Rejected from elite undergrads 15 years ago. Haunts me still. Fucked me up.
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Date: May 7th, 2024 3:38 AM Author: cyan floppy heaven
Struck out at every top 25 undergraduate school, including my dream school.
Settled on one ranked between 30-50.
The failure, which really in my mind was the culmination of “losing” the competition of childhood, never went away. It impacts everything I do, even today. I have such a low sense of self-esteem because of it. Nothing I ever do will be enough.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5525951&forum_id=2/#47641342) |
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