His dong is wide, but also very long, he manage the depth and it's extremely good :D

However, whenever he cum, for few seconds he transform into an alpha, pounding like crazy as his cock pulse inside. So whenever he start to ejaculate, his whole body contract, he push 3 or 5 times as deep as possible making manly scream, and if in the head it's a crazy sensation to have someone loosing his control, and feeling his strong hands hooked on my wist with total control.

But it just fucking hurt.

So on my side it's a mixed feeling, on one side I truly love that, on the other side I feel like my guts are being stabbed.

And that's the situation, how can the climax of our anal sex, transform into pure psy pleasure, and pure physical pain.

We are not close enough to engage in the talk business, and I don't want to loose this guy because the social time we have before and after sex is lovely. The sex is amazing beside this few ultra deep pounding. I can totally see him as more than just a regular.

I tried to discretly discuss it, like "wow you go very deep when you cum", he just smiled "yeah i'm sorry, you make me loose my mind, it's too good". So... either he get the signal and don't care, or didn't get it. But I don't want to be the guy who restrain him from cumming inside me.

I tried to change position and to ride him, when I feel we are close to the end, but then I do not seems to be able to make him cum, but I think it's a gay trope most of the top I know only cum in doggy or missionnary where they control everything, or maybe I just have a ugly face :D

I tried to blowjob him to exhaustion, but my jaw get tired before he cum, and honestly I was a bit worried that he inadvertedly deep throat me when cumming if he have the same body contraction !

This annoy me a lot, I'm seeing him again tonight, and if I'm really happy, I'm also a bit worried... I bougth a long dildo to see if I can "train" but It's too hard as obviously i'm litteraly hurting myself by going this deep.

Honestly i'm lost.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5852551&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310764#49787384)

Reshma Shah.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5852551&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310764#49788445)