Date: May 9th, 2024 8:41 PM
Author: irradiated amethyst sneaky criminal mental disorder
i eat healthy during the day but when things get stressful i find myself waking up in the middle of the night with intense, uncontrollable sugar cravings. i take a huge dose of benzos before bed to control panic attacks and i seem to lose all sense of self-control when i wake up to eat because of the benzos. i also fall back asleep before i finish eating.
three nights ago i woke up and ate some old hard candy i found in the kitchen. i fell asleep with candy in my mouth and woke up with a big sugar/drool stain on my pillow and sheets. had to do laundry.
two days ago i woke up and ate some mint chocolates i got as a gift recently. i woke up with chocolate on my sheets. laundry again.
last night i woke up and really went at the fucking chocolate this time. i don't know how much i ate or what the fuck happened but when i woke up there was chocolate literally everywhere -- pillows, sheets, comforter, my face, arms, chest, back, etc. so much fucking chocolate. i simply washed off the chocolate and did laundry again.
it wasn't until a few minutes ago that i realized how absurd and hilarious it was that i literally woke up as a fucking chocolate-covered monster this morning and just cleaned up and went about my day as if nothing unusual happened.
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