Wasn't even sadness it was like my face and brain lymphatics were taking a huge cathartic shit of tears out of my ducts was so 180 highly recommend
All the tension in my head and face is gone also feels like a SpaceX satellite balloon bouncing off the Firmament (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5363948&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310880",#46480342)