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I've never felt "excited" for anything. What's it like?

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smoky demanding range
  07/29/25
like doing a bunch of coke i have low affect too and this...
Infuriating buck-toothed boltzmann kitty
  07/29/25
I copped some coke for the first time in 2 years recently (r...
smoky demanding range
  07/29/25
i'm pretty sure me on coke is about what normie extroverts f...
Infuriating buck-toothed boltzmann kitty
  07/29/25
BPD (Bordeline) people are basically just people who are bot...
smoky demanding range
  07/29/25
its like getting a blank bump
Gold garrison liquid oxygen
  07/29/25
no its being sexualized by the bort
mauve den mother
  07/29/25
u ever put ur dick in asian pussy?
federal pontificating national clown
  07/29/25
Exactly 28 asian pussies.
smoky demanding range
  07/29/25
thats as good as it gets in life man, readjust ur expectatio...
federal pontificating national clown
  07/29/25
Expectations relate to disappointment, not excitement. I...
smoky demanding range
  07/29/25
Actually -- technically 29 because there's one that I don't ...
smoky demanding range
  07/29/25
Let's dive into this more... I'm pretty sure there's a co...
smoky demanding range
  07/29/25
Were you hard? Of course you were. That’s literally ex...
Glassy toaster genital piercing
  07/30/25
Sexual arousal ≠ excitement Given that I basically don...
birdshit monolith
  07/30/25
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smoky demanding range
  07/29/25
you can piggyback off of other people's excitement ime. try ...
Cruel-hearted Glittery Principal's Office Pervert
  07/29/25
LJL, I do that all the time. Zero effect. I have fun tho...
smoky demanding range
  07/29/25
"hello fellow big sports thing enthusiasts or whatever....
misanthropic maize voyeur
  07/30/25
it's like Rob Lowe wearing an NFL cap at the ball game
mauve den mother
  07/30/25
it feels gay, avoid.
spectacular pink cruise ship
  07/29/25
you must change your life
Black crackhouse
  07/30/25
Why? I'm perfectly happy. As I noted above, I don't experien...
birdshit monolith
  07/30/25


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Date: July 29th, 2025 7:35 PM
Author: smoky demanding range



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Date: July 29th, 2025 7:39 PM
Author: Infuriating buck-toothed boltzmann kitty

like doing a bunch of coke

i have low affect too and this is the best analogy imo

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49141443)



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Date: July 29th, 2025 7:41 PM
Author: smoky demanding range

I copped some coke for the first time in 2 years recently (ran out about a year ago) and will be doing some this weekend.

Not a lot. Just as needed to keep energy up.

Also going to do mushrooms, DMT and MDMA.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49141453)



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Date: July 29th, 2025 7:44 PM
Author: Infuriating buck-toothed boltzmann kitty

i'm pretty sure me on coke is about what normie extroverts feel like when typical everyday good stuff happens to them

the downside for them is they get really, really anxious, sad, afraid, etc. intense negative emotions too

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49141463)



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Date: July 29th, 2025 7:46 PM
Author: smoky demanding range

BPD (Bordeline) people are basically just people who are both highly extroverted and highly neurotic (two indipendent personality dimmensions). They can simultanitously experience intense negative and positive emotions, and or quickly swing back and forth. Easy to see why they're crazy. Never trust a high extrovert. Never trust a highly neurotic. Certainly never trust someone who's both. ALso, I'm gay.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49141475)



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Date: July 29th, 2025 7:39 PM
Author: Gold garrison liquid oxygen

its like getting a blank bump

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49141447)



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Date: July 29th, 2025 7:48 PM
Author: mauve den mother

no its being sexualized by the bort

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49141482)



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Date: July 29th, 2025 7:47 PM
Author: federal pontificating national clown

u ever put ur dick in asian pussy?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49141476)



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Date: July 29th, 2025 7:48 PM
Author: smoky demanding range

Exactly 28 asian pussies.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49141483)



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Date: July 29th, 2025 7:53 PM
Author: federal pontificating national clown

thats as good as it gets in life man, readjust ur expectations

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49141505)



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Date: July 29th, 2025 8:02 PM
Author: smoky demanding range

Expectations relate to disappointment, not excitement.

I never feel disappointed either.

I just sort of always just feel the same always no matter what.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49141522)



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Date: July 29th, 2025 7:57 PM
Author: smoky demanding range

Actually -- technically 29 because there's one that I don't count.

In college, there was an Asian virgin in my dorm who I used to hook up with. I never fucked her because I was dating a different girl, and because she was a virgin and I didnt want the drama. But I used to get BJs from her all the time. I also used to have her lie down on her stomach, and I would lube up her upper thighs, have her hold them together tight, and I would fuck that area all the way up to her clit she she would get off too. Felt suprisingly 180 and I am still impressed I never just slid it in intentionally.

...BUT, there was ONE time I did accidently sort of poke in there with my head for a split second. So I never really "fucked" this girl, but my penis did sort of go "in" her pussy -- although really it more just went inbetween the lips and poked

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49141511)



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Date: July 29th, 2025 8:00 PM
Author: smoky demanding range

Let's dive into this more...

I'm pretty sure there's a connection between my inability to feel excitement and my ability to rub my cock against her pussy dozens of times without giving into the temptation to slide it in.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49141515)



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Date: July 30th, 2025 1:17 AM
Author: Glassy toaster genital piercing

Were you hard? Of course you were. That’s literally excited. Congrats. You CAN get excited. You DO get excited.

There does seem to be something wrong with you though.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49142057)



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Date: July 30th, 2025 2:36 PM
Author: birdshit monolith

Sexual arousal ≠ excitement

Given that I basically don't experience any negative emotion, I don't at all mind the fact that I never experience any positive emotion. Overall, it's pretty 180. I'm basically jus always moderately happy. That's perhaps "abnormal", but not "wrong" in the sense that it's neither distressing for me nor pathalogical.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49143205)



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Date: July 29th, 2025 9:07 PM
Author: smoky demanding range



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49141672)



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Date: July 29th, 2025 9:08 PM
Author: Cruel-hearted Glittery Principal's Office Pervert

you can piggyback off of other people's excitement ime. try going to a bar during a big sports thing or something similar.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49141676)



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Date: July 29th, 2025 9:27 PM
Author: smoky demanding range

LJL, I do that all the time. Zero effect.

I have fun though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49141710)



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Date: July 30th, 2025 12:50 AM
Author: misanthropic maize voyeur

"hello fellow big sports thing enthusiasts or whatever. it is i, lex... fellow big spirts thing guy or something similar."

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49142036)



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Date: July 30th, 2025 7:27 AM
Author: mauve den mother

it's like Rob Lowe wearing an NFL cap at the ball game

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49142213)



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Date: July 29th, 2025 9:10 PM
Author: spectacular pink cruise ship

it feels gay, avoid.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49141678)



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Date: July 30th, 2025 9:09 AM
Author: Black crackhouse

you must change your life

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49142351)



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Date: July 30th, 2025 2:37 PM
Author: birdshit monolith

Why? I'm perfectly happy. As I noted above, I don't experience negative emotion either. Leaves me in a constant chill fratty mildly happy state.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5756107&forum_id=2#49143209)