Date: October 23rd, 2015 12:11 PM Author: Cordovan Queen Of The Night
Freshmen year of college, matched up 100% perfectly with this girl in the dorms. She even opened door for fmf. College aspie me didn't see what was happening and eventually she got tired of waiting.
1L, girl kept approaching me at parties trying to dance, touch my face, etc. Would sometimes find me in the library and sit quietly at my table. Sometimes we just looked at each other for a few seconds and then went back to our work. Thought I had some bad signs and never broached the subject or made a physical move.
Date: October 23rd, 2015 12:45 PM Author: offensive locale tank
sophomore year of college, this girl sat next to me in a class. we made small talk before class every day. one day, we were talking about our dorms (we lived on opposite ends of campus), and she said "you should come visit mine sometime!"
at that very moment, another girl walked in and sat down next to her, and she ended the conversation with me and talked to that girl
I never brought up that invitation again. but I developed a crush on this girl that lasted two years. we became friends, took more classes together, and were regular commenters on each others blogs, but I never worked up the nerve to ask her out. I thought about her every single day for two years and held out vain hope after vain hope that one day she would give me some kind of signal that she was into me as more than just a friend
she had the most beautiful smile I had ever seen: apparently the result of having been taken to an insane, overzealous dentist as a kid
Date: October 23rd, 2015 12:58 PM Author: offensive locale tank
she was a short brunette with thick glasses, very sarcastic and self-deprecating sense of humor, was into travel but totally unpretentious and not into fancy shrew stuff. art history major. spoke four languages.
I know she moved to New York after graduation to work at a museum. I have no idea what she is doing now, the last time I heard anything from her was 2009. I really don't want to know what she's doing now, but I hope she's doing well.
She was the only girl I ever met and was like "wow, this girl is perfect for me in every way". Probably that was just childhood naievity, and if I had actually gotten to know her better I would have found one or more flaws, but I never did so...
Date: October 23rd, 2015 1:03 PM Author: Cordovan Queen Of The Night
Fk man. I'm sure we romanticize it as well cause of nostalgia, etc. For a long time, that sense of regret was what motivated me to keep looking. Now, it's just regret without the motivation. Fuck this life.
once you're old it'll never the same as it could have been. you are different and the girls you meet are different. it's not like it's so much worse but it'll never be that edifying experience you could have had. you'll always feel a little smaller inside and your life will be a compromise.
sorry dude. what gets me amped a little is every few weeks i feel a bit young again, and then it hits me: i have to find the new one NOW, i don't have any more time to waste. that can be motivating. try thinking about it that way.
Date: October 23rd, 2015 1:27 PM Author: Cordovan Queen Of The Night
I'm rooting for you. The interval between moments of inspiration and youthfulness will lengthen as you get older (I'm mid 30s) so I tend to go for the quick hits as opposed to anything meaningful.
Date: October 23rd, 2015 1:14 PM Author: Cordovan Queen Of The Night
She asked me why my goal in life was to be successful, shouldn't my goal be to live a happy and fulfilled life? I'm now successful but fucking miserable and every time I go through an existential crisis (like today), I think about her.
Date: October 23rd, 2015 1:17 PM Author: offensive locale tank
I flopped in law school and was never successful like striver 20-year old me wanted to be. I washed out and eventually found happiness doing non-striver stuff. But I could have taken a more direct route to where I am today, if I had listened to the one who got away.
i for one have never fucked a girl who didn't want seconds and, eventually, an emotional/romantic commitment. maybe the small-dicked bros in here have had different experiences.
Date: October 23rd, 2015 12:49 PM Author: hateful goyim den
Hottest girl I've ever dated, the only one I've said "I love you" and meant it. Went in to a deep depression at a time when she was applying for med school and thought that she deserved a more successful man.
Date: October 23rd, 2015 12:57 PM Author: hateful goyim den
It's a lie. Sometimes in the shower I have these flashbacks of spending hours with her and remembering how hard I made her laugh and it makes me smile. Then I snap back and remember that I haven't had a LTR since and I want to die
Date: October 24th, 2015 8:20 PM Author: Thriller twinkling school haunted graveyard
Can really relate to the part about having flashbacks where you made her laugh. FUCK, that plagued me for a while. Mine was also the most attractive girl I'd slept with more than a couple times, and I always felt 180 when I made her laugh
I was depressed , worried about the future, and my self confidence was low so I didn't feel I could commit. My Depression got insanely worse and I was moping on xo for months when she finally Ended It.
Luckily rarely ever think about her now, and don't feel regret anymore because fuck it, she's just another crazy hoe
Date: October 23rd, 2015 12:54 PM Author: vibrant amethyst theater
Junior year of high school, she was a sophomore. Extremely fertile and very fun, though not the brightest person. I have an overwhelming attraction to anyone who looks remotely like her. She is basically imprinted in my brain with respect to ideal looks.
Ran into her last year, and three kids later, she still looks damn good.
Date: October 23rd, 2015 12:55 PM Author: talented flesh famous landscape painting
nice puerto rican who was completely in love with me in college. she went on to win a pulitzer and write a smash hit broadway play you've all heard of.
but...not one that got away since i feel like I nailed the 180 wife thing. so in a wave of shit decisions in life, the wife thing i nailed.
oh i have another. a few years back, high school girlfriend and i talked about how we often thought of each other and regretting breaking up, how it's much easier to talk to one another than to anyone else, etc. but this is never the first thing that comes to mind because she doesn't like to fuck - is thirty now and is still a virgin, despite having dated the same (unlucky, i guess) dude for about eight years now. she also doesn't really have tits. still, very smart, funny, and empathetic girl. special person.
Date: October 23rd, 2015 12:59 PM Author: wine hairraiser azn jew
soph at big SEC who I dated when I was 26-27. took her virginity. Poasted about her. 90 IQ, just wanted to be a SAHM. Didn't really give her a chance and left her broken hearted without really any reason. Spent like a year training chick who is now my wife to be domestic in all the ways that came natural to the SEC chick. No regrets but she was a better runner-up than o gave her credit for
Date: October 23rd, 2015 1:30 PM Author: lascivious alcoholic school cafeteria affirmative action
A stunner from the part of ARE COUNTRY I'm from. Met her later in a big city where I was a successful Biglawyer and she was some dumb chick job in a close secondary city. Fell immediately in love. She was gorgeous, wholesome, sweet. Smart but unpretentious. When I was with her it was like nothing else mattered in the world. I gave her everything i had, was the perfect boyfriend - not because I wanted to keep her, but because I had never found someone so deserving of all the love in the world. I would fly to her city every weekend or she would drive up. We agreed she would move to my city, we'd get engaged, and I would pay for her grad school while we started a life together. This is all in six months. I plan a secret trip to go back to her small town to ask her father to bless an engagement.
The week before she was visiting me. On Sunday, she had to tell me something. She was still in love with her high school boyfriend (who she hadn't dated for five years). She left my apartment. Refused to respond to my anguished texts, emails, letters. She moved back to ARE Country to be with this guy and hasn't spoken to me since.
I think about the angel/bitch dozens of times every day.
Date: October 24th, 2015 12:55 PM Author: lascivious alcoholic school cafeteria affirmative action
Yes sir. The silver lining is that she broke up with that guy a bit later (so I heard). But now she is engaged to some other guy. That guy is the luckiest man in the world right now. But when it ends, and it will, he is going to hurt so bad.
Really nice woman too, smart, had some style, Euro immigrant doctor parents.
I immediately self-friendzoned myself. I'm not a bad looking guy and have done fine with women, but I just immediately assumed that this one was out of reach. Didn't notice that she initiated contact by sitting next to me in class and started talking, that we became friends, that we spent senior year as part of a small group of friends. Treated her as one of the boys. Fucked several of her friends. Kept checking her out here and there, but just kept presuming she was out of reach. Didn't notice how she kept dropping in on my house in tiny skimpy running gear on the way to a run. Didn't notice a lot of things like that.
I went off to good grad school, she went to HWS MBA and married hedgefunder and had kids, she's now slightly fat and happy with kids in NYC
TWIST: I Found out years later from friends that she was in love with me most of that time, kept telling people about it and couldn't understand why I wouldn't make a move, because she was sure I was attracted to her too. FUCK.
Date: October 24th, 2015 1:33 PM Author: Appetizing frum university
jfc don't do that, especially if you have kids
go and fight for your family to stay together, go and remember what made you the awesome guy that she wanted to be with, and understand that you are totally still that guy
Date: October 24th, 2015 1:30 PM Author: charismatic gas station trust fund
Some girl I was crazy about through HS, then she transferred to the same college I transferred to - had a great shot but some fool ripped me off $6,000 in a drug deal and I was broke/fucked up when I had the chance.
Life lesson: Never be broke and never fuck with punks.
Date: October 24th, 2015 1:31 PM Author: sinister circlehead
She was 24 years older than me. Great tits and they seemed to be getting bigger everyday we were together. She would do sweet ass shit like sing me to sleep. I was up in that pussy for nine months. Then one day out of the blue she just pushed me away. Started fucking my dad and wouldn't let me do more than occasionally suck her tits.
Date: October 24th, 2015 2:54 PM Author: Saffron Stead
2 girls. 1st college LTR. beautiful, smart girl. will never love another girl like that. will never have the same feeling as i had when i came inside her. it was like being in another world, time and space just melted. she was also kind of a bitch. she loved me though. would have ended up miserable with fucked up kids if we stayed together though.
2nd girl. i just graduated for law school and moved to denver. thought i was real hot shit. had that gorden gecko wannabe slicked back hair and was in phenomenal shape physically. met this 7-ish girl with strawberry blonde hair. ex-ballerina from Denver ballet, 29. she really didn't have that natural ballerina body, but she was disciplined and had worked so hard. her personality was amazing and men and women both just loved her. but i thought i was hot shit and she was sexually inexperienced in the sense that she had been married for 7 years of her 20's and to a slimeball. she had been with only 3 men including myself. i pretty much started chad-fucking her rawdog and got her pregnant. i told her to have an abortion which she did. we kept it up for a few more months, but i was screwing other chicks on the side. one day she just dumped me out of the blue and it was like, i donno, have you ever gotten into a bull nettle really bad on bare skin? at first it just itches and then soon after this burning like you would not believe that won't stop unless you literally piss on your skin to relieve it. fucking awful how bad that burned me and still kind of does.