Date: June 16th, 2021 10:09 PM
Author: pontificating idea he suggested national
Subject: LJL
writeronthemoon
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7h
Thank you so much for your input. Part of me wonders if, indeed, I even needed the vaccine, as you said. But, with variants going wild, and my having a lot of friends who travelled/will travel to India for religious purposes, plus being in Florida with variants at their highest, I just felt I couldn't risk it.
My thinking was, if I don't get vaxxed I'll have debilitating anxiety about getting a variant. And, with the lung symptoms I experienced post-Covid, my thinking was also that, if I get Covid again, will I survive?
But yes, it is hard not to feel anti-vaccine and quite resentful, at this time. Especially if this leaves my heart permanently fucked up. I'm only 32, for pete's sake! Y'know? Like...this is ridiculous.
I struggle with depression and anxiety already, so having heart issues and not being able to go to exercise for the past 2 weeks (for fear of heart issues) is pretty miserable. Like, that's an activity I do that usually helps my moods, and now I can't even do it.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4858617&forum_id=2#42640051)