Date: November 16th, 2024 11:04 PM
Author: butthole parables
I've said before that I don't know how I got HIV, and I guess technically that's true because I was having sex with many men and women (and men) the summer of 2021. But if I'm honest, I do know how I got it.
I decided to go all out with a trans chick one night, HUGE dick. Not Andrea Anaconda big, but definitely real big. I was drunk out of my fucking mind but I kinda remember it. She said she was about to cum and I said "get me pregnant, daddy" (I shudder as I type that).
And boy, did she. Nothing can be a certainty, and it was cold season, but I came down with a nasty flu type thing about 3 weeks later. Like I was bedridden for 2-3 days.
I want to cry every time I look at my children. What did I do to their father.
I was going to patch things up with my mother in law, but I screamed at her on the phone the other day that I'd strangle her if I saw her irl.
I wish I could go back to that night with the trans chick though and get her to wear a condom or at least pull out. Why the fuck did i do that.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5635585&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5307129",#48347407)