and sticked to that plan like a Nazi.
Start with picking up healthier habits. Limit internet browsing. You know that you need employment but maybe other posters have better ideas. You need a social life that isn’t going to get you killed (lose the meth heads). Do you like board games? Are you willing to learn? Lots of shy geeky people go to meetups to play these games and the small talk isn’t too hard because you’re focused on the games.
Anyways, please don’t feel hopeless. Try something different and positive. You have nothing to lose brother.
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Date: January 16th, 2021 3:10 PM Author: Stirring dark abode persian i did not like the nerds in high school, and i do not like watching nerdy or autistic people on youtube or their representation in tv shows, especially more current ones where the awkwardness is extreme and very disturbing.
ive noticed though that i am blind to it all if someone makes an effort to truly be friendly and connect with me, so i guess maybe its more of a defensive mechanism. i know the nerds that i could feel rejected me and looked down on me i judged the harshest of all as people. i took them to be the bottom dwellers of society and life. the rejects and the freaks, the unholy creations that sank to the bottom and found comfort in each others company.
but come to think of it, every friend or for a time that was a friend, i neglected to think of them that way even though looking back they were of the same ilk, and probably did not fit into that group for one reason or another, and had to find interaction elsewhere, where i was only to glad to oblige, i guess. i dont think vast majority of shy geeky people like me or liked me in the past, they are as ruthless or even more so than others, either because they are too close in stature to me but at the same time still as far removed as others in virtue of being 'normal' enough, so they are hyper aware of the dangers of associating or interacting with me that could befall them. the pull is too strong and meaningful and they must spit out venom to survive and escape, while someone who is say some model or super rich or a very athletic or whatever will simply ignore me and not care about me in a way that will be much more neutral and devoid of the venom, it will simply be like i was invisible to the point where i wouldnt even feel any hurt or rejection, i would simply feel like i wasn't even seen or heard, and move on. the nerds and geeks and the "shy" ones, on the other hand, are the more dangerous in terms of psychic energy. but its not like i dont get abuse from others, im just saying they are just as capable and are very much up to the task of putting me in my rightful place and distancing themselves from me.
oh and btw, i wasnt really attempting to ask for advice or anything like that, i was just possibly venting and just high enough on meth to write all that out and post it. no purpose or desire for anything here, just a need to let go of secrets and private considerations. just wanted to say im a bottom feeder in life, and thats that. |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 2:47 PM Author: Awkward unholy multi-billionaire stag film sounds like you are "midway in the journey of your life"
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Inferno_(Dante)
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Date: January 16th, 2021 3:17 PM Author: Stirring dark abode persian was planning on reading the divine comedy at some point. along with brothers karamazov and crime and punishment and some kafka and some tolstoy...lol, fuck i hope i actually do, these are important works of fiction! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41765270) |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: Stirring dark abode persian ask the guy above you, captain falcon or whatever, i remember he linked some a long time ago, and it was some russian amature porno with some middle aged woman taking a huge dump on the floor, picking it up, spreading it all over her body, including face and vagina area, and then masturbating with a dildo smeared in it and cumming hard, and then shutting off the video.
i would give it an A as a scat fan. not expert mind you, i only seen at most a dozen or so of these, maybe 20 if we are being more honest. i do remember i got some spooky night visitation after i saw one of these where a russian woman was clearly abused with shit smearing by another woman and i jacked off to it. ever since then actually i never watched scat, except when that poster above me linked that video and i relented and watched. it was pretty hot. |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 3:25 PM Author: Stirring dark abode persian i only went after you like once or twice. it was never intended to be very serious. i know you triggered it in me because i thought some of your reasoning and writing was, well, autistic.
its all good, i guess. i dont really care either way much, i am not a big fan of yours, to be honest. |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 4:16 PM Author: Big piazza Ultimately, you will never be able to realize the whole picture of what is happening with your life. Even after you die, you will not be able to see the whole picture. Only God is able to do so. This is what is referred to as "the mystery of faith."
You can sense that the pathway to truth is real, and I recommend following that pathway and seeing where it leads -- which is somewhere beyond goodness and all description.
You can start by attending mass (Roman Catholic is the way to go), reading the Gospel, and praying.
Remember, that your suffering is redemptive. Continue on your struggle no matter how difficult it gets and you will be redeemed. You will be rewarded. The last will be first and the first will be last. |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: Frisky Hissy Fit Party Of The First Part How is RC better than Greek Orthodox?
Advice for a Jew? He's a Jew btw |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 4:30 PM Author: Big piazza How is RC better than Greek Orthodox?
RC is more widespread. The differences are probably more due to a schismatic will than any kind of real substance.
Advice for a Jew? Follow the same path that the Jewish apostles of Jesus followed. |
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Date: January 17th, 2021 1:19 AM Author: submissive dragon parlor "Aids and abets institutionalized pederasty" is a pretty substantive difference (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41768350) |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 9:08 PM Author: up-to-no-good maize theater He should stop being a Jew. He can try out RC and Greek Orthodoxy and see where he is more comfortable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41766988) |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 4:31 PM Author: razzmatazz white internal respiration incel Sorry but gotta give the obligatory LOL at Roman Catholicism
LOL
http://www.xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=4738065&mc=2&forum_id=2 |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 4:38 PM Author: Big piazza Yes, LOL at the LARGEST Christian Denomination in the World.
You're being smug.
There's a reason no one responded to your post, friend. |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 4:39 PM Author: razzmatazz white internal respiration incel lol yea, the Roman Catholic Church, that puts “priests” between its congregants and God, is the most accessible fraud perpetrated on believers since the trial of Christ. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41765634) |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 4:43 PM Author: Big piazza If I were to list the top three greatest people I've ever known, at least two of them would be priests.
What happened in your life that has led to these feelings? |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 4:49 PM Author: razzmatazz white internal respiration incel You’re changing the subject. The fact is Catholicism is institutionalized narcissism that demands it step between its congregants and God, plain and simple, and it’s adherents are routinely subjected to narcissistic abuse, which is why you continue to support an organization that has repeatedly denied the suffering of victims at the hands of the pedophiles and child molesters it employs and continues to employ after demonstrable cases of abuse. Your doctrine is utterly and fatally flawed and its pathologies are obvious for all to see. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41765692) |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 5:00 PM Author: Big piazza Have some of the leaders of the Catholic Church done horrible things over the past 2,000 years? Yes, it a human institution. Give me even one example of another institution that has not.
But to defame the doctrine of Catholicism, which is rooted in biblical interpretation as being "utterly and fatally flawed" is an attack without any evidence, reason or detail provided, rooted in your hatred. |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 5:01 PM Author: razzmatazz white internal respiration incel Jesus is the only mediator between man and God, not other men, you Stockholm syndrome perpetuating piece of shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41765741) |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Big piazza Please explain your complaint in more detail because I think you don't understand the biblical basis for many things in Catholic doctrine (e.g., confession to priests is rooted in James 5:16 when it says to confess your sins to others to be forgiven). James 5:16: "Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed."
Is there something else that you're referring to as the Catholic Church stepping in the place of Jesus to be a "mediator" between man and God? |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: razzmatazz white internal respiration incel You will know hell in this and the after life for your justification of abuse. You will know God’s wrath for what you have defended. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41765766) |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: Big piazza I am not justifying abuse. The abuse that has happened is one of the worst things that has ever happened. It is truly terrible and vile beyond explanation. I'm defending what I think has brought good to millions of souls, and that is the Church, which started with Peter, as laid out by Jesus himself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41765781) |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 10:05 PM Author: mind-boggling bipolar friendly grandma pistol "lol yea, the Roman Catholic Church, that puts “priests” between its congregants and God, is the most accessible fraud perpetrated on believers since the trial of Christ."
Yea bro just ignore:
"If you forgive the sins of any, they are forgiven them; if you retain the sins of any, they are retained.”
Or
"Like living stones be yourselves built into a spiritual house, to be a holy priesthood. . . . But you are a chosen race, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, God’s own people.”
Frankly you are a joke bro.
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Date: January 16th, 2021 11:53 PM Author: razzmatazz white internal respiration incel Not going to argue with a catholic about scripture. Whenever you people lose you just appeal to tradition, which is whatever you want it to be, which is why Vatican 2 has made your Church into a humanistic toilet (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41767984) |
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Date: January 17th, 2021 1:21 AM Author: Big piazza You refuse to cite to objectionable tradition. Please be specific. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41768358) |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 4:22 PM Author: Rose Ladyboy have you considered becoming an Of Counsel? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41765555) |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: Cracking fuchsia whorehouse juggernaut The truth is, prince, you can have it all. my brother was a drug addled autistic NEET too, and he literally "just did coding" and is now a CTO in Santa Clara. But you gotta kick the drugs. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41765577) |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 4:35 PM Author: titillating anal nowag site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41765612) |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 4:43 PM Author: Diverse boltzmann Didn't read much of that but I'm a friend. I enjoy your contributions to the bort and although I'm at a much different station in life I'd hang out with you irl any time as long as you weren't too gakked out. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41765655) |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 4:46 PM Author: Doobsian Beady-eyed Legal Warrant i have never been - at any time in my life - as honest as you were above
it’s never too late. i almost killed myself in 2017. i did not and my life has improved dramatically.
start over. you have nothing to lose. |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 5:21 PM Author: cerebral lodge At least your short jew boss doesn't tell at you all day while your fat wife tells at you all night. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41765815) |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: Pink selfie (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41765819) |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 5:26 PM Author: plum aphrodisiac pocket flask dingle berry incredible poast and extremely vulnerable and humble
brother I will pray for you. I hope you find a sustainable faith (and a church community that you can connect with) but I think the kind of salvation you’re after is a lifelong affair and we only catch glimpses of it through charity and through suffering.
outside the realm of ultimate matters I think you need to get away from your family. sounds like you’d probably be good in a tech/Computer environment but I wouldn’t really know but I do know that you need a job that you can invest in. it’s bad to derive meaning from work but as men we need work or we become too self indulgent. we lack the instincts to take care of things that most women have.
thanks for poasting and know that you’re loved here on a place filled with loveless arrogant pieces of shit. if you let irl people get to know you too they’ll come to love you too. |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: up-to-no-good maize theater Honestly, he needs to find something like working on an oil rig or going crabbing that will work for him. There's money to be made if you're a sexless aspie that at least is willing to move beyond his bubble.
Also, he should probably just hire a whore and do it right. Tons of places on the internet where he can verify that it is legit. |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: stimulating ruddy mental disorder lay These Perkins Coie partners need to stop with these elaborate flames (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41766112) |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 6:27 PM Author: Orchid Arousing Kitchen Philosopher-king you would have been a legendary biglawyer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41766150) |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 6:41 PM Author: adventurous reading party native When I started reading the first few paragraphs I was thinking of how you'd make a movie out of this, and i thought, dude becomes evangelical christian and starts scamming people out of $$. Then i kept reading and lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41766228) |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 9:09 PM Author: Narrow-minded Range Round Eye This poast was a beautiful work of art. Problem is that no one as literate and creative as you would live that way. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41766996) |
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Date: January 17th, 2021 11:51 AM Author: cerebral lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41769395) |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 9:10 PM Author: heady mauve halford Tell is more about your father. Im very interested to hear. What has his input been, aside? |
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Date: January 17th, 2021 12:23 PM Author: heady mauve halford (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41769543) |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 10:08 PM Author: mind-boggling bipolar friendly grandma pistol You know what you need to do, its a question of actually doing it. We all support you and want the best for you and will pray for you, but you need to actually do it:
1. Cut the drugs 2. Stick to a consistent sleep pattern 3. exercise for 30 mins a day (which you can do given your unemployed) 4. book your drivers test 5. go online or in person and find a job |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 11:47 PM Author: crusty mood fat ankles This is very unlike you. Clique is immutable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41767960) |
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Date: January 16th, 2021 11:59 PM Author: provocative box office (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41768009) |
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Date: January 17th, 2021 12:01 AM Author: razzmatazz white internal respiration incel Lmao wow great advice problem solved lmao stupid catholic (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41768018) |
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Date: January 17th, 2021 11:30 AM Author: plum aphrodisiac pocket flask dingle berry lol at problem solved
yeah CGM I am for you but this isn’t exactly getting to the heart of the matter |
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Date: January 17th, 2021 9:19 PM Author: mind-boggling bipolar friendly grandma pistol I think we over-intellectualize everything, and especially "mental health". OP is a classic example of this. He doesn't need complicated psychological assessments. If he was a medieval peasant he would have to be working in the field no matter what and would be much more "mentally healthy". The simple reality is that most of the mental ills we suffer can be corrected with simple easy to understand changes. People just don't want those answers so they retreat into complexities. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41772644) |
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Date: January 17th, 2021 12:14 AM Author: up-to-no-good maize theater (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41768077) |
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Date: January 17th, 2021 12:15 AM Author: slate affirmative action (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41768079) |
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Date: January 17th, 2021 1:24 AM Author: lemon electric crackhouse keepsake machete This is good advice. 1 and 5 are going to be a lot harder than the rest though, i imagine. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41768363) |
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Date: January 17th, 2021 1:43 PM Author: Insecure Ape (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41769907) |
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Date: January 17th, 2021 1:07 AM Author: Bonkers splenetic chad would read again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41768311) |
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Date: January 17th, 2021 5:16 AM Author: Cruel-hearted international law enforcement agency odd case, very interesting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41768552) |
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Date: January 17th, 2021 6:03 AM Author: Abusive stock car market we are 4 you (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41768572) |
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Date: January 17th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: Razzle-dazzle point Let me guess: you also played a little college ball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41769433) |
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Date: January 17th, 2021 2:23 PM Author: Insecure Ape 1. you are young 2. you are looking for a job 3. you have two parents and a sibling 4. you are in recovery 5. you share a the same affliction as Tesla, Newton, and Mozart 6. you have a low body fat percentage 7. you have a minor, treatable problem with your back that you do posture correction exercises for
not having a license? lets be real dude, looking back, that was probably a huge blessing. you probably would've crashed your car or been arrested for a serious crime
you are extremely intelligent and a huge opportunity in front of you. you can do whatever you want, whereever you want, with whomever you want. do you know how many BILLIONS of people would kill to be in your situation right now? 130+ IQ single guy w/ a US passport and carte blanche in front of him?
you know what you need to do and its time to get out there and do it. have a laugh at yourself for the kooky stuff you've done and how silly it was to frame a thought as miniscule as "i should probably brush my teeth more and start flossing more" into some existential, life shattering dilemma
i prayed for you at mass today. have some fun with your recovery and don't try to do everything at once. you will meak it and this isn't how the story ends |
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Date: January 17th, 2021 9:35 PM Author: Orchid Arousing Kitchen Philosopher-king clown boner dropping some truth here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41772760) |
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Date: January 18th, 2021 12:20 AM Author: heady mauve halford This poast should be Stickied by Rachmiel (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#41773847) |
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Date: December 17th, 2021 5:51 PM Author: pungent useless brakes den This was the best post of the year by far. Too bad op blanked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#43627520) |
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Date: February 1st, 2023 5:46 PM Author: adventurous reading party native i have the text of the OP should i poast it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#45873884) |
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Date: December 31st, 2023 7:04 AM Author: pungent useless brakes den (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4741057&forum_id=2#47232697) |