I became really triggered by this and made a bunch of call out threads attacking her as an unlovable modern woman.

Eventually we began poasting together in subthread wastelands. At this time I had recently gotten out of a 4 year relationship and by pure happenstance I had previously lived in Southern California during this time. I was very nostalgic about the region and my former romance at the same time this notorious fempoaster was dating some retarded Hispanic guy much younger.

We ended up getting into enough subthread wastelands together talking about relationships, dating, and stuff people do in Los Angeles and then migrated to email and eventually gchat and then Snap and then it was hotel rooms and the rest is history.

The first several days of talking to her ignited a passionate love in me I hadn't felt since high school. She was extremely sweet in the beginning. People make fun of me for this but we really did have a lot in common and never ran out of things to say to one another.

I'm skipping some parts but there was a lot of sexting and I conspired to get her to dump her bf at the time and get with me instead which twins and mig played a minor role in.

I can only describe our initial connection as very natural and instantaneous. It was very easy going. It's too bad it did not remain that way for long.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5607676&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5304212",#48171523)

what does this mean

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5607676&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5304212",#48172500)

You, more than anyone else here, make me horrified of being outted. Imagine someone taking your cringemax poasting as a microcosm of this place? You take yourself very seriously for being such a pathetic sad-sack of shit. I experience extreme second-hand embarrassment from your poasting, and sincerely wish it would end. HTFH

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5607676&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5304212",#48171607)

As for this thread I just wanted to talk about myself and my journey. It's a personal thread and you don't have to partake in it. This is about my stupid, idiotic life. No one else has to live it but me. I'm a very chill poa and I have no regrets. I haven't made a thread like this in a year calm down lol.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5607676&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5304212",#48171616)

JizzYid is apparently deserving of love, but u have decided the opposite for yourself--whether you realize it or not. If you had any kind of meaningful interactions with women IRL you would not be poasting about this bitch time & time again. Go get laid you absolutely virginal fucking faggot. Do whatever it takes. Thanks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5607676&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5304212",#48171680)

Also I have made a thread reminiscing about every girlfriend I have had but you don't remember most of them because I was either an unrecognizable moniker or you had no idea who the woman was. It's just in my nature to look back on things. If I bumped every ex reminiscing thread you would see this faggy behavior over and over but you certainly wouldn't accuse me of being unable to find a new gf. This is just how I am and I enjoy reflecting.

This isn't even in my top 10 most cringey looking back on a relationship threads. I have way worse ones. But you don't remember em. They're forgotten to time and even I can't remember most of them now because feelings fade over time.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5607676&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5304212",#48171908)

contrast this with people that seem to use anonymous poasting as some sort of irl substitute. these people generally present an embellished versions of their IRL and tend to get emotional and triggered when they are criticized or called out.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5607676&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5304212",#48173837)

If I really wanted a bunch of cred from XO autists and MPC frauds I could have taken the obvious route: bash her relentlessly. I could have said horrible things about her and gotten a bunch of high fives from pumos.

But I have no interest in that and this thread briefly reminded me of the good. I'm not so hung up or desperate to forget the bad parts entirely such that I would derail my life again. But I don't dwell on them. I don't sit around thinking about people at their worst. It felt good to remember the best times without the bad. I've always been cheerful. Salud.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5607676&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5304212",#48173877)

if you had a abusive dad (or simply a flawed one like everyone has) you'd have daddy issues if you constantly focused on the negative rather than the good. you can remember the great time you guys had on a hunting trip without being perpetually burdened by him beating you after.

it's the same way with women, i think. anyone from the past is gone for a reason, and it's not "rose colored glasses" to reminisce about the good times so long as they doesn't extend to you diminishing why it didn't work.

also, obviously she's still in the xo zietgeist because threads like this get attention. doobs also has a megathread today. if this wasn't content people were interested in they wouldn't have clicked. also, what, do people want another polithith thread?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5607676&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5304212",#48173948)