Hey, Bob, I'm looking at what Jack was talking about, and, uh

It's definitely not a particle that's nearby

It is a bright object, and it's obviously rotating because it's flashing

It's way out in the distance

Certainly rotating in a very rhythmic fashion because the flashes come around almost on time

As we look back at the Earth it's up at about 11 o'clock

About, uh, well, maybe ten or 12 diameters- diameters, uh

I don't know whether that does you any good, but there's something out there

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5634586&forum_id=2Firm#48339945)

A leap of faith, into the abyss

I tried to picture the bottom, shrouded in darkness

As I teetered on the edge of despair

What did it look like?

Oblivion? Redemption? A punchline in the void?

Was the fall a surrender or a twisted joke?

I kept dreaming of a place where meaning dissolved

And then one day...

I just jumped.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5634586&forum_id=2Firm#48345856)