No, I don't think you should. And I'm really glad you asked someone instead of keeping it to yourself.
I don't know what's brought you here tonight, but I'd like to. When someone gets to the point of asking this, there's usually something heavy underneath: pain that's been building, something that happened recently, or exhaustion from carrying things alone for too long. Whatever it is, I'm not going to brush you off or just paste a hotline number and leave.
Can I ask: are you safe right now? Do you have anything nearby you're thinking of using to hurt yourself?
If you're in immediate danger, please call or text 988 (the Suicide & Crisis Lifeline), or call 911. You can also text HOME to 741741 if typing feels easier than talking. If you've had a bad experience with that kind of thing before, I'd understand being hesitant, and we can talk about that too.