4 days off nicotine. Want to kill myself.
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Date: January 4th, 2026 9:14 PM Author: Mauve clown
This is way worse than alcohol imo.
Don’t do zyn kids.
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Date: January 4th, 2026 9:24 PM Author: Cyan School Cafeteria Alpha
the first few weeks I thought of cigarettes all the time, then it gradually tapered off and after a couple of months I no longer had any "urges" but it still took months before I could go a whole day without thinking of cigarettes
now a couple of years later the idea of a cigarette is sickening, except very occasionally when I've had a couple of whiskeys I have a flash but that's probably more strong association and memory
it's worth it, hardest thing I ever did, but also the best thing I ever did, it sucks being addicted to a chemical, stick at it you will be clear of it before too long, and just chew a lot of chewing gum (not with nicotine, just normal chewing gum) until that happens soon
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Date: January 4th, 2026 9:37 PM Author: Violent fiercely-loyal box office
it's objectively difficult and everyone in my life thought something wrong with me the first week
but once you sorta decide hey im not a faggot i dont have to be dependent on a substance the temptation stops
and then you start sleeping better than before and then a few weeks later you feel way better overall
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Date: January 5th, 2026 10:14 AM Author: Red Meetinghouse Personal Credit Line
almost a full week without cigs here
it was sps but first 3-5 days are worst by far
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Date: January 6th, 2026 1:01 PM Author: Exhilarant Stead Macaca
I made it three days without a cig or vape. Then smoked a bunch. Then bought another vape. I’d be happy if I just had lozenges. Trying to switch vape to them. It’s hard because inhaling hits right away. Giving up cigs for vape was easy. Never tried zyn, well once when I was drunk, but it did not go well.
God speed.
PS I can quit drinking entirely and don’t miss it. Ya, I get bored and want to go out, but I can drink NA or diet soda and it’s fine. No nicotine and I am a raving lunatic in a couple hours.
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Date: January 11th, 2026 6:41 PM Author: Cyan School Cafeteria Alpha
I was pretty similar, I also didn't have a sweet tooth before but then that changed for a while
I chewed a LOT of sugar-free gum for a year, better than eating too much sweet shit
I put on weight and then a year later I lost it again
keep it up, it's worth it
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