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The most prestigious law school admissions discussion board in the world. Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough. First 24 hrs is in the books. Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/24/21 won't work Unholy Indirect Expression   07/24/21 begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have c... Odious chocolate location   07/24/21 Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tr... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/24/21 He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend Contagious Generalized Bond Faggot Firefighter   07/25/21 Thanks, man Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/25/21 ... provocative property really tough guy   07/24/21 ... provocative property really tough guy   07/24/21 how much have you been drinking Rose area   07/24/21 cq titillating costumed place of business hairy legs   07/24/21 ... swashbuckling kink-friendly school cafeteria   07/24/21 ... Amber free-loading clown   07/24/21 Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a d... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/24/21 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? autistic thirsty ladyboy partner   07/24/21 a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts... Sienna lay useless brakes   07/24/21 Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times whe... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/24/21 Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's ... autistic thirsty ladyboy partner   07/25/21 Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on m... Khaki Headpube Ratface   07/24/21 This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all d... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/24/21 When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the w... Khaki Headpube Ratface   07/25/21 I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed ... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/25/21 we have a sickness of the soul brother Khaki Headpube Ratface   07/25/21 You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol muc... Anal azure theater dopamine   07/24/21 Crrrrrrr titillating costumed place of business hairy legs   07/24/21 That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the n... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/24/21 set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go fro... Sienna lay useless brakes   07/24/21 how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? Impressive striped hyena dilemma   07/24/21 6'2" 245 Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/24/21 no muscle or jacked? Impressive striped hyena dilemma   07/24/21 I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/24/21 Ungh Outnumbered dark kitty cat goal in life   07/24/21 u wanna bang him, dont u? Sienna lay useless brakes   07/24/21 I am with you, brother. hot hissy fit   07/25/21 You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink l... Domesticated amethyst police squad   07/25/21 ... 180 purple knife set   03/13/22 Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based o... Boyish Pink Alpha   08/16/22 stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravin... razzle-dazzle forum   07/24/21 Cr you could easily trade them for booze cocky casino   07/24/21 so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? federal transparent whorehouse idea he suggested   07/24/21 go back to guangzhong Comical Church Water Buffalo   07/31/21 Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 d... fragrant stag film becky   07/24/21 the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise ... Wine Angry Candlestick Maker Legal Warrant   07/24/21 gl gl Submissive Fantasy-prone Lettuce Sex Offender   07/24/21 Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to... brilliant idiot filthpig   07/24/21 Alcohol is poison gaped charismatic shitlib elastic band   07/24/21 ... exciting step-uncle's house   07/25/21 Not going to be much sleep tonight Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/25/21 Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me g... bearded coldplay fan   07/25/21 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bend... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/25/21 have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigge... federal transparent whorehouse idea he suggested   07/25/21 Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/25/21 Just threw up in the shower. Good times. Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/25/21 Go to a meeting brilliant idiot filthpig   07/25/21 Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. T... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/25/21 Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay so... brilliant idiot filthpig   07/25/21 what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drin... federal transparent whorehouse idea he suggested   07/26/21 It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a l... brilliant idiot filthpig   07/28/21 I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best... Histrionic ocher meetinghouse goyim   07/25/21 I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/25/21 ... aphrodisiac chad   07/25/21 Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year ... aphrodisiac chad   07/25/21 I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just tot... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/25/21 Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to... aphrodisiac chad   07/25/21 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink si... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/25/21 Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going th... Demanding Dragon   07/25/21 From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, ... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/25/21 Go to a meeting brilliant idiot filthpig   07/25/21 Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/26/21 big mistake bro Violent Shrine   07/25/21 3 days down Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/26/21 Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In... Irradiated citrine halford cuckoldry   07/26/21 I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a... shimmering ape   07/26/21 No, these were all educated white people. There are many mor... Irradiated citrine halford cuckoldry   07/26/21 That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/26/21 Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm ... impertinent stirring internal respiration masturbator   11/04/21 Go to a meeting. brilliant idiot filthpig   07/26/21 can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it diff... fear-inspiring electric state   07/26/21 That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will... Irradiated citrine halford cuckoldry   07/26/21 ... sinister buff hall   07/26/21 Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely nee... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/26/21 In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's n... brilliant idiot filthpig   07/26/21 Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or t... onyx sick bawdyhouse macaca   07/26/21 Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence bu... Domesticated amethyst police squad   07/27/21 The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you d... brilliant idiot filthpig   07/28/21 no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't ... Comical Church Water Buffalo   07/31/21 https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs aphrodisiac chad   07/26/21 ... aphrodisiac chad   07/26/21 ... aphrodisiac chad   07/27/21 I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for... fragrant stag film becky   07/26/21 Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks... fragrant stag film becky   07/26/21 Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and ... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/26/21 Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through th... fragrant stag film becky   07/26/21 4 days down Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/27/21 nice man. supple station   07/27/21 180. This is when it starts getting way better. fragrant stag film becky   07/27/21 Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. curious hyperactive hell   07/27/21 Day 5 no drink Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/28/21 180 bro aphrodisiac chad   07/28/21 8957657365 Irradiated citrine halford cuckoldry   07/28/21 good job glassy awkward range genital piercing   07/28/21 ... exciting step-uncle's house   07/28/21 ... cobalt quadroon   07/28/21 ... Medicated den   07/28/21 also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspirat... Submissive Fantasy-prone Lettuce Sex Offender   07/28/21 good job. do doing any sports? fear-inspiring electric state   07/28/21 I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half.... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/28/21 180 vengeful cruise ship keepsake machete   07/28/21 ... Frum mind-boggling point   07/28/21 Eat some bananas overrated bonkers corn cake   07/28/21 I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/28/21 Go to a meeting brilliant idiot filthpig   07/28/21 Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/29/21 who the fuck has time for that shit? Obsidian Famous Landscape Painting Pistol   07/29/21 They were work meetings Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/29/21 Those won't keep you sober. brilliant idiot filthpig   07/29/21 That's for sure! *rimshot* Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/29/21 180 Contagious Generalized Bond Faggot Firefighter   07/28/21 Day 6 nodrink Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/29/21 ... razzle-dazzle forum   07/29/21 ... fragrant stag film becky   07/29/21 Good job bro. One day down one day to go. Chest-beating telephone   07/29/21 That's how I'm looking at it. Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/29/21 One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 yea... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/30/21 Keep it up brother! adventurous saffron principal's office queen of the night   07/30/21 ... Exhilarant mood locus   07/30/21 ... fragrant stag film becky   07/30/21 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER Histrionic ocher meetinghouse goyim   07/31/21 ... curious hyperactive hell   07/31/21 ... vengeful cruise ship keepsake machete   07/31/21 You're a camel at this point. Keep going! Irradiated citrine halford cuckoldry   07/31/21 keep it going my man. fluffy embarrassed to the bone space   07/31/21 8 days down Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/31/21 Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're trul... Exhilarant mood locus   07/31/21 Inspiring. shimmering ape   07/31/21 Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a mill... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/31/21 i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started fe... fragrant stag film becky   07/31/21 A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gon... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/01/21 thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days... fragrant stag film becky   08/01/21 I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've nev... Black Library   08/01/21 For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependen... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/01/21 This is the plot of Another Round. Exhilarant mood locus   08/03/21 Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/03/21 Just crossed the 9 day mark Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/01/21 ... fragrant stag film becky   08/01/21 180 Contagious Generalized Bond Faggot Firefighter   08/02/21 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eatin... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/02/21 180 fragrant stag film becky   08/02/21 11 days down a lifetime to go. Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/03/21 Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can ... sickened public bath   08/03/21 I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drink... Irradiated citrine halford cuckoldry   08/03/21 It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold tu... sickened public bath   08/03/21 nah bro only one day at a time to go know-it-all international law enforcement agency pit   08/03/21 exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps Medicated den   08/03/21 In reality, that's how I am looking at it. Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/03/21 5445776444554 galvanic site   08/03/21 ... fragrant stag film becky   08/03/21 ... glassy awkward range genital piercing   08/03/21 happy for you man Startled marketing idea   08/03/21 180 but take it a day at a time Contagious Generalized Bond Faggot Firefighter   08/03/21 Keep it up vengeful cruise ship keepsake machete   08/03/21 Nice job bro!! adventurous saffron principal's office queen of the night   08/03/21 BAM! Day 12. Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/04/21 ... vengeful cruise ship keepsake machete   08/04/21 180 Day two here aphrodisiac chad   08/04/21 Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/04/21 I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me... aphrodisiac chad   08/05/21 Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drin... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/05/21 Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy... aphrodisiac chad   08/09/21 ... Exhilarant mood locus   08/04/21 Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/05/21 Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. Irradiated citrine halford cuckoldry   08/05/21 One day at a time. Go to a meeting. brilliant idiot filthpig   08/05/21 Two weeks nodrink in the can Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/06/21 YES Exhilarant mood locus   08/06/21 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/07/21 Day 16 done Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/08/21 Gj! Frum mind-boggling point   08/08/21 17 Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/09/21 180 brother aphrodisiac chad   08/09/21 This is some 180 shit right here galvanic site   08/09/21 Keep it up, brother! shimmering ape   08/09/21 180 Contagious Generalized Bond Faggot Firefighter   08/09/21 Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since ... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/10/21 Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in ... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/10/21 Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work Marvelous Filthy Senate Fortuitous Meteor   08/10/21 Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your we... aphrodisiac chad   08/10/21 Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/10/21 Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit an... aphrodisiac chad   08/10/21 They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They ... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/10/21 Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immun... aphrodisiac chad   08/10/21 The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies so... cerebral mental disorder messiness   08/10/21 Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to ... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/10/21 Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/10/21 Alcohol prevents covid bat shit crazy spot   08/13/21 Day 19 done Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/11/21 180 congrats Internet-worthy Pearl Crotch   08/11/21 Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal ri... fragrant stag film becky   08/11/21 No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drink... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/11/21 ty fragrant stag film becky   08/11/21 CR- every day is a victory orchid multi-colored half-breed kitchen   08/12/21 hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't me... vivacious green theater stage wrinkle   08/11/21 Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today th... fragrant stag film becky   08/12/21 After how long? You did great! know-it-all international law enforcement agency pit   08/11/21 Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of ... fragrant stag film becky   08/12/21 I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Noth... Contagious Generalized Bond Faggot Firefighter   08/12/21 ... fragrant stag film becky   08/12/21 ... Cream Excitant Menage Community Account   08/12/21 I had four beers tonight. aphrodisiac chad   08/12/21 Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. galvanic site   08/12/21 ... fragrant stag film becky   08/12/21 ... Medicated den   08/12/21 You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. ... laughsome business firm cuckold   08/12/21 Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior ... fragrant stag film becky   08/12/21 Nice re today Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/12/21 Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives... Fishy metal weed whacker   08/12/21 ... orchid multi-colored half-breed kitchen   08/12/21 ... fragrant stag film becky   08/12/21 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I d... autistic thirsty ladyboy partner   08/12/21 Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cram... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/12/21 Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw te... fragrant stag film becky   08/12/21 Day 20 in the books. Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/12/21 180 fragrant stag film becky   08/12/21 good job man buck-toothed clear doctorate   08/12/21 ... orchid multi-colored half-breed kitchen   08/13/21 Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/13/21 180 Cream Excitant Menage Community Account   08/13/21 18000000 fragrant stag film becky   08/13/21 How you feeling? Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/13/21 Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a lon... fragrant stag film becky   08/13/21 Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return ... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/13/21 Ty fragrant stag film becky   08/13/21 180 Contagious Generalized Bond Faggot Firefighter   08/13/21 ... Internet-worthy Pearl Crotch   08/13/21 stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, fa... Jet trust fund   08/13/21 You seem mentally stable, friend. Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/13/21 ... rebellious dull brunch   08/14/21 ... Rose area   08/14/21 Day 22 and still on the wagon Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/14/21 ... fragrant stag film becky   08/14/21 Day 23 done Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/15/21 Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any w... sinister buff hall   08/15/21 Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic an... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/15/21 Good job dude. Summarize changes for us adventurous saffron principal's office queen of the night   08/15/21 Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier ... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/15/21 180 fragrant stag film becky   08/15/21 Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal t... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/15/21 An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what ... fragrant stag film becky   08/16/21 Just keep going a day at a time. Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/16/21 Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is... brilliant idiot filthpig   08/18/21 You should celebrate by having a beer. brilliant idiot filthpig   08/18/21 sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress ... Spectacular national security agency   08/18/21 I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/18/21 are you still in biglaw Spectacular national security agency   08/18/21 Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/18/21 ... 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I still can't believe you were drinking that much.... sinister buff hall   08/18/21 I was totally out of control. Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/18/21 Gj brudda cobalt quadroon   08/18/21 Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. Irradiated citrine halford cuckoldry   08/18/21 Trust me I am Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/18/21 Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one lascivious garnet locale hominid   08/18/21 Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/18/21 that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn'... Medicated den   08/18/21 ... Irradiated citrine halford cuckoldry   08/19/21 180 fragrant stag film becky   08/18/21 Day 27 in the books Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/19/21 180. I’m at around a week. fragrant stag film becky   08/19/21 Nice. Keep it up. Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/19/21 Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't thi... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/20/21 Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. Frum mind-boggling point   08/20/21 Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good ... fragrant stag film becky   08/20/21 Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a dail... brilliant idiot filthpig   08/20/21 Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pi... fragrant stag film becky   08/20/21 I don't plan to Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/20/21 Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on... Irradiated citrine halford cuckoldry   08/20/21 180 Contagious Generalized Bond Faggot Firefighter   08/21/21 Boom: five weeks sober Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/27/21 180 Contagious Generalized Bond Faggot Firefighter   08/28/21 ... hairraiser round eye coffee pot   08/28/21 180 brother adventurous saffron principal's office queen of the night   09/06/21 Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the b... Histrionic ocher meetinghouse goyim   08/28/21 That's amazing Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   09/03/21 ... fluffy embarrassed to the bone space   09/06/21 Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone w... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   09/03/21 ... aphrodisiac chad   09/06/21 this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months fluffy embarrassed to the bone space   09/06/21 Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about p... provocative property really tough guy   09/06/21 ... fluffy embarrassed to the bone space   09/06/21 Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   09/06/21 ... fluffy embarrassed to the bone space   09/06/21 Take up golf, or cycling soul-stirring dingle berry multi-billionaire   09/06/21 I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of ... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   09/06/21 Done with week 7. Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   09/10/21 ... fluffy embarrassed to the bone space   09/12/21 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   09/17/21 Fuck yeah Exhilarant mood locus   09/17/21 That's fucking great. Irradiated citrine halford cuckoldry   09/17/21 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you ca... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   09/24/21 don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone ... crimson coiffed orchestra pit pocket flask   09/24/21 ... Anal azure theater dopamine   09/24/21 The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the th... Irradiated citrine halford cuckoldry   09/24/21 I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Dow... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   09/24/21 10 weeks no drink Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   10/01/21 Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently ... impertinent stirring internal respiration masturbator   10/01/21 Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   10/01/21 well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison fluffy embarrassed to the bone space   10/06/21 Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off ... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   10/30/21 Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https... Godawful diverse plaza   10/30/21 I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any ... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   10/30/21 I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes s... Godawful diverse plaza   10/30/21 Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is... fragrant stag film becky   10/30/21 Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impos... brilliant idiot filthpig   12/01/21 this sounds right know-it-all international law enforcement agency pit   12/01/21 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as t... Vigorous Old Irish Cottage   10/30/21 Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can ha... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   10/30/21 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 sepia nudist center   12/01/21 I haven't listened to them in two decades brilliant idiot filthpig   12/01/21 keep going brother Vibrant violet temple   12/01/21 30 days sober today Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   12/16/21 180 curious hyperactive hell   12/16/21 6 months dry fluffy embarrassed to the bone space   01/04/22 180 Obsidian Famous Landscape Painting Pistol   01/04/22 Two months sober now Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   01/16/22 117 days of nodrink today Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   03/13/22 180 Day six here. aphrodisiac chad   03/13/22 One day at a time brother Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   03/13/22 Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drin... Internet-worthy Pearl Crotch   03/13/22 By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if ... passionate codepig   04/09/22 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing Obsidian Famous Landscape Painting Pistol   04/09/22 144 days Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   04/09/22 Good work Obsidian Famous Landscape Painting Pistol   04/09/22 Thanks brother Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   04/09/22 180 brother and congratulations!!! Odious chocolate location   04/09/22 ... Stimulating electric furnace mother   05/04/22 168 days and still on the wagon Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   05/03/22 Way to go, man. flatulent tattoo corner   05/04/22 Thanks dude Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   05/04/22 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wa... Medicated den   05/03/22 Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuc... Obsidian Famous Landscape Painting Pistol   05/03/22 I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drink... Medicated den   05/04/22 then shut the fuck up already Obsidian Famous Landscape Painting Pistol   05/04/22 cr Medicated den   05/04/22 lol bateful apoplectic home potus   05/04/22 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg sepia nudist center   05/04/22 18 months sober Sticky Motley Institution   05/04/22 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. fighting razzmatazz abode   05/04/22 ... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   05/04/22 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. aphrodisiac chad   05/04/22 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   05/23/22 222 days today. Life has never been better. Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   06/26/22 ... aphrodisiac chad   06/26/22 ... big chapel degenerate   06/26/22 good for you bro, good on you, keep it up bateful apoplectic home potus   06/26/22 ... Magenta Arousing Gas Station   06/26/22 ... hairraiser round eye coffee pot   06/26/22 Eight months sober yesterday Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   07/17/22 Nine moths today! Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/16/22 180 fragrant stag film becky   08/16/22 How's your sobriety? Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/16/22 i was sober from the end of last september through mid-febru... fragrant stag film becky   08/16/22 Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just ca... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/16/22 thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to... fragrant stag film becky   08/16/22 congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. dashing doobsian base   08/16/22 180 Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/16/22 ... fragrant stag film becky   08/16/22 congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go ... Odious chocolate location   08/16/22 ... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/16/22 ... fragrant stag film becky   08/16/22 I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   09/11/22 348 days in the books Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   10/30/22 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife re... sinister buff hall   10/30/22 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   10/30/22 180 billion fragrant stag film becky   10/30/22 How are you doing? Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   10/30/22 haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. fragrant stag film becky   10/30/22 180. Stay strong Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   10/30/22 ty brother. fragrant stag film becky   10/30/22 I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an is... Aromatic antidepressant drug therapy   10/30/22 Life is so much better if you can stick to it Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   10/30/22 Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night... dashing doobsian base   10/30/22 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. brilliant idiot filthpig   10/30/22 ... fragrant stag film becky   10/30/22 1800000 dashing doobsian base   10/30/22 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting insecure beady-eyed boistinker   10/30/22 ... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   10/30/22 proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of disciplin... Glittery rambunctious resort cuck   10/30/22 ... vengeful cruise ship keepsake machete   12/18/22 One year and two days of sobriety today. Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   11/18/22 180 brother. Never go back. fighting razzmatazz abode   11/18/22 397 days and counting Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   12/18/22 180 vengeful cruise ship keepsake machete   12/18/22 18 months fluffy embarrassed to the bone space   01/04/23 congrats man swashbuckling kink-friendly school cafeteria   01/04/23 ty fluffy embarrassed to the bone space   01/04/23 Biggest health change? silver nubile theatre   01/04/23 I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area:... fluffy embarrassed to the bone space   01/04/23 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? swashbuckling kink-friendly school cafeteria   01/04/23 ~15% fluffy embarrassed to the bone space   01/04/23 Awesome. brilliant idiot filthpig   01/29/23 Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted ... Carmine ceo   01/04/23 180 Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   01/07/23 ... naked trip sneaky criminal   01/09/23 poison free in 23 fluffy embarrassed to the bone space   01/09/23 ... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   01/10/23 180 Bossy stage mexican   01/10/23 My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfac... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   01/12/23 Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get ba... fragrant stag film becky   01/29/23 Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   01/30/23 180. Glad to hear it fragrant stag film becky   01/30/23 There’s a lot of relapse going around. brilliant idiot filthpig   01/30/23 475 days of nodrink Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   03/06/23 What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened t... sinister buff hall   03/06/23 Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   03/06/23 180 Brass Indian Lodge   03/06/23 180 know-it-all international law enforcement agency pit   03/06/23 Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how yo... sinister buff hall   03/06/23 In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores a... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   03/06/23 Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? twinkling startling people who are hurt windowlicker   03/06/23 Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no prob... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   03/06/23 I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard... twinkling startling people who are hurt windowlicker   03/06/23 Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whi... 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I've got to make it to November to get there. Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   06/24/23 Did you work the steps? brilliant idiot filthpig   07/01/23 Wow exciting step-uncle's house   06/24/23 Day 640 today bros Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   08/18/23 Day 700 in the books Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   10/17/23 congrats swashbuckling kink-friendly school cafeteria   10/17/23 ... fluffy embarrassed to the bone space   11/27/23 2 years and 7 days Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   11/24/23 ... fluffy embarrassed to the bone space   11/24/23 ... fragrant stag film becky   11/24/23 Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? fluffy embarrassed to the bone space   11/25/23 1919 days free. I will never go back. Odious chocolate location   11/25/23 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober Mildly autistic garrison twinkling uncleanness   11/25/23 ... fluffy embarrassed to the bone space   11/25/23 good job Racy honey-headed athletic conference   11/25/23 I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luc... Racy honey-headed athletic conference   11/25/23 Nice. Congrats. Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   11/26/23 I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a m... fluffy embarrassed to the bone space   11/27/23 956 days Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   06/29/24 Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much ... elite razzle dysfunction   06/29/24 I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better... Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage   06/29/24 Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own Marvelous Filthy Senate Fortuitous Meteor   06/29/24 ... exciting step-uncle's house   06/29/24 ... vengeful cruise ship keepsake machete   06/30/24 180, teenage pussy tp vengeful cruise ship keepsake machete   06/29/24 ... cracking lilac market   06/30/24 ... Der Lugenpresse   10/09/24 180 thread Translucent concupiscible pisswyrm   06/29/24 3 years now fluffy embarrassed to the bone space   07/05/24 MFCR. 1488 my nigga Brass Indian Lodge   07/05/24 way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did ha... dashing doobsian base   07/05/24 1058 days teenage pussy   10/09/24 180 man Der Lugenpresse   10/09/24 Do you not drink at all now? Helene   10/09/24 ... Justinian   10/09/24 Poast new message in this thread Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage First 24 hrs is in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42834919) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: Unholy Indirect Expression won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: Odious chocolate location begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: Contagious Generalized Bond Faggot Firefighter He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: provocative property really tough guy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: provocative property really tough guy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: Rose area how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: titillating costumed place of business hairy legs cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: swashbuckling kink-friendly school cafeteria (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: Amber free-loading clown (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: autistic thirsty ladyboy partner 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Sienna lay useless brakes a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: autistic thirsty ladyboy partner Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Khaki Headpube Ratface Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: Khaki Headpube Ratface When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: Khaki Headpube Ratface we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: Anal azure theater dopamine You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: titillating costumed place of business hairy legs Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Sienna lay useless brakes set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Impressive striped hyena dilemma how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: Impressive striped hyena dilemma no muscle or jacked? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42835788) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42835797) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM Author: Outnumbered dark kitty cat goal in life Ungh (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42835833) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Sienna lay useless brakes u wanna bang him, dont u? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42836177) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: hot hissy fit I am with you, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42840076) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM Author: Domesticated amethyst police squad You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42837772) Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM Author: 180 purple knife set (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#44142345) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM Author: Boyish Pink Alpha Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45023251) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: razzle-dazzle forum stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42835799) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM Author: cocky casino Cr you could easily trade them for booze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42836164) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM Author: federal transparent whorehouse idea he suggested so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42836215) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM Author: Comical Church Water Buffalo go back to guangzhong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42874198) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42835880) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM Author: Wine Angry Candlestick Maker Legal Warrant the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42835888) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: Submissive Fantasy-prone Lettuce Sex Offender gl gl (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42835919) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM Author: brilliant idiot filthpig Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: gaped charismatic shitlib elastic band Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: exciting step-uncle's house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: bearded coldplay fan Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: federal transparent whorehouse idea he suggested have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Just threw up in the shower. Good times. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: brilliant idiot filthpig Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: brilliant idiot filthpig Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: federal transparent whorehouse idea he suggested what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: brilliant idiot filthpig It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: Histrionic ocher meetinghouse goyim I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: aphrodisiac chad (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: aphrodisiac chad Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: aphrodisiac chad Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: Demanding Dragon Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: brilliant idiot filthpig Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: Violent Shrine big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: Irradiated citrine halford cuckoldry Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: shimmering ape I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Irradiated citrine halford cuckoldry No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: impertinent stirring internal respiration masturbator Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: brilliant idiot filthpig Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: fear-inspiring electric state can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: Irradiated citrine halford cuckoldry That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: sinister buff hall (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: brilliant idiot filthpig In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: onyx sick bawdyhouse macaca Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: Domesticated amethyst police squad Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: brilliant idiot filthpig The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: Comical Church Water Buffalo no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: aphrodisiac chad https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: aphrodisiac chad (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: aphrodisiac chad (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42845845) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42845874) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42845942) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42845970) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage 4 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42852338) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM Author: supple station nice man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42852399) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky 180. This is when it starts getting way better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42852420) Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM Author: curious hyperactive hell Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42852612) Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Day 5 no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42858846) Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM Author: aphrodisiac chad 180 bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42859297) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: Irradiated citrine halford cuckoldry 8957657365 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42859450) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM Author: glassy awkward range genital piercing good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42859470) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM Author: exciting step-uncle's house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42859511) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM Author: cobalt quadroon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42859514) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM Author: Medicated den (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42859526) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Submissive Fantasy-prone Lettuce Sex Offender also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration nice work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42859545) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: fear-inspiring electric state good job. do doing any sports? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42859549) Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42859655) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM Author: vengeful cruise ship keepsake machete 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42859550) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Frum mind-boggling point (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42860070) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: overrated bonkers corn cake Eat some bananas (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42860105) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42860335) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM Author: brilliant idiot filthpig Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42860346) Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42860497) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM Author: Obsidian Famous Landscape Painting Pistol who the fuck has time for that shit? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42863796) Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage They were work meetings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42863989) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM Author: brilliant idiot filthpig Those won't keep you sober. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42865277) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage That's for sure! *rimshot* (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42865366) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM Author: Contagious Generalized Bond Faggot Firefighter 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42860409) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Day 6 nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42863597) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM Author: razzle-dazzle forum (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42863766) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42865319) Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM Author: Chest-beating telephone Good job bro. One day down one day to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42865938) Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage That's how I'm looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42866324) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42870704) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM Author: adventurous saffron principal's office queen of the night Keep it up brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42870974) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM Author: Exhilarant mood locus (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42870981) Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42873190) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM Author: Histrionic ocher meetinghouse goyim 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42873668) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM Author: curious hyperactive hell (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42873670) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM Author: vengeful cruise ship keepsake machete (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42874144) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM Author: Irradiated citrine halford cuckoldry You're a camel at this point. Keep going! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42874239) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM Author: fluffy embarrassed to the bone space keep it going my man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42874194) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage 8 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42875692) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM Author: Exhilarant mood locus Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42875707) Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM Author: shimmering ape Inspiring. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42875943) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: fragrant stag film becky thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: Black Library I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42879120) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM Author: Exhilarant mood locus This is the plot of Another Round. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42890353) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: Contagious Generalized Bond Faggot Firefighter 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42884686) Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42886121) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage 11 days down a lifetime to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42890318) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM Author: sickened public bath Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better. Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42890475) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM Author: Irradiated citrine halford cuckoldry I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: sickened public bath It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: know-it-all international law enforcement agency pit nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: Medicated den exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage In reality, that's how I am looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42892104) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM Author: galvanic site 5445776444554 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42891123) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42891187) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM Author: glassy awkward range genital piercing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42891530) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM Author: Startled marketing idea happy for you man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42891572) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM Author: Contagious Generalized Bond Faggot Firefighter 180 but take it a day at a time (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42891580) Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM Author: vengeful cruise ship keepsake machete Keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42892021) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM Author: adventurous saffron principal's office queen of the night Nice job bro!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: vengeful cruise ship keepsake machete (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: aphrodisiac chad 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: aphrodisiac chad I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: aphrodisiac chad Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: Exhilarant mood locus (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Irradiated citrine halford cuckoldry Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: brilliant idiot filthpig One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: Exhilarant mood locus YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: Frum mind-boggling point Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: aphrodisiac chad 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: galvanic site This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: shimmering ape Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: Contagious Generalized Bond Faggot Firefighter 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: Marvelous Filthy Senate Fortuitous Meteor Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: aphrodisiac chad Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: aphrodisiac chad Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: aphrodisiac chad Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: cerebral mental disorder messiness The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: bat shit crazy spot Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: Internet-worthy Pearl Crotch 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: orchid multi-colored half-breed kitchen CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: vivacious green theater stage wrinkle hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: fragrant stag film becky Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: know-it-all international law enforcement agency pit After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: fragrant stag film becky Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: Contagious Generalized Bond Faggot Firefighter I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: fragrant stag film becky (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: Cream Excitant Menage Community Account (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: aphrodisiac chad I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: galvanic site Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: fragrant stag film becky (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: Medicated den (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: laughsome business firm cuckold You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: Fishy metal weed whacker Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: orchid multi-colored half-breed kitchen (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: autistic thirsty ladyboy partner 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: buck-toothed clear doctorate good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: orchid multi-colored half-breed kitchen (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Cream Excitant Menage Community Account 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: Contagious Generalized Bond Faggot Firefighter 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Internet-worthy Pearl Crotch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: Jet trust fund stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: rebellious dull brunch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: Rose area (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: sinister buff hall Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: adventurous saffron principal's office queen of the night Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: brilliant idiot filthpig Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: brilliant idiot filthpig You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: Spectacular national security agency sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: Spectacular national security agency are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Internet-worthy Pearl Crotch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: Cheese-eating thriller heaven double fault I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: cerebral mental disorder messiness Stabby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: Lime hospital gaming laptop (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: Contagious Generalized Bond Faggot Firefighter 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: Irradiated citrine halford cuckoldry 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: sinister buff hall (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: sinister buff hall do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: sinister buff hall Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: cobalt quadroon Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Irradiated citrine halford cuckoldry Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: lascivious garnet locale hominid Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: Medicated den that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: Irradiated citrine halford cuckoldry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: Frum mind-boggling point Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: brilliant idiot filthpig Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: Irradiated citrine halford cuckoldry Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: Contagious Generalized Bond Faggot Firefighter 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Contagious Generalized Bond Faggot Firefighter 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: hairraiser round eye coffee pot (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: adventurous saffron principal's office queen of the night 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: Histrionic ocher meetinghouse goyim Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: fluffy embarrassed to the bone space (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: aphrodisiac chad (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: fluffy embarrassed to the bone space this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: provocative property really tough guy Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: fluffy embarrassed to the bone space (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: fluffy embarrassed to the bone space (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: soul-stirring dingle berry multi-billionaire Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: fluffy embarrassed to the bone space (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Exhilarant mood locus Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Irradiated citrine halford cuckoldry That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: crimson coiffed orchestra pit pocket flask don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Anal azure theater dopamine (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: Irradiated citrine halford cuckoldry The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: impertinent stirring internal respiration masturbator Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: fluffy embarrassed to the bone space well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Godawful diverse plaza Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: Godawful diverse plaza I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: brilliant idiot filthpig Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: know-it-all international law enforcement agency pit this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Vigorous Old Irish Cottage 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: sepia nudist center https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: brilliant idiot filthpig I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Vibrant violet temple keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: curious hyperactive hell 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: fluffy embarrassed to the bone space 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: Obsidian Famous Landscape Painting Pistol 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: aphrodisiac chad 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Internet-worthy Pearl Crotch Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: passionate codepig By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: Obsidian Famous Landscape Painting Pistol 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: Obsidian Famous Landscape Painting Pistol Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: Odious chocolate location 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: Stimulating electric furnace mother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: flatulent tattoo corner Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: Medicated den 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: Obsidian Famous Landscape Painting Pistol Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: Medicated den I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: Obsidian Famous Landscape Painting Pistol then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: Medicated den cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: bateful apoplectic home potus lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: sepia nudist center https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: Sticky Motley Institution 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: fighting razzmatazz abode 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: aphrodisiac chad 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: aphrodisiac chad (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: big chapel degenerate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: bateful apoplectic home potus good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: Magenta Arousing Gas Station (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: hairraiser round eye coffee pot (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: dashing doobsian base congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: Odious chocolate location congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: sinister buff hall 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: Aromatic antidepressant drug therapy I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: dashing doobsian base Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: brilliant idiot filthpig 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: dashing doobsian base 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: insecure beady-eyed boistinker 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: Glittery rambunctious resort cuck proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: vengeful cruise ship keepsake machete (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: fighting razzmatazz abode 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: vengeful cruise ship keepsake machete 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: fluffy embarrassed to the bone space 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: swashbuckling kink-friendly school cafeteria congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: fluffy embarrassed to the bone space ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: silver nubile theatre Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: fluffy embarrassed to the bone space I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: swashbuckling kink-friendly school cafeteria 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: fluffy embarrassed to the bone space ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: brilliant idiot filthpig Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: Carmine ceo Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: naked trip sneaky criminal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: fluffy embarrassed to the bone space poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: Bossy stage mexican 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: fragrant stag film becky Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: brilliant idiot filthpig There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: sinister buff hall What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: Brass Indian Lodge 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: know-it-all international law enforcement agency pit 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: sinister buff hall Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: twinkling startling people who are hurt windowlicker Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: twinkling startling people who are hurt windowlicker I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: Contagious Generalized Bond Faggot Firefighter Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: Contagious Generalized Bond Faggot Firefighter Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: Marvelous Filthy Senate Fortuitous Meteor 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: fluffy embarrassed to the bone space 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: brilliant idiot filthpig Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: exciting step-uncle's house Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: swashbuckling kink-friendly school cafeteria congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: fluffy embarrassed to the bone space (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: fluffy embarrassed to the bone space (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: fragrant stag film becky (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: fluffy embarrassed to the bone space Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: Odious chocolate location 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: Mildly autistic garrison twinkling uncleanness 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: fluffy embarrassed to the bone space (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: Racy honey-headed athletic conference good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: Racy honey-headed athletic conference I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#47099296) Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#47100639) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM Author: fluffy embarrassed to the bone space I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#47103662) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage 956 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#47793191) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM Author: elite razzle dysfunction Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#47793213) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: Walnut Crusty Son Of Senegal Stage I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#47793231) Date: June 29th, 2024 9:41 PM Author: Marvelous Filthy Senate Fortuitous Meteor Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#47793386) Date: June 29th, 2024 10:21 PM Author: exciting step-uncle's house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#47793452) Date: June 30th, 2024 8:54 PM Author: vengeful cruise ship keepsake machete (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#47796042) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: vengeful cruise ship keepsake machete 180, teenage pussy tp (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#47793229) Date: June 30th, 2024 4:33 AM Author: cracking lilac market (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#47793970) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:31 PM Author: Der Lugenpresse (FAGGOTCHIPPER / Hegemon) (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#48182547) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:34 PM Author: Translucent concupiscible pisswyrm 180 thread (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#47793226) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:18 PM Author: fluffy embarrassed to the bone space 3 years now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#47812580) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:31 PM Author: Brass Indian Lodge MFCR. 1488 my nigga (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#47812622) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:45 PM Author: dashing doobsian base way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did have one relapse, which happened back in the beginning of may. my wife and i were not having sex and i am terrible at communicating so i withdrew into self and developed a huge crush on an associate (no diddy). went to jazz fest to see the stones with my siblings and got shitfaced. wife went nuts on me when i got back to the room and i told her to fuck off and i wanted a divorce. long story short, i told her that the sex has been garbage, and that i was disgusted that she'd quit shaving her box back when we split up in 2020 and didn't really do it anymore. since then, she's been SHAVED, we've been FUCKING 2-3x/week and i am NODRINK forever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#47812654) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM Author: teenage pussy 1058 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#48182543) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM Author: Der Lugenpresse (FAGGOTCHIPPER / Hegemon) 180 man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#48182545) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM Author: Helene Do you not drink at all now? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#48182570) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:38 PM Author: Justinian (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2\u0026mark_id=5310915",#48182573)