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the box's sexuality in college

someone please summarize so far tyty
Claret elite faggotry
  11/11/10
|virgin | |whore | |cheating whore | |insane cheating ...
Arousing whorehouse generalized bond
  11/11/10
where does twist fit in? how did that begin?
Claret elite faggotry
  11/11/10
as far as I can tell she has slept with about 3-5 asian post...
rebellious hairy legs
  11/11/10
wait, really?
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  11/11/10
I don't remember if he hopped on at stage 2 or 3 of this dis...
Arousing whorehouse generalized bond
  11/11/10
Innocent----->experiments------->experiments some more...
Deranged hospital keepsake machete
  11/11/10
is twist a playa aww yeah
Claret elite faggotry
  11/11/10
The Box doesn't actually exist. She is an alternate moniker...
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  11/11/10
...
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  11/11/10
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Big-titted Theater Stage
  11/11/10
This makes a lot more sense than the reality.
Arousing whorehouse generalized bond
  11/11/10
pretty sure i'm no one's fantasy of anything
green reading party
  11/11/10
is this Teddy or Pensive?
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  11/11/10
cq
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i like how she doesn't date hindu piles of shit anymore. i t...
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Open for business.
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  11/11/10
I know it sounds goofy but when we were three,a cousin (he w...
Excitant national
  11/11/10
wait what
rebellious hairy legs
  11/11/10
Why confused?
Excitant national
  11/11/10
"if he swallowed enough of my cum that he might start t...
Lascivious drab university
  11/11/10
went to college w/ intention of staying with already-long-di...
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  11/11/10
Date: November 11th, 2010 12:03 PM Author: .,.......,,,,......
amber comical rigpig range
  11/11/10
go with the guy in boston. make it work, it's worth it.
Claret elite faggotry
  11/11/10
:))))))) trying so hard to change and be good for him. e...
green reading party
  11/11/10
give it time, and let go. either it will or not.
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  11/11/10
hi guy in NYC
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  11/11/10
lol
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Thank you for the time line, dawg. I was still confused wher...
Deranged hospital keepsake machete
  11/11/10
I'm still confused as to who all the relevant actors are.
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here's a hint, dawg. the xo posters involved are all asian.
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  11/11/10
Date: November 11th, 2010 12:03 PM Author: .,.......,,,,......
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wtf is "ill" she's a dumb slore with a high iq ...
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uhhhhh? yeah i am an attention whore on xo so i guess i can...
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I got hard, ty.
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if u finished reading this, ur def mentally ill./
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heard twist bumped her op (obliging punanny)
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Date: November 11th, 2010 9:47 AM
Author: Claret elite faggotry

someone please summarize so far tyty

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Date: November 11th, 2010 9:50 AM
Author: Arousing whorehouse generalized bond

|virgin

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|whore

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|cheating whore

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|insane cheating whore

|

V

Timeline

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Date: November 11th, 2010 9:50 AM
Author: Claret elite faggotry

where does twist fit in? how did that begin?

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Date: November 11th, 2010 9:51 AM
Author: rebellious hairy legs

as far as I can tell she has slept with about 3-5 asian posters.

(https://autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=1476622&forum_id=2#16523414)



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Date: November 11th, 2010 2:47 PM
Author: tantric black church building french chef

wait, really?

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Date: November 11th, 2010 9:54 AM
Author: Arousing whorehouse generalized bond

I don't remember if he hopped on at stage 2 or 3 of this disease.

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Date: November 11th, 2010 9:51 AM
Author: Deranged hospital keepsake machete

Innocent----->experiments------->experiments some more----->"falls in love"------>falls out of love------->falls in love------->currently in the scorned gf staged

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Date: November 11th, 2010 9:52 AM
Author: Claret elite faggotry

is twist a playa aww yeah

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Date: November 11th, 2010 10:07 AM
Author: Crimson misunderstood indian lodge quadroon

The Box doesn't actually exist. She is an alternate moniker run by a collection of aspie asians living out their fantasy of what white women do when they go away to school.

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Date: November 11th, 2010 10:08 AM
Author: cracking buck-toothed cumskin



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Date: November 11th, 2010 10:11 AM
Author: Big-titted Theater Stage



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Date: November 11th, 2010 10:28 AM
Author: Arousing whorehouse generalized bond

This makes a lot more sense than the reality.

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Date: November 11th, 2010 1:07 PM
Author: green reading party

pretty sure i'm no one's fantasy of anything

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Date: November 11th, 2010 1:08 PM
Author: Crimson misunderstood indian lodge quadroon

is this Teddy or Pensive?

(https://autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=1476622&forum_id=2#16524812)



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Date: November 11th, 2010 1:09 PM
Author: green reading party

cq

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Date: November 11th, 2010 1:25 PM
Author: Mind-boggling laser beams

i like how she doesn't date hindu piles of shit anymore. i take full credit for incepting that into her creators mind.

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Date: November 11th, 2010 2:41 PM
Author: lurid anal narrative



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Date: November 11th, 2010 2:54 PM
Author: tantric black church building french chef



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Date: April 15th, 2011 11:23 AM
Author: Salmon Dashing Library

credited moniker

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Date: November 11th, 2010 10:13 AM
Author: Bright milk menage

she bangs she bangs

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Date: November 11th, 2010 10:16 AM
Author: Adventurous cobalt office sound barrier

Open for business.

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Date: November 11th, 2010 10:18 AM
Author: Excitant national

I know it sounds goofy but when we were three,a cousin (he was six weeks older) and I used to make up games (farmer & cow) which ended with both of us having our little dicks being sucked ala 69. Then when I was eleven another cousin from the other side of the family (he was a year younger than I) started trading sucks. He couldn't cum at that time but I could and I filled his mouth many times. He swallowed from the first time on. Also, from the time I was seven until I was in high school, I was being seriouslyy sucked by a man who worked as houseman for my parents. When I say "seriously" I mean at least once nearly every day and often it was two or three. I tried his seven and a half incher once but I could do little except nibble on it. I couldn't even begin to get my mouth around that big head.

I had quite a few incidents of guys sucking me after seeing what I was packing but after breaking off with the second of my cousins I never had another cock in my mouth until I was in my late 60's. I made a lifelong friend while in the service and after the war, both of us being married, we two couples spent much time together. Later we, my wife and I, moved to Illinois and they moved to California and eventually we just lost contact.

We hooked up again after my wife had passed away, his wife had divorced him, he had married again but at the time of our reconnection she had cut him off completely and for good. He came to Illinois to visit me and since he had a recollection of my having a sizable wiener asked to see it. So during a porno movie (we were in shorts) I let my very erect cock out for air. When he saw it he jumped up from his chair, pulled his shorts down to reveal his own hardon and lay them alongside for comparison. Later, after stroking ourselves and one another, I asked if he liked to be sucked. He said he "loved" it so I went down on him as he sat in his chair. It wasn't long before he had a shuddering climax but to my disappointment there was no cum. He had had a prostate removal and as a result he didn't shoot juice anymore. Of course, then he put the slobbers on me and when I was about to cut loose I warned him but he said maybe if he swallowed enough of my cum that he might start to shoot again. I was still, at that time, unloading copious amounts of juice to his amazement. He claimed that he had never known a man could shoot that much and that many times in one ejaculation.

From that time he visited me once or twice every year and from the time he arrived until he left (usually 10 to 12 days) there was marathon cocksucking going on. Sadly, he passed on a few years ago and you can believe that I miss him - both from giving and receiving.



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Date: November 11th, 2010 10:21 AM
Author: rebellious hairy legs

wait what

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Date: November 11th, 2010 10:22 AM
Author: Excitant national

Why confused?

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Date: November 11th, 2010 12:08 PM
Author: Lascivious drab university

"if he swallowed enough of my cum that he might start to shoot again" LOL

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Date: November 11th, 2010 12:03 PM
Author: green reading party

went to college w/ intention of staying with already-long-distance bf but the hecticness of college life proved too big a strain on our relationship; we broke up mutually and tearfully after about two weeks.

a few weeks later, hooked up with drunk guy on my floor who had been pursuing me for a little bit. was indifferent. posted about it here; "friend" who knew about xo thought it'd be funny to show him the post. he was offended by my description of him as the "floor drunk".

became increasingly into a poster here. neither of us was sure it was a good idea cuz of the significant age difference, but we saw each other for about a month. with him, in addition to being introduced to some really fucking good food in ny, i began to explore sexual themes i'd never really delved into with past bfs, assuming a more-than-standardly submissive role in sexual activities. aggressive oral sex (face-fucking), spanking, and light choking were elements of the experimentation, which was healthy bc of the mutually-respectful environment in which it was taking place. i discovered how much i enjoyed being dominated sexually. however, the distance was too great for either of us to feel that the relationship was working for us - i, at least, felt a bit stifled in my everyday life by being committed to someone in a different city - and so we broke it off.

soon after, i confided in a friend about some of the emotional backlash of the breakup and how upsetting it was. he supported me, gently telling me to turn off my phone and stop worrying. sexual tension between us culminated in a handjob in the bathroom (intended to be a blowjob but he came early). a week later, he would call campus security on me after i obsessive-compulsively knocked on his door, upset about how he'd been treating me (shittily) since our hookup. i was his first kiss.

fall semester ended and i went home for winter break. in my abundant free time, i developed a nasty okcupid habit. met a providence guy whom i could tell was crazy but found intriguing. we texted. i told him that i was a virgin who was into submission in sex. he asked for details and when i mentioned "pseudo-choking" he said i'd get the real thing from him. we arranged to see a movie when i got back to school. we saw avatar (i paid) and when we got back to my dorm room (i let him drive me. stupid stupid stupid) he gave me an ultimatum: "either you give yourself to me completely or i leave." i insisted no sex. most of you know the rest. spitting in my eye, slapping me in the face, choking me with a belt. videos on his iphone. he did respect my no sex boundary, though, although he begged - even tried "just the tip". i saw him twice, then started seeing a therapist, worried about what direction my life was taking. he continued to occasionally harass me via text for months.

less than a month later, i started hanging out with a poster at my school. we developed feelings for each other and i effectively moved into his dorm room. we had a good run. we enjoyed each other's company a lot and dragged each other out of unhappiness, at least somewhat. i lost my virginity to him. however, things began to sour as my insecurity and resultant fits reared their ugly heads. he became more and more irritable as time went by, due to the stress of writing a thesis, finding a job, and dealing with the impending real world. my extremely annoying habits - begging for affection and reassurance - didn't mesh well with his temper. after he graduated, things only got worse, and he dumped me.

i was devastated, and i whined about the breakup to some of my close friends, including a poster i'd had a crush on for over a year but considered way out of reach. he warned me that if i kept whining about being lonely, he'd "have to" flirt with me. as luck would have it, he was going to be in my city the next week. we planned to hook up, although i warned him that i wouldn't have sex with him, since i didn't want to "ruin myself" for my ex were he to change his mind. when he came down, we hooked up and it was shocking how well we meshed, almost from the first second he touched me. i figured he was just REALLY GOOD at stuff; he figured the same about me. maybe one or both of us was right, but intense (one-of-a-kind?) chemistry must have played a part. we fell asleep together.

the next day he went home and didn't contact me. when i reached out, he was cold. i thought he was mad we hadn't fucked. turns out he was mad i'd disrespected him by whining about my ex so much while with him. we fought; i told him he should have expected it.

somehow, in the next week, we not only made up but fell for each other deeply. one night we stayed up talking, and as i was about to go to sleep at about 8 in the morning he joked that i could "sleep on the train". i couldn't resist. i got on the commuter rail to boston. we had sex twice; he came in me, looking into my eyes. i can't even think about it now without being overcome.

we had sex another four times in the next two weeks. we were amazing together, like we were built for each other. i told my ex, whom in retrospect i wasn't quite over, to make him jealous. he went crazy for a week - you probably remember the threads - and got over it as quickly as he'd snapped into it. he was going to be near my hometown the next weekend; coincidentally, i was going to be home for my sister's graduation party. we arranged to meet up so he could give me some of my stuff he still had.

it had only been two weeks with the current guy but we were so, so emotionally invested. he didn't want to make it official and was still considering seeing other girls on the side, but we were committed. and i promised. i promised i promised

i fucked up - there is no justification, and the closest thing to an explanation is that i am a disgusting whore who doesn't think before she acts, has no self-esteem or self-control, and will do anything to feel attractive and please the person in front of her.

time stopped. i deserve and want to die. nothing will ever be ok again.

cliffs: progression from slut under wraps to full-blown awful deceitful whore who will never (deserve to) be loved or respected

typed on phone during boring cashieriing shift

(https://autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=1476622&forum_id=2#16524167)



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Date: November 11th, 2010 12:05 PM
Author: amber comical rigpig range

Date: November 11th, 2010 12:03 PM

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went to college w/ intention of staying with already-long-distanve bf but the hecticness of college life proved too big a strain on our relationship ; we broke up mutually and tearfully after about two weeks.

a few weeks later, hooked up with drunk guy on my floor who had been pursuing me for a little bit. was indifferent. posted about it here; "friend" who knew about xo thought it'd be funny to show him the post. he was offended by my description of him as the "floor drunk".

became increasingly into a poster here. neither of us was sure it was a good idea cuz of the significant age difference, but we saw each other for about a month. with him, in addition to being introduced to some really fucking good food in ny, i began to explore sexual themes i'd never really delved into with past bfs, assuming a more-than-standardly submissive role in sexual activities. aggressive oral sex (face-fucking), spanking, and light choking were elements of the experimentation, which was healthy bc of the mutually-respectful environment in which it was taking place. i discovered how much i enjoyed being dominated sexually. however, the distance was too great for either of us to feel that the relationship was working for us - i, at least, felt a bit stifled in my everyday life by being committed to someone in a different city - and so we broke it off.

soon after, i confided in a friend about some of the emotional backlash of the breakup and how upsetting it was. he supported me, gently telling me to turn off my phone and stop worrying. sexual tension between us culminated in a handhob in the bathroom (intended to be a blowjob but he came early). a week later, he would call campus security on me after i obsessive-compulsively knocked on his door, upset about how he'd been treating me (shittily) since our hookup. i was his first kiss.

fall semester ended and i went home for winter break. in my abundant free time, i developed a nasty okcupid habit. met a providence guy whom i could tell was crazy but found intriguing. we texted. i told him that i was a virgin who was into submission in sex. he asked for details and when i mention "paeudo-choking" he said i'd get the real thing from him. we arranged to see a movie when i got back to school. we saw avatar (i paid) and when we got back to my dorm room (i let him drive me. stupid stupid stupid) he gave me an ultimatum: "either you give yourself to me completely or i leave." i insisted no sex. most of you know the rest. spitting in my eye, slapping me in the face, choking me with a belt. videos on his iphone. he did respect my no sex boundary, though, although he begged - even tried "just the tip". i saw him twice, then started seeing a therapist, worries about what direction my life was taking. he contained to occasionally harass me via text for months.

less than a month later, i started hanging out with a poster at ly school. we developed feelings for each other and i effectively moved into his dorm room. we had a good run. we enjoyed each other's company a lot and dragged each other out of unhappiness, at least somewhat. i lost my virginity to him. however, things began to sour as my insecurity and resultant fits reared their ugly heads. he became more and more irritable as time went by, due to the stress of writing a thesis, finding a job, and dealing with the impending real world. my extremely annoying habits - begging for affection and reassurance - didn't meat well with his temper. after he graduated, things only got worse, and he dumped me.

i was devastated, and i whined about the breakup to some of my close friends, including a poster i'd had a crush on for over a year but considered way out of reach. he warned me that if i kept whining about being lonely, he'd "have to" flirt with me. as luck would have it, he was going to be in my city the next week. we planned to hook up, although i warned him that i wouldn't have sex with him, since i didn't want to "ruin myself" for my ex were he to change his mind. when he came down, we hooked up and it was shocking how well we meshed, almost from the first second he touched me. i figured he was just REALLY GOOD at stuff; he figured the same about me. maybe one or both of us was right, but intense (one-of-a-kind?) chemistry must have played a part. we fell asleep together.

the next day he went home and didn't contact me. when i reached out, he was cold. i thought he was mad we hadn't fucked. turns out he was mad i'd disrespected him by whining about my ex so much while with him. we fought; i told him he should have expected it.

somehow, in the next week, we not only made up but fell for each other deeply. one night we stayed up talking, and as i was about to go to sleep at about 8 in the morning he joked that i could "sleep on the train". i couldn't resist. i got on the commuter rail to boston. we had sex twice; he came in me, looking into my eyes. i can't even think about it now without being overcome.

we had sex another four times in the next two weeks. we were amazing together, like we were built for each other. i told my ex, whom in retrospect i wasn't quite over, to make him jealous. he went crazy for a week - you probably remember the threads - and got over it as quickly as he'd snapped into it. he was going to be near my hometown the next weekend; coincidentally, i was going to be home for my sister's graduation party. we arranged to meet up so he could give me some of my stuff he still had.

it had only been two weeks with the current guy but we were so, so emotionally invested. he didn't want to make it official and was still considering seeing other girls on the side, but we were committed. and i promised. i promised i promised

i fucked up - there is no justification, and the closest thing to an explanation is that i am a disgusting whore who doesn't think before she acts, has no self-esteem or self-control, and will do anything to feel attractive and please the person in front of her.

time stopped. i deserve and want to die. nothing will ever be ok again.

cliffs: progression from slut under wraps to full-blown awful deceitful whore who will never (deserve to) be loved or respected

(the box's sexuality in college)

(https://autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=1476622&forum_id=2#16524186)



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Date: November 11th, 2010 12:10 PM
Author: Claret elite faggotry

go with the guy in boston. make it work, it's worth it.

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Date: November 11th, 2010 12:13 PM
Author: green reading party

:)))))))

trying so hard to change and be good for him. every time i fuck up i think maybe i am just inherently and immutably bad. D:

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Date: November 11th, 2010 4:43 PM
Author: Claret elite faggotry

give it time, and let go. either it will or not.

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Date: November 11th, 2010 12:21 PM
Author: Mint Frisky Factory Reset Button Site

hi guy in NYC

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Date: November 11th, 2010 4:43 PM
Author: Claret elite faggotry

hi

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Date: April 15th, 2011 11:20 AM
Author: Bearded native deer antler

lol

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Date: November 11th, 2010 12:29 PM
Author: Deranged hospital keepsake machete

Thank you for the time line, dawg. I was still confused where all the relevant actors fitted into the whole scheme. This is very enlightening.

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Date: November 11th, 2010 12:31 PM
Author: Mint Frisky Factory Reset Button Site

I'm still confused as to who all the relevant actors are.

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Date: November 11th, 2010 1:11 PM
Author: Deranged hospital keepsake machete

here's a hint, dawg. the xo posters involved are all asian.

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Date: November 11th, 2010 1:11 PM
Author: Alcoholic Hyperventilating Theatre Hissy Fit

Date: November 11th, 2010 12:03 PM

Author: .,.......,,,,....,.;;;;.,.

Subject: cr

went to college w/ intention of staying with already-long-distance bf but the hecticness of college life proved too big a strain on our relationship; we broke up mutually and tearfully after about two weeks.

a few weeks later, hooked up with drunk guy on my floor who had been pursuing me for a little bit. was indifferent. posted about it here; "friend" who knew about xo thought it'd be funny to show him the post. he was offended by my description of him as the "floor drunk".

became increasingly into a poster here. neither of us was sure it was a good idea cuz of the significant age difference, but we saw each other for about a month. with him, in addition to being introduced to some really fucking good food in ny, i began to explore sexual themes i'd never really delved into with past bfs, assuming a more-than-standardly submissive role in sexual activities. aggressive oral sex (face-fucking), spanking, and light choking were elements of the experimentation, which was healthy bc of the mutually-respectful environment in which it was taking place. i discovered how much i enjoyed being dominated sexually. however, the distance was too great for either of us to feel that the relationship was working for us - i, at least, felt a bit stifled in my everyday life by being committed to someone in a different city - and so we broke it off.

soon after, i confided in a friend about some of the emotional backlash of the breakup and how upsetting it was. he supported me, gently telling me to turn off my phone and stop worrying. sexual tension between us culminated in a handjob in the bathroom (intended to be a blowjob but he came early). a week later, he would call campus security on me after i obsessive-compulsively knocked on his door, upset about how he'd been treating me (shittily) since our hookup. i was his first kiss.

fall semester ended and i went home for winter break. in my abundant free time, i developed a nasty okcupid habit. met a providence guy whom i could tell was crazy but found intriguing. we texted. i told him that i was a virgin who was into submission in sex. he asked for details and when i mention "pseudo-choking" he said i'd get the real thing from him. we arranged to see a movie when i got back to school. we saw avatar (i paid) and when we got back to my dorm room (i let him drive me. stupid stupid stupid) he gave me an ultimatum: "either you give yourself to me completely or i leave." i insisted no sex. most of you know the rest. spitting in my eye, slapping me in the face, choking me with a belt. videos on his iphone. he did respect my no sex boundary, though, although he begged - even tried "just the tip". i saw him twice, then started seeing a therapist, worried about what direction my life was taking. he continued to occasionally harass me via text for months.

less than a month later, i started hanging out with a poster at my school. we developed feelings for each other and i effectively moved into his dorm room. we had a good run. we enjoyed each other's company a lot and dragged each other out of unhappiness, at least somewhat. i lost my virginity to him. however, things began to sour as my insecurity and resultant fits reared their ugly heads. he became more and more irritable as time went by, due to the stress of writing a thesis, finding a job, and dealing with the impending real world. my extremely annoying habits - begging for affection and reassurance - didn't mesh well with his temper. after he graduated, things only got worse, and he dumped me.

i was devastated, and i whined about the breakup to some of my close friends, including a poster i'd had a crush on for over a year but considered way out of reach. he warned me that if i kept whining about being lonely, he'd "have to" flirt with me. as luck would have it, he was going to be in my city the next week. we planned to hook up, although i warned him that i wouldn't have sex with him, since i didn't want to "ruin myself" for my ex were he to change his mind. when he came down, we hooked up and it was shocking how well we meshed, almost from the first second he touched me. i figured he was just REALLY GOOD at stuff; he figured the same about me. maybe one or both of us was right, but intense (one-of-a-kind?) chemistry must have played a part. we fell asleep together.

the next day he went home and didn't contact me. when i reached out, he was cold. i thought he was mad we hadn't fucked. turns out he was mad i'd disrespected him by whining about my ex so much while with him. we fought; i told him he should have expected it.

somehow, in the next week, we not only made up but fell for each other deeply. one night we stayed up talking, and as i was about to go to sleep at about 8 in the morning he joked that i could "sleep on the train". i couldn't resist. i got on the commuter rail to boston. we had sex twice; he came in me, looking into my eyes. i can't even think about it now without being overcome.

we had sex another four times in the next two weeks. we were amazing together, like we were built for each other. i told my ex, whom in retrospect i wasn't quite over, to make him jealous. he went crazy for a week - you probably remember the threads - and got over it as quickly as he'd snapped into it. he was going to be near my hometown the next weekend; coincidentally, i was going to be home for my sister's graduation party. we arranged to meet up so he could give me some of my stuff he still had.

it had only been two weeks with the current guy but we were so, so emotionally invested. he didn't want to make it official and was still considering seeing other girls on the side, but we were committed. and i promised. i promised i promised

i fucked up - there is no justification, and the closest thing to an explanation is that i am a disgusting whore who doesn't think before she acts, has no self-esteem or self-control, and will do anything to feel attractive and please the person in front of her.

time stopped. i deserve and want to die. nothing will ever be ok again.

cliffs: progression from slut under wraps to full-blown awful deceitful whore who will never (deserve to) be loved or respected

typed on phone during boring cashieriing shift

(the box's sexuality in college)



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Date: November 11th, 2010 3:54 PM
Author: razzle market

jfc. You're like a 19 yr old Emily Gould, but without the talent.

You are incredibly self-absorbed. And no one is buying your "Waaaaah I'm soooo insecure and unworthy" shit. Those who truly feel unworthy and insecure don't pen diatribes about every thought and feeling they ever considered having because they, feeling unworthy, rightly assume no one would want to read it. Not you, though. It is just. All. About. You.

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Date: November 11th, 2010 3:57 PM
Author: garnet boyish wagecucks

Ha, I didn't know you had this sort of an angry side. Bad day at the office?

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Date: November 11th, 2010 4:04 PM
Author: razzle market

Not at all! She has just fallen dramatically in my estimation of her as a human being ( I used to be quite fond of her). And my experience with girls like this is that NOTHING but being direct and brutally honest will have any effect.

That is, unless we stopped paying attention to her. That would work too. But we know that's never going to happen.

*poasts screenshot of my big toe*

*tee hee*

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Date: November 11th, 2010 7:08 PM
Author: nubile dun resort

lol remember when you and lh defended her as going through a normal teenage girl phase?

she's not a terrible person; just ill. i feel sorry for her.

(https://autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=1476622&forum_id=2#16527931)



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Date: November 11th, 2010 9:32 PM
Author: Hairraiser institution

wtf is "ill"

she's a dumb slore with a high iq who uses hysterical guilt feelings as a way to avoid taking real responsibility for her bad decision

ie a self-broken trainwreck with truly amazing powers of rationalization. her academic history also shows this, of course

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Date: November 11th, 2010 4:22 PM
Author: green reading party

uhhhhh? yeah i am an attention whore on xo so i guess i can see where you're getting that but... no

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Date: January 12th, 2011 10:55 AM
Author: mewling casino



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Date: January 12th, 2011 11:24 AM
Author: Cream dopamine

I got hard, ty.

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Date: April 15th, 2011 2:20 PM
Author: Onyx Water Buffalo Affirmative Action

if u finished reading this, ur def mentally ill./

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Date: November 11th, 2010 10:24 AM
Author: Smoky pontificating gay wizard

She smells like burnt rubber.

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Date: November 11th, 2010 12:11 PM
Author: sickened racy windowlicker twinkling uncleanness

heard twist bumped her op (obliging punanny)

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Date: November 11th, 2010 12:20 PM
Author: green reading party

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Date: November 11th, 2010 12:22 PM
Author: Unholy Stubborn Chad



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Date: November 11th, 2010 12:30 PM
Author: rebellious hairy legs



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Date: November 11th, 2010 1:20 PM
Author: garnet boyish wagecucks

This could be a great, pulpy novel if someone wrote it up. It captures a certain submissive-but-intelligent female type.

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Date: November 11th, 2010 1:30 PM
Author: Razzmatazz hideous coffee pot nursing home

Title? "Barista" maybe?

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Date: November 11th, 2010 2:54 PM
Author: lurid anal narrative

this shit wouldn't make nerve.com.

the logorrhea and overanalysis occlude self-knowledge.

(https://autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=1476622&forum_id=2#16525665)



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Date: November 11th, 2010 3:32 PM
Author: garnet boyish wagecucks

The idea of a slutty, mentally unstable Ivy league girl whose desperate attempts to maintain her innocent self-image spiral downward into a world of ever-kinkier sexuality....

I guess it's been done (I Am Charlotte Simmons and the sex-and-the-ivy blog)

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Date: November 11th, 2010 3:48 PM
Author: green reading party

yeah i was gonna mention lena chen

also brown doesn't really count as an ivy

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Date: November 12th, 2010 9:55 AM
Author: laughsome pistol



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Date: November 11th, 2010 3:24 PM
Author: frum dilemma

She's a nasty whore.

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Date: November 11th, 2010 4:29 PM
Author: cruel-hearted ratface

i don't think she's "mentally unstable." people who say that are playing into her hand.

she's just really angsty and acting out, which isn't THAT unusual for a 19 year old. she doesn't need more counseling, she just needs to grow up a bit.

(https://autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=1476622&forum_id=2#16526443)



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Date: November 11th, 2010 4:32 PM
Author: exciting magenta heaven

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Date: November 11th, 2010 4:34 PM
Author: green reading party

mfcr

i don't think i'm special in any way - all girls are pretty messed up

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Date: November 11th, 2010 4:50 PM
Author: supple sanctuary foreskin

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Date: November 11th, 2010 5:16 PM
Author: Diverse cuck halford

what does the boston guy think of you now?

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Date: November 11th, 2010 6:41 PM
Author: green reading party

man idk, we haven't been in touch for a while. we keep trying to take breaks from contact in order to heal individually, and this is our most successful so far - virtually no contact for 12 days now.

he's visited me three times since it happened and we've had indescribably good sex - in fact, things are generally really good when we're physically together. but when we're apart we keep falling into destructive cycles of hurting each other and ourselves.

i really really hope he's happy right now :) even if that entails fucking hot girls...

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Date: November 11th, 2010 9:39 PM
Author: lake stage love of her life

Jesus Christ, move on snowflake. You dated a guy 3 weeks long distance but went and fucked your ex in a shady motel room, so he broke up with you. You know how often this happens in white trash America? All the fucking time that's how often. It's not a big deal, and they all get over it even though they all think their lives are fucked. That's what happens when you're an idiot.

Get over yourself.

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Date: November 11th, 2010 10:07 PM
Author: green reading party

but we could be so so so good together

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Date: January 12th, 2011 11:02 AM
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Date: January 12th, 2011 11:03 AM
Author: Exhilarant Vermilion Tattoo Scourge Upon The Earth

I think that would do more longterm damage.

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Date: January 12th, 2011 11:07 AM
Author: shivering box office

is she hot?



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Date: January 12th, 2011 11:08 AM
Author: purple nighttime preventive strike

Give it to her now so she will fuck some sweet high school boy and end the relationship on normal teenage terms (go to college, promise to stay together forever, and break up by October because she found someone new to fuck).

Those women tend to turn out less psycho

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Date: January 12th, 2011 11:04 AM
Author: Unholy Stubborn Chad

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Date: January 12th, 2011 11:16 AM
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this was the credited hope

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