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The most prestigious law school admissions discussion board in the world. Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough. First 24 hrs is in the books. Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/24/21 5 years is just getting started Splenetic church building   06/12/25 won't work Spectacular dun shrine toaster   07/24/21 begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have c... infuriating doctorate locale   07/24/21 Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tr... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/24/21 He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend Disturbing vivacious marketing idea   07/25/21 Thanks, man Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/25/21 ... Azure parlor   07/24/21 ... Azure parlor   07/24/21 how much have you been drinking Crystalline weed whacker native   07/24/21 cq provocative confused institution international law enforcement agency   07/24/21 ... grizzly area puppy   07/24/21 ... Multi-colored resort faggot firefighter   07/24/21 Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a d... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/24/21 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? Contagious organic girlfriend   07/24/21 a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts... Bronze jet-lagged associate   07/24/21 Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times whe... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/24/21 Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's ... Contagious organic girlfriend   07/25/21 Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on m... Mischievous Laughsome Love Of Her Life   07/24/21 This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all d... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/24/21 When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the w... Mischievous Laughsome Love Of Her Life   07/25/21 I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed ... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/25/21 we have a sickness of the soul brother Mischievous Laughsome Love Of Her Life   07/25/21 You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol muc... Lascivious potus affirmative action   07/24/21 Crrrrrrr provocative confused institution international law enforcement agency   07/24/21 That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the n... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/24/21 set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go fro... Bronze jet-lagged associate   07/24/21 how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? primrose house death wish   07/24/21 6'2" 245 Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/24/21 no muscle or jacked? primrose house death wish   07/24/21 I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/24/21 Ungh rambunctious tanning salon   07/24/21 u wanna bang him, dont u? Bronze jet-lagged associate   07/24/21 I am with you, brother. Glassy Cracking Cuck   07/25/21 You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink l... Boyish puce tank meetinghouse   07/25/21 ... salmon supple base roast beef   03/13/22 Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based o... lemon cruel-hearted rehab blood rage   08/16/22 stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravin... black erotic plaza   07/24/21 Cr you could easily trade them for booze Territorial Stimulating Stead Turdskin   07/24/21 so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? Harsh brethren   07/24/21 go back to guangzhong histrionic therapy preventive strike   07/31/21 Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 d... Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   07/24/21 the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise ... Cocky abode   07/24/21 gl gl Alcoholic Address Scourge Upon The Earth   07/24/21 Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to... Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life   07/24/21 Alcohol is poison geriatric indian lodge ceo   07/24/21 ... ivory ape coldplay fan   07/25/21 Not going to be much sleep tonight Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/25/21 Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me g... kink-friendly violent stag film keepsake machete   07/25/21 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bend... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/25/21 have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigge... Harsh brethren   07/25/21 Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/25/21 Just threw up in the shower. Good times. Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/25/21 Go to a meeting Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life   07/25/21 Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. T... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/25/21 Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay so... Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life   07/25/21 what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drin... Harsh brethren   07/26/21 It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a l... Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life   07/28/21 I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best... autistic space   07/25/21 I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/25/21 ... navy odious office electric furnace   07/25/21 Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year ... navy odious office electric furnace   07/25/21 I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just tot... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/25/21 Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to... navy odious office electric furnace   07/25/21 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink si... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/25/21 Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going th... wonderful volcanic crater theater   07/25/21 From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, ... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/25/21 Go to a meeting Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life   07/25/21 Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/26/21 big mistake bro Self-absorbed dingle berry   07/25/21 3 days down Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/26/21 Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In... Ungodly Rigor   07/26/21 I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a... mewling big shitlib multi-billionaire   07/26/21 No, these were all educated white people. There are many mor... Ungodly Rigor   07/26/21 That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/26/21 Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm ... disrespectful slippery parlour   11/04/21 Go to a meeting. Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life   07/26/21 can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it diff... Tan glittery haunted graveyard brunch   07/26/21 That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will... Ungodly Rigor   07/26/21 ... Offensive Filthpig   07/26/21 Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely nee... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/26/21 In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's n... Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life   07/26/21 Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or t... federal kitty cat hairy legs   07/26/21 Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence bu... Boyish puce tank meetinghouse   07/27/21 The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you d... Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life   07/28/21 no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't ... histrionic therapy preventive strike   07/31/21 https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs navy odious office electric furnace   07/26/21 ... navy odious office electric furnace   07/26/21 ... navy odious office electric furnace   07/27/21 I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for... Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   07/26/21 Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks... Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   07/26/21 Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and ... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/26/21 Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through th... Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   07/26/21 4 days down Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/27/21 nice man. thirsty crotch   07/27/21 180. This is when it starts getting way better. Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   07/27/21 Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. Medicated arrogant chad   07/27/21 Day 5 no drink Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/28/21 180 bro navy odious office electric furnace   07/28/21 8957657365 Ungodly Rigor   07/28/21 good job Marvelous property   07/28/21 ... ivory ape coldplay fan   07/28/21 ... Dark corner   07/28/21 ... galvanic voyeur   07/28/21 also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspirat... Alcoholic Address Scourge Upon The Earth   07/28/21 good job. do doing any sports? Tan glittery haunted graveyard brunch   07/28/21 I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half.... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/28/21 180 Bat shit crazy razzle cuckold ratface   07/28/21 ... Beta School   07/28/21 Eat some bananas narrow-minded know-it-all market fortuitous meteor   07/28/21 I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/28/21 Go to a meeting Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life   07/28/21 Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/29/21 who the fuck has time for that shit? Carmine dilemma   07/29/21 They were work meetings Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/29/21 Those won't keep you sober. Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life   07/29/21 That's for sure! *rimshot* Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/29/21 180 Disturbing vivacious marketing idea   07/28/21 Day 6 nodrink Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/29/21 ... black erotic plaza   07/29/21 ... Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   07/29/21 Good job bro. One day down one day to go. internet-worthy rebellious elastic band   07/29/21 That's how I'm looking at it. Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/29/21 One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 yea... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/30/21 Keep it up brother! doobsian dog poop   07/30/21 ... Underhanded bawdyhouse   07/30/21 ... Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   07/30/21 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER autistic space   07/31/21 ... Medicated arrogant chad   07/31/21 ... Bat shit crazy razzle cuckold ratface   07/31/21 You're a camel at this point. Keep going! Ungodly Rigor   07/31/21 keep it going my man. 180 effete degenerate   07/31/21 8 days down Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/31/21 Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're trul... Underhanded bawdyhouse   07/31/21 Inspiring. mewling big shitlib multi-billionaire   07/31/21 Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a mill... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/31/21 i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started fe... Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   07/31/21 A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gon... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/01/21 thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days... Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   08/01/21 I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've nev... Concupiscible ebony trump supporter   08/01/21 For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependen... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/01/21 This is the plot of Another Round. Underhanded bawdyhouse   08/03/21 Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/03/21 Just crossed the 9 day mark Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/01/21 ... Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   08/01/21 180 Disturbing vivacious marketing idea   08/02/21 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eatin... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/02/21 180 Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   08/02/21 11 days down a lifetime to go. Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/03/21 Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can ... aphrodisiac bright factory reset button   08/03/21 I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drink... Ungodly Rigor   08/03/21 It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold tu... aphrodisiac bright factory reset button   08/03/21 nah bro only one day at a time to go Chrome fat ankles party of the first part   08/03/21 exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps galvanic voyeur   08/03/21 In reality, that's how I am looking at it. Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/03/21 5445776444554 Orange theater stage   08/03/21 ... Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   08/03/21 ... Marvelous property   08/03/21 happy for you man vigorous alpha   08/03/21 180 but take it a day at a time Disturbing vivacious marketing idea   08/03/21 Keep it up Bat shit crazy razzle cuckold ratface   08/03/21 Nice job bro!! doobsian dog poop   08/03/21 BAM! Day 12. Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/04/21 ... Bat shit crazy razzle cuckold ratface   08/04/21 180 Day two here navy odious office electric furnace   08/04/21 Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/04/21 I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me... navy odious office electric furnace   08/05/21 Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drin... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/05/21 Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy... navy odious office electric furnace   08/09/21 ... Underhanded bawdyhouse   08/04/21 Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/05/21 Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. Ungodly Rigor   08/05/21 One day at a time. Go to a meeting. Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life   08/05/21 Two weeks nodrink in the can Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/06/21 YES Underhanded bawdyhouse   08/06/21 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/07/21 Day 16 done Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/08/21 Gj! Beta School   08/08/21 17 Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/09/21 180 brother navy odious office electric furnace   08/09/21 This is some 180 shit right here Orange theater stage   08/09/21 Keep it up, brother! mewling big shitlib multi-billionaire   08/09/21 180 Disturbing vivacious marketing idea   08/09/21 Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since ... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/10/21 Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in ... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/10/21 Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work embarrassed to the bone appetizing gas station yarmulke   08/10/21 Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your we... navy odious office electric furnace   08/10/21 Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/10/21 Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit an... navy odious office electric furnace   08/10/21 They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They ... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/10/21 Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immun... navy odious office electric furnace   08/10/21 The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies so... Soul-stirring Topaz Hospital   08/10/21 Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to ... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/10/21 Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/10/21 Alcohol prevents covid Sienna adulterous dysfunction   08/13/21 Day 19 done Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/11/21 180 congrats Cerebral place of business stock car   08/11/21 Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal ri... Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   08/11/21 No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drink... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/11/21 ty Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   08/11/21 CR- every day is a victory white heaven azn   08/12/21 hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't me... Hideous yapping center main people   08/11/21 Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today th... Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   08/12/21 After how long? You did great! Chrome fat ankles party of the first part   08/11/21 Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of ... Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   08/12/21 I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Noth... Disturbing vivacious marketing idea   08/12/21 ... Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   08/12/21 ... Stirring Poppy Pozpig Water Buffalo   08/12/21 I had four beers tonight. navy odious office electric furnace   08/12/21 Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. Orange theater stage   08/12/21 ... Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   08/12/21 ... galvanic voyeur   08/12/21 You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. ... smoky nubile gunner   08/12/21 Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior ... Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   08/12/21 Nice re today Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/12/21 Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives... slap-happy electric useless brakes home   08/12/21 ... white heaven azn   08/12/21 ... Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   08/12/21 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I d... Contagious organic girlfriend   08/12/21 Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cram... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/12/21 Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw te... Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   08/12/21 Day 20 in the books. Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/12/21 180 Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   08/12/21 good job man Sable pit   08/12/21 ... white heaven azn   08/13/21 Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/13/21 180 Stirring Poppy Pozpig Water Buffalo   08/13/21 18000000 Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   08/13/21 How you feeling? Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/13/21 Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a lon... Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   08/13/21 Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return ... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/13/21 Ty Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   08/13/21 180 Disturbing vivacious marketing idea   08/13/21 ... Cerebral place of business stock car   08/13/21 stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, fa... titillating public bath   08/13/21 You seem mentally stable, friend. Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/13/21 ... Curious fishy den nowag   08/14/21 ... Crystalline weed whacker native   08/14/21 Day 22 and still on the wagon Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/14/21 ... Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   08/14/21 Day 23 done Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/15/21 Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any w... Offensive Filthpig   08/15/21 Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic an... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/15/21 Good job dude. Summarize changes for us doobsian dog poop   08/15/21 Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier ... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/15/21 180 Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   08/15/21 Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal t... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/15/21 An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what ... Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   08/16/21 Just keep going a day at a time. Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/16/21 Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is... Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life   08/18/21 You should celebrate by having a beer. Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life   08/18/21 sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress ... adventurous business firm   08/18/21 I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/18/21 are you still in biglaw adventurous business firm   08/18/21 Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/18/21 ... Cerebral place of business stock car   08/15/21 I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics... well-lubricated nudist piazza   08/16/21 180. What finally worked for you? Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   08/16/21 Nice. Congrats. Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/16/21 Stabby? Soul-stirring Topaz Hospital   08/19/21 Day 24 Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/16/21 ... sepia swollen university   08/16/21 180 Disturbing vivacious marketing idea   08/16/21 180 Ungodly Rigor   08/16/21 ... Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   08/16/21 ... Offensive Filthpig   08/16/21 Day 25 Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/17/21 ... Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   08/17/21 Day 26 Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/18/21 do you have the desire to drink Offensive Filthpig   08/18/21 Not really after the first week. There have been moments tho... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/18/21 Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much.... Offensive Filthpig   08/18/21 I was totally out of control. Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/18/21 Gj brudda Dark corner   08/18/21 Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. Ungodly Rigor   08/18/21 Trust me I am Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/18/21 Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one indecent arousing kitchen   08/18/21 Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/18/21 that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn'... galvanic voyeur   08/18/21 ... Ungodly Rigor   08/19/21 180 Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   08/18/21 Day 27 in the books Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/19/21 180. I’m at around a week. Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   08/19/21 Nice. Keep it up. Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/19/21 Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't thi... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/20/21 Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. Beta School   08/20/21 Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good ... Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   08/20/21 Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a dail... Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life   08/20/21 Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pi... Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   08/20/21 I don't plan to Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/20/21 Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on... Ungodly Rigor   08/20/21 180 Disturbing vivacious marketing idea   08/21/21 Boom: five weeks sober Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/27/21 180 Disturbing vivacious marketing idea   08/28/21 ... bearded roommate set   08/28/21 180 brother doobsian dog poop   09/06/21 Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the b... autistic space   08/28/21 That's amazing Razzle-dazzle angry menage   09/03/21 ... 180 effete degenerate   09/06/21 Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone w... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   09/03/21 ... navy odious office electric furnace   09/06/21 this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months 180 effete degenerate   09/06/21 Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about p... Azure parlor   09/06/21 ... 180 effete degenerate   09/06/21 Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. Razzle-dazzle angry menage   09/06/21 ... 180 effete degenerate   09/06/21 Take up golf, or cycling racy purple old irish cottage   09/06/21 I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of ... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   09/06/21 Done with week 7. Razzle-dazzle angry menage   09/10/21 ... 180 effete degenerate   09/12/21 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. Razzle-dazzle angry menage   09/17/21 Fuck yeah Underhanded bawdyhouse   09/17/21 That's fucking great. Ungodly Rigor   09/17/21 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you ca... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   09/24/21 don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone ... Misunderstood exhilarant telephone stain   09/24/21 ... Lascivious potus affirmative action   09/24/21 The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the th... Ungodly Rigor   09/24/21 I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Dow... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   09/24/21 10 weeks no drink Razzle-dazzle angry menage   10/01/21 Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently ... disrespectful slippery parlour   10/01/21 Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. Razzle-dazzle angry menage   10/01/21 well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison 180 effete degenerate   10/06/21 Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off ... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   10/30/21 Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https... vibrant state corn cake   10/30/21 I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any ... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   10/30/21 I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes s... vibrant state corn cake   10/30/21 Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is... Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   10/30/21 Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impos... Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life   12/01/21 this sounds right Chrome fat ankles party of the first part   12/01/21 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as t... Snowy stage   10/30/21 Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can ha... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   10/30/21 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 sick hunting ground immigrant   12/01/21 I haven't listened to them in two decades Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life   12/01/21 keep going brother Bisexual famous landscape painting background story   12/01/21 30 days sober today Razzle-dazzle angry menage   12/16/21 180 Medicated arrogant chad   12/16/21 6 months dry 180 effete degenerate   01/04/22 180 Carmine dilemma   01/04/22 Two months sober now Razzle-dazzle angry menage   01/16/22 117 days of nodrink today Razzle-dazzle angry menage   03/13/22 180 Day six here. navy odious office electric furnace   03/13/22 One day at a time brother Razzle-dazzle angry menage   03/13/22 Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drin... Cerebral place of business stock car   03/13/22 By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if ... dashing fuchsia station   04/09/22 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing Carmine dilemma   04/09/22 144 days Razzle-dazzle angry menage   04/09/22 Good work Carmine dilemma   04/09/22 Thanks brother Razzle-dazzle angry menage   04/09/22 180 brother and congratulations!!! infuriating doctorate locale   04/09/22 ... tantric ticket booth   05/04/22 168 days and still on the wagon Razzle-dazzle angry menage   05/03/22 Way to go, man. lilac clown jewess   05/04/22 Thanks dude Razzle-dazzle angry menage   05/04/22 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wa... galvanic voyeur   05/03/22 Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuc... Carmine dilemma   05/03/22 I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drink... galvanic voyeur   05/04/22 then shut the fuck up already Carmine dilemma   05/04/22 cr galvanic voyeur   05/04/22 lol heady rough-skinned round eye   05/04/22 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg sick hunting ground immigrant   05/04/22 18 months sober shimmering frisky national   05/04/22 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. french patrolman point   05/04/22 ... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   05/04/22 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. navy odious office electric furnace   05/04/22 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend Razzle-dazzle angry menage   05/23/22 222 days today. Life has never been better. Razzle-dazzle angry menage   06/26/22 ... navy odious office electric furnace   06/26/22 ... Red whorehouse   06/26/22 good for you bro, good on you, keep it up heady rough-skinned round eye   06/26/22 ... thriller hell knife   06/26/22 ... bearded roommate set   06/26/22 Eight months sober yesterday Razzle-dazzle angry menage   07/17/22 Nine moths today! Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/16/22 180 Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   08/16/22 How's your sobriety? Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/16/22 i was sober from the end of last september through mid-febru... Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   08/16/22 Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just ca... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/16/22 thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to... Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   08/16/22 congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. Cream out-of-control cruise ship masturbator   08/16/22 180 Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/16/22 ... Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   08/16/22 congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go ... infuriating doctorate locale   08/16/22 ... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/16/22 ... Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   08/16/22 I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! Razzle-dazzle angry menage   09/11/22 348 days in the books Razzle-dazzle angry menage   10/30/22 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife re... Offensive Filthpig   10/30/22 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   10/30/22 180 billion Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   10/30/22 How are you doing? Razzle-dazzle angry menage   10/30/22 haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   10/30/22 180. Stay strong Razzle-dazzle angry menage   10/30/22 ty brother. Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   10/30/22 I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an is... fragrant judgmental sound barrier travel guidebook   10/30/22 Life is so much better if you can stick to it Razzle-dazzle angry menage   10/30/22 Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night... Cream out-of-control cruise ship masturbator   10/30/22 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life   10/30/22 ... Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   10/30/22 1800000 Cream out-of-control cruise ship masturbator   10/30/22 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting Seedy orchestra pit cumskin   10/30/22 ... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   10/30/22 proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of disciplin... violent legal warrant   10/30/22 ... Bat shit crazy razzle cuckold ratface   12/18/22 One year and two days of sobriety today. Razzle-dazzle angry menage   11/18/22 180 brother. Never go back. french patrolman point   11/18/22 397 days and counting Razzle-dazzle angry menage   12/18/22 180 Bat shit crazy razzle cuckold ratface   12/18/22 18 months 180 effete degenerate   01/04/23 congrats man grizzly area puppy   01/04/23 ty 180 effete degenerate   01/04/23 Biggest health change? walnut juggernaut   01/04/23 I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area:... 180 effete degenerate   01/04/23 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? grizzly area puppy   01/04/23 ~15% 180 effete degenerate   01/04/23 Awesome. Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life   01/29/23 Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted ... Motley cowardly step-uncle's house   01/04/23 180 Razzle-dazzle angry menage   01/07/23 ... Floppy partner   01/09/23 poison free in 23 180 effete degenerate   01/09/23 ... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   01/10/23 180 Hairraiser Forum   01/10/23 My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfac... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   01/12/23 Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get ba... Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   01/29/23 Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. Razzle-dazzle angry menage   01/30/23 180. Glad to hear it Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   01/30/23 There’s a lot of relapse going around. Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life   01/30/23 475 days of nodrink Razzle-dazzle angry menage   03/06/23 What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened t... Offensive Filthpig   03/06/23 Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW Razzle-dazzle angry menage   03/06/23 180 unhinged sapphire theatre   03/06/23 180 Chrome fat ankles party of the first part   03/06/23 Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how yo... Offensive Filthpig   03/06/23 In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores a... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   03/06/23 Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? silver aromatic range   03/06/23 Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no prob... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   03/06/23 I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard... silver aromatic range   03/06/23 Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whi... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   03/06/23 Day 507 in the books Razzle-dazzle angry menage   04/07/23 Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and compla... Disturbing vivacious marketing idea   04/07/23 Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. Razzle-dazzle angry menage   04/07/23 Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and start... Disturbing vivacious marketing idea   04/07/23 For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   04/07/23 I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thund... Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   04/07/23 Good to hear you are back on track. Razzle-dazzle angry menage   04/07/23 ty Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   04/07/23 18 months tomorrow. Razzle-dazzle angry menage   05/16/23 180 embarrassed to the bone appetizing gas station yarmulke   05/16/23 2 years dry 180 effete degenerate   06/24/23 Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. Razzle-dazzle angry menage   06/24/23 Did you work the steps? Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life   07/01/23 Wow ivory ape coldplay fan   06/24/23 Day 640 today bros Razzle-dazzle angry menage   08/18/23 Day 700 in the books Razzle-dazzle angry menage   10/17/23 congrats grizzly area puppy   10/17/23 ... 180 effete degenerate   11/27/23 2 years and 7 days Razzle-dazzle angry menage   11/24/23 ... 180 effete degenerate   11/24/23 ... Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay   11/24/23 Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? 180 effete degenerate   11/25/23 1919 days free. I will never go back. infuriating doctorate locale   11/25/23 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober trip sanctuary   11/25/23 ... 180 effete degenerate   11/25/23 good job Passionate lodge candlestick maker   11/25/23 I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luc... Passionate lodge candlestick maker   11/25/23 Nice. Congrats. Razzle-dazzle angry menage   11/26/23 I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a m... 180 effete degenerate   11/27/23 956 days Razzle-dazzle angry menage   06/29/24 Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much ... Swashbuckling Amber Pocket Flask   06/29/24 I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   06/29/24 Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own embarrassed to the bone appetizing gas station yarmulke   06/29/24 ... ivory ape coldplay fan   06/29/24 ... Bat shit crazy razzle cuckold ratface   06/30/24 180, teenage pussy tp Bat shit crazy razzle cuckold ratface   06/29/24 ... Buff principal's office prole   06/30/24 ... Bat shit crazy razzle cuckold ratface   10/09/24 180 thread Chartreuse garrison really tough guy   06/29/24 3 years now 180 effete degenerate   07/05/24 MFCR. 1488 my nigga unhinged sapphire theatre   07/05/24 way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did ha... Cream out-of-control cruise ship masturbator   07/05/24 1058 days Razzle-dazzle angry menage   10/09/24 180 man Bat shit crazy razzle cuckold ratface   10/09/24 Do you not drink at all now? bateful amethyst field   10/09/24 None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it does... Razzle-dazzle angry menage   10/14/24 ... irradiated ladyboy   10/09/24 ... Dark corner   10/14/24 Nice Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life   10/19/24 ... 180 effete degenerate   11/24/24 ... Offensive Filthpig   06/12/25 I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit Twinkling becky   06/12/25 ... grizzly area puppy   06/12/25 ... charcoal jew   08/02/25 4 years 180 effete degenerate   08/02/25 how has your life changed? grizzly area puppy   08/02/25 180 Excitant buck-toothed sweet tailpipe   08/02/25 Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12 Cream out-of-control cruise ship masturbator   08/02/25 180 good going man charismatic site gaming laptop   08/02/25 Poast new message in this thread Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage First 24 hrs is in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: Splenetic church building 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: Spectacular dun shrine toaster won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: infuriating doctorate locale begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: Disturbing vivacious marketing idea He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Azure parlor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Azure parlor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: Crystalline weed whacker native how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: provocative confused institution international law enforcement agency cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: grizzly area puppy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: Multi-colored resort faggot firefighter (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Contagious organic girlfriend 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Bronze jet-lagged associate a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: Contagious organic girlfriend Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Mischievous Laughsome Love Of Her Life Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: Mischievous Laughsome Love Of Her Life When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: Mischievous Laughsome Love Of Her Life we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: Lascivious potus affirmative action You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: provocative confused institution international law enforcement agency Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Bronze jet-lagged associate set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: primrose house death wish how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: primrose house death wish no muscle or jacked? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835788) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835797) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM Author: rambunctious tanning salon Ungh (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835833) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Bronze jet-lagged associate u wanna bang him, dont u? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42836177) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Glassy Cracking Cuck I am with you, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42840076) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM Author: Boyish puce tank meetinghouse You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42837772) Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM Author: salmon supple base roast beef (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44142345) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM Author: lemon cruel-hearted rehab blood rage Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023251) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: black erotic plaza stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835799) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM Author: Territorial Stimulating Stead Turdskin Cr you could easily trade them for booze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42836164) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM Author: Harsh brethren so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42836215) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM Author: histrionic therapy preventive strike go back to guangzhong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42874198) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835880) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM Author: Cocky abode the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835888) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: Alcoholic Address Scourge Upon The Earth gl gl (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42835919) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM Author: Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: geriatric indian lodge ceo Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: ivory ape coldplay fan (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: kink-friendly violent stag film keepsake machete Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: Harsh brethren have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Just threw up in the shower. Good times. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Harsh brethren what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: autistic space I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: navy odious office electric furnace (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: navy odious office electric furnace Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: navy odious office electric furnace Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: wonderful volcanic crater theater Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: Self-absorbed dingle berry big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: Ungodly Rigor Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: mewling big shitlib multi-billionaire I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Ungodly Rigor No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: disrespectful slippery parlour Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: Tan glittery haunted graveyard brunch can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: Ungodly Rigor That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: Offensive Filthpig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: federal kitty cat hairy legs Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: Boyish puce tank meetinghouse Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: histrionic therapy preventive strike no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: navy odious office electric furnace https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: navy odious office electric furnace (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: navy odious office electric furnace (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845845) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845874) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845942) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42845970) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage 4 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42852338) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM Author: thirsty crotch nice man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42852399) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay 180. This is when it starts getting way better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42852420) Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM Author: Medicated arrogant chad Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42852612) Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Day 5 no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42858846) Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM Author: navy odious office electric furnace 180 bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42859297) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: Ungodly Rigor 8957657365 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42859450) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM Author: Marvelous property good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42859470) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM Author: ivory ape coldplay fan (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42859511) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM Author: Dark corner (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42859514) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM Author: galvanic voyeur (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42859526) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Alcoholic Address Scourge Upon The Earth also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration nice work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42859545) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Tan glittery haunted graveyard brunch good job. do doing any sports? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42859549) Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42859655) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM Author: Bat shit crazy razzle cuckold ratface 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42859550) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Beta School (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42860070) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: narrow-minded know-it-all market fortuitous meteor Eat some bananas (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42860105) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42860335) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM Author: Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42860346) Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42860497) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM Author: Carmine dilemma who the fuck has time for that shit? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42863796) Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage They were work meetings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42863989) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM Author: Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life Those won't keep you sober. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42865277) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage That's for sure! *rimshot* (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42865366) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM Author: Disturbing vivacious marketing idea 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42860409) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Day 6 nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42863597) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM Author: black erotic plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42863766) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42865319) Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM Author: internet-worthy rebellious elastic band Good job bro. One day down one day to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42865938) Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage That's how I'm looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42866324) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42870704) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM Author: doobsian dog poop Keep it up brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42870974) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM Author: Underhanded bawdyhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42870981) Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42873190) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM Author: autistic space 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42873668) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM Author: Medicated arrogant chad (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42873670) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM Author: Bat shit crazy razzle cuckold ratface (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42874144) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM Author: Ungodly Rigor You're a camel at this point. Keep going! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42874239) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM Author: 180 effete degenerate keep it going my man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42874194) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage 8 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42875692) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM Author: Underhanded bawdyhouse Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42875707) Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM Author: mewling big shitlib multi-billionaire Inspiring. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42875943) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: Concupiscible ebony trump supporter I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42879120) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM Author: Underhanded bawdyhouse This is the plot of Another Round. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42890353) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: Disturbing vivacious marketing idea 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42884686) Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42886121) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage 11 days down a lifetime to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42890318) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM Author: aphrodisiac bright factory reset button Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better. Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42890475) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM Author: Ungodly Rigor I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: aphrodisiac bright factory reset button It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: Chrome fat ankles party of the first part nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: galvanic voyeur exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage In reality, that's how I am looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42892104) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM Author: Orange theater stage 5445776444554 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42891123) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42891187) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM Author: Marvelous property (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42891530) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM Author: vigorous alpha happy for you man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42891572) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM Author: Disturbing vivacious marketing idea 180 but take it a day at a time (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42891580) Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM Author: Bat shit crazy razzle cuckold ratface Keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42892021) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM Author: doobsian dog poop Nice job bro!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: Bat shit crazy razzle cuckold ratface (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: navy odious office electric furnace 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: navy odious office electric furnace I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: navy odious office electric furnace Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: Underhanded bawdyhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Ungodly Rigor Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: Underhanded bawdyhouse YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: Beta School Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: navy odious office electric furnace 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: Orange theater stage This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: mewling big shitlib multi-billionaire Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: Disturbing vivacious marketing idea 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: embarrassed to the bone appetizing gas station yarmulke Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: navy odious office electric furnace Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: navy odious office electric furnace Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: navy odious office electric furnace Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Soul-stirring Topaz Hospital The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: Sienna adulterous dysfunction Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: Cerebral place of business stock car 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: white heaven azn CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Hideous yapping center main people hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Chrome fat ankles party of the first part After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: Disturbing vivacious marketing idea I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: Stirring Poppy Pozpig Water Buffalo (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: navy odious office electric furnace I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: Orange theater stage Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: galvanic voyeur (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: smoky nubile gunner You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: slap-happy electric useless brakes home Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: white heaven azn (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: Contagious organic girlfriend 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: Sable pit good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: white heaven azn (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Stirring Poppy Pozpig Water Buffalo 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: Disturbing vivacious marketing idea 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Cerebral place of business stock car (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: titillating public bath stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Curious fishy den nowag (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: Crystalline weed whacker native (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: Offensive Filthpig Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: doobsian dog poop Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: adventurous business firm sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: adventurous business firm are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Cerebral place of business stock car (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: well-lubricated nudist piazza I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: Soul-stirring Topaz Hospital Stabby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: sepia swollen university (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: Disturbing vivacious marketing idea 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: Ungodly Rigor 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: Offensive Filthpig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Offensive Filthpig do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: Offensive Filthpig Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Dark corner Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Ungodly Rigor Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: indecent arousing kitchen Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: galvanic voyeur that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: Ungodly Rigor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: Beta School Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: Ungodly Rigor Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: Disturbing vivacious marketing idea 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Disturbing vivacious marketing idea 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: bearded roommate set (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: doobsian dog poop 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: autistic space Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: 180 effete degenerate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: navy odious office electric furnace (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: 180 effete degenerate this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: Azure parlor Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: 180 effete degenerate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: 180 effete degenerate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: racy purple old irish cottage Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: 180 effete degenerate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Underhanded bawdyhouse Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Ungodly Rigor That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: Misunderstood exhilarant telephone stain don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Lascivious potus affirmative action (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: Ungodly Rigor The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: disrespectful slippery parlour Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: 180 effete degenerate well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: vibrant state corn cake Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: vibrant state corn cake I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: Chrome fat ankles party of the first part this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Snowy stage 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: sick hunting ground immigrant https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Bisexual famous landscape painting background story keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Medicated arrogant chad 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: 180 effete degenerate 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: Carmine dilemma 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: navy odious office electric furnace 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Cerebral place of business stock car Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: dashing fuchsia station By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: Carmine dilemma 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: Carmine dilemma Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: infuriating doctorate locale 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: tantric ticket booth (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: lilac clown jewess Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: galvanic voyeur 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: Carmine dilemma Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: galvanic voyeur I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: Carmine dilemma then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: galvanic voyeur cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: heady rough-skinned round eye lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: sick hunting ground immigrant https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: shimmering frisky national 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: french patrolman point 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: navy odious office electric furnace 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: navy odious office electric furnace (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Red whorehouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: heady rough-skinned round eye good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: thriller hell knife (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: bearded roommate set (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: Cream out-of-control cruise ship masturbator congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: infuriating doctorate locale congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: Offensive Filthpig 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: fragrant judgmental sound barrier travel guidebook I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: Cream out-of-control cruise ship masturbator Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: Cream out-of-control cruise ship masturbator 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: Seedy orchestra pit cumskin 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: violent legal warrant proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: Bat shit crazy razzle cuckold ratface (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: french patrolman point 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: Bat shit crazy razzle cuckold ratface 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: 180 effete degenerate 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: grizzly area puppy congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: 180 effete degenerate ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: walnut juggernaut Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: 180 effete degenerate I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: grizzly area puppy 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: 180 effete degenerate ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: Motley cowardly step-uncle's house Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: Floppy partner (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: 180 effete degenerate poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: Hairraiser Forum 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: Offensive Filthpig What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: unhinged sapphire theatre 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: Chrome fat ankles party of the first part 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: Offensive Filthpig Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: silver aromatic range Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: silver aromatic range I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: Disturbing vivacious marketing idea Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: Disturbing vivacious marketing idea Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: embarrassed to the bone appetizing gas station yarmulke 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: 180 effete degenerate 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: ivory ape coldplay fan Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: grizzly area puppy congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: 180 effete degenerate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: 180 effete degenerate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: Pungent beady-eyed idea he suggested lay (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: 180 effete degenerate Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: infuriating doctorate locale 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: trip sanctuary 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: 180 effete degenerate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: Passionate lodge candlestick maker good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: Passionate lodge candlestick maker I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47099296) Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47100639) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM Author: 180 effete degenerate I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47103662) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage 956 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793191) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM Author: Swashbuckling Amber Pocket Flask Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793213) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793231) Date: June 29th, 2024 9:41 PM Author: embarrassed to the bone appetizing gas station yarmulke Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793386) Date: June 29th, 2024 10:21 PM Author: ivory ape coldplay fan (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793452) Date: June 30th, 2024 8:54 PM Author: Bat shit crazy razzle cuckold ratface (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47796042) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: Bat shit crazy razzle cuckold ratface 180, teenage pussy tp (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793229) Date: June 30th, 2024 4:33 AM Author: Buff principal's office prole (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793970) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:31 PM Author: Bat shit crazy razzle cuckold ratface (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#48182547) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:34 PM Author: Chartreuse garrison really tough guy 180 thread (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47793226) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:18 PM Author: 180 effete degenerate 3 years now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47812580) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:31 PM Author: unhinged sapphire theatre MFCR. 1488 my nigga (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47812622) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:45 PM Author: Cream out-of-control cruise ship masturbator way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did have one relapse, which happened back in the beginning of may. my wife and i were not having sex and i am terrible at communicating so i withdrew into self and developed a huge crush on an associate (no diddy). went to jazz fest to see the stones with my siblings and got shitfaced. wife went nuts on me when i got back to the room and i told her to fuck off and i wanted a divorce. long story short, i told her that the sex has been garbage, and that i was disgusted that she'd quit shaving her box back when we split up in 2020 and didn't really do it anymore. since then, she's been SHAVED, we've been FUCKING 2-3x/week and i am NODRINK forever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#47812654) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage 1058 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#48182543) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM Author: Bat shit crazy razzle cuckold ratface 180 man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#48182545) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM Author: bateful amethyst field Do you not drink at all now? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#48182570) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:46 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle angry menage None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it doesn't work for me. I'm a total degenerate alchie. I can't touch the stuff. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#48196855) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:38 PM Author: irradiated ladyboy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#48182573) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:50 PM Author: Dark corner (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#48196866) Date: October 19th, 2024 10:29 AM Author: Mind-boggling Locus Goal In Life Nice (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#48214820) Date: November 24th, 2024 5:07 AM Author: 180 effete degenerate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#48374719) Date: June 12th, 2025 12:03 AM Author: Offensive Filthpig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#49007400) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:13 AM Author: Twinkling becky I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#49007544) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:17 AM Author: grizzly area puppy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#49007547) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:55 AM Author: charcoal jew (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#49150725) Date: August 2nd, 2025 4:59 AM Author: 180 effete degenerate 4 years (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2#49150627) Date: August 2nd, 2025 5:05 AM Author: grizzly area puppy how has your life changed? 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