"Exploring what it means to individuate and live under the horrifying limit condition God image of Abraxas. Hermes mediates between conflicting energies and outputs that mediation via writing."

LMAOOOOO

Could you possibly have come up with a more pretentious tagline for your new gay little obscure internet blog? What an insane self-impressed Jewish faggot you are.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310751",#49598956)

LOTR was certainly the most enjoyable book I've read given its quality and the time in my life when I read it but it's not like it totally changed my life or world view. It's just a really good book.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310751",#49598414)

i may revisit LOTR at some point, i read it back in the day and thought it was fine but not super memorable. stephan hoeller thinks its a gnostic parable

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310751",#49598426)

if your beliefs and your experiences clash, then one feels compelled to investigate those beliefs to resolve the angst. hence, reading.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310751",#49598442)

there's some subculture acronym for everything these days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310751",#49598446)

my mom did put me in double binds growing up, but my unconscious reaction to it was to choose a primary stabilizer of coherence - as long as something makes sense to me, even if it is "bad", it is easier for me to accept it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310751",#49598450)

The world isn't complicated and I don't need to spend hundreds of hours reading air to understand what I think. You obviously conclude this means I am just acting on instinct and have never challenged my beliefs because you can't comprehend someone doing this on their own and not needing to be "influenced" to do so

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310751",#49598453)

The world isn't complicated and I don't need to spend hundreds of hours reading air to understand what I think."

so reading books is not worth your time, but posting goyslop on xo for 12 hours a day forever is?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310751",#49598473)

pro: not llm use

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310751",#49598428)

it answered a lot of inquiries i had and helped me understand how the cross gets subverted like the swastika by different factions of control throughout time

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310751",#49598488)

Guénon interprets the cross not merely as a religious icon, but as a multidimensional metaphysical diagram that maps the total realization of the "Universal Man" and the integration of all states of existence.

The horizontal plane represents the indefinite expansion of possibilities within a single grade of existence (such as the human individual state), while the vertical axis signifies the hierarchy of multiple states ascending toward the transcendent Principle.

Ultimately, the intersection of these lines marks the "Invariable Middle," the center of perfect equilibrium where the being transcends time and space to achieve true unity with the Absolute.

tl;dr - It's imo also a simplified form of the archetypal forces of Jacob/Israel who was the middle column between mercy - abraham and judgmenet/severity - yithzaak and resembles a cross in the adom kadmon form of Zeir Anpin, the emotional sephirot centered on Tiferet (Beauty) aka Jacob/Israel, the transcendent revelation of God to Creation and a perceptible manifestation of the essential Divine infinity - extending finitely in the form of man but infinitely in its transcendent state

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310751",#49598520)

Weird that a Jewish man like you would end up "interpreting" the cross as representing some sort of highly abstract and extremely faggy conceptual gay pseudo-philosophical bullshit, instead of, you know... idk just seeing it as an obvious symbolic reminder of the crucifixion of the Son of God aka Jesus Christ here on Earth (which was followed by his resurrection from the dead to redeem us all).

Odd case, very interesting!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310751",#49598963)

this is poor flame

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310751",#49601026)

- no reference to job chapter 30+

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5823528&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310751",#49601032)